Let us forget, with generosity, those who cannot love us. —Pablo Neruda

How insane it is to be crazy over someone you barely know. To find it so tough to forget someone you've only met once. To wish so badly for someone who might not even remember you. To want someone so badly even though this is never your kinda "thing".

Been sick the past few days and I'm thinking it's because I've been walking in the rain after work and not showering immediately once I reach home but went to take a nap instead. (I never knew that the "tales" from our parents like "shower immediately after being in the rain or you'll fall sick" is true?!!?!?) lol. I think I'll start listening to these advices a little more now.


Anyhows, you might just be a little interested in what I've been up the past 2 weeks of my holiday. And to answer your (whoever's) non-existent question, I've been busy with facilitating the SYF event at TRCC.

while acting pretty much like a pedo.....

LOL

Was initially really pumped up during the first week of facilitating but then my excitement and energy went downhill the week after. –But I guess I can be forgiven for the lack motivation because it's mostly due the fact that my body was starting to fail me (thus I'm sick).

That aside, I was pretty glad/touched that Joey came to visit me during her break time while I'm at work! 

Went to meet Joey after her work in town on Saturday to get some stuffs done. I felt so alive the moment I stepped into town despite being sick because it's been 2 weeks since I've left home to go anywhere (except work). And it's been 2 weeks since the last time I stepped into town.

And everyone knows I'm NEVER the kind of girl to buy anything girly. Much less floral. But yesterday, I saw this romper and made a spontaneous decision to get it. I kinda liked it too anyway. I can be girly too!!

Now, I don't know if I'll ever wear it/find a chance to wear it. lol.

Last day of SYF tomorrow. Gotta wake up super duper early and I am supposed to be asleep by now as agreed with Theo but here I am, blogging instead of sleeping/making an effort to recover. 

My effort starts now.

Good night.

DON'T TRUST CHARMING

Because the boy who can talk all the right words knows how to play it too well. 

And I know that if I fall I'll be the one who's gonna end up hurt.

But why does it seem like this time, unlike many other times, I willingly allow myself to risk it all –the walls I've took so long to build up, even though I'm pretty sure that you might be a flirt?

6 months is a long time to be crushing on someone that I'm starting to think that all these, including me, is getting so ridiculous. 

YOURS

I try to be normal around you, but the reality is that there is nothing normal about the way you make me feel. I’ve always been level-headed until you walked in and made it impossible for me to stand on my own at the sight of you.
There’s a small handful of unforgivable things that I’d rather do than to let someone take me whole. But here I am, at the tip of your fingertips, shamelessly begging you to bring me in. And I pray that your embrace will never find its way undone. 

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FINDING TIME

Said I'll find time but I do have time. "Time" isn't what I have to find. It's my priorities in life that I have to get right.