HE'S STILL NOT TEXTING ME!! ):

:d

Past few days for me was hectic????

Spent my Saturday night over at Fai's house with my bros.

Then Sunday over @Bryan and Brenda's (BUT BRENDA WASN'T AT HOME)

Anyway, I finally took a photo of their home and their newly installed super cool door lock! But it's in th other phone of mine.

Home last night, wasn't feeling very happy, went to meet Brandon and Sherry! AHAHAH! I lured them out! :P

Brandon *takes out cig*

Me: Thought you stopped? AIYA! Actually, I can start! Then next time can accompany you liao! HAHAH! PLUS my bb also!

Brandon: *shocked, quickly keeps cig and give it to Sherry then keeps quiet*

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!

Last night was badbadbad >):

They made me feel so miserable especially after I read textes from Alicia, Shushia and my recruit.

TELL ME THEY SUCK!!!

OPPSEH?!

Woke up late this morning, but whatever. Still went for Dnt but left early.

So this totally summed up my past three days?

TOMORROW WILL BE GOOOD! PROVIDED THEO DON'T WAKE UP LATE!!!

oh dang, I miss baby but he's not replying me):

My boyf is out with his friends and forgot all about me and is not replying my message):
like more than 4 hours?!?

I love you baby! Except when you are busy playing dota or out with friends!
HAHAHAH!

Should I start blogging now?
HAHAH.
okyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

HELLO! *sniffs*

My name is hammy and I miss Charmannny a lot:/

I miss you too):

THINK THIS HAMSTER? PIG OR RABBIT IS SO CUTE LORRR!!!!
Can diezxzx! But I don't want any pets anymore. THIS YEAR I GOT N LEVELS. LATER THEY DIE, I CRY AGAIN, N LEVELS, I DIE!!!

Anyway, there's so many things I wish to do during the holidays. But I shall control because main piority is N level now! KE YI DE LAH (Can one lah)

1. Finish my Dnt
2. *Catch up with my studies (you think I can???)!!!!!!!!
3. *FEP and steamboat with babes.
4. *Meet up with bb at least twice?
5. *MORE STUDIES.
6. My long long long promised R/S post.
7. *Ask my "tutor" to teach me chem
8. Meet up with Sherry
9. go back to band at least once!

Yeah, Thats about it. LIKE REDUCED BY SO MUCHHHHHH!
And now, I feel that June holiday is a very short period of time):
You think I can scrape through N levels and go back as a sec 5 student???

PLUS I'M STILL NOT STUDYING YET! WTFFF!
I need to go out and study. At home = computer! badbad.

CHARMAN! WHY CAN'T YOU BE MORE FOCUSED HUHHUHHUH?!?!?!


I don't know...

):

It's almost 2PM now and baby is still sleeping like a pig. Or is it that he hasn't reply me? IDK.

So I got nothing to do right now, I shall go back to sleep too.

I WANNA GO AISA CONFERENCE TMR!
AND THIS HOLIDAY, I WILL POST MY FIRST R/S POST OKKKKKKK! SORRY PEOPLEXZX!

GONNA SPENT MY HOLIDAYS WISELY MANZX.

MUMMY WENT TO COLLECT MY RESULTS AT JCU.
Quite disappointed I guess. But I'm still safe!

Anyway, they covered other stuffs and it says that my maturity level is too low for my age and I shouldn't reveal too much of myself infront of people because it's dangerous for me.
FML.

WTF!!!!! WHAT TOO LOW!!! %*#%#%&($&@(
I THINK TH RESULTS ARE SHIT!!

But one good thing is that it says I have good memories!!!
HAHAHHA!
But mummy now wants me to memorize the all glossary page for my subjects.
AND I DON'T LIKE BECAUSE I THINK IT IS STUPID TO MEMORIZE WITHOUT UNDERSTANDING! I DISLIKE STUDYING LIKE THAT!!! >:@ 

HEYHO PEOPLE!

Tday, I am laughing at you guys because I don't know why you people visit my blog when there's no update at all.

Tday's hit all th way to now is 78.

HAHAHAHAA!!!

So supportive of my blog?!?! Ok lah! I shall post as many as possible until your teeth all falls!!! 

So yesterday, I sent my grandparents to the airport and rushed back to school for PTM.

While Mr Liu was talking, all the parents were like >:@

Except for me and my mummy. We kept joking at th back. LOL.

Went home after that, showered and went back to gombak again to meet Theo and Minjiang.

Headed to school straight after that.

So it was speech day, and Evan, Sheena, Shincheh, Huiqi and Atiqah came back!

Leon saw me and he told Brent but Brent couldn't recognize me.

(ANYWAY, I WAS DAMN SAD YESTERDAY. BECAUSE I REALIZED I DO NOT HAVE ANY RED SNEAKERS! BOOOO!)

Hid in th bandroom while speech day was on going and both Theo and I was playing with each other's hair. childhood--

After speech day, went off with band members to Singapore Convention Centre for SAF Band's concert.

Chleo, Chelsea, Kenny, Jerome and I were dskjfhdskh the female lead singer when she bowed down. HAHAHHA! OK! ENOUGH!

Anyway, Evangeline! Leon is okok only lah! He only looks good when playing eupho because he looks like YYKOH!

Then after performance, I kept saying this particular sentence to my junior.

"EH EVERYONE! They say where we prefer to watch the concert Esplanade or SC we all put SC k! Cause that time I went to Esplanade, the drinks so ex I no money!!!"

CHARMAN WHY YOU LIKE ONE AUNTIE!!!

GO AND DIE!

I AM JUST HELPING EVERYONE OK!

--

So was on th way back to MRT station when 3 irritating people came.

