Happy birthday Derry leo lion!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and belated birthday to suba(:

eh.. I finally realize that our school teachers are getting more and more guailan / kaobei.. No reason/NO EVIDENCE anyhow scold make moomoo cry o.O
when moomoo was rite. never apologise to her. Zzz HUM AH? know urself wrong still hide and when u go check it out U SO EFF-ING WRONG LOL! and sources say that u tap ur watch so hard to prove they are late till they can hear u from like so far LOL!
Zzz YET U NEVER APOLOGISE IS THE POINT? Zzz u too scared u come back we shoot u cause they came back? LOL I guess YEs =]
and and.. U need People help u guailan us? u need that angmoh meh -.= Then The AngMoh losing then say.. SHES UR TEACHER HOW COULD U SAY THAT TO HER LMAO LACK OF WORDS SIBO? LMAO go read dictionary/learn to shoot people before u anyhow shoot later shoot urself/family dun cry lol -.= Zzz
eh hello mr, i leech but i credit (:

I wonder why most teachers will never apologise.
Hello! I said most! Not all!
Teachers are always correct?! No! Some teachers have lower EQs than students!
When they wrong a student, not even a sorry and they just pretend that nothing happened.
Teachers are also human. They make mistakes.
BUT! Does that mean that they don't have to apologise?
NO? But they don't. Aren't teachers suppose to set a good example for us?
Teach us morale values and all?
Rule no. 1 taught by most teachers : You don't have to apologise when you are wrong. Just act as if nothing has happened.

Secondly, I've noticed that many teachers have been talking with th "ah, lo, horr" etc.
Not only in our school but other school as well.
(Can see it on news about something on h1n1 in this week)
That might be one of th reason to explain why Singaporeans' english are bad in future.

Wanted to post a whole lot of things but sudden lost of mood to do so.
Can't be arsed to post anymore.

Got many things to do but no time for them.
Even if there is, not enough will to do so.
So much about will and time.

I wanna do my dnt and den need to sleep for performance tommorrow @ istana alr.
Charman is staff sergeant! >:D
Alright, goodnight.

Mr ehtan wong rawks! >:D
Performance tomorrow @ istana.

Then Charman and i were emo-ing for awhile.
and we did something as a team,
(future majors! -Charman Chuang)
Hahahaha! Both she and i make out a great team!
And she has the potential to be a QM! :D

We were busy going up and down the place,
moving the instruments and all, from the 2nd level to the 1st level.
And we were having so much fun, even though it was super tiring! :D
Then Evan and Sheena kept feeding humans!
I was one of them, happily. :D
Then we treated the Bus Uncle food as we felt bad making him wait for such a long time, patiently.
He is super friendly and understanding! :D

Bus-ed back to school.
It was freaking awesome!!!
We sang birthday song for dear Jeremy because today is his birthday! :D
We sang NCC Song, GeTai Etc.

Unloaded bus, fall in.
Took photos, blur though, but it was super super fun! :D
- theo's blog:D


Bliss! I love you and would do it all again for you says (11:09 PM):
hi
Charman. says (11:09 PM):
bye!
Bliss! I love you and would do it all again for you says (11:09 PM):
my name is brent
Charman. says (11:09 PM):
you den kuku!
Bliss! I love you and would do it all again for you says (11:09 PM):
i am 16 years old
Charman. says (11:09 PM):
kuku bird!
not interested lah kuku!
Bliss! I love you and would do it all again for you says (11:09 PM):
my hobbies are talking to charman and eating sweets

look at this crazy idiot-.-
hahahhaha!

bored.
blog will be back to normal when LAI ZHENGYONG send me photo!

toodles.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOO GUO DONG!

Happy birthday leon! -zy and cc (:

alright!
quick post den i'm off to band for another performance! >:D

went for band.
kenneth came and so did saiful. Kenneth was super crap and very funny! hahah!
den off to theory.
SUPER DUPER FUN!

yesterday's performance was fine.
LAST PART WAS BEST!
>(:


bus uncle was a little upset or something cause he waited for very long but because th rest was eating, theo and i decided to take some food for him and load th big instruments by ourselves!
(at that point, we were joking around saying we can take over as majors alr! hahah!)
But den, many came and help! ha ha ha!
>:D
thanks to those people for helping!
Sheena, theo and evan fed me!!!!!!!!!!!
didn't eat much tho.
cause i was running around loading up instruments and all so th more i eat, th more i want to vomit. lol!

