I was viewing my blog just an hour ago and I see the drastic change in the number of posts I have this year compared to in the past.

I have like at least an average of 40+ posts every month in 2010. NO JOKE!! Go check if you wanna.
Then, an average of 17 posts every month in 2011 and this year it barely hit 12 posts a month.
Pretty much like a dying blog huh.

I guess I'm just not as motivated as I was in the past to blog.
I have been so busy with life, sleeping at home day in and day out or I would be away from home the whole day.
So when I'm at home, there's nothing really to blog about except for how I spent my whole day watching Dirty Soap, Scouted etc and laying in bed. When I'm out, I'm out for a whole day so I don't have time to blog when I get home.
SOMEONE GIVE ME A LIFE!

Not only am I not motivated to blog because of my daily routine lying in bed and all, I am more reluctant to blog because I've lost so sosososososo many readers since 1 year ago.
The only reason why I am still blogging is just for keepsake or I think it's actually as good as dead.

A "living" blog without readers is a dead blog.




Apart from lying in bed sleeping whatsoever, I've also been (still) trying to pack my room. I'm kinda wondering if my room would really ever be refurbished or not already.
Everything just seems so impossible to happen right now. Especially after my mum told me that she'll not be hiring anyone to paint my room and that I had to do it on my own.

Though discouraging but understandable. After all it's not even half way through the year and I've already burned a pretty big hole in my dad's pocket (I guess so but hope not).

I've gotten my blackberry in Feb, they have to pay for my enrollment fees for poly (school fees not included yet. WHO KNEW GOING TO JC IS ACTUALLY SO MUCH CHEAPER THAN POLY?!), they've gotten me my macbook and they still have to spend a huge sum of money for my room.
Guilty, yes, I definitely feel guilty but just a little. More than feeing guilty, I am really thankful for my parents.
Though they are both now very caught up in their work, dad has to go for business trip and he is more busy than ever and my mum has to continue doing her research while her business just started. Both my parents hardly have time for me now. BUT STILL, I thank them for sacrificing so much for us. -Both my brothers and I.

As I was saying, other than sleeping, packing my room, I've been eating, eating and eating.

One of my favorite gummy and carrot juice.

Still in the process of packing my room and I was going through my worksheets before throwing them away so I took a few pictures to share here. If there is even anyone reading or just take it as I'm talking to myself -.-

This is my name in korean!! And I used to write it on all my worksheets for a month in sec3. Too bored of writing my name I guess. After 3 years or rather, 9 years schooling and writing my name as Chuang Charman on all my worksheets I guess I decided to write something different so I wrote it in korean? hahah.

Then after a month of writing it, I got sick of it and decided to change the "template" of my name again. LOL.
If you go through my worksheets since sec1 all the way to the end of my life in secondary school, you'll see many different self-created template of my name.

Another one. This was my first "template" used in sec3. HAHAHHA. YUPYUP. I had a happy face at the side of my name for a reason. I had happy faces drawn on my table by someone so I decided to put it with my name cause thinking about it made me happy. Heh.

Some class chatroom thing. Do you anyone of you do that? Like create a "chatroom" on a piece of paper. HAHAH. Pretty much like passing notes/letters in class but this was different. My friends just snatched my paper and started writing on it.

Something random I drew on my paper to motivate myself. HAHAHA. I guess I lost touch with reality and thought it would really do some trick in motivating me.

My last name template in sec3.

Then I also went through letters from my friends. MEMORIES.

Just some random photo of the snack I was eating.

Then another random photo of what I drank...
My favorite hot chocolate drink.

Snacking again..

I lead a boring life.
Goodbye.

Instincts always hit right on the spot but timing is always wrong.

Just watched the movie "The Hunter Games" over at CWP yesterday with Aiksoon, Shushia and Yanting.
In my opinion, the movie isn't like how people said to be. I think they kinda exaggerated how good it was.
Whatever it is, I think it's not bad. But just NOT BAD.

Other than that, I really dislike the whole time in the cinema. Not just because of the fact that I never liked going to a cinema for a movie but also because it was the worst experience in the movie EVER!
I was actually pretty excited for the movie and everything because I rarely watched a movie but everything inside just spoiled it. Just 10mins after we were seated down, I told them that the screen was too near. It was literally in my face and my ears hurt because the speakers were way too loud. Not only that, it was kinda screwed up -technical problem. Never mind about that but people were talking though out the whole movie!!!!! I was so annoyed, I started throwing popcorns at them. (I must say it was also because I was too bored). Conclusion, I just think it sucked.


Just in 2 more weeks, my orientation is gonna start which means, back to school, a new environment, new friends and a whole lot of things to get used to.
Unlike my friends, I AM SO NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO IT.

On a lighter note, I can't wait for next week!! My schedules are so packed for the first week of April! From class outing on the 2nd to chalet with the girls on the 3rd to 5th then Swiss Serenade on the 7th! Can't waitttttttt.

Just a week more to Swiss Serenade and for those whoa re interested, you can always get your tickets from me ok!! Tix are selling at $15 each. This time, Swiss Winds goes POP. They'll be playing KPOP, Coldplay and sorts. So do come alright!!!!!!!

Gonna go pack my room now! WISH ME STRENGTH!

I love you that's why I wanted you to quit.

"When someone you love suffers frm the disease of addiction you await the phone call. The sincere hope is that the call will be from the addict telling you they’ve had enough, that they’re ready to stop, ready to try something new. Of course though, you fear the other call, the sad nocturnal chime from a friend or relative telling you it’s too late, he’s gone."

Enlarged boobies and blow job practice

NAH YOU HORNY PEOPLE! 

This isn't a blog post about anything sexual but just Yanting's 18th birthday!
Now shoooooo you perverts who chanced upon my blog because you thought it was some pornographic site.

2 Sundays ago, we headed over to Jelapang in the evening to prepare for Yanting's birthday surprise.
Our plan was to wait for her to come home and then get her cousin, Hilda to trick her into accompanying her to go downstairs to buy something and then we will be waiting for her near her blk to surprise her!

Though the plan kinda failed and wen haywire, it was still a pleasant surprise for the birthday girl that we were over at her place and her birthday celebration was overall a success!! :D
Except for the forfeit part, police screening and complaints by neighbors.


So..
This is what I meant by blow job practice.
I realized it was so damn hard for me to blow some stupid balloons after being out from band for almost a year.
Not enough air and I practically forgot how a balloon should be blown!! lol. Call me dumb or retarded but I haven't blown a balloon since last year way back in Jan!

And this is what I meant by enlarged boobies. LOL.
I went for an implant and I had two surgeons. Dr Tan and Dr Mui.... I must say, they're both very good doctors and surgeons.
Ahhh, don't take me too seriously. I was just joking.

Reason why I do not have massive boobs............ I JUST LOOK GROSS IN IT!
So people, stop effing comparing me to girls with massive boobs in future! IT DOESN'T FIT ME OK!

Anyhows, we ate pizza, seaweed chicken, lemon chicken, fried rice, cake etc. We plead games and we chatted. Had a great night with them!! Though I don't like parting after fun celebrations like that....
I THINK IF YOU'RE GONNA HAVE A GOOD CELEBRATION, YOU SHOULD HOLD IT IN A CHALET OR SOMETHING.
Unless it's a boring one then screw it, we can all go home early it's ok.

Yup, so that's all to it for Yanting's birthday.
Didn't taken many vids to upload so yep, only parts of her celebration are up on Facebook.