It’s that feeling you get in your heart when you know something you used to love so much has changed, and you long for things to go back to the way they were, but you knew all along this wouldn’t last.

I decided not to have anyone involved in my life. Because they bring me disappointments each time. I needed you, I needed someone to be there for me when I'm down. I needed someone to be there to turn my frown around, but I've learned that really and again, in life, you realy have got no one but to rely on yourself. That's a fact everyone should know.

But I promise that I'll be there when you need me, because, you (go check out the meaning of you in dictionary please), yes, you -Mean alot to me.

10:51pmDerry

the whole day do geog mehhh?

10:51pmCharman

i just reached home

10:53pmDerry

oh ok. then you're excused. tmr do 2 page to make up for today

10:53pmCharman

O:

10:53pmDerry

don slacken. otherwise you're just going back to your secc3 life

10:54pmCharman

orhhh

Received a text from Derry on Thursday in class too.

"So after 3 days, you should have completed 3 pages of maths TYS. Completed atleast 2 chapters chemistry notes, And bit of your bio and d&t. I'm checking tmr.  If not done quickly do by tonight okay. Work hand! persevere! All this is to let you go 5N."

Charman very stress, can cry. lol


Cheekiat: call me now if you want.
ME: I don't want.
Cheekiat: You will regret for life if you don't.
ME: -.- ok.
Cheekiat: Don't ok me. call. I don't want you to regret for life.


this idiot always like that! If not, he'll come up with "CALL ME NOW! HURRY! GOT SHOCKING NEWS!" Then each time I call, he'll call me "jiejie" to make me happy because he knows that I'm going to scold him. wth.

Anyway, I just remembered, I need to sleep!, so GOODNIGHT!


I do not have the capacity to love you anymore. I do not have the capacity to treat someone as my everything. I’ve run out of love.