Goodbye for now..

It's been long since i blogged?
sorry for th lack of updates.
have been very very busy lately.


have been very upset recently.
and i will cry when i listen to
Pachelbel's canon or cry on my shoulder which is my favourite song.




sometimes you just feel sad and you really reflect alot about life when you are alone.

i've been carrying a box of memories and that's why it's holding me back.

i miss tim, huimin, judy, shushia, clarence, jieqi, yanting, 2n2 alotalot.
i wonder why,
i don't miss him. Not at all.

sometimes you just feel tired and slowly, you let go.

i'm @swissotel th stamfords now(:
gonna stay there for a while.
den going to clubmed again!
it's time for a rest.

photo's of band dinner and trip will be post when i'm back home.

Slow Tears
by Martini

I look up
as a tear rolls slowly
down my cheek
I think about better days
and wonder if I'll feel that way again
you look at me
with those eyes I know so well
always serious, so deep and insightful
as though you're always in control
But not today
not now
Now you look so scared
like for once you don't have the answer
I gaze at you
looking deep into those hazel eyes
Hoping to understand
why you've said those things you did
I wonder for a moment
if this is all a dream
if I shall wake in the morning
and be relieved
you look at me
with a confusion I have never seen
slowly pull me towards you
and wipe the tears from my cheek


i'm not at a loss nor am i stress.
i'm just feeling tired after a long walk with th box on my hand.

i want a new blogskin pleasssssssssse!

i wanna go back to th past

gosh.
finally a day to rest.

shall keep th photos and this i wanna say for th later part.
cause i have something to show you(:

COMMENTS ON OUR BAND FOR OPEN HOUSE!

Swiss Cottage Open HouseWent to Swiss the open house yesterday. Then the Symphonic Band pro sia... nice!^^
http://stay-by-me.blogspot.com/2008/11/swiss-cottage-open-house-went-to-swiss.html

right.
time now is 3.17pm.
this is getting more difficult than i guess.

thought of choosing band as my cca [not confirmed yet] after watchin' the band's performance at swiss. the school looked interesting...
http://night-rose1404.blogspot.com/2008/11/jus-got-home-from-swiss-cottage-n.html

freak.

Friggin ulcers

i'm so wanting to dieeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

(dai!)

these ulcers are killing me!!!
is super pain and when one is healing,
th other pop up again! I have that urge to squeeze it!!
but of course, i won't.
i'm not dumb like siao!

rule #1- never have ulcers!

i've learned something
each time when someone ask me if i were attached, i would ask them why.
(as in why do they think I am attached)
and some just said they think i am.

people like nicholas, roy, fennie, haziq, andy and all..
but i'm not!

and i've learnt something!

noticed SHEENUA's tag?

ATTACHED FACE!

haha.

haziq said that i have an attached face-.-

so yeah.

i guess that's why people usually ask me.

was in th library on friday and raynard was telling me and evan abt his day out with someone.
taking care of some non-living animals!
super funnyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

and evan said it was th first time she saw me laughing like that.

tho it wasn't th first.

and i was so looking forward to one of my favourite performance!
SWISS OPEN HOUSE!
hohoho!

you must be wondering why it's one of my fav.

but lemme tell you something.
i don't know why either.

>:O

i didn't reherse for th performance on friday because of th ulcer.

anyway, was playing around with sheena and i took a sissors to cut almost everything i see!
th map and all.
i even cut and untie th swisswind's banner-.-
nicholas didn't scold me >:D

zhengyong was super duper deeper uber father mother brother sister lather FUNNY!
and i fell on my butt in th hall on friday>:X

you don't change your attitude you never will.

cause you don't bother and you never will.
but lemme tell you something, you have already fail.
you failed in your thinking, character and lost th respect people had for you my dear.
you failed us.

perfomace for tday was okay.

and it was freakinggggggggggg hot!
sweat like mad until my ears could drop!
ok, so random.

