The best way is to fight it, is just to let go.

It won't end with you winning

How a close friend of yours can suddenly turn around and tell you in your face "we were not that close actually". HOW AWESOME.

But you should know, you should have seen this coming. The game won't end with you winning.
Like what you've said this evening, "who doesn't know the consequences of betraying you." I guess you still don't. So here's to you, eat up your own words and face the music. That's what you get for crossing my path. You can't win the game, you know it.


Oh, btw, I wanted to be friends with you again. You choose to have it this way, so, don't blame me for what happened today.

Friends VS. Best Friends

FRIENDS: Will comfort you when he rejects you.

BEST FRIENDS: Will go up and ask him, “It’s because you’re gay, isn’t it?”

FRIENDS: Will be there for you when he breaks up with you.

BEST FRIENDS: Will call him up and whisper, “Seven days…” !

FRIENDS: Helps you up when you fall.

BEST FRIENDS: Keeps on walking saying, “Walk much, dumb ass?”

FRIENDS: Helps you find your prince.

BEST FRIENDS: Kidnaps him and brings him to you.

FRIENDS: Will ask you if you’re okay when you’re crying.

BEST FRIENDS: Will laugh at you and say, “Ha Ha, Loser!”

FRIENDS: Will offer you a soda.

BEST FRIENDS: Will dump theirs on you.

FRIENDS: Will sit at the side of the pool withyou at that time of the month.

BEST FRIENDS: Will throw you a tampon and push you in.

FRIENDS: Gives you their umbrella in the rain.

BEST FRIENDS: Takes yours and says, “Run - beep - run!”

FRIENDS: Will help you move.

BEST FRIENDS: Will help you move the bodies.

FRIENDS: Will bail you out of jail.

BEST FRIENDS: Would be in the room next to you saying, “That was awesome! Let’s do it again!”

FRIENDS: Never ask for anything to eat or drink.

BEST FRIENDS: Helps themselves and are the reason why you have no food.

FRIENDS: Call your parents by Mr. and Mrs. and Grandpa, by Grandpa.

BEST FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD and MOM and Grandpa, GRAMPS!

FRIENDS: Would bail you out of jail.

BEST FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you sayin “DAMN!” we messed up!

FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry.

BEST FRIENDS: Wont tell everyone else you cried…just laugh about it with you in private when your not down anymore.

FRIENDS: Asks you to write down your number.

BEST FRIENDS: Has you on speed dial.

FRIENDS: Borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.

BEST FRIENDS: Loses your stuff and tells you, “My bad…here’s a tissue.”

FRIENDS: Only know a few things about you.

BEST FRIENDS: Could write a very embarrassing biography on your life story…

FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.

BEST FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you

FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door.

BEST FRIENDS: Walk right in and say “I’M HOME.”

FRIENDS: You have to tell them not to tell anyone.

BEST FRIENDS: Already know not to tell.

FRIENDS: Are only through high school/college. (aka: drinking buddies)

BEST FRIENDS: Are for life.

FRIENDS: Will be there to take your drink away from you when they think you’ve had enough.

BEST FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place & say “Girl drink the rest of that ! You know we don’t waste!

FRIENDS: when visiting, acts like a guest.
BEST FRIENDS: opens your refrigerator and helps himself.

(Source: X )

Desperateness ain't getting you anywhere

LOL?!???!?!?!?!?!?!

Don't give him his phone back

WHAT'S WITH THE "OMG"

Because "sweetness" is never in my blood.

HOW THINGS USED TO BE

SUP!!!!!!

I haven't been blogging properly lately. No proper post, no proper updates.

AND MY READERS DROPPED FROM 300+ A DAY, TO 100+ A DAY, TO 90+, 60+ AND NOW, 30+ A DAY.

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW, SAD CASE ):

I have so much to talk about, but not now, not the right time.
I am studying :) No, really, I am serious.
I can't wait for Chinese new year,
The Sec5s and my batch mates have already move on with life, they're starting another journey..

Life is good :)

but

I kind of miss how things used to be...
):

This love

Was on my way to the MRT station this morning and saw this guy who was all drenched and was shivering. Decided to walk slower to see what was happening. Then, all of a sudden, he started smiling very happily, I looked behind and noticed his girlf who just came down from the lift, surprised. "Good morning!" *he kisses her forehead* 

MY NEXT BOYF WILL BE LIKE THIS! HAHAHAH

Had lunch at Shakery after school yesterday and then, the happy thing happened :)
Went back to school, took my back and headed straight to City hall to meet my mummy and daddy.
Marina square later, stood outside the arcade. HAHAHHA! Brings back a lot of memories.

Cabbed to clem to meet Brandon and waited for my bro to end school, reached home at 11pm.

The reason why most guys are the way they are now is because their fucking ex made them that way. When their hopes were up, girls brought it down. 


Follow me

God answers prayer

Today shall be one of the happiest day of my life in 2011.

