Updates: September so far

Hello People.

I finally got my lazy ass up to update my blog a lil' on my hols so far.

A day of my life at work whereby I'm being forced by my boss, Joanne to put on girly floral dresses.

So yeap, this is one of the very first floral dress whereby she got me to put on. I know "sweet" was never in my blood. lol.

And then, on a random Monday night (16th Sept), Minjiang, John Lim, Fiona and I decided to go for supper together at WCP's mac. lol. I was at JEM earlier on with Joanne to have tea together, went home had dinner and then an hour later, Minjiang came to pick me up together with John Lim and drove back to Jurong to fetch Fiona from her korean class.

Anyways, it was really a night well spent. It's been long since we hung out together as a clique. Last time was like my birthday?!?!? Which was like 2 months back! Wtf?!?! So I'm glad that we could at least spend some time together even if it's just a few of us.




And on Friday, after meeting for lunch at Shakery with Shushia, Fiona, Minjiang and Eugene, we went over to westmall for Sogurt while accompanying Shushia to wait for her boyf to meet her.

(lol. We weren't advertising for sogurt. The photo above was taken in attempt to make Fiona jealous after she left us for work because we knew that she has been craving for sogurt the past few weeks)

And then, just on Monday, my conversation with John Lim using Eugene's phone. lol. I met Eugene after my driving lesson and we had no where to go, no one to meet up with so I was feeling really upset and whiny. Was whining to John Lim and told him I was bored and he did this to entertain/cheer me up. lol. Well, he succeeded. Btw, voice note from me after the photo was "WHY U HURT YOURSELF" and I totally LOL-ed at his reply. HAHAHAHA

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Carrying on,  I know that I've been neglecting this blog for a really really long time. Was looking at my posts and I realized I only have like a pathetic average number of 1 post per month. And there were even months when I didn't post anything at all.

Which is sad to me I guess? Because there were like NO "memories" made this year. All I've been doing this year really has been school, work, staying at home sleeping and shit like that. I guess my blog/life has mostly been about my secondary school years and now that I've graduated, I basically have no life at all and nothing to blog about.

My friends stopped making time to spend time and have fun, priorities for them changed, people stopped making an effort and really, the times when we used to have fun together are just gone.

It upsets me honestly to see these changes and yet, I can do nothing about it. I mean for the first and only time I'm gonna use this word but #yolo.
If we don't spend time now and have fun, then when are we gonna do it? We won't be able to have fun when everyone is already married with kids?

Meh.
I shall stopped my ranting here.

But yes, I think it's time I revive this blog again. I shall not be lazy anymore and do something to change. There's so many drafts stashed aside in my blog and my computer of things I wanted to blog about but because of procrastination and things I have going on in my life, I didn't manage to finish writing to put them out.

So in the meantime, keep a look out on this space.
I will update. X

I'm at this stage whereby even if I'm drowning, I wouldn't bother struggling just to stay afloat.

Snoozed the alarm so many times today and woke up later than expected. Thank God I wasn't late to take my test. I've been at work the past 4 days and was so busy the whole of this semester, I hadn't had time to catch up with my feelings... till 2 nights ago, and thought of losing certain people especially a big brother of mine struck me. I cried so hard to sleep. I feel so drained. I don't want to do anything, I don't want to sit for my tests, I need good food, I need a getaway.

Today, once again, I witnessed the ugliest side of humanity. -Worst of all, it was done unto me.


If my heart has grown cold, there Your love will unfold

"I don't need love to feel like I've given up on trying and will settle for what's available because I'm exhausted. I need it to feel like we deserve each other because we authentically want each other. And I don't need love to have this ever-burning fire of emotion. I need it to be sincerely passionate but calming and playful, in a world where so many things can stress you out. I don't need love to solely prevent a lifetime of aloneness. I need it to feel like a true friend, a true companion, will care for me simply, purely, and as uncomplicatedly as possible."
 —  Kovie Biakolo, What I Think About Love


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