Gays and lesbians , dudes and babes .
Thanks for waiting .
My post is going to be seen in moments time . ( my bro is in hospital and i'm going to go for dinner and visit him first )
Please wait patiently and tag me .
Thank you .

i'm gonna let go of my baby tmr ]=
i'm so so so gonna cryyy .
Baby you were with me till th very end .
Mr chew wants it t be fixed and he wants me to take sy's .
I'll love my dearest baby till th very end .
It was once lukman and saiful's baby i don't wanna lose you .

I dislike it when i see you because it makes me tkae th first glance , second glance , third glance and th fourth glance den th fifth glance until its time to leave .
And i will start thinking about you like a fool .
I tried to forget but the heart just wouldn't move .
Thanks all to you .

I'm gonna find out if i really did hurt you .
And i did .
I'm sorry .
Th distance is nothing but its th word and first step that is difficult .

HAHA.
I know you miss me thats why you're here but like i say,
I'll be away and back in 97846531990 days.
So be back on that day .
That'll be on friday.
Miss me if you want.
Its an obsession.
Take care and i'm gone again .

sup yo!

i'm posting!
(lift up hands and cheer)
& den..
i don't know when i'll be posting again
(falls on ground)
>_<

ZHEN YUAN! you better read this carefully. i've got some reasons to kill you liao. reason number #1: never bring me to east coast!
#2: never take off th price tag of th wallet!
#3: not enough praise!
#4: for wanting me to spam you again because you din't talk to me on msn:X ohwells. i'm going to punish you by...
cutting th skin of your middle finger
.
.
.
.
.
.
and slowly,, pull th rest of your skin off from there. muhahahahh. i'm evil.
(rubs hands)
@_@

and tday.
went to mac.
with my brothers and nicholasDUMB
yah.
and why them?
long story.
BECAUSE!

my dearest marmie and daddy went to beach.
from morning till 4 plus.
den they did.
and they still can talk on phone with me.
(this is what i call professional)

ohohhaha.
you know what my marmie said?
-taken from her blog-
Alot of unexpected things happened today ...
Nvm ... Half way thrugh , my nuer ask miie cor her ...
Den i cor lorh ...
Anyway , fyi , she always tink alot ... And those stuffs that she tinking is always horny de ... She sounds as if she wan something to happen ...
WOW ! Thats veri lame of her ...
LYK FATHER LYK DAUGHTER SIA ...
Both veri horny de ... But no matter how sick or horny they are , i still loves them lots ...
NOTHING GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR U TWO xD

can someone please please take me to th beach someday during th june holiday?
i want peace.
HAH.
very sudden right?
life is very hectic nowadays.
and sometimes,
you wonder whats troubling you.
you wanna do something to take it awayy.
well.
let me tell you.
you need some peace and that will do.
i forgot to take time awayyy.
so please..
someone take me awayyy.
from this hectic place.
burry.
burry everything.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHH.
chingkit! wanna go?
rofl.

derry scolded me tday.
because of my results.
@_@

kim- sometimes, things are not as it seems.
whats you see might not always be there.
remember this.

i'm going camp tomorrow already:(!!!!
awwwwwww.
can someone please please help me get away?
its @diary farm.
yeahhh.
th one that i had my bloody P5 camp.

ANDY!
don't forget.
we'll meet my leave form tomorrow @ th dustbin outside near th (our secret meeting place)
xD
ahahahhh.
while talking to him on th phone tday he was like.
"WHOA! GOT FREE MONEY! ahye! WHY CANNOT TAKE?!?!"
lols.
but really!
thanks!
{:
he ask me not to worry; sec2 camp(:

i won't be back until 545056494756 days.

WATER SPLASHING

hohoyo!

lemme lemme recall what happened?

friday and Saturday was water day for me!
i splash water at everyone i saw!

Victims: zhengyuan, Jieqi, Douglas esp Minjiang!
all those were th major wet ones.
ahaha

min jiang!
yours wasn't on purpose.
th cap just came off.
:b blame it on saiful!
he laughed th loudest.
AND!
KAILING CAME BACK! :}
she said theo will not have chocs >:b
i forgot what theo said but it was kindof funny.

then Andy taught us American drills!
hohohohoooo.
he never fails to make me laugh.
i said i wanna repair my cornet and he wanted to bring me to Yamaha lah.
he grab me very tightly and tried to "drag" me so that we could "go to Yamaha" LOL
TOO SERIOUS .__.