My bro made his choices.
saint joseph insitute, catholic high, nan hua, njc.
bye.

THANKYOU EVAN!

It's too difficult to just walk away

How am i able to forget you if i'm gonna see you three times in a row?
first at cw, den at station, now at lot.
this is difficult.

HELLO READERS(:
my bro can't get into his dream school):
but at least he can get into a good one.

TOP 3 student from national level, 284 and...
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.
.
.
...
..

.

.
it's from YEW TEE PRIMARY, (my bro's class)
JAMIE!

my second bro got kicked out of th competition-.-
he kept falling down!

i'm gonna blog some other time @home.
with pictures(:


when i find my adaptor.
*stick out tongue*

went out with jinyi, hester, fb and guodong on wed!
den went to saf concert at night.
slacked with qi @ mac till 12plus.
den strolled home.

i want a santa's hat!

my gonna use haloscan back alr.
too many tags to reply(:

REPLIES!

♥ Kim: oh yay, you linked me! Good job. HAHA! Now add me up on msn and delete my old account! C: Thanks Deary Charmannny! xD
LOLS! KIMMY! haha. i'll do it when i'm free. xD
20 Nov 08, 03:09
YaTing: hellos Seniourr :] suuuuuuuuper random tag
yah! go do random study lah you!
20 Nov 08, 02:11
Evangeline,: hey dear, i wld rmb to bring the gel tmrrr! hope ur ulcer gets well soon!
thanksthanks. and i hope i won't eat them up tmr:O
19 Nov 08, 04:04
Xinlin :O .: hey charm! linkk ;D
okk! when i'm home(:
18 Nov 08, 21:08
SHEENA: Hey VIRGIN, i dont lie to you too! hahas ATTACHED FACE! O.o hehs. I LOVE YOU!
I LOVE YOU TOOOOOOO!
18 Nov 08, 20:20
x.X: dat SLUT or shud i say BI'TCH locked her blog! She no face liaoz...
huh? haha. don't spoil her reputation yo!
18 Nov 08, 11:17
gohyingsi: sure, no prob. i'm nt offended :)
(:
18 Nov 08, 09:43
Evangeline,: haha, see u tmr! <3
18 Nov 08, 09:43
Evangeline,: HEY DEARRRRRRR! i dun lie to u! i you! (L)
yeah..
18 Nov 08, 07:38
fans: she call herself a nuffnanger when there isnt a single soul in her blog. pathetic.
lols. thanks for tag(:
18 Nov 08, 06:20
aiksoon:): HI ONEONE !!! ;D meowmeow
ONEONEEEEEEEEEEE! meowmeow!
18 Nov 08, 03:59
Passer-By: Nice blog. Good job maintaining it. Keep it up! =)
thanks(:
17 Nov 08, 08:25
jieqi:]: i m also very honoured too^^ thanku too... eeee~ i still think tat hair looks weird!!! don be too high cos SOMEONE just reply you^^ wow i think like gt big big problem on you blog>.< tctc ily!
HAHA! over alr lah!
17 Nov 08, 07:24
blogger: Copy ur work liao than still so thick-skinned.
ohhs?
17 Nov 08, 07:23
blogger: Tat person is such a disgrace.
-.-
17 Nov 08, 07:23
blogger: Eeee.
eee who?
17 Nov 08, 07:12
passer: and she even have the face to reply. Omg! what a disgrace!
what she reply?
17 Nov 08, 04:08
fans: hey! check out this blog. [link] thr is someone trying to copy cc's blog post and the bloody photo-s can't even play. what a joke!
...
17 Nov 08, 01:21
marcus: hahaas yea 3 mre days!!
(: JIAYOU!
16 Nov 08, 23:51
justpassingby: urm. were you @lot ytd? i think i saw you
hmmm huh? den how do you know it's me? i can't remember.. and i can't reply cause my cbox is dated wrongly.


