Hearts are Broken everyday.

Sports day tomorrow, @ MI. Sigh, evan, i think you know what i'm referring to. But it's ok. have to get over it anyway. and i am.

The previous year (2009), i wore red house but sat at green (because i wanted to be with zhenyuan and jingyin etc). Then teachers and all had to ask me to go back to my team. HAHA. But was quite safe not so obvious because red and green seats right beside each other. This year, I'm wearing red and going to yellow team. What a risk! Tsk. Sian, i'm not running. Only ran when i was in sec1 cause kerong bully ): HAHA. K, That's about it. I'm done. Follow me on twitter instead.

I just lost it

I am feeling really lousy from yesterday till tday.

Cried a few times this morning.

Started with mumy talking to me when I was half asleep.

"I know you haven't been doing well, your teacher called. It's ok, this time cannot get good results then still got mid year, just study harder, come, show me your reprot book"

-refuse-

"Don't just give up like that.. (laalalalalalalalalla)"

then she kept asking me if I was ok or not.

followed by talking to me about James cook.

Have been skipping sessions and tests.

many things made me upset after that.

Made so many people unhappy tday.

Then just, I offended Brandon.

SORRYYYYYYYYYYYY :/

Though I die die also don't want to say sorry just now, At least I'm saying sorry now ok!

So must forgive me! (of course lah! Don't forgive, next time I don't talk to you! :P)

对不起啦！Big people must generous! :D

See! I type chinese for you leh! So, cannot angry okokok? :D

Going out for tution now. OMFG, I'm so guai.

Should I go and meet Tina or Sherry after that?

Or should I just stay at home in case I screw people's mood up again):

formspring.me

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/kissonyou

Sometimes, you have no choice but to be ok with that

Didn't feel very good tday either. Entered band room, many thanks to zhengyong and zhiming, they made me laugh and cheered me up. My hands got smacked and now, blood clots can be seen at the surface of my hand):
Everyone especially those two finished the giant pokey someone gave me.
ok, goodnight.

Zhengyong: omg, Charman. So... - so long le and you still haven't delete. I am so disappointed in you.
Zhiming: -skipped- ...heart.
Zhengyong: I damn angry with you, so long liao still put there... -skipped-

HAHAHAH. He was angry because I didn't delete something.

he kept "so long liao", "so long liao"
lol.


):

You told me you expect nothing from the start when you're already expecting me to give my best in your heart

today was not a very good day for me fortunately, I've got my babes around me. I'm not feeling really happy now, i want to talk to you but i can't. Just finished chatting with yaya. Was glad to hear his laughter. But he said i was funny, like a kid. Shall post bout yesterday, today - some other day.

I should stop having the thought of talking to you. Because, you, them? It's lies

i saw my name haha!thanks alot=]

I miss you, a lot:/

Ask me anything

chiu take my bedeo from meh!!! MA BEAR - aiksoon

BEAR BEAR! OMFG CUTE!

Ask me anything

you can choose to put it up on your blog or not, but you cant choose to stop me from saying stupid things. (: - aiksoon

Cause I trusttttt!

Ask me anything

YAY, I'm doing this again!...
Comment taken from website, about Swiss Winds!


went swiss winds concert ytd.
yeah it was fun chatting and joking around!
haha slacked around at lot first.
then went dover at around 550?
concert in progress...
their marching is cool haha.
then went mac for supper.
so nice! lol sitting in a circle like so poor thing.
walked home after that.
thanks for ytd(:
http://unexpected-rhythms.blogspot.com/2010/03/went-swiss-winds-concert-ytd.html

140310 swiss serenade!
went to support our swiss winds.
they seriously rocked the stage!
they were awesome, marvelous, superb, fantastic, wonderful...!
looking forward to the next concert! ^^
http://cuiting.blogspot.com/2010/03/were-from-line-camp-claps.html


3) Swiss Winds Concert 
(Encouraged to go, because Swiss Winds is a good band)
http://unitypercs.blogspot.com/2010/02/hey-percussionist-there-are-several.html

then we slacked awhile......then go see concert ler!

it was VERY NICE

and cool

haha their band got ranking also

bet better than hillgrove cheap band xD

http://my-life-is-emo.blogspot.com/2010/03/haha-went-to-serenade-made-by-swiss.html

& just now .. saw this guy im crushing on . wwwaaaahhh !

see him like see one prince from Cinderella .

hahah ! esp with Swiss Winds uniform . 

he play the thingg .. what arh ?

the DOOKDOOKDOOK !.. 

aaalaa ! the instrument give beats to the marchers laaa!

susah sangat ! so big .

wahh , i know he like , sec 3 or sec 4 ? 

but really kewl seyh . hahah ! 

indah and sab likes the commander issit ?

the one that holds smth like a sword .. highest rank laahh !

hahah ! he also cute bt my crush .. BETTER ! 

http://niaa-generation.blogspot.com/2010/01/just-came-back-from-school.html

(OPPS SANDRAAAA :X)

-


Went for band yesterday.
Thanks to my injury, I was late. The journey to school was terribly tiring.
Took me 30mins!