Saturday was super duper ............................................. NEW.
ps. i can't think of a better word to describe!

went to breakfast with 2.
theo and minjiang.
i don't care if EVEN there is only three.
its like  even if th seniors pass out we should continue like a tradition lah!
CORNETS breakfast.
and none turn up.
:[
but i got a story to tell!

i'll give him th name- hi

he was suppose to come.
but he sms us to tell us that he died in an accident so he couldn't turn up.
-he wanted to but his body says no.
rofl!
so we ate happily.
and went for band.
when we reached school, something shocked us and we stood rooted to th ground.
hi was in th bandroom!
we were like how can it be?
he's dead >:b
then his spirit followed theo all th way.
scary huh?
th funny part is that theres more than 20 sun on Saturday!
it was so damn hot! (insider joke)
only certain people know th story [:


Andy <33333333333333333333333 br="">played with fire extinguisher.
then he was supper high!
very funny lah.
i'm PROUD to have a senior like him(:

I MISS DEAR AMELIA AND KIM!
i haven't been sitting with them lately.


tday!
time was being wasted lah.
:(!!!!!!!!!!
i'm currently out.
all thanks to wasting time.
yanye and liting says that me and my brother can go be comedian already.
because when both of us bicker, veryyyyyyyyyyy funny.
>__<

and xinlin is gonna quit her cca!
goshhhhhhhh!

i've got nothing much to post already.

just some comments to SOME people.
please DO NOT destroy th image i have for you.
you digust me with th things and words you do or use.
more of a gayyy.
SERIOUS.
and i meant i'm serious when i say SERIOUS.
cause i'm not like you.
I'll not think twice when i have th urge to kill you.
oh well,
what can i do?
everything changes on th day i decided to get away from th truth.
nothing i do will ever change you.
-i'm gonna keep a distance from you.

shall post some advice next time.
PROMISE!
bye

<33333333333333333333333 br="">then he was supper high!
very funny lah.
i'm PROUD to have a senior like him(:

I MISS DEAR AMELIA AND KIM!
i haven't been sitting with them lately.


tday!
time was being wasted lah.
:(!!!!!!!!!!
i'm currently out.
all thanks to wasting time.
yanye and liting says that me and my brother can go be comedian already.
because when both of us bicker, veryyyyyyyyyyy funny.
>__<

and xinlin is gonna quit her cca!
goshhhhhhhh!

i've got nothing much to post already.


shall post some advice next time.
PROMISE!
bye

A good deed[:

he-ha-who-ho-helloooooooooooooooo.

yaluh.
ZHENYUAN! thanks alot alot for helping me buy th pressie lah k?
Heh, and since you praised me, I shall praise you too!
Whoa! what right timing! He is now talking to me manzxzx!


ok.
i praise you.
you very good lah k?

...
make me wait so long for one bloody post.
________________________________________________

timothy asked me tday:"what if i die one day?"
cherish what you have,
before time forces you to cherish what you had!

ok.
seriously, you are a very fun person and friend to beat?
letting me throw my tantrums and talk to you when something is troubling me.
whoaaaa. i can't believe i'm saying all this!
next moment, you see me pouncing at him out of nowhere:X
SERIOUS!

it's you to control and others will see.
I really really hope that you'll control.
I'm not sure if you really threw th dagger away but at least you didn't do anything that will injure clare. Although that was just a short chat with you but i really hope that I talked sense into you. [:
Good advices to give or lend are always there. Its th matter if you want to take it or leave it.

Then mdm chock wanted to chat.
so waited for her @library.

I cannot remember anything else.
so yeahhhh.

theo and jieqi is in th same group for camp[:
but i'm not with them:/

heeee.
I am looking froward and i'm not looking forward to th camp.
but no matter what, I gonna just goooo and I dunno?
LOL!


he's allowing me to cry in th rain!
ahaahahhhhhhhhhh!
i went high tday when it rained.
Then aiksoon and esmund gave me th "LOL" look.
haha.
you know th cartoon with th three strokes down?
yeahhh.
(describes it with moving about)

aham aham..
rofl! some posts about me posted by certain people(:

To my Charman Nu er (More praise):
Wa this 1 mux reali post for you liao....
Later u say i nvr praise u more....
Well my nu er is the best de la....
She help me when i am in trouble sia....Most of all she entertain me too....
At times she like bo liao or something then i become her target for shooting....
Not bad la she......Well she is learning fast from me though with all the horny stuff and all la....
Like for e.g the vibrator that 1 ar woo best la she got potential to be the horniest person in the world liao can take over my position liao....
Like father like daughter though.....
ANW nowadays i dun find much ppl who is horny to talk to liao sadded sia....
Hmm i think in the theory part she gonna read more FHM then she will know more about horny things....
At the age of 14 is quite early to read it la but to me is recommanded to be read as if u wan noe more things y dun go read it though.....
Ok Nu er dun scold me liao le ar....
I now very angel liao hehe XDI praise u like no body business sia...

heee{: guees it guess it!

Charman, happy anot, now i blog everything about you ok.

