Sometimes, trying isn't good enough anymore.

I decided that I won't post much about certain people and friends.

Reasons being, I'm getting my friends into trouble and all sort of unwanted attentions from my readers.

Also, whenever I let my feelings out, people tend to dislike it. So I guess I will just let my feelings out somewhere else.

I know that letting my feelings out is one of the reason why my blog is kept going. I will still do it. But I'll do it like how I did it in the past. With simple sentences that rhymes.

Was so tired I kept falling asleep in school today.

Even fell asleep while waiting for people at the staircase.

made my class laugh during Bio lesson

>O:

Don't really wanna talk about today.

I think it's pretty useless talking too much.

Especially to those who don't even seem to bother.

And I think you should stop trying to change me back to who I were before.

When I was in sec3.

Stop trying, you're wasting your efforts and energy.

Because at the end of the day, you'll still be failing.

I am so lazy to be bothered, if you really want my place, take it ok?

Shall go find Tina soon and celebrate my birthday with her :)

Anyway, thank you constant goh k! For constantly making my day!

And Mr play-cheat-go-smoke-again-liar! CHEERUP!

Wat if he forces himself on you?

Then kick his desperate dick so that it won't be able to erect and can't be inserted lah! (at the same time can save all the other girls he will force himself on) then run away lah!

Ask me anything

even if he claim tht he loves you and its true that he does?

LOL. So you give your dad sex? He loves you a lot and it's true too.

Ask me anything

what if you rlly love him, you bare to break? If its the only thing tht can keep the r/s going on for long.

LOL! Then too bad for me? WHAO! If sex is the only thing that can keep the relationship going wouldn't you be tired everyday? (Shagged) Think it's a very stupid question that you're asking lor (sorry to be crude) but you really think your relationSHIT can lost for long as long as you give him sex? lol! he can always find someone else to give it to him.

Ask me anything

Wuld you give your bf sex if he asked you to? And if he says if not he will break up.

Obviously not! NO! Break break lah. lol

Ask me anything

Went to school with bb today. So I was being entertained by him all the way to school! MUAHAHAAHAH!

SO I TOOK HEIGHT AND WEIGHT TODAY!
163cm and 43kg.
Gained 1kg, it's on-off though.
So yeap! I grew by 1cm!
MUAHHAHHAAHHAAHHAH!

Stayed with Theo for awhile then went to bus stop to meet bb and bussed to his place.
Had lunch at his place, his mummy cooked for me >:D
Wanted to revise chemistry but he was a lousy tutor.
so I gave up.

bb sent me home later and tadaaaaa.
This is the summary for my day.

I got something to post up but unfortunately screen shots takes too long to be uploaded!
Therefore, I shall go shower now and wash away the smell of bb's place!
wahhahahahah!

OK. I KNOW MY POST ARE DISAPPOINTING LATELY.
IT'S OK. PLEASE GO SLEEP THEN!
byeeeeeeeee.

OHOHOH!
AND I AM SUPER HAPPY BECAUSE I WAS TOLD THAT MY N LEVEL ORAL DAY FOR ENGLISH IS ON THURSDAY!!!!
NOT TUESDAY!
BOWWOWOWOWOW!
YAYAYAY! CAN CELEBRATE MY BIRDDAY LIAOXZX!

bye.

TODAY IS THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!!!
ok, I'm so tempted to scream already.
HAHAHAH! BUT NO! I SHALL CONTROL MYSELF!

So, I had a great start this morning with people texting good morning messages to me.
happy meeeeeeeeeeee!

First day of school and I was almost late.
Then I spent my first period disinfecting my table. LOL!

Saw Shin Chan during afternoon assembly later on!!!
SHIN CHAN LEH PEOPLEEE!

Rushed home as I didn't want to stay back in school, when I was about to go up the lift Theo called and I went back to lot again.

k, today I got a few things to post about!
MUAHAHAHAHAH!