Texted theo
Me: Leg hurts and the pants is making it worse (something like that)
-skipped front part-
Theo: I shouted to your chihuahua then they looked at me. haha. not bad ah, you train them until they recognise their breeds.
Me: HAHAHAH! Of course! I'm a good trainer. But I'm still at the taming par. Cause they anyhow bark and bite people.
Theo: I hope your taming will be sucessful. Cause Singapore everything also fine. Later you kena fine for not taming your dogs. haha. And Singapore is civilised, so they anyhow bark later people look down on you.
Me: sad case. Who ask me so kind, go pick up some dogs from the street. So sorry that my dogs barked at you ):
Theo: nevermind. used to it. like your chicken use com and spam me.
Me: My pets all multi talented what you want! lol.
Theo: nice one. your pets (part taken away)
Me: Need money buy cam and clothes, no money bring them shave.

Then performance after that @West Coast Park.
Zhengyong was so nice to me yesterday! HAHAHH!


ok, meeting Shia soon, then CO's concert! ^^
cause Joshua and I planned something :P


EGGCITED!


Practice Piano now):
mummy suddenly kpkb O:
*rolls eyes*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOUGLAS!!!

Note: this post will be edited, things will be added! :D

I hope there's someone there celebrating your birthday with you right now. But I should wish you earlier am I right? HAHA. Cause over there, it's already over!! But It's ok, You're a Singaporean. So at this time, still counted >:P

Take good care of yourself alright, update us about your life. Lastly, we love you and miss you alot!
Study ahhh! HAH!

It had to be you

A nice guy with an evil mind.

Can't change the fact, neither can I change you. Because this is you (now), and people are supposed to accept you for who you are. I won't, neither will I try to change anything.
I've got no rights, I'm not somebody, to you, I'm a nobody, at least, already.

Whatever it is, just suit yourself, do what you like, I don't care, I can't care.

I never want to see you again, I'm done with this stupid cupid's game.

You

A nice guy with an evil mind,
why?

I FEEL SO UPSET RIGHT NOW >):
Just when I thought my wounds on both of my legs are going to recover, I noticed, my wounds got infected!!!!
*frowns*
So one side has got this stinging pain. ok, it's both sides.
D:
So right now, I'm expecting a fever a few days later. Or hours?!

Past few days for me was terrible.
I kept knocking my injuries into benches @ the canteen! >D:

seeeeeseeee, they also sad with me ):

ok, anyway, went to lot for lunch after school, Theo went to met Haikal so only 3 of us went.
then Yanting left like super early.
Saw wenbin and mika yupyupupypuyappp!
then chat then do work then go home!

Had fun with theo, azura in school lately.
yayayayayayay.

sad case, I'm busy the whole of this week.
anyway, ff showed me this vid! think it's super cute, but they super mean to th bear! like poor thing! ):



okok, byebyebye! I DIE!
leggg painnnnn! ):
bearbear!

DEAREST CHIHUAHUA, MY LIFE IS GETTING VERY INTERESTING WITH YOU AROUND :)

Just remembered this!

Zhengyong: Charmannn, what happened to your leg?
Me: I ran then I fell ):
Zhengyong: see lah! run somemore!

LIKE WHAO! THE LAST TIME HE CARED FOR ME WAS AT AARM LO!

CHARMAN POUTS!

  AlicialalaTyx!                ❀     says:
*'Don't know when I'll be back again' EH CHARMAN WHERE YOU GOING! O: ):
Charman says:
*SECRET! HAHAH. YOU FRIGGIN STALKER!!!

AlicialalaTyx!                ❀     says:
*EH NO NOT YR STALKER. CELIA YR NO.1 FAN, I BE NO.2! LOL.
*EH DONT LEAVE US HERE LEY ):
Charman says:
*o.o



Got daddy to send me to school tday because I didn't want to walk to school with my injury.
But no difference though, I still walked around in class and school. As a result, my wound bleed again>):

I was asking around if it would leave a scar and everyone said it will.
*frowns*
So I kept pouting lo.
Ms Fina: Charmannnn~ Stop poutingggg!!! x5 times today! lollol!

