It's funny how we say we'll never let a friendship go

“Sometimes they change

From bad to worse;

Can that happen

In reverse?

People I’ve known,

Ones I’ve outgrown,

Is it likely that they could have

Broken the curse?

I always consider

That people may change…

But change for the better

Became rather strange

Though I wonder with care,

I’m just not too aware

If the bullets ran out

Or I’m just out of range”

Ground Zero by Jeremiah Gammell

And I honestly miss how close we used to be. But 5 turns to 4, 4 turns to 2. Now we're not close anymore, thanks for closing the door. Unresponsive friendship/relationships are the hardest to deal.

I remember how I was once depressed over the break up, you girls never saw me so upset over a breakup before. I cried so much and was feeling down for days. And I remember how you girls decided to give me a surprise on Friday, 24th 2010. You girls lifted me up when I was down, cheer me up when I all that was on my face was a frown, built me up when I stumbled onto the ground. I'm upset, I'm affected so much I can't get my work done, I can't go to sleep. But now, I've been feeling sad for days, I'm about to break down, tell me where are you girls now.

Chuang Charman ‏@kissonyou5h

我不关心我们多久不见面。我关心的事我们的心便。

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6:29 PM - 8 May 13 · Details

“I think if I've learned anything about friendship, it's to hang in, stay connected, fight for them, and let them fight for you. Don't walk away, don't be distracted, don't be too busy or tired, don't take them for granted. Friends are part of the glue that holds life and faith together. Powerful stuff.”

TO HAVE A MEAL

I wanted to meet up for sushi not only because I was craving for it but because I just wanted to meet. But what I got as an answer was "No, I'm not craving for it".

It's sad to see our friendship being reduced to this state. Where we can only meet for a meal not because we miss each other since we haven't been meeting up as often with one another but only because of the food, we say, "we're craving for it".

This friendship means more to me than being able to fulfil my food cravings or being able to have more money. Because there were times when I didn't crave for a certain food but agreed to meet because what I wanted was a meal together, what kind of food we were eating did not matter. And there were times when I compromised on not eating/spending for a week just so I have enough money to meet.

What does the friendship mean to you? Honestly. But don't give me an answer from your heart. What I want is actions to prove it means to you in your heart. I don't need pretty and nice words written on a card. Think about your actions and give me an answer according to your consciousness. How much effort has been made the past one year.

我们看不到的 外人看得一清二楚。

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Updates: School, work, new car and stuff

ALOHA!

It's been super long since the last time I blogged. So, my life as a year 2 student in poly has officially started and it's only the first few weeks of school and I'm already drained.

Lots of assignments, designs and stuffs which I got to hand up. Time to get a little more serious and mature by studying hard. Also have to attend lots of talks to collect CCE points so I will be able to catch up.

Summing up, I've really really, been very busy.

Other than school, I've been working in a new shop- which I've mentioned a few post before and I'm so much closer to Joanne (current boss) than Chloe because Chloe's personality is a little bit more like mine whereby we won't make the first move to get to know someone better till someone gets the ball rollin'. So yep, happy at work, happy to be working at the same corridor at FEP, happy to have a good boss.

Work aside, my dad also sold Wish which has been taking me to places since 9 years back... whichwas in pri2. And compared to the cars my family owned previously, I am more attached to wish because wish is like my second home! I've slept in wish more than any other places in my whole teenage life other than my house. Wish is like my second home apart from my home and Swiss.

And on the day daddy sold wish, I cried. Will really really miss this car which I've kinda "grew up" with ): You've served my fam well. Thank you for the great 9 years.

And because my dad got a new car that's why he gotta sell wish.

So yup... though I still prefer wish but I gotta accept that daddy has sold it and the current car isn't all that bad either. Just that it's kinda impossible to sleep in it cause it's not a freaking 7 seater and thus, seats can be pushed all the way down. Can't sleep in car when I'm tired = miserable. 

But anyway, getting used to the new car and it's all good.

And............. was walking around cwp one day with the girls after school when I saw these shoes and I got them immediately. lol

Some text design work I did.

That's what I've been doing so far.
URGH. I'm so tired and I still have got work to do.

And I don't know when I will blog again so I'll see ya when I see ya.
Ciao.