Sometimes, it's better if you just let go of it and you will last for eternity with him


theres so much t say but i'll just have a short post tday.

just a quick review on the past few days.
t some people who it may concern,
SAIFUL!! is my best snr among the best!! x33
so no more misunderstandings and jealousy ya?

{its funny how people change too}
had debate with kit.
kinda fun..

i'll just it luhs.
LOST and we will never get it back.
tearing now and again.
i cried for 1hour just now.
-everything just ended out this way:/ going back t slitting again..DUMBASS

-----------------------------------------------
i saw this boy, carrying his book home in the middle of the year just after exams when theres no holiday.
he dropped his book and i help him pick it up.
chatted with him and made friends.
on the last day of school,
he wanted t talk t me.
i listened.
he ask me if i ever wonder why he brought his book back home.
and he told me.
because on that day,
he wanted t end his life.
but when i pick up his books,
i not only pick up his book and
most importantly,
HIS LIFE..

edited.
yes. and i'm using this old blog song again.
memories!!!!!

JULY BABY -
Fun to be with.
Secretive. > >Difficult to fathom and to Be understood.
Quiet unless excited or tensed. > >Takes pride in oneself.
Has reputation..
EasilyConsoled.
Honest.
Concerned > >about people's Feelings.
Tactful. Friendly.
Approachable.
Emotional > >temperamental and unpredictable.
Easily hurt.
Witty and sparkly.
Spazzy at > >times.
Not revengeful.
Forgiving but never forgets.
Dislikes nonsensical and > >unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally.
SensitiveAnd > >forms impressions carefully.
Caring and Loving.
Treats others equally. > >Strong sense ofSympathy.
Wary and sharp.
Judges peopleThrough observations. > >Hardworking.
No difficulties In studying.
Loves to be with friends Always > >broodsAbout the past and the old friends..
Waits for Friends.
Never looks > >for friends.
Not aggressiveUnless provoked.
Loves to be loved.
Easily > >hurtBut takes long to recover.





we got t talk:/
really have t.
we are like talking lesser and lesser nowaday?
:/
without even saying a proper goodbye.

BYE!

i miss Oschool>:(!!

hip hop dancing too

OMG OMgosh!!

i spent like 4hours just doing links while waiting for some people t online.
in de end,
i finished doing my links and someone is still not online
> @#$%&_)*&%^$
okay.boooooooredneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeess!!

anyway,
my dad is alr complaining.
he said he wanna see how long can i last without lunch.
lalalas
i'm not gonna compete with hims this time.
i have a weak stomach..
so i won't do myself any harm just t win him this time.
aww:(!!



& to some people.
i'll not be mentioning names.(BOII)
heeeeeeeeex.
i'm going crazy.
i actually mentioned his name:b
bleh!
please do not comment me and claim that i know you or tell meand others that we are in a relationship.
its dammmmmmmmmmmm stooooooooooooooooopid cans?
and and it will NEVER be entertained.

not going out tday.
actually going out with PIGlings(OO)
but as i said,
i won't move!! :b
& ah pa alr warned me not t ask mummy out cause he wants t celebrate their months.
so..

yesyes.
got to eat lunch nowwwww!!

tataaaaaaaaa!

there is just so much to tell you ; i need lots of time with you

hey sup.

i slept for 11hours tday!HAHA
from 1am to 11am.
whaos..
sleeping pig (OO)

went t chun's house after service until suppppppppppppppppppppppar late.
actually wanted t sleep again after posting.
but since kor(s), nic, etc. and my fav BACON is online.
i'm not going back t sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!!

actually wanted t go east coast.
but theres only 3 going.
me, theo and derry.
nicholas and jiong han can't go.
den sooooooooooooooooo little people makes me lazy t go.
so ..

den derry was like disturbing me th whole night.
all his sms are like
>> go lehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
=.=
disturbed during my sleep.
DERRY LEO LIONNNNNNNNNN!!!
rawrr!!

den just,
he ask again if i wanted t go nicholas house t watch movie.
lols.
i said no.
i want t chat!!
lolslols.