Everyone asked if I was ok. OMG, like even for some random people I know whom we usually don't acknowledge each other in school. yay!

And I am figuring out why everything about me is linked to Ilays-.-
Example: OUCH! PAINFULLL! ): "then go find Ilyas and tell him" *blur*

After school, while waiting for Shia's remedial to end, I initiated to study.
Then after awhile, fell asleep :O

(Shia's remedial ended, came into my class)
Shia: I thought she studying? Study till fall asleep?
Yanting: ya, she was studying Maybe yesterday play until too tired, let her sleep bah.
HAHA! Not sure if I heard it correctly, cause I was half awake!

Then they used my injury as an excused for the backgate to be specially open.
Eugene: Next time fall down more often..
):

THEO! THANKS FOR SACRIFICING YOUR NEW SHOE!

Headed to lot, LJS, trained home.

Met Tina and co. around late evening,
Tina: OMG! You fell again?!?!?
Roy: This time you tried to jump over what? -.- or what stunts did you try to do?
Lynn: Very shocking meh! If Charman never fall then got something wrong already...
Shawn: ya lo.. She always one what!
Tina: lol! So what did you try to do this time?
Me: I haolian again lo): then play in th rain.
Lynn: -.-
Shawn: If you never fall, means you not Charman already.
Me: I bet I'm the only one who keeps falling even when I'm in secondary school lah! I rarely see grown ups  falling lo! My friends rarely fall also ): AIYA! NVM LAH! Maybe it means change of luck! :D
I sec1, got fall and got injured at my face at the exercise corner, sec2 is try to hao lian, want scare roy then ended up having to go for stitches, I every year also fall one time only last year never fall so that's why unlucky. Maybe this time I will lucky again! :D
Lynn: this girl siao one..

I HAVE TO CANCEL MY SHOOTS! WALAU! BLOODY FAGGOT! ):
I was looking forward for it lahhhhhh!
NO $$$ TO EARN = CANNOT BUY NEW PHONE!

*pouts*
my wound is bleeding again, goodnight!

hah! you fall, loser - aiksoon

):

Ask me anything

What was the weirdest gift you ever received?

A plastic bag!

Ask me anything

Do you believe in ghosts?

Nope. But I'm scared of them!

Ask me anything

Had a great time tday! 

Thanks babes.

Shall blog about tday, some other day.

Because there's something I die die have to blog tday.

Was going home and it was raining.

Typical me, don't like to bring umbrella and loves to walk in the rain.

So I did. 

Then, this guy, came over to pass me his umbrella, I "gey kiang" say don't need and smile back to him. Then he insisted, but I don't want to.

So, I ran across the road (not walk because there was nothing troubling me and my bag not waterproof-.-) So, I fell at stonemented, my skin came off, I got up and ran into shelter, I fell again.

I got up on my own.

Blood flowed out, like so much seriously, then everyone was looking at me. 

I continued walking.

Telling myself that I am strong.

(OF COURSE!)
*looks up proudly*

Many people came and asked me if I was ok, some wanted to pass me their handkerchief but I didn't accept. Then, just nice dad called. 

Then I cried. And on the way back, he was telling me that I didn't change at all, telling me that everytime I fall, I would cry, then told me what happened when I was three.

My injury hurt, but it's ok, it didn't hurt as much as what I've gone through last year, so this, is nothing compared to what I've gone through.

ok, i just got spammed called by my 3 dearies, making sure i'm awake! lol!
You know what does that mean?!?! If I'm late, I'm gonna get it! so bye!

HELLO LOVELIES! :D

Guess why am I up so early?????
Because....................................... I'm going out! And I am very eggcited!
Easter is just around the corner tooooo! Super eggcited!


yayayay! I'm gonna go out now!

and before that, short post about yesterday!
Lynette and Zhengyong kept talking to me about not going etc.
"If you go, we'll surely be in the library betting when you'll come back then, most of us will 'aiya! 3months later sure come back' and see if it's true or not!"
then they kept talking to me about the lifestyle there.
TSKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK! NOW I
M HAVING SECOND TOUGHTS! BUT STILL, BEING HERE IS NOT AN OPTION FOR ME!!!!>:(

Then went over to level KTV.
didn't really do much there though.
And now, I suck at pool because I haven't been playing it since the last time at guild! ):
feel so depress right now!!! :/

Hopefully, my dearies can cheer me up later on! BYE!

