I love you that's why I wanted you to quit.

"When someone you love suffers frm the disease of addiction you await the phone call. The sincere hope is that the call will be from the addict telling you they’ve had enough, that they’re ready to stop, ready to try something new. Of course though, you fear the other call, the sad nocturnal chime from a friend or relative telling you it’s too late, he’s gone."