& derry and i are currently debating??
HAHA

-slacked.
after all those hard work.
band..
i not gonna move no matter what!! : b

---------------------------------------
edited.
i shld have go out with them!!
bacon is going out now.
>:(!!
i shld have!
den i won't be sooooooooooooooooo bored.
:/


nahs.
bye
-making relationships another huddle for you>>freaking ASSholes!!

sometimes, its better if you just tell the truth and communicate with each other more so that these things won't happen ya?

sup yo.
just came back from band and going out t service den t chun's house. hoping t have a little shopping..

anyway.
band tday was not really very *
started out okay.
but..
i just it luh!

10Nov2007 to 11Nov2007
GONNA MAKE IT HAPPEN!
esp this tuesday.

-making relationships another huddle for you..

if you are not ready den don't even think about it.
just don't understand.
no one can understand what you are thinking until you tell whats going on in your mind!
get alive yo!
---------------------------------

extrated converstion from unknown and my conver

unknown:HAHAS.nice talking t you. wanna stead? what type you like?
me: i love cheesecake and chocolates>!
unknown:( in his mind) =.= lols
unknown:hmm. anyway nice hairstyle.
me: huhs?!?!?! its pineapple head.
unknown:=.= lols

me and theo sms-ing during theory class

theo:mind telling me whats in your mind and why are you so sad?
me: i love cheesecake and chocolates.
theo:lols!

nahs.
what is life manzxxzxzzz.

if only i know how to make my life more intresting

was looking for someone t talk t on msn
den wanted t chat with bacon and tell him something.
but.
-sighs and shakes head
I"M SOOOOO BORED NOW!

& theres nothing more...

SWISSWINDS
Band of Swiss Cottage Secondary School
Command band of National Cadet Corps
one for all, all for one!
swisswind gonna rawk the house hah!
WE CAN DO IT!!
give no mercy and kill everyone that in her way.
THERES NOTHING WE CANNOT DO!

hey yo.

last day of school tday.
threw a small farewell party for ms tay too.
she cried.
yup, she did.
touching touching..

den went t class.
everything per normal.
of course something happened.
but, nahs.
it does'nt concern me anymore
& on the way i saw BACON >;)

STANLEY POON WEI HENG!
how many times do you want me t mention you in my blog?!?!?!
you! again!
tday he stick a lizard on to his finger using the tape, stand infront of me den called out my name.
normal reaction, you look at him so i did.
den i din't see th lizard cause i was looking at him.
Until #4;jie qi screamed.
you!
> @!z&*@&(#%&(*)+_(*(%#$~~!(+*(%

recess was soon.
den was like holding my chocs around>:D
i x33 CHOCOLATES!!
HAHA.
i finally made up my mind t eat th choco.
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeex
fiona called me stooooooopid cause * >:@
lols.

art lesson was fine.
den timothy: so now you knw how much i cared abt you?
i was like =.=

anyway who cares abt how people think of me.
as long as you don't knw me, don't comment!

BAND was FUN.
i love joan!!
HAHA
had bad gastric den joan brought me around
& gave be biscuits t eat.
she hold my hand.
i'm not a kid.
lols.
anyway shes good.
THANK YOU THANK YOU!!
x33
appreciated.
den jiaher was like scolding me for not eating.
scaring me shld maybe a better word >:b
den she talk abt since.
lols!
den said that i'll get stomach cancer if this continues.
anyway. it was rlly th worst gastric pain everrrrrrrrrrr.
OUCH!! RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRR!


theres band tomorrow.
yea! i can play last post. HAHA
lucky me.

-and i'm cheated agian!
din't hear the shouting nor did i get my chocs!!
lalalas

you can fall from the sky,
you can fall from the tree.
but the best way is to fall in love with ME xD


tataaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Decided t post again for tday.
because i'm crying.
tomorrow is gonna be the last day of school.
and yet i still can't see happy faces.

TIMOTHY CHIA!
why can't you just think abt others?
you have been EMO long enough.
and be a good good student.
don't quarrel with teachers.

LAM HUI MIN!
can't we just stop all this for a while.
its never gonna end like this.