Me: mummy, i'm going out ok...
Mum: where? for?
Me: ECP with theo and friends, cause they are really important to me.
mum: ok:)

WHAO! LIKE TOTAL CRAZYNESS!
SHE'S ALLOWING ME TO DO SO MUCH NOWWW! :D


YAYAYYAYBYEBYEBYE!

First of all,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SANDRA! AND BELATED ONE  TO LIM YANTING! 
:D

Went over to SAF band today for some familiarization. I didn't see him there though:/ (oh sad..) But it's ok! I met Clive (Who is now playing French horn, I wonder why)! A super ex trumpeter from swiss! :D
But I still think Y.Y KOH better! Right Sheena?

Then I got to know a trumpeter, Audrey!
:D

Cornet section was given yakult drink! I like! HAHAH.
And a balloon?!?! Which is not blown at all. :P

PIMPLE ON MY NOSE!
I was veryyyyyyy annoyed(?)
People kept calling me the Rudolph girl because of th pimple on my nose.
"Ahye, now like getting bigger leh"
me: is this th first time you see me having pimple?!?!
them: YES!
-.-

I sad. They keep making fun of me >):
Like it's world news like that. Tsk. Even Mr Chew asked.
oh dang.


Then after, went to lot with XinH, Celia and Esther.
Xinhui left after that.
Went up to roof to slack, called Cheekiat then, he rushed down but told him I don't want to meet him >:X

Saw Weiting :) HAHA.
Weiting: I SAW YOU!!! THEN I WAS LIKE SHIT, OMG.
(because she thought I was going shout her name in public. But no! I didn't have th mood to do so! sososososo... I'm very nice!)

Reached home rather late, but mummy was very nice not to question me and give me some time alone.
So placed my bag down, and walked all the way to Ten mile.
OMFG, next time, I may even walk to woodlands.

Randomly called Lynn.
But she was so busy doing god knows what @ her usual place, rebel--
she was too busy to talk to me..

ok, shower then sleep!

I feel so tired, I'm exhausted.
Next few days will be spent wisely with my loved ones like theo and friends and family.

There'll be many things that I'll miss.
But I don't belong.

HAHAH! I saw this and I was very happy! YOU KNOW WHYWHYWHY!????
It's becauseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,
my recent posts are all so boring and I thought it would drop drastically!
*prays hard to thank god*

HAHAHA!

So, I went to James Cook University today (again). But this time, I was left to go home on my own!! ):
Spent $100 there tday.
Wanted to go bugis to get more shorts and topshop initially. But (boohoo) some friends not good! :P

Bused to AMK hub then trained all the way to Jp to meet my #No.1 fan and her friend!
lol, I mean Celia and Esther. HAHAH! Then had lunch, and walked around. Told them I won't go home unless I buy something. And I really made them stay till I buy something. Wasted lots of time thought, but worth it. BECAUSE, I FOUND MY RED LANYARD!
*grins*

Then I went around to see other stuffs and I was like "omg, this is so retardedzx and I want!"
So I bought whatever I want.

Then I wanted to get a wallet from m(phosis. but don't have th one I wanted already so bought one from 77th street. 3 of us were like "aiya! going to NY liao just buy lah!" So I did. Spent all my money like no tomorrow.
I think I'll buy new wallet soon. lol. (WHAO, LIKE SO FAST?!)

Celia: You must buy air ticket, come back and find us often ok! I want cry le.
Me: cannot lah! Tell you how many time already, I need to save money buy Chanel bags and Cartier watches!
lol. (repeats same thing x100)
Did some retarded stuffs thanks to Celia. made me super paiseh!

Evangeline says:
*it was a decision to finalise ur choice right!
Charman says:
*not really
Evangeline says:
*ohman u dunno how sad i was after hanging ur call
Charman says:
*i didn't really think much
*O:

GOING OVER TO SAF TOMORROW!
Managed to talk to Dr.Janice about not going over to James cook tomorrow.
:D


Evangeline says:
*ohman! this is so dumb lor. 
*but ohman, if u see yykoh!! I CANT IMAGINE HOW U WILL GO LIKE
Charman says:
*HAHAH!
*I wish you will be there if i see him lo
*I will scream mansxs
Evangeline says:
*OMG YES!!!!!!!!!!!
Charman says:
*then my face! will turn red!
Evangeline says:
*HAHAHHA I WILL SCREAM WITH U AND HELP U TAKE A PICTURE WITH HIM. THIS TIME, NON SHAKY
*HAHHAHA
*YA!!!!!! OMG!!
Charman says:
*AHAHAH!
*and spam shots!
*omg wait.
Evangeline says:
*YESYESYES!
Charman says:
*stop
*if tomorrow i cannot see him, i will sad.
*so cannot high now

SO DAMN LAZY RIGHT NOW:/
My only motivation to go is because of YY KOH.
yea, ok, tell me that I'm dumb! I know, i know.. GO SLAP YOURSELF HARD!
IF YOU SEE HIM, I BET YOUR NOSE WILL BLEED OK!