First theo was "fuck you mother" in their accent.

Then I started laughing loudly right after that all th way. So they were unhappy and shouted. WL):

YOU THINK I WILL JUST LET YOU SHOUT LIKE THAT! DISGUSTING JELLY ASS!!!!!

On th train, we noticed two kcalb man leaning against each other with one seated down in front of the other's dick. And leaving some red stuffs on th ground after they left.

Home after that. Wanted to go out initially but no!

:D

SO THIS WAS HOW I SPENT MY DAY WITHOUT EATING MY MEALS FOR TH WHOLE DAY!

hell ): FOOD IS MY LYFE!!!

Had sakae this afternoon and it totally robbed my money.

What should I eat afterwards??? :)

I THANK YOU PEOPLE FOR YOUR LOVE FOR MY BLOG! LOL!

Why did you come back?

I wish you were there, rather than here.

Now each time I wake up, you're on my mind. And you either bring me happiness or pain.

You always drive me insane.

THINK

I just came back from MTP.

Woke up early this morning to send my grandparents to the airport.
Have been going over to th east side like almost everyday. HAHA.

Back home, back to school later then to Singapore Conference Hall at night.
Have been going out a lot recently!!!

and if only you would notice...

School day out

WOKE UP AT 4AM IN THE MORNING AND TRAVELED ALL THE WAY TO SENGKANG TO FIND SHERRY AND FRIENDS.

Then headed off to expo to meet mummy and brother for opening ceremony.

THIS WAS MY MORNING.

Parade of Nations. 27 countries I think.

Rushed off after opening ceremony back home to change and went to gombak hoping to have lunch with my babes.
Unfortunately, I waited outside school for 3 hours alone, under the hot sun and didn't meet them.
Shouldn't have went :/

Then went trained back to yewtee and OMGOMG! BRANDON AND SHERRY WERE WAITING FOR ME!!!! They came to look for me after reading my tweets. (SO SWEET!)
Then Brandon bought pearly soya milk for me.
HAHAH! Unfortunately, it wasn't being ice blended!

Charman: Even Mr bean don't want me):
Brandon: nononooo! Is I errr.. order wrong!
(which was not true but because he didn't want me to be upset) HAHAH!

Received call from Jingyin soon after and went down to lot to have lunch. It was nearly 5PM --

She purposely brought one super big monkey to school and made it sit on th table facing th direction where I always come from in the morning when I go to school.

Just to make me angry!!!  But too bad, I didn't go tday. So she purposely placed it on the table and pizza hut when I walked in. WTH LOR!!!!!

Lunch then slacked at platform for like an hour?! Gombak again to meet theo and back to lot.

(Witness something super funny but I shall post next time cause I haven't showered!!!)

Home and out for dinner again. Didn't eat much though. Was feeling super tired. Home..

Wanted to go back to expo but was too late):

Tomorrow will be another long dayyyyyy! HAve to wake up at 4AM again to send grandparents to airport and rush back to schoooool!

JUST FINISH ACCEPTING FRIEND REQUESTS ON FACEBOOK. WTH. EVERY FEW MINUTE POP OUT ONE.

Babes, I know you care. Thanks.

HELLO PEOPLE! I AM SO VERY HIGH NAONAO NOWWWWWW!!!! :D

School was so alright! Love my babes! HAHAH! Ok lah, was rather crazy tday.

Met Andy outside school and headed to Yewtee Point for lunch. Chatted and Evangeline came!

Then I left after a shot period of time>):

Me: I want like Motorola! Help me get blackberry instead! Thanks!

Bro: I helped you get Motorola Backslide.

Me: thanks lo wtf.

Bro: very nice!!

Me: wth manzxz. I said I want BB!!!

(back home)

*bro checks internet*

Bro: Blackberry keypads will have crumbs stucked in it. This phone won't.

Me: #$&*#&*#%& 

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOTS! HELLO PEOPLE!

HEY!

HAHAHAH!

I

AM

SO

VERY

EXCITED

FOR 

TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but I don't know if I should skip school just to go to expo and I have to be there by 5.30AM ):

LAZYYY LEH! PLUS THE FUN I WILL HAVE IN SCHOOL!

HAIHAIHAI.

I don't know leh?

WLAUXZXZX! 

SO INDECISIVE!!! 

What do you really want from me?

Seriously, I hope inside you know I'm dying.

I’m not afraid of what I feel. I’m afraid of what you don’t.

HEY PEPO!
LOOOK HEREEEEEEEEEE! SEE SOMETHING ADDED ON MY BAG?!?!?

ONE SIZE PLUS BIGGER MONKEY!!!!

HAHHAAH! It was given to me this morning! Make me happy only.
Plus this morning I came into school and saw some funny faces, I literally LOL-ED

WHATEVER IT IS, THANK YOU FOR THE MONKEYYYYYYYYYYY (L)

Wanted to meet up with Sherry and company tday but had it cancelled last minute >:/
Sorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry.

ZhiMing ;D says:

*fail maths u go sweep floor i tell u
Charman says:
*wl!

YESTERDAY @BARERZIN

MUAHAHAHA! I LIKE!

Anyway, everyone was asking me who gave me the monkey.
HAHHA! OPPS SORRY NO, IT'S NOT A GUY.(Esp the one you guys guessed th most number of times)
It was FIONA THOR!!! HAHAHHA!

I don't have th mood to post tday. Because someone terrible just spoiled it.
THIS IS SO EFFED UP SERIOUSLY.

