Love between two can hurt a few

Went to school with bear, again! very fun! ^^
cause he never fails to make me laugh.

School was alright tday.
Was sleepy in class, not a good girl tday.

Wasn't concentrating, was thinking about something, got scolded by damian 3 times again and again.

Den, went for dnt, Mr wong didn't scold me, but i was waiting and hoping he would do so.
Mr wong: how many more subjects to you need to be promoted
Charman: hmmm. if fail dnt, need 2 more.
Mr wong: you won't fail dnt one^^
Charman: really meh:/ ok^^

after lesson,

Mr wong: Jiayou k! Must get promoted cause you best dnt student.
( though I know he was joking, but, it cheered me up for a minute)

Band.
evan and sheena and atiqah came back!

Mr chew: Charman, how's you and your boyf?
Charman: huh? lol.. uh, (hesitated) ok? ...
Mr chew: oh, I want to meet him!
Charman: why!
Mr chew: Just want to *giggles*
Mr chew: I hope you haven't done anythign wrong yeah,
Charman: LOL! noooo! of course not!
Mr chew: ya, better not *starts talking about underage pregnancy*

band was alright, but I wasn't. lol.

anyway, after band, went off with esther.
did something stupid, and kindof got told off for it.

"so you are as heartless as him cause it's easy doing it"
bastard!

It’s amazing how you realize when you lose someone,
You get mad at yourself for not saying the things that you could’ve a million times.
You take for granted the days spent doing nothing, when you could’ve been with them.
Anyone can be taken at any time in our lives but
we always wait until they’re gone to say the things we never had the courage to before.”

I'll be your puppy, and wait, for 2 more days / and after that, after your important exam end..
Hahahah! Charman, JIAYOU!
To fight and never walk away
Coz hear I am — still holding on!



Prevention is always better than cure
 -Andy Chan



I can't beginning/have a new beginning unless it's ending. rofl.

You may be smart, but I'm not dumb, I just doubt myself.

Coincide!, rawrrrrrrr!

Th best remedy for love, is to love more

P/s. evan, thanks alot^^
http://passion-ated.blogspot.com/2009/09/charman-cheer-up.html

How long can I wait?

A mysterious tugging of my emotions






Random: Zz nowadays ur post are so random and boring.. =_=
reply: but you still come and read! hahahah!
C.Shot! u Dead: fortgaming FTW ^^
reply: your fortgaming's problem :P
Klr0sHI: visitng here again. is sure to be damm painful even tough i nvr kana tht before coz i seldom use hot glue gun? or in fact 1 time onli. hmm next time be more careful bah! =)
reply: hahahah! i got ethan wong and minjiang to takecare of me! :D
tina: tkeovr the* previous 1
tina: thought someone said nobody can takeover her previous 1in yr heart
reply: why! cannot! ): hahahah! I'll make roy go jail if she don't talk to me! hahahah. yeah. i thought. but nvm lah! can take over or not, i don't care! xD
Evangeline,: anyway, must jiayou for ur studies too my dear! s s s!
Evangeline,: then you can educate ppl on principles & blah. haha omg i sound so excited. ok, maybe not, but I AM EXCITED! haha ?!
Evangeline,: but i really must say, my typically siow tingtong charman's words really gives big impact! haha, you shld be some psychologist next time u know!!
Evangeline,: i like ur post!! haha so meaningful.. the 'my faith is shaking' in my blog is by the designer, haha not exactly my words though!
reply: omg! hahahahahah! YEAH!
(F.): Hellos.:) Tag.:D
reply: heyyy! :D
DpDs: LOL , I TAG LE HOR..DUIN SAY I NV.
reply: thanks for treat! ^^
Evangeline,: but we shall have a nice nice talk after my os or prelims k!! really hope my ly jnr is fine! :) CHEEEEERS (heart)
reply: yeah! :D need any advice? :P
C.Shot! u Dead.: don'twannagiveadamnanymore hohoho!
C.Shot! u Dead.: -.- i saw this.
reply: never ask you come here help me, or help people decode things-'-
Klr0sHI: smiles=) wad d titile of tht song in ur blog? nice! but it wuld be better if it hav d whole song? coz d song ended quite early. its d chorus bah? i wan tht song=)
reply: check yes juliet^^ hahahha! you want? I get someone to sing for you! rofl
Estherrr: CHARMAN . I die you leh . Smile leh ! (: Jnr always here for you okay !(: (heart!)
reply: die me? wahahhah! Love you k!
passer: cheer up :]
reply: ^^
C.Shot! u Dead: Tagging from school com ^^
C.Shot! u Dead: -.- tag.
reply: whoa!
Evangeline,: omg charman u see la, u got me addicted to tag you! -.- haha! LOL.
Evangeline,: wishing you & zhengyong & bojiang all the best for library! (heart!)
reply: whoa! you tagged so much! hahah! yes, he came back^^ very fun to play with him printing scores-.- ahahah! hope in my eyes? lol!
C.Shot! u Dead: @Somebody- said what -.- and name
reply: o.o
Somebody: Said Something o.0
reply: you are? O.o
C.Shot! u Dead: sorry for o.O =/
C.Shot! u Dead: spam spam ^^ spam spam ^^ lols =/ *ting ting ting ting ting ting~* ting ting ting ting*~~~ so nice
C.Shot! u Dead: -.- eh.. finally can listen to this song and won't get sian lor!! wooo~~~ btw btw ^^ did my advertising work? did rite ^^
reply: not really eh, sorry for being your mother :O



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tday's date is 030909! >:D
duck, nais etc said i look different tday.
(for th better) said my face was pale. rofl.
hahahaha.
and, I didn't sleep in class, I really study hard!
good right! ^^

hahahahh! I'm a good girl already!
and I was happy in school for th whole of tday! :D
uhmmm, I said in school

after school,
rushed out of school for somthing something. den meet duck and yijie and walked back to school with them.
saw leon!

den went to school, played ball, collected pizza den went bb court eat.
eat alr den play again.
They treated me pizza! ^^ xiexie.
superrrrrrrrrrrrr tiring.