UNFORTUNATELY I CANNOT POST THOSE IMAGE UP!
):

NEXT TIME! I WANNA SLEEP NOWWWWWWW! AHHAHAHAHA!

i love my boyf alot! :D
yay, bye bye

Sometimes we can fall in love with someone for all the wrong reasons, and still love them even after all the heartache because most of the time, we can’t pick who we love. And even though we know we shouldn’t love them, we do and always will, because there are just some people in our lives who will get to us for reasons we can’t explain, even when they shouldn’t.

Today is gonna be another day in hell. I don't like home.

School is starting the day after tomorrow.
Time flies huh.
And the only reason why I love to waste time like that is my family, their schedules and arrangement for me.
So much for caring. It actually irritates me and do you think they really bother?
haha. oh fuck. ya, they do.


Baby, I want to let you know that I love you.

Your happiness means the most to me.

So just stop it.

She just wants to break down and cry, but she wants to look strong in your eyes.

At times I like to pretend that everything’s alright. Because when everybody else thinks you’re fine, sometimes you forget for a while that you’re not.

I am so tired.
And yes, I am a greedy girl, I expect a lot.

There's so many things I'm wishing for but I don't know if it will come true.
Ok, it will not.

Do you expect me to listen to your words when I don't even trust you?
How do you expect me to follow them when everything you said is not what you do?
And if I told you the exact same thing, would you listen too?

Have been reaching home pretty late recently.
TIME TO SLEEP?

BABY, I WISH YOU WILL BE HOME EARLIER):
Where are you right nao??

My blog hits for today! People, it's not 11PM yet!

HAHAHAH.
ok, I went for tution just now, then saw Nick at the void deck!!! HAHAH! He's cook! Nicholas Cook! So red.
Went home and realized that no one is at home so made him come down again. Slacked and talked about phone.... we're retarded I know. LOL!
His friend, James came after, slacked awhile more and back home.

This morning, I woke up after getting 28 missed calls!
12 from theo, yanting and my Mummy and the rest were from lynn.

I dislike it when she calls me in th middle of th Night or rather, morning like 4am plus!? Asking me to go and help her because tina doesn't want to help and sherry, as usual don't bother..
If you know it will be like that can't you just stop clubbing like almost every 2 days?! Wtf.
Can't you just learn to take care and protect yourself.
Go to Zirca tonight and you can forget about me helping.

Seriously...

Went to school for Dnt yesterday. Didn't do much though. Just wasted my time walking around the place. lol.
Then Yanting came and she gave me the panda she and Fiona bought for me

So big I wasn't able to put it into my bag and had to carry it on my arm home.

Rushed home after consultation to get my school skirt and rushed back to yewtee while Theo and Yanting waited for me.

Then realized I forgot to changed into school's attire.

Thanks to Brent, rushing down from his house to the MRT for me!!

So he brought 2 shirts because Theo wanted one for idk what! HAHAH!

Trained to Bartley and met the rest.

Had fun telling stories to weiren and Aiksoon! LOL!

Unfortunately, there was no star but we were able to see the moon.

Headed to Bishan junction after that and had our dinner @10PM.

Photos below were taken on Wednesday when I met them at lot after baby left!

HAVE TO SHOWER AND GO FOR TUTION NOWWW! LATE ALREADY!!!!

Charman is now a good girl!!!! 

Reallyyyyyyyyyyy?

Woke up early today and it started raining. So I decided to go back to bed after using th com for awhile. So nice lor, once I reached my room and laid on my bed the rain stopped! Weather has been so good to me recently -.-

So watched some movie with my bros and headed to meet loverboy after that.
He was furious that I rather have dinner with my bandmates than to have sakae with him and his family.

Headed to outram park later. Saw some disgusting And irritating scene on th way.
Headed to orchard aftermath.
My boyf spat on me :@
Hahahhahah.


Back to lot, met shushia and theo while baby went to have his sakae. Heheh.
Th two babes left then after.
And while I was walking theo off,
SOMEONE SHOUTED MY NAME! HEHEHEH.
MY DEAREST HEASTER FOO!
Chated for awhile then she left. And was left to wait for lynette, xinhui and tiq!
Dinner and chatted

Baby went home and came back to send me home!
Hehehh. Baby I love you!