I FRIGGIN HATE ULCERS! ):
especially big ones.

TINA CHIA, XIE ZHINING!!
i saw your note left in my phone(:
but you can't contact me alrrr!

toodles.

i live in a world full of lies.
where nothing seems right.
and den, someone will try to start a fight.
do you like this kind of life?
-i really need you to give me that unconditional love i used to feel

DAMN TH FREAKKING FRIENDSTER!
i guess everyyyyyyyyyone's blog must me commenting abt friendster now.
HAHA!
but good news people!
take note!
Your friends list may be inaccurately displayed. Please be assured your friends list will be accurate soon. - Friendster Team

i
didn't
go
to
stadium
tday!
gahahahhhh!
what?
there's nothing wrong with it-.-


anyway,
i fianlly had time to sit with my cell!
woots!
it's like WOW! FINALLY!
and my blog is almost done(:

alright.
i shall go eat first:p

right!
i'm back!
i am so in need of time to blog>):
feedbacks were given to me recently on my blog.

come on people.
learn to understand.
i rarely have time to update!
so that gives me a lack of creativity!
*wiggle fingers*
inspirations!

alright.
i was being updated my amelia in service yesterday.
something exciting is gonna happen!
no more emerge btw>):
but!
19 - 23 November
Asia Conference 2008
Wednesday : 10.30 a.m. - 10.30 p.m. Singapore Expo Hall 8
Thursday : 9.30 a.m. - 10.30 p.m. Singapore Expo Hall 8
Friday : 9.30 a.m. - 10.30 p.m. Singapore Expo Hall 8
Saturday : 9.30 a.m. - 8.30 p.m. Singapore Expo Hall 8
Sunday : 8.30 a.m. - 8 p.m. Singapore Expo Hall 8

exciting events and competitions, singers to be invited, guest speakers, musicals etc.
and expect to see miracles happening right in front of your eyes(:

for more information,
VISIT http://www.asiaconference.org.sg/

it'll be super duper fun okk!
(tell me if you wanna go)


what's our name?
-CHUANG CHARMAN!
single or attached?
-single.
do you still like you ex?
- don't think so xD unless as a friend.
do you like anyone now?
-you don't have to know.
will you stead with someone in this week?
-NOPE. i live in a world of lies.
are you a easy going person?
-depends. i'll make you feel as if you are in hell if you wanna be th first person i hate.
do you forgive someone who betray you?
-not every they must gain th chance themselves...
are you a fierce person?
-if you think i am
who do you hate most?
-none.
what word do you always use?
-dabian! dumbdumb! sorry:X does laughing counts?

there's lot's of things i wish to do right now
-being piggybacked,
-go out to take a walk with jieqi in th night,
-own mzzd
-go on holiday with ebbie and tina.
-screammmm!


oh.
people!
SHOT TO FAME!
th winner is APPLE!
tho i don't know who is she,
her voice is strong as what amelia has commented.
this is in church.

a moment ago when amelia told me her name, i her voice would be th cute sort-.-
there goes,
-don't judge a book by it's cover

i wanna go on a roller coaster and screammmm!

i am vexed.
i don't know why but i wanna scream.
there's no reason.
i need to breath.


i think i really need to go for asia conference.
and i want to.

sayonaraaaaaaa.

Class outing ,GARDUATION parade, BAND

edited! with photo's uploaded!!
damn this stupid dumb com.
i wanna use th one in th living roommm >D:

i went to band this morning.
den went back home in th morning again-.-
i wasn't feeling well.
my stonach was friggin painnnnnnnnnnnful and i wanted to vomit.
so i kindof disturbed edwin during sectionals by making some weird noises to go back and inform th majors that i have to go home.

on my way home,
a auntie suddenly grab my hand.
and asked if i was ok.
saying that my face was pale, and i shld sit down and have a rest.
den without my consent, she pulled me to a corner and made me sit-.-
(in a nice way)
den i bo bian.
i sat down.
den another auntie came along and they started to chat and i ran awayyyy >:D :O

graduation parade.