ESMUND and CLARENCE!
can you guys just be understanding and more sensible for tomorrow.
come'on luhs.
at least make people happy for one day.

JUDY HENG!
stop making ppl upset because of you.
not loved enough?
pleasssssssssssse.
it is not a must t be loved.

SEIW LING!
stop bad mouthing everyone you see!
do you even think its nice t ppl.
stop being a coward.
want t scold just scold infrontof them luhs!

JACKLINE!
don't always help others.
have your own mindset pleassssssssssssssse

LING YU!
stop crying.
grow up boy.
we are here for you.

STANLEY!
study hard and stop playing a fool.

ZAKIR!
learn t accept people
and have limit.

AIK SOON!
accept others.
people are different.
everyone have their good and bad points!
accept them!

HAZIRAH!
be MORE understanding.

FRANKlI!
share if you need to.

AMIRULLA!
try t be more humble.

TSZ LOK!
don't think abt dirty things.
scaring others.

RAJ!
learn to protect yourself.
i cannot always help you.

lastly AFIQ and AISYAH.
we will really miss you>:(!!
will always be in our hearts.
and will you find happiness
wherever you go.

REST OF 1N2
it's not that theres nothing wrong with you.
I just missed you out.
EVERYONE has their bad point INCLUDING ME.

And since I've posted this, I obviously dare face the consequences.

sup yo.

went t hiking tday.
from bukit timah hill all the way t mariche or whatever you spell that.
sang and on songs t motivate them.
poor ling yu got is bun snatched away by monkey.
den he cried.
lols

kinda fun.
AFIQ and ASIYAH,
1n2 and future 2n2 will miss you.

yup.
thats all i got t say.
and went to mac t eat tday.
den took taxi t school.
was afraid if we could'nt make it t school on time.
reached school and i stared.
& i din't get my chocs>:@
CHEAT!! :b

anyway mr seow took lots of videos and photo.
yay yay! [: [:


nahs.
gonna shower den meet fiona, theo and yanting.
and my stoooooooooooooopid brother din't want t help me do my cup noodles
>$%^%#&()#&&*!#I$)_!*#
nah.
goona go make it on my own and den bathe.
(nahs. sudden change. i'm feeling tired. gonna sleep all the way.)


oppsehs!
theres band tomorrow.
-running in circles
ohhs ohhs.
need t practice last post.
Nononoooooooooooooooooooo
i want t chat on msn, sleep and eat chocolates.
ohhnoo>:(
seems like i can't

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

-felt sooooooo stupid, things are running through my mind every second.
wanted t help Bacon post actually.
was typing happily half way when i decided not to.
cancelled everything.
nah.
forget it.

there nothing much tday.
only like the part in bandroom.
HAAH!
yesyes.
this yr's sec1s are sooooo cute!
we made the snrs laugh.

thats all.
btw, found a song that is totally the same as the day i knew bacon till now.
and this is for bacon.
>> so can say its another confession abt how i felt.
& btw. i alr know that _ * me
its just that i din't wanna say it out.
changed the lyrics a bit.(Heeeeex.i'm best at this)
so that it suits my real life.
HAHA.here goes.lols
------------------

Dear Diary,
Something good happened today
He finally added me on msn
I didn't know how to behave
What to say or do I was so confused
Dear Diary,
I wanna talk to him again
But whenever he is with his friends
He keeps trying to pretend
But I already see
The way he feels for me
What can I do?
Tell me what can I say
When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show when
I really want him to know
Dear Diary,
We chatted on msn
It wasn't hard to understand
I figured I'm part of his plans
But now I'm in his heart
I don't know where to start
What can I do?
Tell me what can
I sayWhen do
I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show whenI really want him to know
[BRIDGE]
You're my secret hiding place (my blog)
Where my private thoughts are safe
And just one look and he will see
What's inside of me
What can I do?
Tell me what can I say
When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show when
I really want him to know
What can I do?
Tell me what can I say
When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show when
I really want him to know
Dear Diary
Dear Diary
Dear Diary

-as i walk out in silence...

tday was supppppppppppppppar i dunno.
was laughing like * in the morning.
talking abt the library thingg.
its funnnny!!
anyway that photo is for that auntieee^
scold all you want :DD
i dunch mind anyway its funny.