Shall not tell you why yet but keep you in suspense.
And oh yes! So many of people will be happy to know this :)


UPDATED: YES, I MADE UP WITH JIEQI AND JUDY :) 

4hrs of crying

But I'm glad we solved those misunderstandings. And we can move on, be friends and stop these childish quarrellings.

Now my eyes are swollennnnn and painfullllll!
OH I CANNOT WAIT FOR CNY!!! :)

Today has been good :)

And what I want is you, not him

He might do a lot more than you,

he might give in to me more than you,

he might even love me more than you.

He wakes up early in the morning to try and make my day,

he sends me late night texts and wishes everyday,

he gives me all his attention when I'm down,

he make me happy all day round.

He surprises me when I'm unaware,

he is willing to meet me no matter where I am,

he's good, but not for me;

Because I want you.

The bond between the band

Cried thrice yesterday. Was feeling so fucking disappointed. But whatever, gonna just get on with it like other seniors. That's what happens when you placed too much feelings in band. You'd be disappointed and you'll be hurt.

But here's the bond between band.
Eunice came back to band yesterday, sat beside our junior, Huda.
Huda: *screams* OMG!!! YOU CAME BACK!! *hugs eunice*
Eunice: OMG. Stop it, you're making me cry..
Huda: Do you know how much I missed you!!
Both: *cries*

This is an example of the bond, none of you can understand. We're not blood related, neither are we classmates or best friends, but each and everyone of us, is part of us.

On a better note, Mr Chew said this "Your guys are speed demons! Other bands can't even keep up to the speed and you guys are playing way beyond the actual speed!"

I did a quiz about my personality

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.




So is it true? :)

Good friends forgive one another for those minor mistakes even if they have never ask to be forgiven. Because, hey, I love you :) ♥

Because forgiveness smells like the scent of fresh flowers

Somehow I just feel that this guy is fucking selfish.

If I were the guy or if I'm the girl who has this happening to me (having cancer) I would leave the guy instead of asking them to love someone who is dead.

Won't you want them to find someone else who will be able to be there for them, to take care of them and to make them smile?

In the past, nobody had a watch and everybody had time. Now, almost everybody has a watch but no one has time.

So yesterday was COC parade/ Farewell party to Chairman Dr. Aurthre Beng.

Parade would be boring because Theo wasn't there, and I have got nothing to do. But thanks to Joshua, I was being entertained.

Swiss Winds did pretty well, love the slow march. Swiss Winds was slow marching for the second time. My batch was the first to slow march! HEHHEHEH! Love it when we slow march.

Talked to Mr Tan while the Jazz emsemble was performing.
And we saw Mr Chew doing all the background work for us. Many times, we've gotten the glory but forgot about those who did most of the work for us and made everything possible. Saw Mr Chew sweating and all yesterday. He was making sure that everything was running well. And when Swiss Winds was being praised, he stood at the back, smiling to himself. He wasn't recognized. But he was happy, to see and know that we were. Thank God for such a great and selfless conductor.

Anyway, before this week ends, I wanna apologize to my friends. Those whom I shouted at. Yes, I'm starting to need anger management, I'm starting to act more and more like my old self. OR, even worse. But seriously, don't you think sometimes you've taken things too far?

Tomorrow is COC,  Farewell to Chairman Singapore NCC Dr Arthur Beng.


ARGH!!! I NEED TO SHOWER THEN SLEEP!!!!!!!

• Boy: You know what?
• Girl: What?
• Boy: Next time i see you, don't wear that skirt again, it's too revealing
• Girl: Why? I thought you loved that skirt
• Boy: Next time, wear something that reaches to your ankles
• Girl: Ok whatever
• Boy: A dress that reaches to your ankles.. and wear long white gloves that reach to your elbows
• Girl: What?
• Boy: Trust me
• Girl: What are you trying to do? Hide me from everyone?
• Boy: Do up your hair as well real pretty
• Girl: Are You listening to what i'm saying? You're so conservative, don't choke me like this... Are you kidding me?
• Boy: I'm dead serious.
• Girl: You know i dont like guys who boss me around
• Boy: ... Wear a veil
• Girl: ... what?
• Boy: Wear this ring too
• Girl: ....
• Boy: Marry Me

(Source: x)

My prediction

My classmates were reading the newspaper this morning and made this statement.
"the woman so poor thing sia, never do anything wrong but die for nothing because someone committed suicide"
And I immediately know what they were talking about.

Just recently, Idk when, someone committed suicide and "dropped" on a lady who was innocently walking past.
I immediately LOL-ed right after finding out.
Not because the woman died lah -.-

I LOLed because I said this before haven't I????????????????
If you remember, last year, I posted about people committing suicide.
http://chharmanchh.blogspot.com/2010/06/please-just-die-but-leave-everyone-else.html (read it if you haven't)

"WORST! WHEN YOU ARE ABOUT TO LAND ON THE GROUND, SOMEONE WALKED PAST WITHOUT NOTICING AND YOU LAND ON THAT PERSON AND HE/SHE DIES TOO!