NEMO WAS ONLY FUSTRATED CANNOT GO OUT OF THE TANK SO YOU CANNOT BE SAD :@

x

HELLO GOOD NIGHT PEOPLE!!!
HHAHA! GOOD NIGHT CAUSE IT'S NOW AT NIGHT! NOT BECAUSE I'M GOING TO SLEEP NOW!
But I will after my post.

Tday is a pretty good day tday!
Because

1. I finally showed my mummy my pink form :P
2. I had tea @barkerzin and my previous band major served me :X
3. Met many people
4. laughed a lot
5. Talked to daddy!

So I'm a happy girl tday! Except for th fact that bb replies my textes very slowly tday >):

Was having lunch @Jurong West tday before attending service and had my yu pian mian xian! (Fish beehoon??)
When a fly flew into my soup!
And died (-_-)
SO I TOOK IT OUT AND CURSED THE FLY WHILE IT LAID LIFELESSLY ON TH TABLE.

Me: WHHHA! Damn you lah stupid fly. Hope you will burn in hell man seriously. How could you be so heartless! Try to poison me. Wth. Seriously. I hope you die..............
Brother: Please. It's already dead.
Dad: you also very funny one leh. As if th fly can understand your language like that!
Me: omg, how th hell am I going to eat this *pouts* it's now filled with germs!!!!
Both brother: jiejie, I know you don't usually give thanks before eating. But this time, I think you should. Come, let's lay hands on your food and hope God makes it clean.
(I pratically LOL-ED)
and we did.
Mummy: ok, stop your nonsense and eat it now
Me: *pouts*

YAYYYYY! 3 MORE DAYS TO ASIA CONFERENCE!!!! :D

k, went to JP after that to get bro his shoes.
Then had tea @bakerzin and saw Jewel!!!! OMG! SHE SERVED ME!!!! OMGOMG! HAHAHAH!
ok, photos next time. Late already.

Home then after and out to yewtee point again.

Charmanslippedandfell

And I will drag everyone else down.

Me: Charman slippedandfell
Bro: add and you also pull your brother down.
I grabbed him and he almost fall with me! HAHAHHA!


I'm gonna get pressie on Monday!!!! > :")
So touched! But the person ain't gonna tell me what it is!
I'm guessing it's gonna be a soft toy! Confirm not monkey though! It's ok!
BUT! WALAU EHXZX! KEEP ME IN SUSPENSE ONLYYYY! GRRR.

Ok. Please make me happy only after that because I have yet to reveal the pink form to my parents.
My bro also have his PTM on Thursday. So it is a good or bad thing???

I feel so ): right now.
cause my youngest bro sprained his arm and he had to go as an invited guest to my brother's school (NHS) to play for the competition.
Then rush to sports school to help out for trails):

SAD! ANYWAY. I'M READY TO BE BARRED AND GROUNDED LIAOXZXZ):

Friends

Have so many things in my to blog about but I decided, to have this posted up today.

Recently, I received many texts from friends, asking me for help and advice in their friendship.

And while they tell me about their situation, I felt bliss. Not because they're having friendship problem but because I do not have one as I finally(?) found friends who I am sure, are good ones.

Along the way, I've trusted and at the same time, misjudged many people.

Many people used to tell me how much they love me, miss me etc, yeah.

But at the end of th day, most of those who said that to me were the ones who left me.

What amuses me the most was those who left me first at the point when my life starts to sink was those who said the most to me. About being there for me no matter what, about loving me so much, about being friends or whatsoever forever, so much for telling me those.

They were the ones who left me.

It did once hurt me a lot, I cried for days and cried so much, Jingyin couldn't even stop me.

Who could have thought that those whom have been with me for so long would left me.

Let me share with you something.

GOOD FRIENDS DO NOT JUST GIVE UP OR WALK OUT ON ONE ANOTHER WHEN TIMES ARE TOUGH. 

No matter the number of disappointments, the number of quarrels, the number of fights, the number of days you don;t communicate with one another.

Because,

I DON'T SEE THEO GIVING ME UP WHEN WE QUARREL.

Each time when we disappoint one another.

I DON'T SEE FIONA GIVING ME UP WHEN I MAKE HER ANGRY.

I DON'T SEE YANTING GIVING ME UP WHEN I SOMETIMES TEASE HER WAY TOO MUCH

I DON'T SEE SHUSHIA GIVING ME UP BECAUSE WE'VE SEPARATED FOR AWHILE.

I DON'T SEE EVANGELINE GIVING ME UP WHEN IT'S SO DIFFICULT TO KEEP OUR FRIENDSHIP GOING BECAUSE WE'RE NO LONGER IN THE SAME SCHOOL.

I DON'T SEE CLARENCE GIVING ME UP WHEN I TREATED HIM UNFAIRLY, TIME AFTER TIME.

I DON'T SEE ANY OF THE REST OF MY FRIENDS GIVING ME UP AFTER I'VE DISAPPOINTED THEM TIME AND TIME AGAIN.

Because the truth is, we don't give someone you love up just because it's difficult to keep them.

In fact, we love them eve n more and encourage them and teach them patiently, what is right and what is wrong.

Thanks for loving me even when I'm not lovable at all.

Follow my day @ http://.twitter.com/kissonyou

AND I THINK MY DAY WILL BE SUPER PATHETIC LOR!

NO FOOD! = I CAN DIE!

I WANT TO GO OUT AND SLACK LEYYYY.

I want bb right nao but he's too busy spending time with dota (his another girlf)
HAIHAIHAI!

Loving and letting go

They say loving is easier.
I think it's th same for both.

But sometimes I feel that letting go would be a much better choice.
No worries, no doubts, no sleepless night or the feeling of a missing you.
-
Tday, I want to be alone from everyone and the world.
Just me, a little of study, my blog, my rants and my thoughts.