Bonding and singing in th bus was nice!
den took pics back in school and all.

off to mac with joshua and zhengyong plus some other members.
den talk and crap till ten plus?
>:D

ANDY, EVAN, SHEENA, JINGYIN AND ZHEN YUAN CAME!!!!!!!!!!!! >:D

alright! got to go out for band alr!

This is a super long ago photo.

Looking back, things changed so much that you don't want to continue and follow.

Band was fun tday>:D

Andy came back!! >:) Sheena did too. But where evan go leh?

Andy:"I could hear th cornets playing th call from my class when th door and windows are shut and air con is on!"

hahahah!

Played with vacuum cleaner after that. Vacummed th bandroom and library! So nice right!

Den use it to suck people's uniform! Super fun!

PERFORMANCE TOMORROW! NEED TO SLEEP!>:D

& i'm happy tday cause kerong smiled at me!

day dreaming

Fuck you! It's called magic!

went little india on wed.
super dumb.
we went there for...

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prata.
nice one lah! WHY? cause tim wants to have it.
Went so far when there's some alif near school.

after that, ate prata.
didn't find prata so ate bryani.

den i got sick of that place,
i complained.
wanted go haji lane. but dunno how to go by train and walking.
so gave up.

trained home.
play chopstick and chicopa or something.
NICE PLAYING WITH BFF^^

and nice dumb post.

sian only..

lucky in cards, lucky in love

Love fades

and you can't run away.


racial harmony tday. lol.

some shitty took this photo of me when i woke up.

make up for him, gay for th day.

more photos and post abt tday @ this blog! (click lah!)
I don't like his post about me. Ttvm.
He didn't post all th photos but posted more photos den me. I'm lazy to post more, shall do it next time. Lazy.

many things to talk about. Shall not do it tday.

I love this gingerbreadman.

I rubbed it, it turns hot and some white stuff will come out! >:P
and it's my "phone"!
It's ok if you don't understand my post. You're not dumb. It's just that you miss out some nice parts.

Before it fades, tell me nicely, let it go.

went dick's house after school tday.
Uhem, his house = basketb court.
before that, was very lunatic at school. Why? Stress.

One girl to fiftenn boys. Inappropriate.

Sometimes, being understanding is all I need.
Sometimes, I wished i can just turn back time and make clear of what I am and who is me.
Sometimes, I hope that i can just daringly and boldly tell you things that I want to say but don't have th courage to because I don't want to be too mean.
Most of th time, I pray that everything would be fine so I won't have to be sad over it like this.
Just pretending that everything's fine.

I've put in effort. Can you see it?

You are nice, most of th times. But why can't it be all th time?
I tired. Very tired from everything.

In relationships, everyone goes through the same thing whether different character or not.
But one thing that is different is that some, quarrel lesser because they are willing to do something that other's won't, give in.

What hurts more?

Having to lose a friend that you love and cherishes alot and to know that she now dislikes/hates you because she says that there's no reason for hating or to be rejected and made fun by people time after time but have true friends who are willing to help you and be there for you.
What hurts more?

"Hating someone is like loving someone. You don't need a reason"
If that was true, th whole world will be filled with hate.

den next.
"there's a reason for everything. So there's a reason for me not telling you."

don't you think both of th things you said contradict one another.
face reality.
make everything my fault.
after that, blame it on someone else when I defend.

if only you could try to understand..

I don't believe and I will never accept th fact that people from ifferent class can't be close friends.
So give me a very good reason for your action cause you hurt me like fuck.
you said we will be friends forever but look what happens six days later.


Theo, Shushia and Judy, Cheer up.
Lets overcome this together.
We may not be fighting for th same thing. But what all of us fighting for is th same good ending.

Difficult to understand, hard to trust

worth th fight?

I'm tired.

"Everything will come to and end"

I don't agree. I don't see bad things coming to an end. It just keeps coming as and when it likes and doesn't go away until it has enough fun.

-

Mr liu walks into class by back door

john lim: walau! jian gui! (see ghost)

Mr liu points at john lim asking him to look infront

Frankli is very cute and funny.