1n2 was so unlucky that our class clock was like slow for 10mins i guess. so many was late.
den me and fiona was looking around and our class has only abt 10 ppl with two boys.
(including me and fiona:D)
see we so guai!
so was given dressing down and good thing i was soooooooo guai.
the way i dress was not comment abt.
but jieqi. >>i have no comments. i wonder why. its like okay mah. why still kenna??
heeex

1st few periods
system was down.
den watched teachers play.
so we were like extras there giving some useless comments.
den i showed mr. seow his picture in my blog :b HAHA

during recess was BORRRRRRRRRRINNNG!
its like we are the only one in the canteen. lols!
den later on nicholas, jiong han( god father) and ? came
nicholas was like trying t make me paisei.
>:@
was like telling me wheres bacon.
what thhhhhhe BAAAAAACON!

after that was sexuality lesson.
& Nicholaaaaaaaaaas!
din't you say you wanted t come?
i saw him outside our class.
SEE! observant!=.=
forget it.

when school ended walk around school t find cadeau for fiona's phone.
saw bacon.
wnted t ask him wheres his jnr but he just walk away>:@
WTB!
how great. and he said that we have t talk more next time we see each other.
wtb wtb wtb wtb wtb wtb wtb wtb wtb wtb wtb wtb wtb wtb wtb wtb wtb wtb wtb WTBBB !!

band was FUNNNN!
yesyes!
finally something fun.
but actually walking around the school looking for fiona's "deeeeeeear" cadeau was fun too:D
_____________________________________________________________________

dickson says (8:23 PM):
2day see ur sec 2 senior do till like dam diao..
taking fake gun walking around..
charman x3/3 {underwaterworld!} says (8:24 PM):
aiya
its cccccccccccccccccccooooooooooooooooooooooooool
dickson says (8:24 PM):
haha..
charman x3/3 {underwaterworld!} says (8:24 PM):
me and theo want t go you knw
dickson says (8:24 PM):
i inside dance studio have aircon and then see ppl marching out haha..
charman x3/3 {underwaterworld!} says (8:24 PM):
den will have 1 special rope to put at your uniform
dickson says (8:24 PM):
diao..
charman x3/3 {underwaterworld!} says (8:24 PM):
dammmm nice rope
dickson says (8:24 PM):
just for that..
u tie a rope on ur neck la..

-HAHAs he is so cute!! DIKSON!!

yesyes.
SOMEON[e] OWE ME CHOCOLATE!!

& heyhey!! go to kerong's blog and read her latest post. HAHA. shes grt manzx. iLOVEyou!! x33
sooooooooooo sweet!

tataaaaaaaaaa!

-i love the way you make me smile; no-one's been able t do that in awhile.

sup yo.

went t esplnade tday.

was kinda fun.

after school,went t watched the boys play bowling for a while and off t lot1 for lunch.

went t the library after that with PIGlings.

den there was a stoooooooopid lady who shouted and curse us.

we were so pissed off luhs.>:@

its like her son was over there and she din't even care abt the other readers.

she just shouted at us and threw sacarsm and vulgarities

at us.

very very pissed off.

but nvm.

i forgave her.

i love the librarian manz.x333

took lots of pics.

>:)

& finally i've moved back t my room.

thanks t my brother.

was pissed off with him yesterday >:(

so i moved back t my room.

got to bathe now.

toodles.

sweet confession

& the sweetest confession was made ytd night
and both of us were very sure.

evidence
ham: sweetest confession { and i'm seriously in love with bacon
bacon: sweetest confession { and i'm seriously in love with ham

edited.

& the sweetest confession was made yesterday,
19/1o/07, 10:44:09.

but he was not sure enough. (mixed feelings)
nvm.
anyway,all i want t say is that
>> ily toos :D

HAHA.
______________________________________
i'm friggin sick.
i've got flu, cough and sore throat.
gonna get fever soon.
aww.
i'm gonna die>:(!!