Zhengyong confirmed his looks, and many other people too. Don't trust me, should trust zhengyong!

Suddenly, I feel like throwing tantrums now.

I feel grieve.

I feel like I need to sleep.

lol. bye

  

7eleven

When?

I didn't have anything to do, I was too lazy to do my assignments.

I don't want to sleep because I'm worried about tomorrow's tests they'll run on me.

So, I decided to look at all my photos. 

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SMILED IN A PHOTO BECAUSE YOU MEAN IT?

(2008's serenade)

When was the last time I laughed for more than an hour

When was the last time I have my most spastic smile ever

When was the last time you smile and ignore about showing your baby fats and all

When was th last time you did silly stuffs with your friends and you enjoyed it all

I miss yaya.

I miss going to bugis with him and monkey.

I miss the dinobbq group, I miss taking photos of smiley faces and fishing gang.

And I miss smiling and meaning it,

What about you?

As we grow up, there are things we see that we won't see when we're young. And as we grow up, we always tell people how much we know, when sometimes, not knowing much is better.

Went for remedial tday. Then accompanied Theo till 12pm, rushed home showered and waited for mummy's call for me to go down.

Headed to James Cook University then after.
Was super bored while mummy was talking inside the room and I have to sit out for so long!!!
Thank goodness I had my phone with me, can sms. But my phone CMI.
I went in after, so, concluded that I'll have to go all the way back to James Cook University to take two tests tomorrow, in the morning ):
Then I'll have to go home on my own! I don't even know how the f am I going to go home from there. So bargain with mummy for me to go out since I'll be going home alone. And she allowed! yay!
She better lo! She's going to leave me alone there to do the tests leh!


While walking out, heard them talking and then I infer that I'll know th place inside out within this year.
(If you get what I mean- I'll have to go there very often in future)

BUT SHOULD I GO OUT TOMORROW???? ):
Aiya, even if I want to, no one pei me. Tina will only be back at 8pm, Sherry is low profile(wtf)

P/s. I did go there for an intake interview. But it wasn't for any admission to the uni. I was just joking--

Have to go to school early in th morning tomorrow!
And, I'm happy because I'm gonna meet Theo before going to school! HAHAH! :D

Then, need to go to down to James Cook University for interview tomorrow!
OMG! I'm asked to go for an interview for an admission to the university!!!!!
lol, ok. I'm just joking. But I'm really going for an interview.
Hopefully it'll be the "bad news" because the bad news is good news for me.
I don't want to pay a few million for a good news.
*prays hard for bad news*

HAHAHA! You don't know what I'm talking about! >:d
I'm scareddddd! :/
Can someone like comfort me now???

Had band tday, did many stupid stuffs. lol. I like! hah!
Mr Chew: Why are your results like that?! Too busy with boyf is it?!
rofl.

Evan came! Super happy. But unfortunately, not enough time again.
I pumped the band tday :/ Sorry sec4s! Some could hear at the tone of my voice, I was about to cry.
okok, byebyebye!

WISH ME LUCK FOR BAD NEWS OK!

Damn my situation and the games I have to play

It's not that It doesn't bother me at all, it does. Those things I see, how I wish I can just ignore after seeing it.
But the truth? I can't.
And neither can I stop you, cause I'm in no position to do that. Not anymore.

How are you?
I miss you.

It seems like an ending but it's a new beginning

Just wanna thank those who brought gifts for me yesterday! >:D
Cookies, bears, chocolates and all! :D
lol, flowers were from th backstage. I CHEATED YOU PEOPLE! HAHAHHA!
Especially for shouting my name?! HAHAH! I heard one solo person shoutingggg!
Those who came and support the band, especially the Alumni.
I saw Wanyi yesterday! aahah! yay! (She's not in th same school as me btw, and I was not really surprised though cause I've got a feeling that I'll see her already. So yea.. Saw many "old" friends and people I know through Tina etc, didn't really go and talk to them though, just smiled at one another. lol)
And JAN! :D Not forgetting Jingyin and Zhenyuan! Was super glad, Jiaher and Kailing came! AND LUKMAN CAME TOOOOOOO! :D

ok, so now. Everything is like over so quickly. After so much preparation and planning, it's just like over within a few hours. I feel so weird right now:/
*pouts*