>:D

and thanks to ilyas and frank for trying to make me laugh!

i'm very tired.

i want to eat maggi, drink shandy and eat chocs.

i need a break, i want a kitkat

FML

phone got stolen tday.
clarence helped me find it.
thanks.
but, sim card lost.
great.

from family to friends, friends to what?

things hasn't been going well lately.

theo, judy, shushia thanks

C. - i don't understand.

living hell.

seriously thinking what would happen if i'm not around tomorrow.

FUCKSHIT IDIOT!
some people buay paiseh much. Even after i blogged about her she still daringly talk to me in msn talking about how this people suck and all.
excuse me?! i'm talking about you, sucker!

-

Anyway, i hate people being so busybody!
even if you are part of my family!

Someday, you'll know that those who love are blind

URGH! super duper jkfgdfhj now.

Videos can't be uploaded! WHY?! cause clarence phone got some stupid unique format that blogger cannot define.
WATCH VIDEOS OF MY BIRTHDAY HERE!

my cake decorated by them! :D




and so luckily, i found a video taken using my phone! :D

Went out with BFF tday.
Did pranks! I think BFF is soon going to take over 2n2 eightman gang alr.

It started off @ IMM, did some stupid stuffs which we cannot remember.
den going back to Jurong east in bus.
I kept shouting something about brain growing grass or something in Cantonese so got no choice clarence got to cover my mouth.
Den we heard something drop at th back of th bus.
you know at th back of th bus behind th last seat where they put dunno what shit?!?!!??!

you know?
so they plucked/pull it out. dunno how they did it and we alighted from th bus and got this!
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lol! they said it's gear or something. I thought i was th engine. LOL! paiseh lah.
See th bus!?! Thats th bus we took it from. Hopefully it won't cause any accident>:X
BON VOYAGE!

den tim puts it in his back without knowing it was super dirty and it dirtied his bag.

super heavy you know!

alright. guess what's inside???

Rat?
Underwear?

small car?

GUESSSSSSSSSSS!

it is...

lols! have you got it correctly?

Both of them decided to place it there. Because, who wants to be an idiot and bring some stupid shit home.

anyhow,

aiksoon is damn bad!

he was telling me how good his soon-to-be-his-iphone will be.

rawrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

i'm tired about all those stupid stuffs.

Baby smsed me and told me he is drinking.

damn bad lo!

not good!

--

12am.

fuck all those that i've said.

FML

FUCKSHIT IDIOT!
sometimes, i just don't understand why people like to use me like a tool, got a little fame thanks to me and just kick me aside like i am nobody.

SUPER ANGRY!
K. Not angry. More of dislike. Shall not mention who is she at th moment. (Unless she did something again)
Good thing not from my school such a (fucking) disgarce.
Oppseh! Am i wrong? Fucking hell, no.

Grrrrr.
This bitch got close to me start of this year. Then, asked me to help her do some stuffs and then later, got fame thanks to me and so kindly just took away my link from her blog, everything and so kindly pretended that she doesn't know me.

Best part is that she has got a few friends from my school and two or three ex lover.
Whao!
Should i continue?
hmmm. Nope. I'm controlling! Shall keep this big news for some big time.
Will keep viewing/eyeing on her blog and wait for th best moment to finally "create" this big news about her and give her more fame if she wants so much of it.


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so much thanks to uploading videos, i can't blog.
gonna go do blogskins now. videos next time.

Charman :" HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDY CHAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (L)"

hello, (:

helpinggg my dummy post

lets enjoy , the dance. i love it, the best part is when he almost fell into the water :P

i've nothing to post actually , heh. dummy say's she'll be back (:

bye!

Firstly, I would like to wish
ANDREW LEE A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
see! i'm so nice! i remembered! >:P

---
virgin's birthday :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHUANG CHARMAN.
ARE YOU A VIRGIN?! haha.
i know you are one.
(smiles)
and be brave in facing all your problems you have in hand.
you seems pretty pissed recently.
SA ♥ CC.


Happy Birthday ; Charman !Eheheheh Faithful Friend!