Tomorrow, dnt. Torture?

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.
One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything, including her boyfriend.
Her boyfriend asked her, “now that you can see the world, will you marry me?” The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind too, and refused to marry him.
Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying… “Just take care of my eyes dear. I’ll always love you forever..”

We always don't know how much others have done for us.

Sometimes, all we need is just to take time out and notice these little things.

But we don't. That's why there's such things as broken hearts, disappointments and regrets.

If you knew how much people have done for you,

would you still, 

hurt them?

If I were you, I wouldn't be here I would stay right where you are, I wouldn't come near this broken heart

http://chharmanchh.blogspot.com/2010/06/please-just-die-but-leave-everyone-else.html
After posting this, I totally freaked outtttt! I was super scared and I didn't dare to shower lah! WTF! Thinking one of the people (Uhmm) might be behind me to take revenge or something because I'm indirectly scolding them. But think again, can they even surf the net???
OKOK! SORRY! YOU GUYS HAVE YOUR OWN REASONS FOR BEING SELFISH. It's ok!

Anyway, went to school for chemistry consultation.
FOR THE FIRST TIME, I UNDERSTOOD CHEMISTRY! AND HAD FUN! HAHAHAH!
Then Mdm Sha was saying that if I could score distinction, she would treat me to a nice dinner, make me her god daughter and send me to England to study!

WHY ENGLAND?!?!
Cause she studied there too. lol.
k, it's near London = near New York! WAHAHAHHA!

Then she said "how I wish I can bring Charman home and teach her everyday"
lol, ah...okkkk?

My bro left home yesterday, was super funnehhhhhh!
He told my mum he was going to leave home then he packed his bag and we watched him walk out the door. lol! My mum even said byeeee.
HAHHAHAH! Then my dad went "tell him better take bus now if not later no bus"
Major LOL.

I wanna go back to band! >):
Random.

Alright! Study, sleep!!! Oh, can I have honey lemon please? k, I go eat honey now!!
ciao.

He's reminding me of the old you and you're becoming more like i don't know who.
I want to be happy. And I want you to happy too, but it's not easy. Can we let go?

I cling on to the past, that's me.

What am I supposed to say? When you're all alright and I'm not ok.


UPDATE: HOW DO YOU PEOPLE LIKE MY NEW SKIN?!?! HAHAHHAHA!
MOOD ALWAYS GETS BETTER WHEN SOMETHING NICE IS DONE TO MY BLOG.

Please just die but leave everyone else in piece

Is this cartoon cute or what! HAHHAA!


ok, so anyway, I think people who commit suicide are very selfish!!!!!
Yeah, one reason is the "typical" and very "standard" reason that people will give.
"Never think about how their love one will feel" etc.

BUT I HAVE GOT ANOTHER REASON FOR YOU GUYS!

Scenario 1: Jumping off the building
I think this is the worst and most selfish suicide of all the restttt!

You jump down the building, your brain switches off in the middle of your "journey" down the building.
(This depends. If your suicide act is only a like 5 stories high, you will probably die only when you reach the ground)


So In between you can change your mind and try to fight gravity and time while asking someone to bring 10000 mattress down for you!!! ok, joking.


Then, you fall flat on the ground, and die. COMFIRM GOT A LOT OF BLOOD!
WORST, YOUR HEAD/LEG/ARM BROKE!
or your eyes are still open! Or eye balls dropped out!

Can you imagine how will people feel when they see you?!??!! I bet they don't have to sleep for the rest of their life already, might as well die too because it's so disgusting/gross and scary!!!!
Each time they close their eyes, they see the image of you lying there lifelessly.

WORST! WHEN YOU ARE ABOUT TO LAND ON THE GROUND, SOMEONE WALKED PAST WITHOUT NOTICING AND YOU LAND ON THAT PERSON AND HE/SHE DIES TOO!