Charman, my best faithful friend ever. ;D today nothing to blogexcept for her, alamak . nice friend ar, huat seh.
Chuang charman is her name , her birthdate is 6 july. omg, shes a scary woman, also easy to bully. just say shes someting someting someting and she will cry X_X

She love to get crazy and go emo for no reason , omg. thats like so stupid.
wahahha, charman, lets insult you. *smiles*

She has attitude problem and some mental problem in fact,
she is crazy and do weird thing in class that bother the teacher.
she is from some FIERCE gang , that i always make fun of.she also like some one name call something somethingthat I dont wanna say .
ok . wakakkaa. charman all the best for exams la.

you must blog about me also ok, i blog about you leh.
CHARMAN SUCKS !!! (#*%@&$*@$)**@ 1337 .
~~No offense =X

Oh sorry readers, today have some problem ~~

and that was from a very faithful friend of mine!
although he bullies me ALOT butttttt!
haha.
HE IS NICE!

lalalas.
bye

Don't tell me it's real

HAHA.just a little something how we made FULL use of our time tday for art lesson because th teacher didn't come.

ahaha.and it made 2n2 really bond manzxz. Den we "riot" and told mr shashi that we wanted camp as a class.

not a sucess. He said he wanted us to bond whatever shitty.

.__.

nvm.

haha. I'M SO SO SO GONNA CRYY! I DON"T LIKE CAMPS AND I DON"T LIKE DAIRY FARM!
I STILL REMEMBERED HOW I SUFFER THERE:/ played with my friends and threw *** all around;b

forget it.

i missed th 8man gang song part:/
nvm.
2n2 can make fine creative people yeah?

1. When will the Sun not shine and when will the World end?
# When the time is up.

2. What you want the most now?
# who else?!

3. Who is the person you trust the most?
# manyyy.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
# for?

5. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
# to be perfect because he may come back :b .

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
# hopefully.

7. What is your goal for this year?
# my goal is dead lah..

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
# Never after someone showed me what is "forever".

9. Have you broken someone heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
# Not sure but they broke mine sounds better.

10. What feeling do you love most?
# what feeling?

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
# No one is perfect, and that's it. but to really love and not say forever.

12. What feeling do you hate the most?
being left out and betrayed?

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
# duh.

14. Do you believe in God? Jesus?
# its not a religion but more of a relationship.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
stay happy, FRIENDS, eat sleep fall in love and die. maybe to suceed?

16. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
# humans- i don't wanna tlak to some walls.

17. Whose your best friends?
# lots. i grade them. find them in my post.

18. Who cares for you the most?
# myself:X IMM:? theo, jieqi, tim. JINGYIN! ZHENGYUAN etc

19. Do you treasure what you have now?
# Yeah, because you won't know when they will leave you.

i'm bored. so lets do more quiz!

` Ten things about you *

1. are you single: yes

2. are you happy?: probably

3. are you sad: not sure

4. are you Italian: do i look like one?

5. are you expensive: i'm not for sale , bodoh

6. are you blonde: nope

7. are you Irish: no

8. are your parents still married: they are together till f--ever

9. are you a nice person: thats for other to answer

10. are you missing anyone: -.-

` Ten facts *

1. name: Charman

2. birthplace: Singapore. HOSPITAL!

3. hair color: Black

4. birthday: 6july. presents!

5. mood: i don't feel anything!

6. favorite color: not sure(:

7. where do you live: SINGAPORE

8. left or right handed: both. but i write a lil' nicer on right

9. silent or loud: depends.

10. mugger or slacker: i mug for 30mins and slack for 3hours but kit calls me a pig:(!!

` Ten things about your love life *

1. do you believe in love at first sight: perhaps?

2. who ended your last relationship: him lah.

3. have you ever hurt anyone
emotionally: ehh.. th answer is with th person! not me?

4. have you ever broken someone's
heart: dunno

5. have you ever liked someone but
never told them: EVER

6. are you afraid of commitment: no but i don't intend to BECAUSE i don't wanna break people's heart.

7. have you hugged someone within the
last week: yes

8. have you ever had a "secret"
admirer: heeee

9. have you got a person you love now: love him? he drives to insanity manzxz

10. do you wanna be with someone now: i don't think he'll ever find out.

` Ten this or that *

1. love or lust: love(:

2. upset at arguments with friends or
a breakup: both lah, i still can't get over it

3. a few best friends or many regular
friends: a few best frens(:

4. pepsi or coke: neither this nor that:bbbbb

5. wild night out or romantic night
in: depends on who i'm with.

6. money or happiness: happiness!xD

7. night or day: i wanna sleep but i wanna play!

8. AIM or phone: communication is most important!

9. family or frens: i don't wanna choose

10. love or trust: trust

` Ten have you evers *

1. been caught sneaking out: yes

2. been skinny-dipping with your
bf/gf?: ehhh. whats that?

3. done something you regret: yes until nowww

4. bungee jumped: yes.

