My Church My Life #IBelieveInTheCHCCrossover

Before you go "OH. This is probably another shitty testimony from a delusional City Harvest member trying to help Pastor Kong cover up what he has done." No.
Because this blog post ain't one.

First and foremost, I love Pastor Kong. In fact, I still do. (Yes, despite what he has done. And if you are asking for a reason, it's simple. -Because if one says he love, he should also be able to say "I forgive".)

It's like how your parents will never abandon you just because you did too many wrong. Or like how you would forgive your friends/boyf/girlf if they lie to you because sometimes, you just can't bear to have them out of your life.
The only reason, love.

"One doesn't love a family member because he did no wrong, but because we are family"

That doesn't mean he shouldn't be punished if the law has proven him to be guilty. 
HE SHOULD. 

Note: I DO BELIEVE in the Crossover project. But if our donations are really used to fund Sun's singing career, then I think it is wrong.
I'm not contradicting myself. I do support the project. But that only means if Sun and Pst Kong used their OWN money voluntarily or the donations given were clearly stated that it was given to help fund the project/people gave with the intentions of having their money used to fund the project.

But why do OUTSIDERS care so much when their money isn't even part of the 23mils? 
Those of you who aren't even part of the congregation complained as if you have been cheated off your money. OKAY CAN. If so, how much did you donate? NONE.
So why all the angst from people who have got nothing to do with it?

To be blunt, IS IT YOUR MONEY OR OUR MONEY.
"Don't make YOUR problem, MY problem" is a thing you people like to say when someone is in need of help or wants to find someone to take the blame. So why make OUR problem YOUR problem now?

If the members of the church aren't angry over it, the more it gives you a reason NOT TO BE isn't it?
Unless we feel angry over being cheated as well then yes, by all means, let's all complain. But no? The victims are not probing over the matter so why should you?

And to be fair, let me make a stand for some of the members. Why we aren't angry about the matter isn't because we're delusional. If the matter is true, I am disappointed. 
Why we aren't angry is because like what you people say, "God will judge".
We gave our offerings, tithes, to God. Whatever happens to it, I don't care because I have already done my part. The rest, is really up God to judge.

Do you give your donations and really check to make sure it was delivered to the needy and so on?
Especially those you give on flag day. Did you go home and check who actually benefited from your giving? NO. 
Because you know you have already done your part by giving.

Then, why must some of you make us angry when we don't feel angry at all?

Of course, some of your anger might be reasonable as it was stirred up after some of the members made nasty remarks about nonbelievers. 
For that, I apologize. Still, do take into considerations that some of the remarks made might not be from the members themselves but by outsiders who just want to make a commotion out of it. 
At the same time, no human is perfect, the members of the church are wrong to make such nasty comments.

Also, don't bash on Christians' faith just because of this one incident.
Just like how we shouldn't be calling all the Muslims terrorist and all the Buddhist cheats.

+ When members say that they are praying for pastor, they are praying that the truth is revealed and justice to be done. Keeping Pastor Kong in prayers does not mean that we wish/hope God would cover up the truth if Pastor did wrong because we were also taught that we would be dealt accordingly to our disobedience and misconduct. (MTA, I think it is wrong if some of the members are praying for the truth to be covered -if our pastor did wrong and yes, then I would say, they are delusional and have been attending church for the wrong reasons.)

Pst Kong DID change and transform many lives for the better. As much as he should be praised for the good that he has done, if he did wrong, he should be punished too.

I'm done here.
Whatever happens after this would be all up to the Law, Justice and God. 
The verdict is not out yet, we shall see.
Read this as well: http://joeljoshuagoh.wordpress.com/2012/06/27/on-the-kong-hee-scandal/

To CHC members who are reading this, don't forget, above all else, CHOOSE LOVE.

After all that has been said, I WILL still attend church not because I support that actions of Pst Kong if did wrong but because, the church is a family I grew up in. 

I am also thankful for friends who are not judgmental and sensitive enough not to bring up this topic because they knew it affected me.