& i have to admit that i dunch like eggs!
esp soft boil egg!
and i won't eat it. no matter what.
i have ENOUGH protin!!!
nonono!
i won't eat! yucks>:(!!

Band tday was GREAT!>:D
played lots of song and finish most>:)
yay! :]

i want andy t take me drills nxt time>;)
HAH!
it was fun.

after band got home t sleep.
was dammmmmmmmm tired.
can't sleep lastnight;thinking aboutt th conver i had with bacon.

and woke up at 5 plus.
have band.
for two days alr.
and had t wake up early.!
finally everything is over
but it was fun tho.
yay yay! :] :]
gonna take a nice break/rest now.

sleepy noooooooooooooooow!!
so gonna sleep.
toodles.

-and the sweetest confession with those mixed feelings.

edited

yea.

effing moodless now :(

from band till now.
especially after band.
have nothing much t post tday.
tday is totally 0% things happen.

my weirdo spoil le>:(@
mixed feelings.

fireflies:/

btw i'm not using cbox anymore.
have changed it t haloscan.

theres band tomorow.
and whats wrong with the world?
they are all asking me if i have stead and sure bo.
lols.

i'm gonna chat now

byeeeeeeeee

hey yo.

yea. i'm posting.
HAHA
it's lame and i know
i have nothing t do>:(!!

tday in class was better den before.
watched mind your language.
i want mr yoong!!!
>:(
anyway.
i was like taking th compass for math's t take away the slit-ed scar on my hand when..
tiomthy, tszlok, stanley, en ze , esmund and clarence came and stand around my table.

timothy: ay. don't slit luhs.
stanley:ya luh. don't EMO leiis.
charman:?!?!?! i'm not!
en ze: don't lie luhs.
timothy:(put his hands on my table) come slit. slit mine.
stanley:(took away my compass)

>:@
guys! i'm not doing what you are thinking.
i'm not sooooooo stoooooopid okays.
relax!
& why is stanely coming t my table for nothing lately?


saw ON[e] 7 times tday.
and he owe me chocolates!
yay yay! [: [:

i've got
rank 7th for history and
5th rank for eng.
nahs. not very happy.

okkies.
nothing more t post abt.

byeeeeeeeeeee.

my diary:) i've updated!
& my weirdo:)

my hand!

okies.

all this was photo of yesterday;)

sup yo.

i've just posted for BACON>;)

wahahahas!

anyway,

timothy followed my weirdo tday.

its dammmmmmmm funny and cute cans?

HAHA.

i'm gonna get choco soon(x

yay yay! [: [:

cause Bacon says that i'm gonna laugh at his new hairstyle.

so we bet> :b

wooooooooooooooo.

after school

have t go for survey.

den its like

what the hell?

>:@

firstly, the com lagged.

den do finish quiz le ahev something come out.

"sorry the database....blahblala."

den everyone was like f.

so was dismissed.

wasted our time.

den we were saying if only this happened before our eng compo

whaos.

den i sure get full marks.

when everyone was dismissed,

they were like scolding.hah!

just as we thought.

went back t class den wasted a lil' talking t majors abt jq's thing.

den went lot1 t eat and home.

ON[e];bacon.

you rawk my life.HAHA

thanks for entertaining me.

ohhs

i'm going t eat now.

toodles.

hey ya.
i'm dammmmmmmmm BORED!
the whole day alr.
can someone entertain me?
i'm rlly effing bored cans?

and how great.
cannot uploadphotos.
why is blogger not working?!
i've got t use rockyou.
okays. going t post photo there and transphere here.

hmm ya.
those photo are actually what i did tday or rather played tday in class due t boredness:}
& how great.
now theres also something wrong with rockyou.
only can upload 1 photos.
nah.nvm.
i just it luh!
>:@
effing angry!
@#$^*(&$(+_)+)@+$)@)+@(#(@^^&!^

i've updated my diary.
& drew on my hand and played with the vibrator.
and STANLEY POON WEI HENG!
you good. remember it!
put my weirdo at your front ASS!
you shld knw!
dammmmmmm you!