5. lied to someone you love: i don't know how to lie. but - said that i did.

6. finished an entire jawbreaker: ?

7. broke someone's heart: i answer that question for many times already!

8. ever wanted an ex bf/gf back: YESSS!

9. cried because you lost a pet: yes , my hamster luhs! i'm not cold hearted!

10. wanted to disappear: YES

` Ten preferences *

1. smile or eyes: smile?

2. light hair or dark hair: what light?

3. hugs or kisses: kisug!

4. shorter or taller: i'm happy with my current height

5. intelligence or attraction: happiness

6. free or busy: half half

7. do you want a gf/bf: i'm not a despo!

8. sun or moon: sun(: cause someone already has th mooooooooooooon.

9. beach or restaurant: somewhere that can play lah

10. funny or romantic: funny(:

` Ten lasts *

1. last phone call you made: zhengyuan!

2. last phone call you received: zhengyuan!

3. last person(s) you hung out: tim, dick etc.

4. last place you went: my room

5. last person you shouted at: can't remember.

6. last text message you got: zhengyuan

7. last person/thing you missed: him

8. last time you cried: tday!

9. last memorable day: tday.

10. last person you swore to love: don't rake it up.

yesyes!
thanks to th quiz,
i remembered something!
stupid eden and nicholas were chasing me around th library tday taking that stupid book to scare me!
>#65@^*(76mailto:76&#&89*%&*@#$^*(@
den ms rina scolded them den nicholas went to ask tim to "surprise" me with th book.
so tim dumb dumb blur blur
and he did it.
he made me cryyyyyy:(!!
HAHA.

it takes no time to fall in love,some fear t trust in love,more tears t lose your love &no hope to win your heart back t love

alright!
i'm gonna finish th whole relationship thingy so i can post on and for all(:

tadas!

hellooooooooooooooooooooo.
tday was both fun and dumb!

goshhhhhhh.
we played heart attack in class.
& pleassssssssssse.
its not that i'm retard.
i'm just not concentrating.

den Band.
had sectionals.
ARGHHHHH!
huiqi! Of all places but that place?!?!?!
under th sun somemore!
den jingyin asked me after that " you stand down there heart won't break meh?"
& andy flared up for th veryyyy first time.
he finally know how it feels like standing in front. (from say yeng' point of veiw)
well, i'm happy that they are in better terms now(:

i'm currently transfered to first stand by andy and say yeng and i cried.__.
edwin and minjiang says that i'm crazy because i should be happy.
but th point is jiaher i learned and adapt to fourth stand with th help of jiaher.
and now you're gonna tell me that you're gonna waste jiaher's efforts?!?
:(!!!!!!!!!!
and she promised that i'll not change my stand due to th last incident when she "quarrelled" with jeremy because he wanted me to transfer to first.
i want jiaher luhhhhhhs!

den audrey and many seniors came back so i was supper high!
audrey!!!
ahahaahahahhh.
den weiting told junhao that i haven't grow up since last year because i'm still jumping around like a child-.-

continue...
A RELATIONSHIP CAN MAKE YOU LIFE HEAVEN OR HELL ON EARTH.learn how to avoid traps by spotting fatal flaws:}
fatal flaw #1 : ANGER: living with a angry person is like living with a time bomb! You will find yourself in a constand state of fear and tension and fear because you'll never know when is he or seh gonna explode.
you will feel controlled by a person's anger.
you will never know when to truely relax.
everybody becomes angry time to time its normal[:
example your baby is late for more den 20mins and he or she didn't inform you or you little baby sibling got you into trouble and you scolded him with a few asty words its normal:}
but being angry for nothing and being too angry like having to show faces that he is not happy with you in front of your friends or beating you up is a veryyyy bad sign.
goooooo.
breakup with him/herrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

fatal flaw #2 : VICTIM : this is to blame others for their problem wihich i find it rather STUPID!
if th person you are with has a habbit of blaming others and not taking responsibility
for his or her problem, watch out manzxz. you'll be their VICTIM!
HAHA
people who can't accept responsibility for his or her life will NEVER grow up!
th funny thing is that because th victim love their partner soo much that they "enjoy" th sufferings.
.___.
and no matter how you confront th victim to ask them to breakup,
they will not listen and have th "its no use" attitude.
HAHA.
VICTIMS!
tell your stead about their problem and ask them to change and if they don't want to,
don't fool yourself.
breakkkkkkkk!
cause people who end up being th victim; their sympathy for them would turn up into apathy.

fatal flaw #3 : FREAKS : control freaks don't like to admit they need help.
control freaks get jealous esaily! control freaks get hurt and upset easily.
this is one of th most difficult to cure because in order to change, one has to admit thay have a problem and let others help!
advoid all this manxzx!
HAHA.

