INDIFFERENCE

I've always been praying for me to be numbed to disappointments and heartbreaks but it didn't happen. But this time, I didn't ask for anything and it did.


Or maybe I just need time.

"But once you start thinking of how you can spend your days and nights with them, what their laugh would sound like in the silence of your thoughts, the way your head might rest on their shoulder perfectly, the way their hair would look in the morning with tangled bed sheets, the way their hand would fit in yours, the way they may like a song, the way their smile would be a reason for you to wake up, and how you want to get to know every bit of their soul - it makes you realize how much you want to have them in your life, and how much you are really screwed."

In the midst of everything, I realised those who used to be my close friends, were then, my true friends

2/10
I realised though I was over our whole friendship thing, I didn't want to commit to another friendship/clique.

There were times when we were angry/upset with each other. But one thing for sure, we were always true to each other. You would never let me get into a fight if it wasn't worth it. You would make sure that I'm being escorted back home and not cause a scene, while trying to talk sense into me. And if it was worth it, you would back me up like crazy. -Even if halfway through we all realised we might be losing.

We were our own wolf pack. We made each other feel safe and less vulnerable.
True friends are those can love you all the time without judgement. At least you girls can.

We're no longer together but what we had was irreplaceable.
And I wouldn't even want to try to replace.