[photo deleted]
class outing.
[photo deleted]

A BIGBIG THANKYOU TO DICKSON!
he's a very good photographer(:
it kept raining!
so we ran in and out of th sea!
went home at 10.

shall post th photos he took next time.
i'm running out of time.
gonna go pom pom.
byeeee.


CHARMAN REPLIES
14 Nov 08, 22:24
Leqi: Hellooooooooos
hihi you dumbo(:
14 Nov 08, 22:09
DpDs: Hey , quickly post those outing pic that i taken during the outing! if not send to me and i post on me own.LOL
i forget where i put adaptor:X
14 Nov 08, 21:39
reader: update pls
undated alr(:
sorry for th lack of updates, BUSY>:X
14 Nov 08, 00:18
JINGYI: hi =D
helloooooooooooooooooooo!
12 Nov 08, 00:37
JESLIN !: helloooooos charman !
HELLO JESLIN!
11 Nov 08, 23:58
lixian: hi librarian!
why is it always th same line? -.-
11 Nov 08, 09:46
gohyingsi: hi. just wan t let u know that i actually always wear a pants under my skirt. bye ! :)
i didn't mean anything offensive. don't be mistaken D:
10 Nov 08, 20:14
SERENE: HEYEHY ! tagged :)
haha! so long den you tag me!
10 Nov 08, 11:27
****: ;D
hello? xD
10 Nov 08, 09:50
Evangeline,: HEY MY DEAR i also wanted to take pictures with that white mouse!!! HAHA LOOK SO CUTE CAN! hehe. but someone reminded me of my uniform. SADDDD!
): we can't
10 Nov 08, 07:58
wei ting: hiie!!
(:
10 Nov 08, 07:35
ZHIYING.: okay i tagged, blur
thanks dumb! :D
10 Nov 08, 01:07
♥ Kim: CC , i wanna see you again
seeing you tday! xD
9 Nov 08, 21:37
~!Huiiminn♥: Orange~! Is not "zxczxc" IS FLOORBALL!!! Siann... If not can go out with my mummy oso de lorhh. Because of tt lurhh... i wan shopping!
haha! i don't wanna say floorball what! later offend people!
9 Nov 08, 20:07
JUDYhenGq: Yo... hehhes.. IMY
why are your tags always so lame?!
9 Nov 08, 19:56
minjei=]: nice blog!taqqs taqqs=]
^^ RETARDED JNR!
9 Nov 08, 08:35
reader: i guess people are just jealous if you and thats why they find faults with you. you credited not like them. anw, update(:
haha! it seems like they have nothing better to do uh? anyway, thanks for informing



I live in a world of lies. Then after a while,
I'll find out that th truth is in front of my eyes.
i'm not blur(:
nor am i blind.
i listen to words and look at words. I learn and understand that not everything is true in this world.
stop making promises when you are gonna break them because they become worthless.

YMCA performace, REMEMBERANCE day, INTERVIEW.

EARTHLINGS!

as i have promised, i shall post(:

i keep my promises okk!

YMCA PERFORMANCE!
i saw Micheal!
from BoysB'(: (he was my ex school mate)

and i cried.

my neatest hair pinned up and gel ed up ever!

you gotta thank some dumb orange for these photos-.-
she got me to take them.
so i'm able to post them.

isn't she good?
*pukes*
jkjk



and i miss band fiesta alot alot.





i wanted to take photo with that little mouse>):
was going back to school and my kor called me.
WRONG TIMING LAH!
i was moody!

REMEMBERANCE DAY!
i was late D:
and andy made me cry in th morn.
received a sms from mr chew: "andy, your team has been highly commended by the vets at labrador park for being the most professional they have ever had in all these years. Congratulations!"