i'll need at least another day to finish posting about this relationship thingy!
ahaahah.
(face turns red)
sorry?

zhenyuan!
i love shouting your name!
i din't get a chance to shout tday:(!!

and i want a copy of th postttt!
urgh.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

SO much things to say

heyyo!
i have like 584751564864564610 things to blog about tday!
OMgoshhhhhhh!
thats alot!


alright.
i'm starting.
seat belts pleassssssse.
-to make sure you won't run awayyy half wayyy.
heh.
this is especially for my dear leqi!
have you ever wondered why someone choose you to do something or why someone likes you?
hah!
because..
because..
because you are SPECIAL[:

hehe.
many one of you might be sick of hearing this already.
but they always miss th point.
why do people tell you that you are special?
its because they want you to like love yourself!
have you ever ever compare yourself to others?
like a girl or guy whom you like girl/boyf(s)'
if you love yourself,
you don't have to compare yeah?
to love yourself you have to be free to be yourself!
people love you because they want to.
ask yourself { who are you to reject yourself } when other's accept you?
you are not free until you learn to laugh at yourself.
YOU DO NOT HAVE TO IMPRESS ANYBODY!
you just got to put a smile on somebody's face every day!
example: love your enemy!
heh.

since people who commented me on haloscan ask,..
and i'm ;azy to reply each of them so..
here goes(:
A RELATIONSHIP CAN MAKE YOU LIFE HEAVEN OR HELL ON EARTH.
learn how to avoid traps by spotting fatal flaws:}
fatal flaw #1 : ANGER: living with a angry person is like living with a time bomb!

-to be continued:b

i'm happily chatting now!
don't disturb[:
heeeee.
bye!

i just woke up .
Fisherman's port is not th one i expected to be like .
But Nvm .
I didn't even know what i went there for .
But we wasted quite alot of time .
But interesting tho .
Den after that went to east coast and reached home at 6am .
Hah !
If it was a school day , i'll be awake for one whole day !
Next i wanna go island !
Someone organise pleasessse .
I'll take away thos memories of hurt and rudeness away from my heart .
People are not generous with their hugs nowadays .
bye

lets go somewhere peacefulll!!!


i'm gonna go fisherman's port later on @ 2am!
yay[:
its at woodlands.
near there.
yessss.
somewhere near there.
so i'm going far far awayyyyy[:
it'll be where i burry and hide all my sorrows.

my brothers are out to chun's to stay over.
so i'm going with my group of friends.
hopefully i can last till 2am.

lets burry all my sorrows.
i failed to be a good daughter
i failed to be a good girlfriend.
i failed to be a good granddaughter and i great-grand daughter.
i failed to be a best friend.
i failed to be a nueer.
i failed to be a good student.
till 56423145613123123100 years time.
i'll still be in my lalala land.

anyone wanna come along?
heh
i don't think so yeah?

byeeeeee.

HAPPY MERRY BIRTHDAY(:

&HAPPY 1 day be-lated birthday to my brother!

Didn't get to go to fosters because I had something on >:(

thanks to some kind hearted people.

both of them were like trying to make me stay in school using one word>:@

I felt so stupid.

cause i saw many people in th canteennnn.

ARGH!

but I had a lil' fun after that.

in 3N2.

heeeeeeeee.

it's all in th previous post.

heyhey! thank me.

then i went to boy's toilet with bryan.

and told him about vibrator using hand.

after that incident, zhenyuan daddy is gonna teach me what it means.

but apperantly,

he dunno what to say!

love is in th air. mika loves karhoe and haikal loves theo. but none's can compare my love for you-bryan&xinsi

qing ai de.. wo quan jia fei.

flyaway,

bu guan ni you duo me de fei,

wo zhi ai ni leh.

(go check out 3n2 if you wanna see more of them:b )

alright,

SORRY to zhen yuan for th doggy thing:b

but at least i helped you alright!

(all in previous post(:! )

it is characteristic of wisdom not to do desperate things.

HAHA.

despo people out thereeeeeeeee!

don't do stupid things are you are a foooooooooool.

anw, CLARANCE SNATCHED MY TOY YESTERDAY and he made me cryyyy.

i bit th toy ok.

so its mine!

but he snatched it from me. wth?

so I bit his hand.

LAM HUIMIN x333

hah.

i know why is it so already.

thanks so much for your concern.

anyway,

its easier to lose a fight than to lose a friend.

i have already coughed for 3weeks!!!!!!!

wth.

anw, i talked to nicholas again.

he got short-term memory!

i'm feeling very sickkkk and dizzy.

i wanna go meet stanley and kim etc.

but i can't:(!

sorry people.

i'm gonna dieeeeeeee sooon.

(touches head at act feeling terrible)

I'M REALLY SICK AND DIZZY OKAY!

hey people.

if you like someone or want to be friend with someone,

dont wait for them to be friendly!

show them how,.

haloscan has alot of questions for me to answer so i'm going to reply them now.

bye-bicycle!