Don't tell me it's impossible. With something called gravity, it's impossible for you to float in the air for 5mins then land. They don't even have time to run lah!!!!

You die can already what! Why make other people die as well!!!!!
WHOA! I DISLIKE THIS ACT TTMX!

JUST DIE ON YOUR ON PLEASE.
LEAVE EVERYONE ELSE IN PEACE!

Sometimes when I am walking outside the blks, I will feel so super scared lor! That I won't dare to go near any possible area where people will jump!
BECAUSE YOU SELFISH PEOPLE!!!

Plus your blood stains that might be left there forever! OMG!!! So scary! Why? Want to leave it there for people to remember your brave act is it.

SO SELFISH!

Scenario 2: Slitting/cutting/stabbing/shooting yourself with the knife/gun!
People rarely use this act, I THINK??

You stab yourself with the knife, if suicide act fail, you stab again and stab stab stab till you die!

OK, Can you imagine it when your family comes home and see their love ones being stabbed, lying on the ground??? Imagine the hurt they will feel!

PLUS! They have to buy a new knife, and clean the floor! And each time they enter the place where you laid, they are reminded of what happened to you!
(ok, actually, this applies for all scenarios)
BUT YEAH!

CAN YOU AT LEAST BUY YOURSELF A KNIFE AND STAB YOURSELF AND IN BEWTEEN THE PERIOD WHERE YOU ARE LYING THERE WAITING TO DIE,...
GET UP AND CLEAN THE PLACE AND PLACE SOME PLASTIC BAG FOR YOU TO LIE ON IT SO THAT THEY WON'T HAVE TO CLEAN UP THAT MUCH!

But! That doesn't solve the problem. Because they will still see their love one lying there and whatsoever.


Scenario 3: Drowning yourself

I don't know how people get to do this. Because I go underwater, I am out of breath and no matter how much I try to continue staying underwater, my body just wants me to get up to catch some air.

But can you imagine people swimming halfway and..........(same things happen)
worst still, the swimming complex will have to write a report!
And even if you're at home, those make up artist for the dead will need to do a lot of job!
can you don't be so evil notxzxx.

same goes for poisoning yourself! Then the product you take in will be affected! But actually, it was over dosage. Unless you drink other stuffs like acid?
IDK, SORRY, I DIDN'T PASS CHEM BECAUSE I DON'T STUDY.

Scenario 4: Running toward a car or jumping down the train tracks.
Fortunately, our government etc very pro! They added the "barrier" on the platform already so kinda impossible for you to jump and gain publicity or money from public to family!

k, firstly, you run towards a moving/speeding car, then the car knocks you, you scare the driver and you create extra trouble for the traffic polices!
Then you might make a dent or whatever to the car and the owner will have to pay $$$ to have it fix!
AND EVEN GO TO A PSYCHIATRIST BECAUSE YOU TRAUMATIZED THEM!

seriously, can you people don't be so selfish!!!! HUHHUHHUH!
YOU AFFECT PEOPLE IN SO MANY WAYS!

FORTUNATELY, THERE'S A BETTER WAY!!!
:D
yay! Got hope!


HAHAHHA!
WHICH IS......................


Don't suicide lah!
(duh!)


STAY POSITIVE!!


so please, next time before you act rashly, think!!!! because of your one stupid act, people have to suffer!!
and lost of $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
walauxzx!


P/s. I THINK YOU PEOPLE SHOULD FEEL REALLY HONORED BECAUSE I ACTUALLY HAVE TO "PASS-BY" SOME DISGUSTING PHOTOS FOR THIS POST!

P/s/s. AND IF YOU THINK I SHOULD POST THE REAL SCENES, PLEASE GO SLAP YOURSELF BECAUSE I HAD NIGHTMARE AFTER POSTING THIS UP! Want see so much go search it on your own lah!

P/s/s/s. Took away my blog song because I think it's really evil/ pro of you to laugh even with that kind of music. PRO ONE CAN ONLY BE ME!!!!
MUAHAHAHAH!