--

It's been a while since the two of us talked.
I've been thinking about what I can do, I've been stressing to fall back th same way, in love with you, I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through.
But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it someday,.
You've been wonderful in all that you can be, you gave me strength to move on, not forgetting th courage to love you.
When you’re by my side, I know, Nothing in this world can replace, The joy I have inside it's something that cannot be changed.

Time has passed and left, and now,
love is faced with a choice.
You've become cold and I've cried
cause you once said to me, nothing can change your mind.
Yesterday is far, tomorrow is long, Memories are blurry yet huge
I'm Suppressed by all my childish fears'
I only hope that in time you will find a way, to embrace love again
your reply is in a mess, they
made me confused and pushed me to a corner where I won't know what to do.
I kept telling myself "Just a bit of time is all you need" but it's too long for me, this can't go on if you were me.

Trying to take us back to where we were before, But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore, But give in.
Forgive me for doubting myself

Guess that all left are disappointment and heartbreaks.
I want to love you more, you.

Sometimes love can only be like this and it's really painful.
If only we could love with no restraints.

P/s. after this, it'll be a new beginning, 030909 :}
ILY, It's a fact, really.

JIAYOU OH CHARMAN!
alright, i want go pong pong den rush dnt already!
toodles.
xoxo.

If you don't have faith there's nothing worth believing

Sup.
Went school early in the morning tday! But, with someone; bear! :D
hahaahahaha. very good guy lah horr, wasn't late.
(thought he would be.)

Then walked to 7-11,
He treated ice cream! But I didn't take because I wasn't feeling well at that point of time.
Who eats ice cream early in the morning anyway? lol
But very nice! cause bear made me laugh alot alot!
hahahah. Then we talked about what I'm suppose to do etc.
And he told me if I can't stop crying, he'll bring plunger! hahahah!

Reached school, went to find jingyin and zhenyuan.
Talked about my subjects, cause die!

After school, rushed down to mac to meet dickson, nais, and douglas.
Ate lunch, and waited for theo.

anyway, look at this!

please be prepared, after seeing these photos, you may get phobia of using th hot glue gun.
hahahaha.

this,
is theo's hand!






Theo's hand! O: from Chharmannn on Vimeo.
now i know why minjiang and ethan wong will call me "ben dan" while they try to peel off th part of my fingers which i used to touch th hot glue after I glue stuffs. tyvm^^




I've wiped my tears away, Now it's time for a change. No, I can't waste another day

i miss you, i miss you, i miss you alot alot!


YESTERDAY'S POST!
(due to some connection error, this post was saved in my draft and not being published)
yay or nay?
Current song in my blog: check yes juliet. ( In case you don't know)

Not a new song, came out like last year if i can remember.
but, it means alot. For certain reason, for a little lesson.
Someone sang this to me ok! :D

[anyway, gathered a few comments on this song.]

Don't let anyone screw something beauitful. If you love someone, don't give people a chance to mess things up.

And that sometimes the only way to be together is to run away.

If you know you really love somebody, go with it no matter what it takes , cuz you only get one chance and if you don't take it them, you'll spend your whole life wondering where they went and why they weren't there.

It' just like forbidden love, your stead at present is not allowed to date you because of this and that so it's up to you to take her away.

It says live your life the way you want to live it.
Don't let people ruin it, If you really love someone, take th chance and don't ever regret. It's your feelings. Not theirs! They don't know all the sweet things he/she do, they dont even know how much you care for the person.

Even when the world is against your relationship, you should follow your heart. Just because someone don't agree with with you and your boyf's being together, does not mean that you should disagree with yourself and agree with them.
Stick true to your heart and dont back down. Because somethimes you only get one shot to prove yourself.It is saying how they want to be together, but people are forcing them apart.
BUT, ONE THING I'M SURE THAT TH SONG MEANS IS THAT LOVE, DON'T LET PEOPLE INFLUENCE YOU AND NEVER GIVE UP BECAUSE IF LOVE IS TRUE, IT NEVER FAILS.


Went out early in th morning to study tday >:D
I'm guai, I know!
Trained to gombak to meet someone first.
- "woah! earlier then me uh?! hahah"
me"I'm not like other girls, and i don't let people wait."

walked in th rain.
about for thirty minutes?!?!?! O:








Studied @ Jp libaray.
Maths! O:




Thanks to those people who helped me with it^^
thought I had to give it up when problems come because no one will be willing to teach me except you.
but a few people kept their promise and initiated to teach me! :D
waiting for kit's A level to end so he can teach me too! ^^

hahahahha.
fianlly found a gingerbread man, begged jingyin to let/give in to me.
bought it and bought a bag.
I need new slipper and a jacket!!

th days that i miss you so much, th days when it's just ot hard to bear, because there is no me in your days, probably in your memories.
Tell me if you feel th same.




I know that I may seem to be just a fool
I only hope that in time you will find a way
To let go of your past
To live without regrets
And to embrace love again.


Currently into this two song, No surprise(I like!) and Before the worst.
I guess this explains how what I'm going throught, or how th both of us feel especially you.