& i said this before.
so i did.

Genius help her daddy to save money for kopi by doing this

at th end , i walk out of that place , i'm a coward , i'm a loner and i'm proud of it .

sup yo.

i have nothing much to say.
except for>> i almost kiss timohty again:b
in th morning during assembly.
poor jidan's mark was deducted for nothing!


anyway, i've nothing much to say.
got top 2 for enoglish.
den stuoid tim was like.
proud?
"my ex"
!&#*( ^$786()&^&*6 lah!
whats th meaning of this!!
anyway.
he kenna beaten by me alot recently(acts proud)
cause!
i was throwing tantrums.
sorry:/
and i found out angmor do fail english too:b

i thought she was close ot me but she left me alone.

i dunno whats th problem lah.
but its kindof xiaoqi if you really are unhappy because she is related to me.


anyway,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY YISIN!!!!! x3333
i saved your card:)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIALIN x3333333!
& HAPPY 1 day EARLY BRITHDAY TO QINKAI!
ahahah.
i wonder what is he gonna give me:b
tomorrow is he's day(:


Achip _ žàĈĸ c says (5:43 PM):
lols, nvm after u be my stead u wont be lazy anymore
(:
byess

b3njam1n says (5:48 PM):
wah .. haha ..
like that i also wan to ask u for stead can i ?
=x

GNUOY SALOHCIN says (5:59 PM):
eh actually hor hafiz dicuss with me
Charman <3>
charman <3>
GNUOY SALOHCIN says (6:01 PM):
cos we both like u
zzz
obvious right
charman<3hubby!>
no. no mood to talk about this. bye

i have seriously no mood to post:(!!
i want timothyyyyyyyy!

THINKING. -th first is our thinking.
thinking is not controlled by time, space and material.
thinking affects human body, human relationships, work and circumstances around us.
if we think blue, it affects our body condition.
If we hate others,
th thinking hurts me.
Negative thinking brings about negative results.

to give in good measure means to give abundantly.
it means using a larger measure than is really nessary.
soon, it'll be runnign over.
den that person will have enough or wants more.

love never promise stuff.
love promises a person by promising to love one another unconditionally.
BUT.
we most love people and use things rather den using things to love people.

and i gonna rush home tomorrow because my parents are bringing my brother to frosters and my stupid brother told them to set off for frosters at 1.30 !
stupid .
he didn't want me to go alot to eat !

i seriously have no mood to post.
goodbye !

Oneness: be kind, merciful and forgiving with one another.
decide to even before th other person repents.
Be kind in actions, in your tone of voice and your choice.
with this, you will have a greater chance of lasting long.
and i meant last long.
i assure[:







SAY HEY HEY YO!


ahhhhhhhhhhahahhhhhhhhh!
i'm sooooooo in th mood to post tdayyyyyyyyyy!
yayyyyyyyyyy!
whatever.


anyway,
i've got lots of photo to upload!

i betrayed aik soon @__@
by sitting on th same chair with stanley,

Almost kissing timothy! HAHAH! Cause I was high and he told me to give him a kiss.
And just nice, I was tearing sheets of paper so I told him to close his eyes, I leaned close to him while he was lying on the table, he thought I was really about to kiss him but instead, into his mouth went those paper I tore! HAHAHAHAH! Kissonyou Timothy!!

Yeap! A new "quote" I created today.
Kissonyou! 

during art lesson,
i threw tantrums because i saw someone i didn't wanna see in canteen so..
i stomped out and they followed(:


TO TH GIRLS TOILET!

after school.

timothy begged me for a photo:b


finally we are taller den each other for th first time(:


they wanted to turn nerd!

(innocent type)lets safe her from those shit!
(no so innocent type) peep a boo! lets look at her shit!
& before we go home,
we took another shot.
den another
but this time, i was bored.
so i did somehting to yanting

den i receive a little something from her after that,.
i guess there was nothing much tday?

i love my hubby and he's a monkey!
shuttup monkeyyyyyyy!
ohohohoh.
FEI WUUUUUUU!
:b


toodles.

i'm gonna throw my diary awayyy.
i think its kinda stupid of what i wrote inside.
hah.