I think blogger sucks--

But anyway, school was fine tday. HAHAH! Listened to stories! :D
Had PE! (Yay, I love pe! HAHA)
Played basketball! I LIKE!

After school, met bby and accompanied him to dental again.
And to his house.

*starts scratching legs*
I THINK THE MOSQUITOES VERY INCONSIDERATE LOR!
WL! BITE/STING ME! AND SUCK MY BLOOD!
WTH MANXZX.

GO SUCK GUYS BLOOD INSTEAD LAH! YOU KNOW EVERY MONTH FEMALES LIKE ME WILL HAVE TO LOSE BLOOD?!?!!
CAN'T YOU MOSQUITOES BE MORE CONSIDERATE?!????? HUHHUHHUH!!!!!

*pouts*

NO! Because you guys cannot even get into ITE!
SHITXZX YOU MANXZX! GO BE VAMPIRE LAH!

I want to do what I love to do

Not do what I have to do..

But sometimes, you have to do what you don't like to do to be able to get and do what you love to.
Because, it's not always about doing what you love to do. It's not always about yourself. And even if it is, it's not much of a choice you know. You have to do what you have to do.

Who doesn't want to fight back when he/she is being accused/stared/shouted at/being yelled sarcastic remarks at.
I want to, and I would.

Who doesn't want to enjoy yourself without working and still, is able to enjoy.
We want to, if we could, we would.

But fact is, we have to do things we do not want to.
Like it or not, this is reality.

Morning assembly tday, very nice. I LIKE! :D
Cause I found people whose maths are worse than me!

Half and full, cannot differentiate.

But anyway,
I AM A PERSON WITH INTEGRITY TOO! >:P
"Cut the civil pay then, have it worked out. Starting with me"

Me: Cut the amount of homeworks and testes then, have it worked out. Starting with me

HAHAHAHAHAH! (Many people don't get my joke because they didn't pay attention during assembly)
AWWWWW!
So interesting! Why never listen!!!! (I'm not being sarcastic -.-)

OK, ANYWAY KIDS!!!!
Please do not learn this from me. It's not good. It was just a joke!

Then Mr T.Wong spoked to me.
And I was like OMGOMGOMG?!?! HE KNOW ABOUT MY TESTS AT JCU! O:
WALAUZXZCXNBCMZ.

Toured around th school. (Wahahah! Theo finally decided to "pon" lessons with me) Though it wasn't really skipping the lessons but ya! SHE DID! But there was nothing to learn lah!

Mr T.Wong: You want go out of class che taiji ah huh! (tells whole class) You think girls cannot che taiji is it?!?! Come back into class now! You act like a kid or the monkeys in the zoo you know! Must lock you up in a cage.

ROFL!

Dnt after that.
All the way till dismissal, went out for lunch and went back again.
GUESS WHAT. I WASTED A FEW HOURS OF MY LIFE DOING DNT.
I MEAN, MANYYYYY HOURS!!!

I ENDED UP DOING EVERYTHING WRONGLY.
But John Lim th macho helped me take it out again. HAHAH! THANKS!
Though he broke a few--

ya, ok. Whatever lah. It was all wasted >):

Went to lot with Fiona after that.
And, Theo! Read this!!!!
Both Fiona and I saw weiker. Then we talked, and he smiled. Chatted so long that we got thirsty and tired, we had to go down to mac to have a drink. HAHAH! Then we joked together and all! HAHAH! SO FUNNNNNNNN!


ANYWAY PEOPLE! ITE NOT THAT BAD WHAT! YOU GOT UNIFORM, THE BUILDING IS SHO NICEXZXZ.

THOUGH NGEE ANN HAS ALWAYS "GOAL" BECAUSE I GOT TO KNOW SO MANY PEOPLE THERE WITHIN MY PAST FEW YEARS GOING THERE EVERY SATURDAY, LIKE KNOWING HOW FAIL THEIR LION DANCE GROUP IS :X

AND KNOWING ANQI ETC.
PLUS MANY OF MY SENIORS ARE THERE.
ANDAND THE ALUMNI'S CAFE AND THE WAITRESS ETC SO NICE AND GOOD TO ME EACH TIME I VISIT! ACHCK THE SECURITY GUARD WHO USED TO PLAY COUNTER STIRKE WITH US! HAHAHA!

but, time to stop having high hopes liaozxz. I may not even be able to enter ITE lo.
My very first time getting the pink form.

HAIHAIHAI!


P/s. It's ok lah Theo, meeting him is true. HAHAH! But th rests were not. Other then th conver I told you through th phone, th rest were made up. Bet you're boiling right now. And JEALOUSJEALOUSJEALOUS!
PLUS EMO! HAHAH!

ARE YOU REGRETTING????

Douglas, if you don't know, I need you. I know you made it clear to me th other day. But I hope you did not really mean what you said.


OK, I AM CHEERED UP ALREADY!!! >:D
Don't worry, I didn't tell anyone anything. I kept it to myself.

YEA, SO TIRED. TIME TO SLEEP

Get me fixed

Now I am told that everything was just a joke, I feel so much like a fool.
But it's ok. At least I now know the truth.

I hope you're having funnn. I wanna let you know that I miss you.

All a joke

School was fine tday, played Captain's ball and got violated twice!!! >):

Theo: HEY! HE GOT SAME SHOE AS YOU!
Me: Yea, I know. But we didn't buy it together or on purpose-.- although he thinks that I did. HAHA
-
Me: Anyway, he damn cute with that shoe rightrightright??? Hehehehe, RIGHT! *giggles* PLUS HIS FEET IS SMALLLLLL! HEH
(don't let you people know th answer!)
-
Theo: Anyway, I think couples with the same shoe are damn cute!