SORRY PEPOZXZ!

 At the start of the post I scare you with my scary photo alreadyzx!

Please don't faint yet ok????

Cause I still got moreeeeeeeee! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

THIS SHIRT VERY BIG!

ok. Anyway, I've been coughing for days already. I dislike it whenever I have cough manzx. Because it will alst for at least 2 months.
Can cry I tell you. So miserable at night especially. Cough so much cannot sleep properly!

Anyway, my boyf said he was playing game but he can entertain me. But halfway through, he gone liaozxz.
SIAN!!!!!

Desperate for love?

Often, I think about the people who’ve walked away or drifted apart and it makes me really sad. 
So Sometimes, I force myself to not think of it, and convince myself that there’s a reason why 
they’re not in my life now.


please make a choice

A surprise to our friend's place

Hello people! As promised, I'm up early to post!!!! HAHHAAHAH!
Not :P
I AM UP EARLY BECAUSE I WILL BE GOING TO QUEENSWAY @1230 SO I DECIDED TO POST SINCE BBY IS NOT AWAKE YET.

ok, so yesterday, I went for tution, got home and went online.
Then T and F and C (which is me) were in a conversation talking about our dear friend S.
So we were worried about her and decided to go down to her house to look for her. (A SURPRISE)
Theo:" If it was me, I would want my friends to do this"

So, yeap we went.
SO SUPER LAST MINUTE CAN!

AND YOU KNOW THE BEST PART?!??!
THEY DO NOT EVEN KNOW WHERE SHE STAY!
While I only remembered a little and where to come down from the bus.


So I called up a few people to ask where while on my way to get my lunch.
FISH BEEHOON! YAY!
Love to have it when I'm sick.

So we bus-ed down to her place. And walk like so super farrrr!

Reached and went up the lift but we didn't know what unit.
SO CHARMAN THE GENIUS WENT LIKE
"I think it's the blue one! (referring to the door colour)
So we went there straight away and this was the epic part.

Shushia's parents were sitting at the dining area which is just beside the window.
Theo and Fiona stood outside the window pointing into the house
"This is her shoe! look like her shoe etcetc" WHILE SHUSHIA'S MUM AND DAD LOOKED AT THEM.
you know the kind of reaction you will have if a stranger stood outside your house and just keep looking in for something and don't give a damn even when you stare at them?
yeah, something like that.

THEN LIKE FINALLY,
THEO: Does Ong Shu Shia live here?

BINGO!
SHUSHIA CAME OUT! With an apple. lol. HAHAHAHAH!
She was wondering which idiot come up all the way to her house without telling her etc.
HEHEHEH!


TRIP TO HER HOUSE SUCCESSFUL!


she allowed me to eat in her room!!!!!!!!! :D
WAHAHAHA! Ok, I wanna do that again!

went to westmall to meet baby after >:D

walked around westmall then trained home!

Yesterday I can't remember what happened.

but I REMEMBER PEOPLE BRING PORRIDGE DOWN FOR ME FOR DINNER!
THANKYOU!

Just got home after going to shushia's place and meeting baby.
Shall blog later!

ANYWAY, LEON SAID "BYE" TO ME JUST NOW!!! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!! O:
HAHAHAHA!
k, dinner. HUNRGWEEE!

PLEASE UPLOAD PHOTOS SOONNNN!

We're doing all that we can because you,are our friend

A girlfriend

My friend's boyf doesn't want to entertain her because he's at his friend's place.
While my boyf is at his friend's place, trying hard to entertain me and his friends both at the same time and I don't really bother.

this is me, his girlf...

Not tday.

I just need to rent ok, I am feeling so fed up right now, (BEST TIME TO BLOG) 

BUT NO! I SHALL NOT DO IT NOW!

I tried my best to trust.

I tried my best to believe.

Your actions just bring down my faith all the time.

I will just give my all, but put no feelings in case I fall.

For one simple reason: I know you won't be there when I fall. Cause You don't bother at all. 