Heyho!

mothers' day was like.
2hours of waiting,
few minutes of eating,
den came a few litres of bired shitting.
i was lucky it was not me.

and i think my brother has got a girlf!
haha.
cabbange and carrot.
Lols.
must copy their conver next time.
its damn cute lah.

oral yesterday was a total disaster!
i'm bound to fail.
BOTH SUBJECTS!
mr gan got me to turn th paper to th picture part den i looked at th picture and totally forgot what i wanted to say!
den i was like "huh?! eat chit lah.."
den he said. "can you speak a little louder? i can't hear"
.__.
he wasn't even suppose to hear!
so i just smiled and said yes. den i started.
DIFFCULT was th word.
Chi was even worsssssssse!
i totally don't know how to read.
so i just anyhow find a word to fit in.
den it sounded funny to me.
so i started laughing.
and i laughed for quite a while.
den dickson was like telling esmund.
"ahye. look in. that mad girl go siao again=.="
i stopped laughing
den dickson, esmund and clarance started laughing again
so i laughed again.
i barely read anything!
GOSH!
before i left th classroom, xu laoshi asked me in chi.
"ni fa feng ah"
i'm gonna fail:(!!!!!!!!!

right,
den i saw M----S
three times.
(faints)
clarance said that i was over reacting
heeeeeeeeee.

and tday!

enrichment was kindof sucky.
but at least i don't waste time at home(:
den stayed in school.

after that went to stagmon.
i was suppaaaaaaaaaaar bored!
so Jie qi went with me.
den we walked one big round and saw two guys.
i was like.
"jie qi. i think they following us lehhhh"
and she said i was over reacting again!
and guess what.
i was riiiiiiiight(:!

so i was like.
ahye seeeee.
JIEQI aknowledge:bbbb
it takes two guys to ask for our number
& they were like pointing fingers.
LMAO.
but i had fun tday.
with them, jieqi and friends(:
but jinyi wasn't there:(

i've got no point tday.
but about my oral.
all i need to do was to FOCUS.
never lose sight of your goal.
its never hocus pokers but focus.

tadas.

- { Don't worry(: both of us lied -no, i'm not crawling, my keeping my pride

Ninety percent of th friction of life is caused by th wrong tone of voice .
Andy told me something which made me feel stop th regrets or something like that .
At least it stops bothering me already .
Cause if i continue , its my lost .
There is no seriousness because it was puppy love .
Love for me , he didn't have any .
Alright .
I guess it'll be a decision for me to close down my blog or not .
In life , we have many decisions to make .
Decisions that you make , changes your life .
Like to be in relationships or to study .
If you make a decision not to study , you live with it and it will effect your life and shows ur character too .
It is character that builds up your reputation .
Blog should not be used as a weapon but to your advantage like sharing what u have learnt .
Not to be used as a weapon .
I guess i was too much in wanting to be th top blogger that i forget certain rules .
I guess i'll either be closing down my blog or really using it for a good purpose like giving advice or something .

Andy said that he have watched me grown this year due to relationship .
I've become more mature but still .. i behave like a kid .
heh .
Ching Kit!
I finally kai qiao le !
Right .
I'm sorry to some people out there if i have disappointed you or upset you thats why you ignore me but still , i think theres a reason for me to know whats going on .
You can't just stop talking to me because everything has ende .
No , i should not be like that .
It was trust that i forgave .
You can't deny that you have never known me or something .
I'll really ignore you .
For every single one you toldme you dislike , there is no reason .

Thanks to llyas , nicholas dumb , jing yi , jia kang(although i have never seen ir talked to you before , i dunno why you suddenly volunteer to help me) , timothy , aik soon , saiful , min jiang , tsz lok , shu shia and the whole of 2n2 and some 2n1 people for th great support and encouragement you gave - if you are standing upright , don't worry if your shadow is crooked .
weiting , jess and etc . Those who were at Yewtee.
Amy , Xueer , Kailing , Ben , Yanting , Theo and Wanping
Stanley , amelia and kim
Most importantly , Ching Kit , Jing Yin and Jie Qi.
to all mummy , although i know theres no one reading my blog ,
happy mothers' day
bye .

And i'm wondering what happened to serbastian's family .
Many police officers and cid are there .
Ahahah . Ching Kit !
Jingyin's mind is simple !
She cannot solve mysteries unlike your grandxiaomei that is me !
Heh .
Bye .

heyo!
i just found out whats important in my life :] !
hehe .
today , science !
i don't even know a single question lah !
there goes to jumping around the class .
anyway , i went to mac today ! (:
AND !
whoa ! i was damn (:(:(: !
i jumped when jingyin asked for garlic chilli and told her something :]
den th auntie gave more chilli lah =)
den i help theo with her milo .
so i tooked two of the milos(paid) to the table .
den th mac auntie gave us two more lah(un-paid)
rofl .
whatever .














guess which one is the "real" milo (:
answer will be post in jingyin's blog [:
home econ tomorrow !
i love ... i love ...
BYE !

you didn't short change me[:
when you took away him and them, you return me something.
what i call friends who care:}
i thank you alot for that.
i'm so so bored at home but no one is entertaining me except for jingyin and ching kit.
people do care but i want them to share.
share jokes and play with me.
i'm boredddddd!