Missed the last train last night. So got daddy to pick me up and send Zhexi and Theo home.
My headache was killing me yesterday. And it was because I didn't eat. lol. I didn't know not eating could give you very very bad headache.
So, reached home at around 2am, dinner and sleep!
oh sorry, I didn't really sleep.
Someone called me to chat. So yea, I sort of fell asleep during the conversation then, "ahyeee charman. wei, you sleep le ah?" *wakes up* then continued chatting, "weiwei, charmannnnnn you sleep le ah" *wakes up again*
(-_-)


Gave me morning call tis morning but wasn't able to wake up. tsk. BUT I WOKE UP JUST RIGHT IN TIME TO GO FOR DNT! :D
Because I am a very nice person, I decided to give th rest of th band members a morning call.
But they ended up coming late anyway. EXCEPT FOR ME! :D
Ethan wong: what time did you reach home last night?"
Me: huh.. Around 2?
Ethan wong: Thank you for coming :D
Me: :D
(of course. please, minjiang texted me only when I'm in school saying that band members can be excused. Like 30mins after I gave him his morning call. So I scolded him and told him no point telling me when I'm in school then he said he thought Mr Tan would inform the band. wtf.)

Then Mr Wong kepy asking me to go home because he said that my eyes were swollen and small.
Yanting agreed with him. Tsk.

Had Maths after then headed to Westmall for subway.
I thank God for having friends that care about me more than their own enjoyment :)

Clark Quay in the evening.

READ THESE! HAHAH
http://define-theo.blogspot.com/2010/03/1122-pm-i-decided-not-to-have-anyone.html
http://define-theo.blogspot.com/2010/03/aye.html
http://define-theo.blogspot.com/2010/03/argh-stupid-internet-is-going-haywire.html

决定了放弃就别再回头看，可是那可怕的回忆会跟着消失或离开吗？ 

HELLO WORLD, GOOD MORNING, TODAY IS SWISS SERENADE :)

Everyone’s heartbroken. But, we all just have to move on. What’s the point of reminiscing when you know the person is no longer worth while; when they’re no longer who they used to be? When their heart is somewhere else? Do you think they still care for you, or are still thinking about you? Because frankly, they don’t. You can't be the one who's only upset about it when they're not, it doesn't work like that. Just know that, when you're trying your very hardest to move on, your not alone.


People are unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered. Love them anyway. If you do good, people may accuse you of selfish motives. Do good anyway. If you are successful, you may win false friends and true enemies. Succeed anyway. The good you do today may be forgotten tomorrow. Do good anyway. Honesty and transparency make you vulnerable. Be honest and transparent anyway. What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight. Build anyway. People who really want help may attack you if you help them. Help them anyway. Give the world the best you have and you may get hurt. Give the world your best anyway.

“

Think about what we're doing now.
Think about what we've done.
Think about why we can't stop.

It’s not about who you’ve known the longest, it’s about who’s never left your side.

Had rehearsal at SP yesterday, miss that place super much! Stood at one sport, I could remember clearly what happened last serenade. (Bring yesterday back around) I miss Jiaher soooo much! hahah, still remember how Andy gave all of us each a hug and how all of us cried on stage while playing amazing grace and how we juniors cried so much when saiful sang my way.

After that, returned to school in th late evening.
Thanks to Saiful soooo much for locking the door so that I could vent my (frustration)?!
It was something that I needed. xiexieni!

Then Evan, Sheena and Celia to come in and check if I was alright.

Went up to bandroom again, cried again. But this time, theo came over, ave me a hug and cried with me.
So in my mind was like "uh... why is she crying???" Then I stopped and comfort her.
(I cry, in the end must comfort her -.-)

Theo: *crying* Are you feeling better now? Douglas told me to take care of you when he left So here I am, I'll cry with you when you cry.
Me: WTH LAH YOU STUPID GIRLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!
hahahah! but I felt a lot better after that, thanks Theo!
Shared sorrow is half a sorrow.
And Douglas :)

Stayed back with dawn and Celia to pack files, cried again.
This time, had Sheena, Evan and Tiq here with me>:)
heh, I like talking to them alot. BUT I THINK TIQ SHOULD TALK MOREEEE!

Late dinner with Celia, Esther, Evan, Sheena and Tiq after that. (L)

WE WILL MAKE IT THROUGH

Remember when I told you, I promise that I will not let one of us fall.

Teamwork, passion, mindset.