bleh.
BORED
BORED
BORED!!!!!!!!
nah.
band tday wan like i rather not talk abt it.
its like scare me.

woooooooooo
i'm so not looking forward t class tomorrow>:}!!!!!!
:X
it's gonna be bored again.

yay yay! [: [:
i've now been called lemonade.
how great?!?!?!?!?!
ASS!

i prefer HAM(:
aik soon rite?
HAHA

oppseh.
i'm bored till i'm talking t myself?
OMgosh!

byeeeeeeee

why isin't it raining??
>:(
yesterday, went shopping with mom after service.
@ North point.
shop lots.
bought lots!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
& i've found my skinny jeans alr.
bought skinny jeans, shoes, sun glass, and my own lil' things.
mom bought clothes , sport things and her accessories.
den went t chun's house.
played com.
2 com , 1 nds and 1 psp
FUN FUN FUN!
den chun don't want t lend me th nds i pasted a sticker on his back:P
he play like addicted alr.
took lots of photos.
but my phone is not with me>:(
cannot upload.

den nicole.
-extrated from her conversation with mom
(while we were eating.)
nicole:mom
chun fai: mom( trying t copy nicole with a girly voice.)
nicole:mummy!
auntie brenda: yes?
nicole:i'm full already
auntie:how much you eat.
nicole: potato chips,ice ceam,cookies.
me: o.O
chun fai:=.=
auntie brenda: ??
-end-

going out t meet PIGlings later.
den go wan hei's house.
yay yay {:
i have a feeling i'm gonna cry when i see them later.
woooooooooooo
lets see den.
okies.
i go chat le.

toodles
-How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul.-背叛的原因 :/

sup yo.

after all this, i've made up my mind t blog since people are asking.
firstly, i'm alright. just lil' EMO.
so dunch worry.
& of course,
i'm still tearing like theres no tomorrow.
i miss lots.
> PIGlings,HAM HAM,HAMpise and HAMper.
>:(!!
secondly,
do not worry.
i'll be alright soon
> i hope.
& thirdly,
i did nothing tday
was home for th whole day alr.
chatted on msn.
bored tho.
but at least i smiled.

-extrated from EGG & BACON and my conversation.
ON[e]:i'm coming to your class. you'll get it on tues(something like that.cannot rlly rmb this line)
EGG: come lo. den i run
ON[e]:who run faster? Me or you?
EGG: my dog
ON[e]: xcountry whats your position?
EGG: (no response)
ON[e]:i've got 9 in position.you?
(egg went out of conver.)
ME:oppseh.
ON[e]:i'm showing him that i'm serious.
-end-

after ON[e] logout,
chatted with egg.
he was quite upset tho.
tried t cheer him up.
wooooooooohoooooooooos
in exchange,he told me lots!
yay yay ! [: [:

tagged ON[e] lots tday.
{ extrated
nah.
i think i'll go to his tagboard and copy and paste.
okay. here

13 Oct 07, 16:27
cc: deer ah deer. you bday over le.but x'mas coming le. dun worry,i'll buy you turkey. just do your job well and send santa safetly.
13 Oct 07, 16:28
cc: your*
13 Oct 07, 16:36
ON[e].: den u be the santa and ride on the deer(me), den we giv out presents
13 Oct 07, 16:38
cc: no thx. i dunch want t change my gender just because of you. being a deer is good enough for me
13 Oct 07, 16:39
ON[e].: okay
13 Oct 07, 16:42
ON[e].: den we be the 2 deer lo
13 Oct 07, 16:42
ON[e].: egg is the santa!
13 Oct 07, 16:39
cc: i want cande. red and white strip de!
13 Oct 07, 16:42
ON[e].: kk
13 Oct 07, 16:43
ON[e].: no more chocs? now candy
13 Oct 07, 16:44
cc❥: CHOCOLATES is a MUST! still need say?
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yeepiedooda!
going out tomorrow.

hope tht i'll continue t be this cheerful tomorow.
weeeeeeee~

want t chat le
toodles.

