Whole new environment

Tomorrow is gonna be the start of my orientation and I've been feeling this anxiety since the time I woke up.

I can't handle being in a new environment and I've always been shy and afraid when I'm being placed in a new environment ALONE.

/:
Growing up and moving on in such a scary and sad thing.

Still, I'm glad to have my friends all around me, and that they understand how I feel and have been comforting me since this afternoon. I will miss Swiss so so so so so much.