HAHA!
fyi, i was in andy's team(:
we waited for like 1hour plus for th cadets to come!!>:O
den met up with other teams(cornet section)
shared some funny things that happened.
very funny!
den they went to adny's house while i left(again)
for tution and went for badminton.

TDAY!
met jieqi, yanting and ken(he followed jieqi)
for interview!
before that, went to collect something from couples lab.
after 10months!
i finally took it out and fixed it(:
*cheers*
they poke a hole thru th head!!
anyway, continued our journey to Chinatown.
called th (@$&%*(@^%^%(villian) person to ask where was th shop.
looked for it.
& to our horror,!
th shop wasn't a little decent!
so went to call again to make sure.
& we were very sure.
jieqi and yanting insisted to go up and have a look.
so they did.
den they rushed down.
so i inferred that it was something...
i begged them not to go in(:
luckily, they listened to me.
we walked down th streets and stumbled upon something.
th shop beside that (&&*^*%& shop was a gallary.
a gallary of NUDE PHOTOS.
jieqi:"i think is like real de leh. go in lah."
charman:"no lah. use your brains and trust genius. IT's FAKE OKK!"
(look for evidence and showed her)

i shall not continue and type out what happened(:
too long of a story.
but i took them to a starhub shop to prove me right.
charman:"hmm. may i know if you have another starhub branch in chinatown?"
auntie:"no!"
charman:"seeeeeeeee!"
yanting:"ya. but the auntie like buay song you.."

den we went to shop.
i fianlly got my stripped!
(:
and i'm gonna sleep.
toodles.

Derry: SURPRISE lil girl!!!!! change your HAIR LAH.
DERRY LEO TAGGED ME!!
xDD

events update:
saturday, ymca
performance
sunday, rememberance day ceremony; performance

tomorrow out! And thanks to th zxczxc cca, Huimin can't join us tormorrow because she has to do duty. And Jieqi's sister is going to goto our school for th zxczxc match.

good things are worth waiting for
goodbye.

我被炒鱿鱼了!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
ZENGYUAN!
eh. sorry that i forgot and didn't celebrate it with you.
(: at least i wished you:p
(trying to make myself less guilty)


sup.
jieqi, huimin and i worked and monday,
& wednesday and..
.
.
.
.
WO MEN BEI CHAO YOU YU LE!
>D:
it was suppose to be something sad but as you can see,
some mad woman over at my tagboard.

5 Nov 08, 07:39
jieqi :]
hello ORANGE! wahaha~ or should i say hello DRY??? hehe^^ WE ARE JOBLESS NOW (>(>.<)<) LPC's mother WAHAHA!!!

crazyyyyy!
we were still harping on th matter a few hours ago..
and now, she's like..?
OUT OF HER MIND!
another one
(i think it's from bottom to top)
6 Nov 08, 03:02
!Huiiminn: End up no job seia :X we 3 too geikiang liaoo...
6 Nov 08, 03:01
!Huiiminn: Ximorange... we too hard working liaoo till they dun wan us. Still tot we hardworking will double our pay... PUI! ):
6 Nov 08, 02:57
!Huiiminn: Must taqq me often horhh~ woaii xim dryy dryy!
6 Nov 08, 02:56
!Huiiminn: Ximorange!~ WE MEN TAI YONG GONG LIAOO!!! Scare them off? Singtel call eu thn eu watt LPC daughter... thn became eu are th mother of LPC? Haha... wo aiinii tooXD
6 Nov 08, 00:09
passer: are you going to del this blog?
5 Nov 08, 20:43
!Huiiminn: Hello Orange dryy dryy~ ILOVEYOU! <3

>$()&*@%^*&@$^)@%(*(%^@$@


eh! hello! you don't want your job i still want okk! hahahaaa. jkjk. we were "fired" or maybe i should say we quited or took leave.. we were fast in so yeah.
jasmine says that she's gonna print more stickers before call us back to continue our jobs.
but we really wonder if she'll call us.
cause she didn't have our number.