No silent prayer for the faith-departed
I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice When I shout it out loud
It's my life
It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while
I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just wanna live while
I'm alive
It's my life !!!!!!!!!!

last night when huimin login.
her personal nick
>wan hei thx for your birthday party.
i stared at it.
for a long time.
very long time.

feeling much cheer up after those talking t pei wen and Zheng huan,On[e]
weeeee~
hope i will continue t be this happy when school reopens.

i need all of you by my side:(!!
dunch go away:'(

i miss fiona,theo,yanting & jieqi much!
mish them much.
:'(

nah.
i'm tearing again.
tday is HAM HAM's death aniversry.
yup.
& this song is dedicated just for my dear HAMHAM.

this shall be end of post for tday.
>i need a hug:(!!

heve t bathe and meet peiwen.
till now..

i'm sorry but it is gonna be like a EMO post for tday

yea.
& its like raining now.
just nice to fit my mood.
firstly it started off yesterday
was not feeling very happy alr
den tday.
& pleeeeeeease
dunch ask me about why i din't go for wan hei's birthday party cause i'm gonna tell you now.
1 sentence, I WAS NOT ALLOWED!

yesterday on msn because of what someone siad t me,upset me.
tday,JUDY!
it's like i made up alr.
& she says it like it's my fault?
& din't even have th tendency t say sorry.
i was th 1 who said sorry okay
not her!
ME!
and she congrat timothy somemore.
it's like wtf?!
if you don't like t see us den say luh.
so we will at least knw that we have t hide or run away from you next time.

i just feel like shouting at him
-IT'S MY LIFE!

exams are over okay.
its like everyone is partying and i'm just home.
facing this computer with my * brother nagging at me.
nah.

I'M BORED>:(!!

i'm like tearing now.
even birds have freedom.
yah.
looks like i have no freedom.
girls just wanna have fun okay.
it's not like i'm stealing or robbing or fighting outside.
kept in this STOOOOPID home.
& its alr fucking over can't he just let go.
is like he is always th fucking reminding me of that thing and making me upest.
come'on luh.
if he don't want me t go just say luh.
ask so much for what.
> i wanna leave home and cry in the rain>:(!!!
& it's like.
i'm also quite upset with some snrs alr.
& judy alr.
must he rubbed it in.?!?!?!
at least if i'm out i have PIGlings t cheer me up right.
den i won't do stupid things @ home.

nah.
he won't care.
SADDEN&BORED SADDEN&BORED SADDEN&BORED SADDEN&BORED SADDEN&BORED SADDEN&BORED
byeee.
i won't tell you what ill be doing later.
but ill be meeting peiwen.

SPECIAL THANKS
}Jie qi,theo,yanting & timothy,dickson and clarence
for cheering me up.
&
ON[e]
for letting me knw that you are there t bicker with me

-How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul.-背叛的原因

hey sup!

EXMAS ARE FINALLY OVER!!
yay yay! [: [:

wait.
i forgot
theres still oral tomorrow>:(!!

nah. anyway its OVER
>:D

anyway.stayed back for abt 45mins for announcement.
miss tay is leaving:\
the new principal will be our fourth vice principal.-mr lew
anyway,
who cares?
as long as he is not like tanker, its not my BS!
th new principal told as a story abt corn thing.
den after his story, i told jieqi,yanting and jackline
}wow! SO his once a farmer :X
den they started laughing.
HES not luh.!

ohya.
we forgot t buy washing detergent and toothbrush etc.
t wash that * mouth.
shes bad!
said that fiona is extra.
did she meant fiona can't talk?
pleeeeeease.
fiona is just reminding you.
don't tell me we can read your mind luh!
you want come out we can tell?
fiona is just reminding you t becareful not t hit anyone okay.
if you hit someone it's gonna be even worst.
nevermind. WO REN!!
>:@

anyway.
we celebrated:D
kinda fun actually.
obviously!!
_________________________

Wooooots! i'm HIGH
heres why.