Theo's legs have blue black, and mine's red. Because, we were practicing for a special show for serenade! Want to find out?!!?!? :D
SWISS SERENADE' 2010
14th March 2010
7PM @ Singapore Poly Convention Centre.

Going down to goodview after band rehersal tomorrow in the evening. yay or nay?

Was out with Sherry, Brandon and friends last night. Super funny, shall post it up next time.Shanaaaa I want photos of last night!!! >):
Was super tired ttmx in school tday.

Have to go down to bandroom early tomorrow to practice our special show >:P
SO GOODNIGHT!

EVANGELINE TAN YOU BETTER MAKE YOURSELF APPEAR TOMORROW IF NOT, NEXT TIME I'LL TEAR YOUR PHOTOSSSS! lol?!

Tday is screwed. And I dislike my phone. I want t get a new one soon. But I don't want to save>):

Next, I finished using my red packet money, thank you very much, the world sucks. People everywhere are money face, next time, I shall throw eggs at their face! >:X

And I don't like it when my parents come home. Unless they leave me alone. I've learnt and decided that actually, it's nice being home alone.

FUCK YOU PEOPLE!

ok, goodnight, Charman's gonna go missing tonight!

I TOOK 3 EFFING HOURS TO EAT MY DINNER AND, I'M STILL EATING!!!!!

GOSH, TH CYBER WORLD IS CREATING TROUBLES FOR ME.
so, I shall stay away from my laptop till i eat finish and shower. I'm still in uniform:X

HIHIHIHIHIHIHIHI!
I WAS STUCKED ON MSN FOR THE PAST FEW HOURS!
ok, maybe one 1 hour. lol.

EGG said that po cannot fight people because po only knows how to jump! *boing biong!*
HAHAH!

Very random, I know. That's why I cannot continue posting already.
*pouts*


C    larence, 伟杰  TEEHEE           says:
*waiting for u to post
*before i go sleep
*lol
*my bedtime story (Y)

DOUGLAS, THANKS FOR CARING ABOUT ME! I'M NOT EMOTIONAL! I SO HAPPY! :D:D:D:D:D:D
SEESEESEE! HAHAH!
(I'm SOOOOOOOO tempted to post his email up! but no! not good idea!) HAHHA!

ok, so I accompanied Theo to get her drink outside school tday, then followed her back. While Tom waited outside school for me. (Like I never see him at all lo) But since that girl said that Tom accompanied me to go home that's why I decided not to reply her, so be it! >:P

HAHAH!

JERRY IS A VERY SMART BOY!

ok, I'm going insane. 

THEO, YOU ARE VERY NICE! :D

Because I didn't go for remedial, she told me what I need to know. lol. (sorry, my brain is not working properly after those spamming on msn)

ANYWAY, BOTH OF US SCORED A2 FOR ENGLISH! yay?

ok, I don't know what I'm talking about so let me crap for awhile until I feel happy about this stupid post then I shall go sleep ok! 

(replies: ok)

wtf-.-

I am angry already! Someone play cheat! Never wait patiently for my post, then just login into my blog to see what I'm typing. yeaaa, whatever that I'm typing nowwww. CHEATER! YOU BLOODYJFEHJFGJH.

WL! I JUST REMEMBERED, I HAVEN'T DO MY DNT! CHARMAN, ALL TH BEST, I SALUTE YOU K!

HEN FAN LEH NI MEN! WO BU XI HUAN GEN NI JIANG HUA LAH! WEI SHEN ME NI MEI CI DOU ZHE YANG DEEEEE! DA BAI CHI! 

You didn’t want me to get hurt, and you were right. I needed protection because people can’t be trusted. I learned my lesson.

Keep going right back to the one thing that I need to walk away from.

When I keep telling myself to move on when things are not like before.


Skipped remedials, apparently, my class loves English remedial, so I guess attendance will be 99% later on.
therefore, I'm home early! :D

ok, I got daddy to sent me to school this morning again. Have been doing that a lot lately >:X
So, some pig very pro, wake up already then went back to sleep again so ended up late for school, very late.
tsk! the taxi driver should drive slower next time!

I need to shower, (I FORGOT TO BUY LUNCH)
Hopefully, Sherry will come by later.
TODAY, I DIE DIE MUST MEET HIM!


I've got a "mysterious" friend, Jia Ming! HAHAHA! Actually, I know him for a very long time already. But I don't know him 
Don't tell you anything!!!!!!! >:P

Say what you need to say

You told me, it won't happen, you told me, you know I won't. You didn't even have confidence in yourself. (Although what you said was true, I pretty much assume)

Nobody should ever forget that: you don’t need anyone who doesn’t need you.