Don't tell me it's impossible. With something called gravity, it's impossible for you to float in the air for 5mins then land. They don't even have time to run lah!!!!"


Seeeee!!!!!!!!!! NOW DON'T TELL ME IT'S UNTRUE AND BELIEVE IN THINGS I'VE SAID CAUSE ANYTHING CAN HAPPEN!!!!!


Now when I think about things I've said, I don't think I'm talking nonsense or anything that is ridiculous lor.
I MEAN 99% OF THE THINGS I'VE SAID CAME TRUE.


You can totally ask Theo and Shushia because I predicted many things, AND IT ALL CAME TRUEEEEE!!!!


And I predict my mum will ask me to sleep soonz.
GOOD NIGHT!

And maybe not,

Thought I could, thought I did it.

O level results day 2011

So today was O level results day............

And I guess Swiss did pretty well?

Was so high in school today after 12.20pm because I was gonna see so many people I love!!!!!

I AM PROUD OF MY BATCH OF EXPRESS!!!!!

Alright, Good night

Confidence is preparation. Everything else is beyond your control. -Richard Kline

All the best to those who are collecting their O level result tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!
*sighs*

Which means it may be the very last time I'll see many of them >):
But whatever! I'm gonna see them tomorrow!! Can't help being excited! Miss them so much!! All the best! Will be there to cheer on you guys!!

Been a busy week for me. Shall update soon!!

1st week of my sec5 life is over

Take a look at my class, seriously, take a look -.-

HAHAHHAHHAH!!!!!

So we had Sakae on Thursday at Clem, and surprised shushia with her sushi cake.

Our starters round completed!!

Bought a new wallet!!

Same design but different material >):

CCA Orientation today!

Oh man, O level result on Monday ):

Get a cape, wear the cape then flyyyyy

HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! I THINK I'M STARTING TO BECOME A GOOD GIRL. HHEHEHEHE! I DID MY WORK YA KNOW!!!!!

School 2011

IT'S ALREADY 10PM AND I HAVE YET TO BLOG AND I NEED TO SLEEP!! OH MY GOSH!!!!!!

Got sooooooo much to blog about school but I needa sleep!! SO I WILL HAVE TO USE ONE OF MY FAVORITE BLOGGING LINE AGAIN "I SHALL DO IT SOME OTHER DAY" :)

Anyway, school was really really boring and weird without last year's sec4 express and sec5 >):

Saw people coming down the usual stairs by the side and I looked up excitedly thinking that it would be them... no. It was this year's express. I forgot they were out of school.

No more going around randomly in school to talk to them, no more shouting their name excitedly when I see them. No more conversation outside their classes and no more seeing them around school.

Just thinking about it alone is making me so unexcited for O level result day. Wanted it to come so badly because it'll mean I'll see my batch mates again. But I just remembered that after taking their results, it'll mean they are officially no longer part of Swiss. Plus people like Zheng yong, Zhiming and maybe Jerald confirm won't come back one lor.

I wanna go sleep! It's 11pm!!!!!

WALAU EH!

School starts tomorrow!

Which only means:

• fucked up sleeping schedule
• waking up early (this is now a problem for me since the day I started hanging out late at night)ng the bitches you hate at school
• attire checks (BORING AND ANNOYING!!!!!!)
• Usual routine, same shit.

RAWRRRRR!!

Anyway, my youngest bro checked into Sports School today. And I was asking him if there were stealing cases in th past.

bro: yeah, people stole cup noodles. Then (i forgot the name) was like I got my laptop for you to steal, you steal my phone.

HAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAH!

So I asked him if he was afraid of people stealing his stuffs and how he will keep his things safe and prevent people from stealing.

Bro: Only my roommate got th key. So if he steal I will know it's him right. Plus if he steal I got 5 days to find out. Unless he steals on Friday. Anyway, if he steal mine then I steal his lor.

Gawddd, I will miss talking nonsense with my bro when I can't sleep.

So yeah, school starts tomorrow and I am excited to see everyone back in uniform. Another thing I am excited about is letting new things in!!!!! >:D

TIME TO SLEEP EH CHARMAN????
GOOD NIGHT!!

Taste of hard liquor

So I had my very first try on hard liquor on 01/01/11.

(Not try actually. They told me it was the usual champagne people take, those sparkling juice. WHAT A LIAR)

I didn't like the taste at all. Dislike the throat burning sensation.

heheheh. but I felt like a grown up. Really. HAHAHA!

School's starting tomorrow and I haven't got anything ready.

You know the feeling like you miss school but you just don't wanna go back?

I am feeling exactly like that now.

The only thing that keeps me excited is seeing everyone back in school uniform especially my girls.

But man, I'm gonna miss Fatin a lot.

WE SHALL THROW EVERYTHING FROM THE PAST AND HAVE A CLEAN START.

The new year isn't about what happened, it's about what's to come.