tomorrow will be wan hei's birthday!
& i'm invited
yay yay ! [: [:

den theres this girl who helped me>:D
-extract from the conversation

eh michelle, you have like nothing to do is it? i mean everybody knows that that girl is trying to copy cel right, do you have nothing much to do than to go "INVESTIGATE" every little detail?are you like trying to write a history essay or something, with evidence?like duh, kinda obvious yeah.if cel don't care, why shld you then?i mean like it's so not your business can. :l
ting; 10.09.07 - 6:15 am add

den michelle replied

To ting:
FYI, I didn't INVESTIGATE.Cos' I was the one who found the cloner please.
Yessssssssssssssss.
Michelleeeeee 10.10.07 - 12:59 am #

its like WOW!
anyway thanks(:
to whoever it is
& BLOGGER
thanks lots.
would like to knw you.

woooooooo
just found out that i spent 1h just t blog.
O.o

okies.
got to go!
practice piano>:D

toodles.
_________________________________

CHARMAN!!!!!!!!

HELLO CHARMAN!
my latest fren!! and junior
but she's snatching my dear raj away from me
how could she?

chatting on 'personal message' is fun
haha
&
the answer is 14, not 13
even though the diff is jus 1 year
but im jus more mature ^^
one.

sup yo.

i have nothing t update or post abt>:(!!
oh ya,
have!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST LEVINA x3
nah. better late then early.
oppseh.
i mean
better late then never>:D
hmm.
this sounds better
>:)
bleh!
getting boring.
there is NOTHING for me t talk about >:(!!

ya.
and my phone is not with me anymore.
so please do not msg me.
or else your reply maybe replied by someone else not me.

YEAH!
gonna get freedom soon!!
few more days t go!!
yup.
looking forward t band.
miss band!
& blue juice :P
+ the air-conditioner!!
most imptly,SNRS!!
saiful is gonna be back>:)
hope derry too
yay yay!! [: [:


SATURDAY 06102007
went out with fiona and jieqi.
had t leave early so left,
went t church and Jhun's house.
den got some winter colthes also >:D


i don't know what ill be doing later.
buhbyeeeee

see i'm good at taking photos.


what the hell!


hey!
woohoo.more photos in friendster!

anyway, went to Lot1 with PIGlings tday.
it was supppppppppppppar fun!
saw fabian too
& since he dun wanna tell me th truth,
i made fun of him:P
they keep attacking me>:(!!
keep taking photos of me!!
i've got some with me too:D


THURSDAY 04102007
woooo

was like so funny.
mr.seow asked us something
someone use a recept or a small piece of note
& wrote illegal parking,FINE 10$
>:D
so he came and ask us.HAHA


-wonderful dream but irealstic theme

byeee

Hey yo.
tomorrow are my exams of th subjects that i'm not good at! like omg>:(!!
anyway, i went t school early in th morning t study for history
see i'm so nice.
then off t quadrangle.
rawrr! i have cough again!
dammmmmmmmmm!

ahaah
i have BIG news in my hands now.
yay.

what the hell man!
me, fiona, jq and yanting went t lot1 library tday.
and they realised whenever i read chinese book i will be like damn blur!!!
omg and i did'nt even know that i'm a blur queen when it comes to chi.get a life

OKAY
BYE

Hey yo.

as i always say,

BARNEY's NO.1 FAN!

wahhas

th moment i saw barney,i took and hugged it around toys'r us

>(;

wooooooo

tomorrow HISTORY!

weeeeeeeee

yipiedooda

mr.yoong bought us sweets(x

LOVE HIM MANZ!

so i'll enjoy this last Childrens' day!

saw th red necklace @ Jurong point tday.

>:@

5$$ ONLY!

and i spent 15$ + 7$ more

just because she don't want t lend me th money!

>:@

i'm pissed off okay

because of her selfishness,

i end up BROKE!

@#$_)(*&^$()_++(^&&%

>:@

forget it!

this morning was horror>:(!!

i went t school and everyone was like.

OMgosh!

did'nt even comment.

esp her!

laugh so loudly!!

BLEH!

i want t mug.

just cannot find out why i cannot mug properly.

cannot concentrate

damnnnnnnnnnn

ohhhh

my time limit is over

bye.