Confused

Hugged Theo and cried when I reached school this morning.

Got a litttle cheered up during PE and recess thanks to Theo announcing some stuffs to everyone -.-

I don't know what to say or what to do.

As much as I want to, I got no him to turn to. 

I want you to be there for me, all the time. But you were never here, not even near.

I've got no guts to tell you not to leave when you asked me if you should.

I held back my tears when you asked me if you should leave.

I don't have an answer. 

And you were the start of why I can't trust people around me.

Each time you came back and when you start to gain my trust, you have to go again.

Whatever the decision, I shall not interfere.

Here’s to all the girls who used to be his number one. The ones who waited all night for his texts, only to check the messages sent the next morning and be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in months later like nothing ever happened. Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you missed him but know you can't have him back. The ones who listened to him say, “I only want to be your friend” one day, and the next, listened to him say how much he loves and misses you. We all deserve something, and this is our tribute.