Friends

Have so many things in my to blog about but I decided, to have this posted up today.

Recently, I received many texts from friends, asking me for help and advice in their friendship.

And while they tell me about their situation, I felt bliss. Not because they're having friendship problem but because I do not have one as I finally(?) found friends who I am sure, are good ones.

Along the way, I've trusted and at the same time, misjudged many people.

Many people used to tell me how much they love me, miss me etc, yeah.

But at the end of th day, most of those who said that to me were the ones who left me.

What amuses me the most was those who left me first at the point when my life starts to sink was those who said the most to me. About being there for me no matter what, about loving me so much, about being friends or whatsoever forever, so much for telling me those.

They were the ones who left me.

It did once hurt me a lot, I cried for days and cried so much, Jingyin couldn't even stop me.

Who could have thought that those whom have been with me for so long would left me.

Let me share with you something.

GOOD FRIENDS DO NOT JUST GIVE UP OR WALK OUT ON ONE ANOTHER WHEN TIMES ARE TOUGH. 

No matter the number of disappointments, the number of quarrels, the number of fights, the number of days you don;t communicate with one another.

Because,

I DON'T SEE THEO GIVING ME UP WHEN WE QUARREL.

Each time when we disappoint one another.

I DON'T SEE FIONA GIVING ME UP WHEN I MAKE HER ANGRY.

I DON'T SEE YANTING GIVING ME UP WHEN I SOMETIMES TEASE HER WAY TOO MUCH

I DON'T SEE SHUSHIA GIVING ME UP BECAUSE WE'VE SEPARATED FOR AWHILE.

I DON'T SEE EVANGELINE GIVING ME UP WHEN IT'S SO DIFFICULT TO KEEP OUR FRIENDSHIP GOING BECAUSE WE'RE NO LONGER IN THE SAME SCHOOL.

I DON'T SEE CLARENCE GIVING ME UP WHEN I TREATED HIM UNFAIRLY, TIME AFTER TIME.

I DON'T SEE ANY OF THE REST OF MY FRIENDS GIVING ME UP AFTER I'VE DISAPPOINTED THEM TIME AND TIME AGAIN.

Because the truth is, we don't give someone you love up just because it's difficult to keep them.

In fact, we love them eve n more and encourage them and teach them patiently, what is right and what is wrong.

Thanks for loving me even when I'm not lovable at all.