End of 2010

Before this year ends, I wanna do something veryyyyy typical.
Something that most people do at the end of every yearrrr.

Well, This year was really a pretty boring one I guess? But life has been good, God has been good to me that I've found many wonderful friends around me.

Thanks to what happened last year, I begin to learn, to feel and stand in others' shoes. And this year, I just wanna thank a few.
Those who were there for me when I was feeling blue, those that have made an impact and changed me, those who I'll never forget.

I was crying in a corner of the school, you knew exactly where to look for me.

Theodoros Chan You were always there for me, we've known each other for 4 years now, you've seen the ugliest sight of me and even all my "priceless" expressions. Thanks for loving me for who I am and always giving me chances. We have been quarreling since sec1 and EVEN now. HAHHA! But I am glad we always forgive one another. Thank you for condoning me when I throw my tantrums or when I wasn't being sensitive to people.   I love you for accepting who I am, I love you for being my friend. Though there are times we really dislike each other but I am very glad we held on and never gave up on this friendship of ours.

ALSO, VERY GLAD THAT WE'LL BE CLASSMATES AGAIN NEXT YEAR!

Then, I had this girl who left me but came back..

Ong Shu Shia Well, What can I say? AHAHHAHA! I didn't like her when I was in sec1 and half of sec2 because of how she treated my friends but we became stead and we were close. Later on, you left me but somehow came back to me for good. Thank you for explaining things to me, for being so concern and loving all 4 of us. I know sometimes I act like I bitch and sometimes I really dislike you when you gl me. But as a friend, you were always there for us. Thank you :)


You stood there, waiting, waiting for us to be back together again with Theo.
Fiona Thor EH PIG! I am glad Theo, Yanting, you and I finally got back together. Thank you for being so sensitive to my feelings? HAHAHA! Always being with me when the 3 of them bully me. Thank you for always screaming into my ears when I try to attack you. If I go deaf one day, at least I know who I can go look for.

Lim Yan Ting You were there for me when I was being walked out on. You didn't bring your grudges and take your revenge after what I've done to you. And for that, I thank you :) Thank you for staying with us too!! You always nag at me when I wear shorts or dress that are too short but I love you for that :)

and thanks to Library, I became close to
Lai Zheng Yong I know you for 4 years and we became pretty close this year (I feel) Love talking to you. Thanks for being such a nice guy to me, sometimes. Thanks for listening to me when I was upset. Thanks for giving me advices and thanks for making a difference in my life :)

Got to know Zhiming better thanks to Zheng yong.
Cheng Zhi Ming  Thanks for caring about my studies, for reminding me to study and being so concern towards me. Love talking to you too! You've made a difference in my life as well and I really appreciate and thank god that I know you :) Just don't come and remind me about your guitar anymore ok. I am realllllyyy very guilty. HAHAHA.

and also,
Joshua Chow I am glad we still have so much to talk about every time we meet! You're a good guy and you're a very funny person to talk to. You always make me laugh when I'm upset and you always criticize me about my PAST. But thank you for being there for me, listen to my craps and when I complain. Can't wait to see you around!!

And here's the one who always supported me.
Evangeline Tan I thank you for being there for me. My listening ear and being a supporter of me. HAHAHAHAH! I thank you for giving me a chance to lead as the Chief Librarian. I thank you for the little notes and letters of encouragement :) I really really hope we would be this close and that we'll always have something to talk about for years to come alright!!

And then, I got to know Brandon through Sherry like the end of last year
Brandon You're a good guy and I thank God for know someone like you :) HAHAH. We became really close this year but now quite on-off but you were a great friend. Thank you for waiting for me at lot and buying food for me when you know I haven't had dinner and was hungry. HAHAH! I hope we'll continue being friends!! :)

Lastly, I separated from
Zhiying  He was once someone important in my life. But I guess I've learnt how not to depend on him. About time I let go too so yeah, this is it this time. We made each other happy, but we've one another as well, You've taught me many things and I thank you for that. Anyway, I hope you're happy like I am too!! :)

Actually, I've got nothing much to say to all of you. Because I love you and so, I will tell you things straight away and I say thank you/love you almost every single day or time we text! So yeah........ Don't expect some essays from me.

And I haven't forgot the rest of you!!
Sheena, Aiksoon, Andy, Sherry, Tina, Lynn, Xinhui, Jerome, Kenny, Kenneth, Derry, Ching kit, Lynette, Zhexi, Shi han, Ying da, Daryl, Celia, Esther, Francis, Aloysius, Yew Leng, Bernice, Zeng Jin, Marcus, Zhen Ming, Recruit.

Thank you for making my 2010 a beautiful one :)

Post from Evangeline

And here's one from Evangeline :)

Hey Char!!!! Hahah firstly Im honoured that you have asked me to write for you! Thank you!