"when he went to him, he told him that he cannot keep him there because she didn't want to let him go."

den in th morning,
mdm chock came and look for me.
HAHAAH.
i thought she was gonna hug me with that look in her eyes.
BUT! ):
so we talked.
den i saw..
den i told jie qi.
so we bending ruler mdm chock!

anyway,
maths was (&%*&&% WEM!
heh.
i'm gonna go have a hair cut.
AND its 11 more days to my brother's bday!
i wonder what hes gonna give me!
Lol.
how how how?
AVGP- a very good production(:
i'm wondering if anyone is gonna read my blog:/

Respect tells me to listen to my seniors and to talk nicely- Until theres no choice , we fight .
Respect tells me that its not about how others think about you and its about how you believe in yourself
Respect tells me that people believe in me .
Thats all i got to say for respect and , i respected them by listening to them to call my dad down .
Toodles .

-you made it so easy for th feeling to fade awayyy(: yay. consistency gets its reward.


alright.
some i'm earning quite alot(:

some people think that they are so damn big that i have to wait for them after school till 2.20pm
i'll be @ lot one already(:
i'm aske dto do this indirectly.
(:
maybe i should have insert chat box here for them(:!
ohhhhhhhhh.
and you know what.
they taught me about respect.
and my own junior don't even know how to respect.
GOSH!
what they taught me can just like flush them down th drain already.
teach your people about respect before you teach me lah.
bodoh.

its a good thing my seniors taught me respect and not to be a low down.
ahahahahhhh.
thats all for tday(:

good luck for monday papers yo!

some people just dropped something.
opps!
their face.

Your assurence weren't ASSURED

As i watch every perfect relationship of my friends fall of,
i thought that ours was strong.
But we proved ourselves wrong.
it was just a few more days to th month and your bday.
i was counting down but i stopped.
cause i felt th ache.
it was something i coundn't fake.
but at least i could take.
i had a sleepless night.
i wanted to cry but my heart was dry.

i cried and slept (:

MANY MANY THANKS to ROY, TINA and LYNN
for th very lame animal sounds that woke me up and KEPT me away from crying.but i wanted to cry:/
so what did you all do?!?!
HAHA.
nvm

MANY MANY thanks to AME, JINGYIN and TIMOTHY
for th help and advice you guys lent th past few weeks.
& CHING KIT
for th asshole face but it wasn't th least funny.
Anyway thanks.
at least i know you still care:b(and sax-ist HAVE A BIG HEART. three of you from th same section)

MANYMANY THANKS to th rest who have helped me.

&
MANY MANY MANY thanks to you for th past three months

Enough about all those.
anyway,
MY BROTHER WENT TO HWA CHONG's open house.
i least i'm rest assured that his first aim is Hwa Chong not Swiss(:

-& whenever i assure something, i make sure i'm very sure about my assurence first!

i find it funny how someone broke your heart and you'll still love them with those lil' pieces.
but excuse me.!
you forgot to give me back my whole heart after you kindly break it into pieces.
ahahah
i was just joking there.

whatever.
i find it so shitty >^$%^@$%$*&&*(%^&^R%&^$%^
yeah!

HEY PEOPLE!
everything was just a dreammmmm.

and i wanna run etttttttttttt!!


AND!
i'm sooooooooooo supaaaaaaaaar proud of mysself.
i COOKED my lunch!
but th water went overflow and now th kitchen is wet!
and i need help!
but i'm still proud of myself.
at least i cook my own lunch.
but its TASTELESS!
at least i cooked(:

i'm gonna find a way to clean up th mess now.

tadas.

You and your confessions

sup yo.


to fahhrahh, unknown : do you know me?
i'm just curious, thats it.


nothing much about tday.
i'm slacking throughout th whole exam!
believe it or not.
and i'm so happy!
finally i can log in to friendster again!
yay!


& i miss seniors.
especially ching kit, audrey and all.



& i respect JEREMY<3 color="#ff0000" size="5">HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY TO:
TIMOTHY, AMETHYST AND HO JIE QI!
<3333333333333





busy msn-ing and chatting!
hahahaaaaaaa.

yes.
i'm ready to see a FAIL for my art.
its like thru-out th whole art lesson i was only using pencil to colour.
nothing else but pencil.
so it looks supaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar dull/GREY!

whatever.
& th people in disipline-com are out looking for me.
thanks to mdm chock.
-i'm seriously thinking whether you are out there to harm our class or what.
it's like mr. seng settled everything before he left and you are out to bring it up and create more things of of th little problem for us to get into trouble again.



(post photos next time)

stop th confessions!!!!!
i like none of you. thank you.

AND! my parents jsut came back from IKEA.
they say they're gonna make over th house
which i don't think will be a sucess.
cause.
it'll ALWAYS turn out th same.
yes.
and more time for family.
dad booked a gallary for family photo to be taken.

PHOTOS!





BYE!