BACK TO FINDING MYSELF

Been long since I felt so happy and excited for no apparent reason.
It felt so good.

Thank you.

I remember it all.

I remember the first time we talked and how we just clicked really well.
Then I also remember the second time we talked and how I didn't believe you and thought you were playing tricks on me when it wasn't you but your friends who were trying to fool me.
I remember the first time I met you later on and the first word you spoke to me in reality.
I remember what my friend told me after seeing you talking to me.
I remember how you were always texting me and making sure I was happy.
I remember how I broke your heart when I said mean things to you because I didn't want you to continue liking me.
I remember the first time you came down specially to find me. I was crying and I left you alone. You weren't angry and instead you waited patiently till I was ready to go home.
I remember the other times we started to meet and I still remember the big wide smile you had when I gave you a stick of the giant pokey.
I remember how you pulled me back before I left and gave me a peck on my cheek.
I remember how you used to bring your hoodie out because you knew I would ask for it.
I remember how you started to win my heart and how I thought from then onwards, no one would ever hurt me.
I remember how you would go home and then come out again just to see me for even a few minutes.
I remember what everyone around me said about you and how I ignored it and because of that, I lost a few.
I remember how you gained my trust and I told myself that because of you, I wouldn't worry about not being happy.

And that was when I placed all my happiness on you.

Drawing and art history class

Reached school at 8.06am this morning and as I entered the class, I was relieved that I wasn't late.

Today was Art Class and it was like DNT all over again. Shading, perspective drawings, 3D drawings which are basically everything that I've done in sec3. 

URGH... and I thought on the day 2 years ago when I ran out of the com lab in school screaming at 6.30pm after submitting my Design Journal that it would be the end of those crazy measuring, drawing, envisioning, getting the sides of my hand all dirty with pencil markings so on. Seems like I would never get away with certain things in life.

My drawing class was a 4hrs block module. (Or whatever block they call it) Which means I had to spend 4hrs in class just drawing. Plus since it was the first lesson today, I spent literally 2hrs in class DRAWING LINES.

Then I got bored...

I couldn't take it anymore and with the face's permission, I rushed down to 7-11 to get myself a sandwich and a bottle of milk to accompany me while I return to class to draw... CIRCLES -_-

2hrs lunch break after that and I went to look for Yanting in her class before I headed to another block for my Art History class.

I've been such a loner in school, my classmates are taking a longer time to warm up because they are closer to their sem1 classmates while I'm like some anonymous girl with no best friend or whatsoever. lol.

Thankfully, tomorrow is Friday and I'll be looking forward to the rest of my weekends + Monday and with Tuesdays off.

Not forgetting my drawing homework as well.................. ZZzZzzZZzzzZZzzzz