but it's ok(:
i'll spam her office number if she don't >:X

(if you take my post so seriously, i rather you not read it:)

den after work huimin thought that it may be our last time working there so they wanted to go to th museum.
so went in.
den they treated it like a haunted house when they went into th white room.
like OMFG?!
there was music but their footsteps was like 3times louder than th music.

after lunch was..
jieqi and huimin went to read some fantastic stories on my phone.
*winks*

den received quite a lot of funny sms.
was super high.
so started joking around.
ORANGE AND DRY(:

I HOPE YOUR NOSE DON'T GO BIG AND RED WHEN I SEE YOU IN SCHOOL>:D

well,
i've been using people's code putted up on blogskins recently.
so not everything here is original.
*frowns*
i'm lazy recently to come up with my own skin codes and profile.
that's why you see that i've credited.

so thats my excues to stop blogging now and do my profile, skin
:D

anyway, to that cat,
that still doesn't gives you an excuse to copy my blog WITHOUT CREDITING!>(:
esp th way i post and all(:
stop pretending and start having eyes to see!
i do credit others too if i took something from their skin.
learn th basic skills first ok.
stop being childish.
afterall that you did.

i'm already kind enough to delete that passerby's comment about you.
even passerby can see.
my oh my!
it's like bloody obvious?

you even dare to put th fuck up ad on your blog when there isn't a single soul at all.
at least be like th "shherlinehh" lah.
have some manners.
have some pride.
be like her. don't be such a thick skin.
still continue your blog.

i swear th next time another passer come and comment to me abt you again i'll not take it away.

i'm gonna go do my skin now(:
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

我被炒鱿鱼了!!
fu-cc-klove.bs

Lousy Extra Ominous Noob!

i'm super uber upset nowwww >D:
i've blocked super lots of people in msn and deleted some contacts in my phone.
cause i don't wanna talk to those people anymoreeeeeeeeeeeeee.


mummy bought me to see th doctor tday.
so did some test.
and was negative(:
*relief*
den was given MC and have to go back to th doctor for review this coming thursday.
skipped band>D:
and i woke up so super early for that.

i'm sickkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!
uh, and i would like you to stop giving me craps.


Something happened for the first time deep inside.

it wasn't like me.
I kept running from the truth.
All I ever think about is you.
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized


and i couldn't let you go
but I've just got to know
Are you holding back like the way I do?
i am trying so hard just to walk away.




Am I crazy over falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?


Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time boy, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?


See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever

and this was yesterday at my mum's office.
i got a call in th morning was talk while huimin and jieqi were laughing..
i swear i was blur at that moment.
*shuts eyes*


it was like so super duper quiet in th morning.
we could even here th sound of a plastic bag!
den after lunch was like this!
gahhh!




we drank lot's of plain water on that day! >:X

we've got so much to do..

den after that..

I DID NOT EDIT ANY OF TH PHOTOS!
IT WAS PURE SUNLIGHT!
SO STOP ASKING ME xD

anyway, took lot's of photo but i din't send it to my phone.

See somehow I can’t forget you
After all that we’ve been through

Thinking that I deserved it
Now I realize that I really didn’t know
You didn’t notice, you mean everything
Quickly I’m learning, to love again
All I know is, I’m gonna be ok

It’s gonna hurt when it heals too

i can't live my life
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I’m dreaming
Don’t wanna let, hurt my feelings

But thats the path, i believe in
And I know that, time will heal it

It’s time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I’ll be fine without you


PEOPLE I'M GONNA START A WHOLE NEW BLOG SOON.
SINCE I WANNA LET GO,
SO I SHOULD REALLY LET GO OF EVERYTHING EH?
SOON AFTER MY SKIN IS DONE I SHALL LINK YOU.

i go pompom liao!
shall leave this blog to rot >(: