Goodbye for now..

It's been long since i blogged?
sorry for th lack of updates.
have been very very busy lately.


have been very upset recently.
and i will cry when i listen to
Pachelbel's canon or cry on my shoulder which is my favourite song.




sometimes you just feel sad and you really reflect alot about life when you are alone.

i've been carrying a box of memories and that's why it's holding me back.

i miss tim, huimin, judy, shushia, clarence, jieqi, yanting, 2n2 alotalot.
i wonder why,
i don't miss him. Not at all.

sometimes you just feel tired and slowly, you let go.

i'm @swissotel th stamfords now(:
gonna stay there for a while.
den going to clubmed again!
it's time for a rest.

photo's of band dinner and trip will be post when i'm back home.

Slow Tears
by Martini

I look up
as a tear rolls slowly
down my cheek
I think about better days
and wonder if I'll feel that way again
you look at me
with those eyes I know so well
always serious, so deep and insightful
as though you're always in control
But not today
not now
Now you look so scared
like for once you don't have the answer
I gaze at you
looking deep into those hazel eyes
Hoping to understand
why you've said those things you did
I wonder for a moment
if this is all a dream
if I shall wake in the morning
and be relieved
you look at me
with a confusion I have never seen
slowly pull me towards you
and wipe the tears from my cheek


i'm not at a loss nor am i stress.
i'm just feeling tired after a long walk with th box on my hand.

i want a new blogskin pleasssssssssse!

i wanna go back to th past

gosh.
finally a day to rest.

shall keep th photos and this i wanna say for th later part.
cause i have something to show you(:

COMMENTS ON OUR BAND FOR OPEN HOUSE!

Swiss Cottage Open HouseWent to Swiss the open house yesterday. Then the Symphonic Band pro sia... nice!^^
http://stay-by-me.blogspot.com/2008/11/swiss-cottage-open-house-went-to-swiss.html

right.
time now is 3.17pm.
this is getting more difficult than i guess.

thought of choosing band as my cca [not confirmed yet] after watchin' the band's performance at swiss. the school looked interesting...
http://night-rose1404.blogspot.com/2008/11/jus-got-home-from-swiss-cottage-n.html

freak.

Friggin ulcers

i'm so wanting to dieeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

(dai!)

these ulcers are killing me!!!
is super pain and when one is healing,
th other pop up again! I have that urge to squeeze it!!
but of course, i won't.
i'm not dumb like siao!

rule #1- never have ulcers!

i've learned something
each time when someone ask me if i were attached, i would ask them why.
(as in why do they think I am attached)
and some just said they think i am.

people like nicholas, roy, fennie, haziq, andy and all..
but i'm not!

and i've learnt something!

noticed SHEENUA's tag?

ATTACHED FACE!

haha.

haziq said that i have an attached face-.-

so yeah.

i guess that's why people usually ask me.

was in th library on friday and raynard was telling me and evan abt his day out with someone.
taking care of some non-living animals!
super funnyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

and evan said it was th first time she saw me laughing like that.

tho it wasn't th first.

and i was so looking forward to one of my favourite performance!
SWISS OPEN HOUSE!
hohoho!

you must be wondering why it's one of my fav.

but lemme tell you something.
i don't know why either.

>:O

i didn't reherse for th performance on friday because of th ulcer.

anyway, was playing around with sheena and i took a sissors to cut almost everything i see!
th map and all.
i even cut and untie th swisswind's banner-.-
nicholas didn't scold me >:D

zhengyong was super duper deeper uber father mother brother sister lather FUNNY!
and i fell on my butt in th hall on friday>:X

you don't change your attitude you never will.

cause you don't bother and you never will.
but lemme tell you something, you have already fail.
you failed in your thinking, character and lost th respect people had for you my dear.
you failed us.

perfomace for tday was okay.

and it was freakinggggggggggg hot!
sweat like mad until my ears could drop!
ok, so random.

My bro made his choices.
saint joseph insitute, catholic high, nan hua, njc.
bye.

THANKYOU EVAN!