HAPPY BDAY CHARMAN(L)
Sunday, July 6, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVELY CHARMAN!!!!!!!!
today officially marks the day you turn 15!
i know over the past 15 years,
you had lots of problems @ heart.. but face them bravely ok:)
as what i have said, YOU ARE A STRONG GIRL OK;D
EVAN LOVES YOU FOREVER & EVERRRRRRR:D


HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY Charman;
AirenMust be happy okay?
Dun always give emo/sad post on ur blog la:D

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anyway,
many many many thanks to
♥♥ANDY CHAN!, ♥♥EVANGELINE TAN!, LEE
♥AIKSOON, ♥CLARENCE TAN!, ♥HO JIEQI,
♥TIMOTHY CHIA!, ♥LAM HUIMIN, ♥JUDY HENG,
♥ONG SHUSHIA!, ♥DICKSON PANG,
♥♥CHAN CHING KIT!
♥WOON HUIQI!
♥♥CHIA CAI FANG, ♥♥TAN PEIWEN!, GABRIEL (TAN?) !, WUI JING HAO!♥NICHOLAS LIU, HOE ZHENG HUAN,
♥MARMIE AND DADDIE!

FIONA THOR, JUN KAI, VANCE, ♥SHEENA ANG and GERALD ONG.
PLUS ♥LEON LIM! (this one must feature uh! know why! cause he talk to much yesterday but tday no sms at all!)

and I-wouldn't-forget-you, LEEZHIYING!♥♥
of course lah! this guy made fun of me throughout th whole thing leh! how to forget! >:P
heh, jk.
From buying clothes to buyers to auntie to so many things! and pretending to fall when he asked me to push him. oh and did I forget walking away when my phone is ringing in his pocket.
SUPER ONE LAH!

anyway, thanks to all! :D


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Things didn't go as planned, everything was bad. Especially those parts where I made people angry and upset, sometimes, I do not even understand.
From so many messages being sent to me last year when i woke up to th decrease of more than 20. Things change but every year, something on this day never stops repeating.

and could I say even one of my closest friend in band, or both of them, totally, totally forgotten.

Come do me when they need, go away when I'm in need. Or when they don't need.

someone sent me a birthday message. telling me not to cry. he knows me well and he know's what's gonna happen. that's why..

Should i take th teachers' advice to go counselling?
rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
bye.

Was @ Jhun's house yesterday.
lying on th bed and cam-whore! hahaha!
i love his bed lahhh! it's super bouncy k!
heheheheheh! >:P
don't jealous k!

roy is going back to NZ. let's hope he don't come back in a box! >:X
haha! takecare k!

anyway,
something's amiss and idk what it is!
i wanna know what's gonna happen tomorrowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!
>:O
*jumps around in circless!*

i wanna know!!
1) where are we going
2) who is going,
3) what will be happening!

ok. if not, maybe i'm thinking too much.

but what happens when you tell a secret plan to someone who can keep secrets or someone who is blur??
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your plans get not-so-secretive anymore!
hahahhah!
(ok wait, it's obvious, duh)

(10:27 PM) C.AiSeh! I <: ~_~ LOLS!!! whats wrong with u and escape ~_~ wer not going escape god damn it ~_~

(10:28 PM) Charman: o.o where we going?
(10:28 PM) C.AiSeh! I <: dunno ~_~ all i know wer going yew tee at 11:
(10:28 PM) Charman: huh? qi say meet at twelve!
(10:29 PM) C.AiSeh! I <: ~_~ oh crap ya
(10:29 PM) Charman: o.o
(10:29 PM) C.AiSeh! I <: i mix up my time meeting aik and ur time
(yeah right~~ as if i believe:P and oh! so aiksoon is coming? hahah!)
(10:29 PM) Charman: i go meet 11 bah :P
(10:29 PM) C.AiSeh! I <: dun be an idiot to stand there at MRT station there waiting for us later we go there by 12
(10:29 PM) Charman: o.o
(10:29 PM) C.AiSeh! I <: u dun blame me hor ~_~

wahahahah! and douglas told me he is not able to attend my party-.-
den i was like "huh? attend what shit?"
and den i think and of course with my mighty genius brain, i infer that it's my not-so-secretive-birthday-party!
hahaha but
whatever it is,
I, Chuang Charman, promise to cooporate as much as possibe and "pei he" even if it's so predictable.
And clarence will be my video man, (please do not take th floor ty) no matter dead or alive.

ok.
WHAO! looks like someone wants to tell me more about what's gonna happen tomorrow? so now clarence tells me that not only BFF is going. when jieqi says only BFF is going. So how should i believe? Th dumb one of course! :P

anyway, went to eat @ Fosters (yes, again) tday!
>(:
Predictable birthday plans eh?
but still, thanks to mummy and daddy lots!