Isn't it tiring to consistently do something you don't enjoy doing but do it just for the sake because we are friends? Or maybe more than that...

Just like what I'm doing now. I'm sorry.

It's nice to have someone do whatever it takes to cheer you up when you're sick and feeling down :)

I asked for honey lemon tday,
and on the same day, I received a call asking me to go down to get my honey lemon.

Then, I have another friend who is willing to go an extra mild for me to make honey lemon for me even when it's her birthday, she msn-ed and facebook me straight away once she is done.

I LOVE YOU PEOPLE.

BUT WHAT DID MY BABY DO?!?!?!

PLAY DOTA!

DOTA!!!!

GRRRRR!

AHAHAHHA! OK LAH! I LOVE HIM TOO!
HE'S DAMN CUTE.

He dc-ed from dota halfway through!

wahahahahh!

TIME TO ENJOY ME HONEY LEMON AND STUDY!

NIGHTXZX!

Commitment is the component of love. Short term commitment is the decision that one loves someone. The long term aspect is the commitment to maintain that love.

This is my friend

Charman☺ says:
*got see your blog post?
theodoros says:
*yeap!
*Fiona posted le, read-ed.
Charman☺ says:
*^^
*shushia?
theodoros says:
*HAHA, yes.
*and your blog has nothing!
*just your baby going to the zoo.
Charman☺ says:
*HAVE LOR!
):
*NO LOR!
*LOL!

HAHHA
*haveee
theodoros says:
*have, seen, read-ed.
*I LIKE (Y)(Y)
Charman☺ says:
*:D
*of course
*flooded with photos leh!
theodoros says:
*HAHAHAHA.
*OKOK.
Charman☺ says:
*got read carefully not!
theodoros says:
*GOT.
Charman☺ says:
*HAHHAHA
*SURE AH!
*so you know what to do?
theodoros says:
*What?
Charman☺ says:
*--
theodoros says:
*Wait for your present patiently?
Charman☺ says:
*LOL!
NO!!!!
*You never read properly one lor):
theodoros says:
*ORH.
*HONEY LEMON!
Charman☺ says:
*HAHAHAHHA!
:X

theodoros says:
*I'll buy pure lemon this time.
*No lime :)
Charman☺ says:
*YAY!!!!
*<3

who is willing to go the extra mild even on her birthday

IT'S RAINING NOW, SUCH A NICE DAY TO SLEEP IN! BUT I WOKE UP BECAUSE OF A TEXT!

I mean two text! Both by my baby!

Because the happy him is going to zoo tday. WTH?!

TSKTSK! 

I SHALL GO BACK AND TRY TO SLEEP NOW!

Update!: ok, can't ):

Best part is that he feels so happy about it. Miserable me while that happy kid is out for an "excursion" to the zoo!

BOOOOO!

HELLO MY DEAR GIRL! I KNOW YOU WILL COME TO MY BLOG AND SEE IF I AM HERE TO WISH YOU OR NOT! AND YOU SHOULD KNOW, I DEFINITELY WOULD!

And on your birthday, my post will always be spammed with our photos! No doubt this year! And If you're wondering why the sms I sent you is a little awkward, it's because I don't like wishing people on my phone already because it's so lag!

So I shall do here in my blog, tell you everything I want you to know.
Isn't it better??????
HAHAHHAH.

We were friends for the first few month in sec1, then, because of (YOUKNOWWHAT) we stopped being friends.
Then, we became friends again at the later part of the year because I had a major quarel with (YOUKNOWWHO) and then, from PIGFANS, I joined in and it became PIGlings.

(Now, I think it's very dumb and disgusting. LOL)

Sec2, PIGlings broke up and left Fiona alone.
Reason: Because she was very demanding, acted like the boss AND BECAUSE WE HAD ENOUGH OF LONG JOHN SILVER!!!!
HAHAHAHHA!
That's the funniest part manzx.
(After that, I totally stopped eating at long john for a year!!!)

Then, because of band, we became super good friends out of the four of us.

