This was what happened, last night at 11++pm
(brother called to say he wants my dad to fetch him home because fai has got something on tday and he don't wanna stay pver already)
Mum: If only your brother is a little bit like you and you are a little bit like your brother.
charman: see! so you should let me out often so that i can learn to be more independent!
mum: no. you are too independent ok, you just stay home and study, it's good enough.
Charman: aiya, daddy, i'll go and fetch him.
mum: you thought i don't know. you just want to find chances to sneak out.
lollol!


Went to batok early in the morning, cycled and bball.
then rushed back to school. I tell you, batok got alot of cabs but all hired. zzz.

lessons then after went coffee shop to eat
*claps*
Then someone got angry >O:
and waste foood! badbadbad!


TAG REPLIES!

C.Shift6^: hey Guest why u care so much? are u so despo? or what?
C.Shift6^: sorry hor.. she not buddist she dun go to the temple.
C.Shift6^: i guess u GOT THE WRONG charman.
C.Shift6^: so kindly GTFO n press the red X n get a liife..
reply: lol, thanks.

guest: sry for poking in. bt if he is nt in boys home, overseas whr is he. hiding away cus he dont luv you?
guest: i think you shd go to the temple to pray or smthing. mayb you were born a jinx.
reply: Mmmm, one advice from me- you should go for mental check ups. I think you have some sort of problem with your brains or you're having some dellusion diease? But anyway, thanks for tag and advice. made me laughed a little. :D Don't forget to go see the doctors ok?

VEN: ww! another one again. can handle hor? no need help right?
reply: no need(: Don't forget I've been through one worst than these! :D

san.driyya: Hello hello! (:
san.driyya: Wah, I think those pple who are asking about your boyfr., very dumb -.- Seriously.
reply: hahhahaha! You mean the "why isn't your boyf here" thing? hahah! joke!

Curious: wheres her bf now? LOL
reply: why you ask so much leh? lol.

name.: attention getters. whether her bf is in boys town/overseas or love her or not, is none of ur probs.
reply: thanks!

C.Shift6^: wow retardqweqwrqwr
C.Shift6^: lols
C.Shift6^: alots of crapper / spammer for crap. u want her update SAY LAH U WANT HER FEATURE U ASK LAH no ..
C.Shift6^: no need spam this tagboard de ^^
C.Shift6^: get a life.
reply: hahahha! ^^

Passer: her boyf is zhiying. if im not wrong. go and see her links. if her boyf is in boys home, how can he
Passer: update his blog.
reply: hey, thanks finally someone has got brains!

Lynn: nice one
reply: lol, yea. I'm laughing.

sa: you ppl shd go find smthing btr to do.
reply: hey! :D

Hi: Her boyf cant help cause hes in boyd home. so shes waiting for him.
reply: whoa. seems like you think you know alot ley

*****: who are you.
*****: you also come here talk only.
*****: give comments, same kind.
*****: her bf love her then will be here helping her already.
reply: think again. you're giving me th lol feeling.

zhiying: eh ***** you huan lo so much for what.
zhiying: not your prob , don't come and tag this kind of ****

*****: her bf dosen love her luh
reply: joke. you don't even know who is he


how do i post when there's so much tag to reply-.-

FREAK YOU!

P/s. omg, it's tomorrow!

HEY YOU!
YES! YOU!
YOUUUUUUUU!

LEMME TELL YOU SOMETHING ok?
PROMISE NOT TO SPREAD RUMOURS HORR.

I AM IN LOVE WITH... *whispers*
:D
haahaha!

Anyway, some photos.
(I've got more, post them next time)

Didn't use touch the com recently so lack of updates cause i was busy admiring *whispers name again*
:D
hahah! wl! for th very first time i go gaga over a (insert word yourself) k!
So, I came online after 85347856days and have a look at my blog.
(ok, whatever. Lazy to be sarcastic now)

TAG REPLIES!
UnCurious: lols u went overseas?
UnCurious: Zzz
reply: NO. But I'm going to look for my "boyf" -.-

Curious: I thought her bf went overseas?
reply: Why you think so much? haha

?: You and your boyfriend lasted how long together?
reply: going 6 months?

Bye: O:
reply: bye

Hi: that is not her boyf. its her boyf friend. he asked him to tcare of her i think
reply: lol! you mean that guy i was out with @ westmall?! hahah!

M18: oi! update -_-
reply: whoa! super long since i got this type of tag! MISS IT!

Passer: I just saw her and her boyf a week or two ago - -
reply: ^^

Hi: she must be stress out waiting for her boyf to come out thats why she started smoking.
reply: you very cute horr?

?: Your boyfriend is now in boys home right.
reply: hahah! you also very cute!