but den, mummy's not making for me her-famous-cheesecake like what she did last year.
i love her cheesecake until

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i want to eat.

hahahahahahh!
can't believe this, few days ago i was asking my birthday to f-off because of what i was going through and tday, wahahah!
and, it's not going to be a sucess if i don't bring money tomorrow.
but i only have 10cents in my wallet and 30 cents in my piggybank!
wtfff! i'll get monet from qi >:P

ohya! almost forgot!
i want to eat maggi meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! but i can't):
best part is, it's suppose to be my dinner. so i haven't eat dinner yet.
my bro bias. cook for him and my younger bro but not me!
hmph!
so i went for a hunger strike but apparently, it's not bothering him. (because he is using th com)
greattt! what he do is just to walk pass me and say
"jie, you still don't want eat uh? ten liao leh!"
like that.
this is so saddddd.
rofl.

me, zai! stupid zy! "buyersss!"

btw, i went online shopping and i ordered a biker jacket which i've been looking for, for half a year?
so i finally found it! and th best part is, i have to do payment and i have no money for it.
thanks alot manzxx.

i quit striking and i'm gonna go stuff myself with food that's fattening. LOL!

alright. toodles.

P/s. I'll be glad if this kind soul you, be willing to pay for my bikers' jacket. 18bucks will do. (hahahah!)

P/s/s. one more hour too go!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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to sleep
*grins*

Happy birthday Stanley Poon Wei Heng!

thanks for your never ending cheerfulness, cute actions and jokes.

I love ryanhiga!

there's always a reason why i love certain stuffs..

Substitude

Sometimes, we got to learn to let go.
Since it wants to go, there's no point keeping it,
it will still go like a balloon one day.


It's funny how people care about Micheal Jackson and talk about him when he's dead but not when he's alive.
what's th point of saying so many things when he's dead.
for fuck sake? When he's alive, no one talks about him as much and said they love him, his songs or even mentioned his name unless he did something bad.
now everyone is finding out about his, good or bad, talking about him, listening to his songs and all.
wtf.
if you really love him den go find him in heaven or hell whichever it is and stop crapping so much
about your love and whatsoever lah.
why care when a person is dead?
brainless bunch of fakes.

went to CWP after scool tday.
before that, was crying and shouting at Clarence in school.
Clarence tan! sorry lah. but i told you not to push it already right!
*sticks out tongue*
reached CWP, saw a man slashing his timezone vip card like there's no tomorrow.
stood there and watch him for almost an hour.
won 3 bags of sweet and many jackpot.
if i have money spend it like that,? i jump down building also will regret.

somehow or rather, i miss those tissues or even toilet rolls given to me by 2n2'08 people when i cry and have flu at th same time.

still remember how they will walk everywhere to look for tissues just for me.
i've got a bunch of good friends, friends whom i want to keep for life.
tho they made me upset sometimes, but, i still one them as long as they are true.

(Birthday fuck off! i don't want you anymore)

-imy you kid, a little too naive.

Did I tell you everything you’ve done for me?
I want to say how grateful I am because without you, I could not stand on my own
You gave me strength to move on
And the courage to love you
but then,
sometimes
You treat me like your substitute, took me in as and when you want to,
kick me off when you got them for good.
Give me excuses and I don't know which is true,
Told me about love and it was gone so soon.

i'm gonna go meet jieqi now..

Who will remember

My special birthday present last year.
>(:

alright.
was walking to school when we saw this indian guy around his thirties walking past school.
den th guy just shouted at us for god knows what reason..

*tim and jieqi playing (hanky panky)*
passerby: oi! go to school lah!
tim: you shut up lah!
passerby: *stunned* knn-b!
jieqi: sorrysorry.
charman: omg! *laughs*
tim: go home lah!
passerby: fuck you lah!
tim: fuck you too lah!

lol. wtf!
stupid people. ntbt.

went out with jieqi, huimin, timothy, clarence, douglas, eugene, dickson, aiksoon tday.
>:D

i guess what someone commented on my blog is true.
idk what happened to me.
sociable, cheerful? it's no longer in me.



birthday fuck off! i don't want you anymore
i'm sick and tired of going thru th same old thing and feeling every year.
sick and tired of disappointments year after year.
sick and tired of getting over it, standing up again and falling down next year.