Went to do my dnt after that (Was actually being forced indirectly) But it's ok, I ended up doing it willingly. But Mr Wong helped me do like almost everything, so I became bored and told him I want to play, and asked him to stop helping >:X

Home after that, showered and went out again.

ELVINA ENTERTAINED ME SO MUCH JUST NOW! HA HA. FUNNY GIRL!


I wanna help out band on speech day leyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! >):
I MISS SPEECH DAY.

ANYWAY, I AM VERY FURIOUS WITH YANTING! >:@
SHE PINCHED ME ON MONDAY AND NOW, THERE'S A BLUEBLACK AND IT'S PAINFUL!!!!!!
WL! ABUSE ME ONE LEHHHHH!!!! ):
Best part was, she pinched me because I asked people to jiayou chasing th bus.
THANKS LO!

HELLO PEOPLE!
AS I HAVE FORETOLD, MY HITS DROPPED DRASTICALLY TDAY.
*frowns*

But it's ok! I can get it back easily. Just that I am too lazy to do it! Because I am trying my very best to rush out a post then go facebook to do something important.

So I kindof wasted my time in school tday, I failed all subjects except for english once again.

Saw leon this morning! >:D
k, random.
Evan came after school, told me certain stuffs and made me cry.
Miss having you beside me too.
I no longer have people reacting to my "I very bored" 




Went back to band. (I MISS MR CHEW ASKING ME TO DO LIBRARY WORK!!)
>):

Headed to lot after that.
Yewtee, slacked and home.
>:D


Shall I go TPY tomorrow??


HAIYO! SHALL SALVAGE MY BLOG NEXT TIME! FOR NOW, I SHALL GO SLEEP AFTER DOING MY STUFFS AT FACEBOOK!


      (R)Another Lazy Piggie(R)         says:

*since you getting one box
*you can spare me one.
*Lol

HAHHAHA! IDIOT!

And I don't know to feel 

unhappy/indignant for you or to feel happy for myself. Seriously.

bb is not home yet):

Iceblast!!!!

I am excited for tomorrow! Because finally someone is being generous to me!
HAHAHA! OMG, I can't wait for my "baobei" lol.
I'll just leave you with that. HAHAH!

School tday was fine, got Chemistry 6/50! lollol!
And I watched UP! HAHAHHAHA!

Skipped Dnt remedial and went to Shakery for lunch.
Learned a few new Cantonese phrase! >:D

Trained home after that!
SHERRY, CAN I MEET YOU TOMORROW???? HAH! >:)

ok people! I am feeling so crappy right now! I think I should stop posting straight away already.

minjiang is an ass!!!! >:@

Let me tell you a bed time story first ok?
I woke up tday, went to school, school was boring, I had lunch and I went home and I am blogging, telling you a bed time story, I'm going sad, and I'm going to sleep!!!!

CHARMAN, I THINK YOU SUCK AT STORY TELLING TDAY!
Thanks.

HITS FOR TODAY IS 92!!! >:D
But it's not 12AM yet! and each time I refresh my counter, I have a few more visitors!

Unfortunately, my brain failed me, you, him, she, us tday >):
I got nothing to say.
But it's ok! Not th first time anyway!

AND I MUST SLEEP QUICKLY SO THAT I WON'T START HAVING EMO THOUGHTS AGAIN! IT'S BAD YOU KNOW!!!! ):
EVERYTIME ONE. SO I MUST START TRAINING FOR THE "I CAN'T BE BOTHERED" ATTITUDE!!!!

ok, tday high hits but low creativity.
please cry with me.
Good night!

P/s. I feel the emo nemo me coming up):
Anyway can you people stop following then unfollowing me on twitter!? It's irritating!!!!!!
GRRRR!

Feeling horribly helpless right now.

I can't fall, I need to remind myself.
Sherry, Evan I need help.

OMG. Why recently, especially tday I keep getting harassed by mental people ):

A day at Decoder's Cafe

How was your day people? >:)
Such a good start! I'm actually asking you people how was your day!

I hope you guys cherished your time with th ones you love even if it wasn't enjoyable at all.
Or even if there was a conflict or even a tear drop.

Played boardgames and did forfeit.
Left and went to lot then slacked at yewtee.

Me: lol. Liar): anyway sorry recruit! Was being emo nemo just now
Recruit: LOLOL. nice emo nemo! HAHA. YOU OKAY MAA!
Me: Nope. I'm @ basketball court sitting in th rain.
Recruit: cool! I gonna be emo nemo soon too. I be dory kay! HAHAHA.

then msn conver

Recruit says:
*WOI CHARMAN
*WHY YOU BEING EMO NEMO !
*I BE DORYYYYYYYYYYYYY
Charman says:
*HEY DADDY!
Recruit says:
*LOL
*NO LEY
*DORY IS NEMO FRIEND LA
*FAIL !@
Charman says:
*dory is nemo's dad mah? LOL!
Recruit says:
*NO
Charman says:
*O.O
Recruit says:
*DORY IS DORY FISH LA
*THE NEMO IS CLOWNFISH
Charman says:
*lol!
*i also know dory is fish!
Recruit says:
*but dory and clownfish
*different la !
*LOLZ
*Nice sia you
*LUUULULULZ
Recruit says:
*the daddy and dory
*go and find nemo together
Charman says:
*i see
*how come you never bring my daddy and come find me):
Recruit says:
*you nvr watch meh !
Charman says:
*i forgot liao lah!
*that time i still kid leh!
Recruit says:
*cause your dadyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy neglect you !
Charman says:
*):
*my daddy don't want me?
Recruit  says:
*ya
Charman says:
*D:
Recruit says:
*your daddy doesn't want you !
*he want to sell youaway
*to perth !
*it's ok nemo
*dory's here
Charman says:
*LOL!
*):
*but i now is sg leh?
Recruit says:
*lets go perth !
Charman says:
*why got go perth?
Recruit says:
*nm
*can swim
*cause in the end
*nemo ended up in perth
*LO
Charman says:
*o.o

I miss you:/

I'm so glad I'm going out tday!
Because right now! 5 lappys are on snatching my network connection!