Hmm I still rmb when you were Sec 1 (I was Sec 2.. woah time flies), I rmb your cute nerdy look ^^ Hahaha you were still new in this school but you and Theo already made a great impression on the seniors. Haha! In a good way actually. But I wasn't paying much attention to you also because I was super involved in Library & my lib seniors. (hahah okay unimpt fact). 

In sec 2, HONESTLY, I also didn't know you well yet and actually quite scared of you.. Hahaha! Cos of you and your spike hair la. Hahah but you really look quite bitchy and ahlian in Sec 2.. And at first I was rather apprehensive about you in Library because Idk how to communicate to you. HAHAH BUT IM GLAD YOU'RE IN LIBRARY!!!!! SO SO GLAD. So glad that we became much closer peeps through library! You never fail to impress me with your quick thinking yet mature thoughts. You always liven the stiff atmosphere in Library. Honestly I thought Library would be boring because my dear Lib seniors left, but NO, YOU MADE IT FUN :)

In sec 3, you have changed a lot I must say. Much much lower profile. And more pleasant. But I know how much you have been through because I have seen you grow so much. You changed from a girl who only knows how to use her stare, her words or sometimes her fists, to a girl who knows how to reason out with people, who can successfully lead a department so well and a girl who works hard to do people around her proud :) For that, Im proud and happy for your change. Through library and all the work we have, thank you for being such a great great awesome assistant when I was the chief. I can never do everything alone and well without you all, and especially you. My gratitude is infinite because I can never thank you enough. Besides all the band admin stuffs, you're such a fabulous friend. Love it when you scream my name in such joy and happiness when I visit the band. You were the only reason I visit the band for after my graduation.


In sec 4, you faced problems yes, but Im glad you learnt the good tactic of solving them without resorting to fists and prowess. You have often impressed the teachers like how you tell me. Annie Tan, Serene tang etc.. Hahah. AND THE GREATEST MILESTONE THIS YEAR YOU HAVE OVERCOME IS YOUR AWESOME N RESULTS!!! Maybe you think you didn't do well enough, but to me: I feel you have tried your best and that's enough for me :-) 


What I summarise your 4 years (for now) in Swiss in 1 word is: Changes. You have changed back and fro, but actually I still believe you're still the kind and thoughtful Charman that I know from the start :) No matter whoever and whatever says about you, YOU ARE YOU, AND I ALWAYS ALWAYS HAVE FAITH IN YOU 8)

Xoxo,

Evan loves you 

Post from Theodoros

So I had a few people, who I think has got the "rights" to judge me. And I requested for them to do a blog post for me.

And here's one from Theodoros.


Sec1 - Some noobfuck, dope. Got that 2 antenna with the hair all up like some ah soh:/ (REASON FOR THAT 2 ANTENNA: LATER BECOME BALD) Blog so emo like everyday, then type lIkE tHiS wHiCh tAkEs lIkE dOn'T kNoW hOw lOnG tO cOmPlEtE oNe sEnTeNcE :/ LOL. Then chiong neoprints everyday at lot1 like we've never taken photos before. HAHA! Backstabbing here and there especially when you got so influenced -.- MADE ME SO HURT!!! >:( 

Sec2 - One of your most slutty, bitchy time of the year:) You were having lots of haircut at this point of time, so much weird hairstyles but still so confident of yourself ;) (WHICH IS GOOD, BUT OVER CONFIDENT IS NO GOOD) Then i stupidly go break the gang up, because Fiona's some bitch. LOL. 

Sec3 - You'd slowly learned to humble yourself, and hence not your bitch, slutty self anymore(Y) Trying your best to always be there for your friends and more of putting yourself in other people's shoes. You seemed to have your own perfect life, so i was happy for you, really. Then i stood by right there for you whenever you needed me, because it didn't seemed right for me to just leave you alone like that, especially since we're both in the same CCA and section. Then your worst downfall in Swiss came, YOU JUST GOT DITCHED BY YOUR DEAREST FRIENDS! Then because we were okay the other time, you came to me! YAY! Then all the wayang, then came 2010.

Sec4 - You have definitely matured after going through so much, even though you're acting a little too immature this year. WELL, WE ARE IN THE SAME CLASS! But it was more of the just two of us thing. With the class so fudged up, wasn't much of a good year, except for the fact that we're together. HAHA! We shared most of our experiences, lessons and all together, sometimes just between the both of us, but i'm not sure. We got jealous too. Over how you'd been going out with Sherry and all during the earlier part of this year, and also recently? I doubt it's just me alone feeling this way. I used to think that maybe you'll share all what i'd been thinking about or going through in life with her and all, but i told myself to have full trust in you, and that you'll keep what you're not supposed to say. AIYA, conclusion, there are times when i dislike it when you're out with especially those few people but hey, you've got your friends too and i'm not the only one making up of your world. And i'm really glad that you're eating so much than you'd used to, especially the times when you just broke up with Zhiying, really. 

You've grown into a really big girl now. It's the things that you'd been through made you mature. (Y) 

And i know that i do stand and weigh a lot in your life, right? :)