Unfortunately, Half a year later, we stopped being friends again.
You went back to Fiona, and became super close.
We didn't quarrel though. And you were hoping that we would be friends again. (I remember leh! HAHAH!)

And we went back together because you were there during my most difficult time, in sec3!!!

HAHAHHA! You wanna know how I felt at that period of time?
I was depressed! But at the same time, happy because so many people were supporting me! ALSO, THANKS TO CLARENCE, DOUGLAS AND YOU! OK, I was seriously super guilty and all. Because you were still there for me when all hope is gone. Even after what I did.
(OK, LAST TIME I'M GONNA MENTION THIS! PLEASE DON'T MENTION IT AGAIN--)

We were not close though, just friends. While I carry on spending time with just whoever who asked me out. LOL.

And because of band, we were back being close together again.

Band played a huge role for this to happen again.

AND NOW,

WE'RE BACK TOGETHER WITH FIONA AND YANTING AGAIN, WITH AN ADDITIONAL, SHUSHIA! (I think there's something wrong with this sentence. BUT YEAH, IT IS SOMETHING LIKE THAT)

HELLO THEO! ARE YOU STILL READING THIS?!?!?
O:

k lah, time for my conclusion.
Thanks for never giving up on me my dear.

And cooperating with me whenever I want someone to cam whore with me!

HEHEHEHEH! AND THANKS FOR TAKING CARE OF MY HEALTH! MAKING ME EAT AND SCARING ME WITH HAVING STOMACH ULCERS AND ALL WHEN I DON'T WANT TO.
(though I don't like you doing it)
FEEDING ME WHEN I AM BUSY DOING SOMETHING OR WHEN I DON'T WANT TO EAT.

THANKS FOR TOLERATING MY NONSENSE! ESPECIALLY WHENEVER I MAKE A SUDDEN SCREAM IN YOUR EAR! HAHAH! OKOK. I KNOW IT HURTS. I WILL CONTROL NEXT TIME K! BUT JEREMY TAUGHT ME THIS):
HAHHAHA!

THANKS FOR ACTING RETARDED WITH ME. AND THINKING OF IDEAS HOW TO DISTURB THE PEOPLE LIKE THROWING BALLS ETC :P

AND THANK YOU FOR BEING PATIENT WITH ME ESPECIALLY WHEN I THROW MY TANTRUMS. THANK YOU FOR SOMETIMES PUTTING UP WITH ME DEMANDING REQUESTS LIKE COOKING MAGGI ME FOR ME ETC!

I LOVE YOU!
FOR UNDERSTANDING, AND TOLERATING ME WHENEVER I THROW TANTRUMS!

I LOVE YOU FOR BEING THERE FOR ME WHENEVER YOU CAN!
(although not all the time):)

I LOVE YOU FOR YOUR ABILITY TO JOKE AND DO STUPID THINGS WITH ME! HAHAHAH!
AND COOKING MAGGI ME FOR ME!!!

I LOVE YOU FOR BEING WITH ME AND NOT GIVING UP ON ME WHEN I AM BEING VERY DIFFICULT.

HEHEHEH! I KNOW I AM VERY ANNOYING SOMETIMES ESPECIALLY WHEN I SCREAM FOR NO REASON INTO YOUR EARS.
(But idk why you always suay suay stand beside me leh! hahah)
And also, not hitting me back whenever I hit you ):
SORRY!!!

I know I am very difficult for you to please because I want attention all the time. But you can't give it all to me sometimes.

I've seen you changed, from someone who always have a sudden change of mood and always spouting out vulgarities, not caring about people's feelings to someone who is trying her best to be by everyone's side, and who is scolding lesser vulgarities (and now, I'm the one using it like almost all the time?!?) Someone who is willing to go the extra mild for a friend.

I love you!
HAPPY 16th birthday girl!!!

and you better last long with Haikal though he's no longer my AH PA!
HAHAH! AND YOU BETTER HELP ME GET TO SEC5 WITH THE 4 OF YOU TOGETHER!

P/s. I want honey lemon): HAHHAHA!