So I shall stop blogging now and go have my breakfast!

OH! THERE'S DOREMON SHOWING ON TV NOW!!!
:D

Ok, I'll watch that too! byebye people!
Miss me ok! But please don't neglect your studies!
BAWAHAHAHAH!

Anyway, Happy birthday Bro!!!

Heeee, so many people staying awake to keep me entertained right now.
yangyi, junqi, cordi, yan an, qi yang, man poh, qi xuan, xuanlin, edroi, vera, jia yong.
HAAHHA! They said " we came to takeover Sherry's and Brandon's place for you"
lollollol!




Love you people, muacks muacks muacks!

I'm reaching for your heart

"You've already reached it.
You're the tenant of my heart."

♥

Sometimes, you make me want to love you so much. I can't take it.

OMG SHE'S STAYING OVER THANKS TO MY MUMMY'S CONTINUOUS PERSUADING!
>:@

FROM TOMORROW ONWARDS, I WILL CONFIRM THROW TANTRUMS! AND SHIFT BACK TO MY BROTHERS' ROOM!

for now, I shall go be a good girl and take away my soft toys from my bed while waiting for bb to reply my text?

I WANT YOU NAO, I MISS YOU SO MUCH. BUT I DON'T THINK YOU FEEL THE SAME?

I have no space for you

I AM CURRENTLY VERY UNHAPPY RIGHT NOW AND I AM TRYING AS MUCH TO CALM DOWN BUT NO! I CAN'T!

Because bb is not here and he's replying very slowly, I am bored!!!!!!! AND I CAN'T GO ONTO FACEBOOK AND I WANNA GO OUT AND SLACK RIGHT NOW BUT I DON'T KNOW WHO TO FIND AND I DON'T WANNA GO ALL THE WAY DOWN TO SENG KANG OR TPY AT THIS HOUR OF THE NIGHT!

Ok, it started in the morning, when I was being woke up by mummy telling me that my bro invited friends to come over and one of their sister is coming and I'll have to let her sleep in my room.
(PLUS THE FACT I DIDN'T HAVE A GOOD NIGHT REST LAST NIGHT BECAUSE I KEPT WAKING UP HALFWAY THROUGH MY SLEEP LIKE FOR 5 TIMES!)

I didn't really like that idea, I didn't want to agree. But I didn't really have a choice?
So I did.

Had breakfast and when I was going out, I asked my mummy again, and she told me I have to share my bed.
OH. WHAT. THE. FUCK?!?!?!!?!?!


Share my bed!!
*rolls eyes*

For your info, I used to sleep in th same room as my brothers and leave my room and my bed to collect dust and put soft toys, clothes on.
And one day, like the mid of sec2 (I remember exactly when because It was th first day I started texting my "dumbo") I decided to move back to my room after multiple conditions and time my parents told me to do so.

Because they said
"why don't you want to move back to your room? You can have it all on your own, you can do it with anything and you don't have to share with your brothers"

So I did!
AND LOOK WHAT'S HAPPENING!!! SHE WANTS ME TO SHARE MY BED WITH SOMEONE I'M NOT CLOSE WITH?!!
DON'T MIND IF IT IS THEO!!

BUT WL! SOME FRIEND-STRANGER I DON'T REALLY KNOW AND IS (TO ME) QUITE DIRTY!
AND WATCHES ANIME 24/7!
SIAO! WHO KNOWS IF SHE'LL COME AND WHACK ME HALF WAY THROUGH HER SLEEP AND ASK TOSHIRO HITSUGAYA TO COME AND FIND ME!
WTFFFF!!!!
(ok, I think I'm over reacting here)

BUT I DON'T WANT TO SHARE MY BED!!!
BEST, THEY TOLD ME THAT I'M MAKING THINGS DIFFICULT FOR THEM SO I AM NOT ALLOWED TO GO OUT!


LIKE WHO IS THE ONE WHO'S GONNA MAKE COMPROMISES AND LET PEOPLE SLEEP ON HER BED! PLUS TO TAKE ALL HER SOFT TOYS AWAY AND ALL! WHOOOOO!!!!
>:@


ANGRY!


OK, ENOUGH, SHE JUST SAID THAT SHE'S NOT STAYING! >:D
HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Recently, I spent too much time enjoying all wonderful things happening to me that I forgot those people who were there for me when things weren't going so well for me.


I did not forget about them, and what they did. But, I forgot to continuing looking for them, spending time with them like how they once did for me>:/
And for that, I'm guilty about it.

Please forgive me.





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and this one of them is,

EVANGELINE TAN!

Hey Evan! I'm sorry your birthday slipped off my mind):

But whatever it is, you know I do still love you a lot right! :D

(please tell me you know it!)

*hugs*

I don't think I ever hugged you before lo! I got totally no (whatever you call it) recall of it!

HAHAHHAHAHAH!

And please take a break and meet me soon!

If not, I'll............................................................................................. throw fishballs (yubing) at you!!

ok, not so bad. Your door steps I mean.

And I will keep you in suspense!