Derry was super crazy tday! He was damn high because he flew solo tday. So, that resulted in me, having a mental chicken in my library >:P

HAHAHAH!

Received a text from someone during band, about my studies. you know who you are and thanks :)

Anway, band ended late tday, headed off to yewtee to meet T to pass him tickets.
Wanted someone to help me getaway from that irritatingdisgusting ass straight away after passing him the tickets but never pick up call>):
Luckily, got cheekiat to help! THANKS ALOT! :D


Then, bro texted me.
Bro: Lucy, what you want to eat?
C: WTF! WHAT LUCY!!!
Bro: okae. You dun want anything. No problem, maria.
C: Idiot lah! I want dinner you fat cowwwwww!
Bro: oh. you want stick?
C: I want dinner!!!! ):
Bro: No. You said fat cow.
C: Btw, it's steak. Not stick. Noob.
Bro: Financial crisis you dunno? Tsk tsk tsk...
C: Sorry bro, finacial crisis over liao, economy picking up, don't you know that!?!?!? NHH STUDENT?!
Bro: Means you can anyhow spend? Ya I noe you very rich. Use 100 dollars also nvm.
C: Sorry lo, if not for you, my $120 won't be gone k. Then I can buy my camera before serenade. So, let's not talk about your birthday present then, cannot anyhow spend. And horrr, you know I lost weight, my teachers scold me. So if I lose more weight and die, you're gonna feel guilty for your whole life!
Bro: I buy you mac.

YAY! WIN! ^^


I NEED TO SLEEP AND DREAM OF ME FINDING ENOUGH MONEY TO BUY CAMERA. THEN HOPEFULLY,  A CAMERA WILL APPEAR BESIDE ME WHEN I WAKE UP TOMORROW.
OK, THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR YOUR KIND ATTENTION.
GOODNIGHT.


jiamingjiamingjiamingjiaming! hehhehheh! :P

let the new game begin so my revenge can take place.

I shall refresh your mind and let you remember how the sec 2 charman used to be liked. But this time, it's not to protect you. I'm aiming for you girl, just watch.

It’s that feeling you get in your heart when you know something you used to love so much has changed, and you long for things to go back to the way they were, but you knew all along this wouldn’t last.

I decided not to have anyone involved in my life. Because they bring me disappointments each time. I needed you, I needed someone to be there for me when I'm down. I needed someone to be there to turn my frown around, but I've learned that really and again, in life, you realy have got no one but to rely on yourself. That's a fact everyone should know.

But I promise that I'll be there when you need me, because, you (go check out the meaning of you in dictionary please), yes, you -Mean alot to me.

10:51pmDerry

the whole day do geog mehhh?

10:51pmCharman

i just reached home

10:53pmDerry

oh ok. then you're excused. tmr do 2 page to make up for today

10:53pmCharman

O:

10:53pmDerry

don slacken. otherwise you're just going back to your secc3 life

10:54pmCharman

orhhh

Received a text from Derry on Thursday in class too.

"So after 3 days, you should have completed 3 pages of maths TYS. Completed atleast 2 chapters chemistry notes, And bit of your bio and d&t. I'm checking tmr.  If not done quickly do by tonight okay. Work hand! persevere! All this is to let you go 5N."

Charman very stress, can cry. lol


Cheekiat: call me now if you want.
ME: I don't want.
Cheekiat: You will regret for life if you don't.
ME: -.- ok.
Cheekiat: Don't ok me. call. I don't want you to regret for life.


this idiot always like that! If not, he'll come up with "CALL ME NOW! HURRY! GOT SHOCKING NEWS!" Then each time I call, he'll call me "jiejie" to make me happy because he knows that I'm going to scold him. wth.

Anyway, I just remembered, I need to sleep!, so GOODNIGHT!


I do not have the capacity to love you anymore. I do not have the capacity to treat someone as my everything. I’ve run out of love. 

CHC is now the co-owner of Suntec!

Anyone read th Sundaytimes? :D
AHAHHAH!

Service was jam packed yesterday because everyone wanted to hear the news first hand! (I didn't go)
So, I went for service tday.
Because, the place CHC will be moving to, will be announced tday! (ok, and yesterday as well)

So,
after
25 location
19 unsuitable (indoor stadium is one of them)
6 unsucessful,
The new City Harvest's building is:
SUNTEC INTERNATIONAL CONVENTION CENTRE!
*cheers*

world class facilities, world class catering, and 15,100 seats!
omggggggggggggggg!


yay! are you excited?!?!?!
:D