Klr0sHI: leavin footsteps=) not bad, inspirational post. ur knowledge not bad ah. i believe u can do well in
Klr0sHI: studies de.. dun giv up. its nvr too late=) jy!
reply: TY! :D

M18: I laugh @ ur failure n success
M18: this is a force tag.
reply: -.-

M18: lolz tagged -.-
reply: laugh lah! LAUGH!

Passer: you haven answer my question. lol
reply: no.


Tina: OI! AND YOU BTR NOT SOMKE! EVEN WHEN YOU FEEL NO ONE CARES, don't give up! and go to the doctor - -
reply: no way!

Junkiat: Girl, just go to sleep and everything will be over tmr.
reply: yayayayaaaaa okokokok

Lynn: prove that you are mature and independent enough to takecare of yrself!
Lynn: Drink more water, eat yr meals hor. And pls, stop playing in the rain for god's sake
reply: lol




4days to reflect! :D
wan an!

Finish the race

For the past few days of my life, I've been thinking real hard.
What should I do for a change? (Mainly about my results)

Alright. So now, I shall try- again, to "inspire" you people.

WHY IS CHANGE NEEDED IN ORDER TO BE BETTER?????
(I asked many people but no one can give me an accurate answer. So they just ask people to change because people just need to change. hah)

That's what I dislike. When people ask you to change, they are suppose to really tell you how and why.
Because, if you don't feel that you need to change, and they think you do, then they should at least enlighten you and give you an explaination.

It's like you asking for guests to help themselves with the food when there is no food infront of them (as in it's kept somewhere else in your house and not visible to them)/ you are not offering them any. So you mean you expect your guest to go to your kitchen and find the food themselves?!?!?!?!?!!?

NO!

You offer them the food and they choose if they want to have it or not!

Similarly, You ask people to change, suggest to them how and tell them the reason! And they choose if they want to or not.

Ok, I'll get back to that later because that's not what I'm gripping about.

So, I'm going to tell you (generally) why you need change in your life!

Firstly, change is needed for growth! (yayyyyyyyyyy!)

You grow taller, mouth gets bigger, you become skinner like a bamboo etcetc.

That's change! (Even when you become a hideous creature.)

You become mature, (yay! change!) more hot tempered, more easily jealous etc.

CHANGE = LEARN!

*claps*

(I'm learning!)

It takes courage to hear the truth and faith, discipline to change.

So in short, you change because you've learnt your lessons!

And please, that doesn't mean if you don't change ASAP *sarcastics* means you WILL NEVER LEARN!

People need time what!

They need time to reflect, take action, fail to change, try again and again and again and again (as many times as long as they change in the end)

Ahem, "In the end" is not when you give up on them but when they die. Hello! It's their life. Their world DO NOT revloves only around you!

So even when you give up on them, but they change before they die, means they've learnt!

YOU!, by not giving up on them plays an important part as their support, strength, courage, motivation (YES! this one is damn important i tell you k!) and whatever they can think of.

SO IF YOU GIVE UP ON THEM, and because of that, they stop trying to change for the better it is also YOUR FAULT!

BECAUSE, YOU WERE THE ONE WHO ASKED THEM TO CHANGE! SO YOU GIVE UP EQUALS TO THEY GG, DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO AND ALSO GIVE UP!

yeayeah, you are responsible too.

And if they don't give up when you have given up, it means that you mean alot to them, they don't just change for you but everyone and for themselves!

Ohya, If both ain't the reason, then maybe you should consider th fact that they change not because of you but because they want to, not because of your words but other's and that you are just a nothing in their life! You don't deserve the change in them!

*winkwink!*

And for some other cases like people scold you crazy, ccb (yay!), knn, abc, lp, etc. When you ask them to change for the better, equals you GG liao.

Hey, I don't mans that you should give up on them k!

Anyway, the difference between these two is that one is willing to change but needs more time while the other is that they think they are damn effing good that they don't need to change at all!

They are different k! Don't mix them up!

5 reason why they won't change!

1) they think you suck, 2) you've got mental problems, 3) 4) and 5) are the same reason as one.

hahah!

hah!
hahahahahahahhahahahaah!

ok, serious please.

1. 
   
   Pride
   
   
   
2. 
   
   fear
   
   
   
3. 
   
   rebellion
   
   
   
4. 
   
   laziness
   
   
   
5. 
   
   ignorance
   
   
    So don't give up and instead, HELP THEM! :D
   

Because only two kinds of people won't change!

they are ..... FOOLS AND DEAD MAN!

Cause fools won't change and dead man can't change!

This post go inspire you not?!

hahaha!

NO? D:

really meh? If so, please dig out your eyes or get a specs because it's either you can't see what I've posted or Your brain is not working! oh, I think that's the case! :p

YES! Of course! ^^

cheeeeeeeeeeeeee!

hahah! yes right!?

Ok, good. so now, tell me!

What should I do for a change??? RAWR! ):

And how to!

I need you guiding...

Sian. I'm changing out of my clothes and going out.
I'm sick! OMG!