And slowly, I'll forget everything I want to tell youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

And I will talk to my stitch/piglet/bear and whatever I can find on my bed but not you!

HAHAHAHA!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! I LOVE YOU K!

bb, I know that you're out right now and I know that you won't see this straight away but I hope you'll reach home early (which is earlier than usual because it's already not early) and go to sleep.

School tday was fine >:)

Got asked to take height and weight again, I'm still underweight but I've grown taller!!! :D
Sadly, it's not th perfect height 162 already. So now, my target will be 165!!

Anyhow, I am now officially Fatin's "noob" >:@
&%$^@%@$*&^$
It started all because I sat down to play badminton and ended up being hit by her when she surf a few weeks ago.

So the other time she asked.
Fatin: you know what is "kental"? (A malay word. Correct me if it's not th correct spelling. I'm not a Malay you know!)
Me: What?
Fation: It means noob! ahah! NOOOOOB!
Me: -.-

So tday, I finally like owned her in badminton.
(I didn't win her th rest of th time because I wasn't feeling active ok!)
in the toilet.
Me: HAHA! FATIN YOU KENTANG! HAHAHAHHA! (super happy)
Fation: *blur* (looks at Azura and th rest and started laughing)
Theo: wth! is kental lah! Kentang is potato! YOU CALL HER POTATO FOR WHAT!!!!
):

Received English paper tday! Got praised for compo! >:D
Then paper 2, I got a borderline pass for the very first time.
Yes, I'm unhappy):
But I was one of the only 5 who passed. So, ok lah!

Better than some people, "I NEVER FAIL ENGLISH ONE!" (I also never)
How many marks did th person get in th end? 50 -.-
ok lah, not fail right!
*sticks out tongue*

Went back to band room after school, disappointed! Don't wanna go back for them anymoreeeee.
):
Make me cry only.
Then Zhexi and Minjiang were like.
"lol! Charman you very funny! you're like a kid"
--

Minjiang: I love it when I see Charman cry.
dskfhjksdfhgdskfhgfskjgfkdhgkfdjhgfkdjhg!!!!!

Went out of school,
Headed off to settle something after that then went to find bb.
:D

Then accompanied him @Mac for his lunch and he accompanied me back to gombak,

they don't believe that I didn't do anything with bb! ):
And kept teasing/shooting me. GRRRR! HAHAH!

ok, so now, I'm home and I've blogged and I want to sleep!

GOOD NIGHT!

P/s. Anyway you people very bad leh!!! For this whole week! My hits were like 70-100 a day! then tday dropped to 50!!! HOW CAN YOU BE SO DISLOYAL, UNFAITHFUL, AND SO CRUEL TO MEEEE! AND MY BLOG! AND THE SOCIETY! AND GOD! AND YOURSELF!!!

She Writes In Sterling Silver With A Ball Point Pen

HELLO PEPO!
HAD MY LAST PAPER FOR SA1 TDAYYY!
Unfortunately, it'll be th paper that I will do worst at. Because it's Chem!

So i took 5 minutes to finish the whole thing (including not doing th whole thing. lol) and went to sleep!
But th tables in school not really nice to rest on tday!!

Went to Jurong Point after that.
Walked around, slacked and had ToriQ for lunch!

Went to meet baby after that.
(and an additional, xijie) lol!
ok, I didn't really like that idea at first because I thought it would be friggin' awkward but later on, I think that he is very nice to talk back to! And he's funnyyyyyyy!

So he talked to me (on-off) while bb was inside cleaning his teeth or something.
many funny parts.
But I extract this one out because he talked about it to bb after that. HAHHA.

X: Is this your first time coming here with him (bb)?
Me: nope, second.
X: oh. I also second.
Me: I also never ask!
-pause-
Me: eh, but why you come! ):

Headed to City Hall >> Convention Center (YAY! NEXT CHC BUILDING!) after that.
Slacked around and trained to cck.

Trained home after dinner @ my Gp's place.
Once I arrived at Yewtee, I recieved 3 calls from different people, asking if I am at yewtee to comfirm that it was me that they saw and asked me to slack! HHAAH!
sorry, no. I am a good girl alreadyyy!

Want to do so many things already. HAIHAIHAIXXZ!

Anyway, I think I made a big improvement tday!
So I think...............................
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
*gives a pat on shoulder*
goodgood.

Ok! I WANT TO SLEEP! BAI!

ok, quick post! Wanted to sleep by 10PM but now, impossible!


So had Maths Paper 2 tday, went to shakery aftermath.
Waitd for Fiona and went over to Ting's place after that.
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! I love dogs!
Slacked and watched spongebob and lilo and stitch!
Got licked by her dogs 947489578 times and left.


TOMORROW I SHALL GO OUT WITH MY BABES TO JURONG TO GET WHAT THEY WANT!
YAY!
LAST PAPER!
GOGO!


now i shall have to count down to see if i have to call the fire engine in case someone burns their house down.

Love takes effort and acceptance.

ALOHA PEOPLE!


Had Bio paper tday!
MCQ was pretty easy but I skipped many questions in section B and C due to asthma acting up in the middle of th papers.
Felt terrible.

Headed to Westmall for Pastamania.

Slacked around for awhile and headed home.

Was feeling breathless again.

Daddy informed Mummy so she came home early to check and see if I was alright.

>:/

TINA! I NEED TO MEET YOU SOON TO GET MY INHALER FROM YOU!

I wanna meet bb asap too.

Sigh, so many things I wanna do.

I can't wait for exams to be over! And N levels to be over too.

The only thing I'm worried about it that I want it to end so quickly but I haven't woken up to study hard.

Someone wake me up and motivate me pleaseeeee!

ASIA CONFERENCE 2010

WATCH :)

I don't have cellgroup leh howww >):

AND BEFORE YOU START CRITICIZING ME OR WHATSOEVER,

LET ME MAKE THIS CLEAR.

I'm not in a cg because I can't commit to it!

I had band schedules that clashes with all cg meetings etc. ok? 

gogo! Aisa conference.

This is a very retarded ending (-_-)

It's tiring and painful to keep believing in something that you know will never happen but you just want to believe in it, the person and that it'll happen. But the fact is, it won't.

It'll never happen or it's already in the past. It'll never, come back. Ever.

Yet, I just want to believe, it will.

I thought BB was me? :( I tutor you!

you change to DB liao lah. anyway your BB also not the BB what. Same initials but different meaning! comecome! tutor me! I post big big, you must promise!

Ask me anything

Don't talk to me because I don't feel like talking to you

Maths paper 1 today. It carries 80 marks and I spent half of the time figuring out where to start placing my ruler.
(win already)

I think people who teach me maths will die of some metal illness. ok, I admit, I drive people crazy when they try to help me with my maths.

Few examples, Mr Ethan Wong, Aiksoon, Tina, etc.
*pouts*

Anyhowz, the "pochong that is quite retarded and hop around plus don't want sleep when tomorrow is exam"
was not being raped tday.

Headed to lot for brunch after papers.
I DON'T LIKE BEING TH YOUNGEST IN THE GROUP!!! >:@
Because of this, I am being out casted!
ok lah, plus th fact that I am always texting. lol

So on th way to lot, they were saying "charman, you tday really look damn guai! If people diao you again we will laugh at them!" lollollol

ok lah, whatever it is, I'm taking it as a compliment because first time people keep commenting that I look guai!
And I like it! >:D

Tadaaaaaaaaaaa!

AND TODAY, I FOUND MY PRIMARY 6 to SEC1 SELF!
HAHHAHAH! Which was,
I GOT BACK MY LAUGHING DISEASE!
(for those who don't know me that well or when I was in pri6-sec1, it's me who can't stop laughing and I can just laugh at anything and everything none stop and my longest record was 5hours)

K, so apparently I laughed and I couldn't stop laughing again till I had the asthma effect.
I passed my "laughter disease" to my girls after that and we couldn't stop laughing. Plus, we were laughing at nothing funny. lol.

Noticed a mental guy at th table beside us later on when we stopped laughing trying to make us laugh --
And he's joke is not funny but stupid.
So we decided to go off.
While going up th escalator, the guy followed us then I............................
ran!

of course lah! (DUH) stand there let him disturb meh--
poor yanting was tying her shoe laces.
HAHHAHAH!

Think I look mature here!!!
*grins*


Studied for awhile, failed. So decided to come home.


I know one shouldn't live in the past; but what do you do when the only thing that makes you happy doesn't anymore?
and all of a sudden, I miss you.


TIME TO SHOWER ALREADY.
I hope I can meet my "tutor" tomorrow so he can help me with my studies.
MEETING BRANDON TONIGHT???

You make me wonder

and I've learnt th importance about lying.


You lie so that you won't hurt someone. Because you love that someone.
If th person doesn't find out, it doesn't matter.
And If the person does, what's the difference?
Maybe sometimes telling the truth might be so much better.


I prefer quarrels much more than hurt.
But at the same time, it hurts when there's quarrel.
What's the difference?

Difference is, the truth will set you free.


I need someone to cheer me up right now, take me away from my boredom and bring me to have cheesecakes, ice cream and listen to me.

Today is Mothers' Day.
Please show your mummy acceptance, appreciation and affirmation.

Because you did not have a choice with who you want your mummy to be, let me tell you this.
Neither did she,
Because people need to feel appreciated in their life. Really.
And lastly, because people need encouragement in their lives, we have our dream, they have theirs too.

Actually, everyone needs all these.

It's scary getting what you want. Because then, you truly have something to lose.

SUP PEOPLE!
I woke up like 0720 on a Saturday morning! Not for band but to meet my girlfs for breakfast @IMM!
Nice not?! Go all th way to IMM for breakfast on a early Saturday morning.
ended up having it only with Shia.

Went to JE's library after that.
Fiona came, and we finally found seats in the library! -Cause I was smart! :P
(Theo couldn't make it though) >):

But most importantly, I STUDIED!!!!!
While they played! Then shushia was like "I think Charman passed us her disease liao!"
lol.

I was srsly a good girl today manxzx.
:D

They go to the library only to look at kgjfgjkh only lo):

HHAAHAHAHAHA!

They got bored after awhile so Shia scribbled something on her scrapbook.

Then I went to cancel everything and change it.

HAHAHAHAAHHAH!

Then got hooked onto it and...

After that, Fiona's turn!

and she wrote something for Shushia...

AND SINCE SHUSHIA DIDN'T WANT TO HELP HERSELF ADVERTISE, I DID! HAHHAHA!

She took her revenge on Fiona..

MY TURN!

's

BTW, it's not a spelling error. It's a insider joke!

Oh God, I can't deal with my hair. It's making me look so retarded?!?!?

Studied a little more after that while they day dreamed then left Library and trained to lot to meet bb while both of them went to IMM!

Toured around Lot --
And learnt a new chinese word from bb.
FOOD JUNCTION = SHI WU SHI ZI LU KOU.

Home after that for pathetic Chinese tution that I finally agreed to go.

ok! time to sleep peoplexzx.
HAVE A SUNNY SIDE UP DAY TOMORROW! PLEASE REMEMBER TO TELL YOUR MUMMY HOW MUCHIE YOU LOVIE MEEEEEEE!