no life

shall quick blog AGAIN
photos next time.



thurs went to wake at night.
and was having some sort of panic attack.
went home and was tired.
ohh ohh.
guys suck guys suck guys suck! _l_


friday, slept throughout school
& thru JieQi and YanTing,
i found out that i was pretty stupid.
thru theo i found out i was rather dumb.
-whose lying whose not.
8man gang!
den AGAIN went to wake.
they hired band and a kind of musical thing and it was MUCH better den thurs.
& finally i took up a little of my courage and went in to look for lao ma
& i stood, and i looked and i took a little of my courage to look.
i must really really thank andy, roy and tina.

today.
went to th wake early in th morning.
took a few LAST glances at her.
and i teared.
at th crematorium- viewing hall
everything was ALMOST fine.
when one of th "brown ahma" shouted
"why must you go. come back,..go safely..don't come back and look for us. gooo.."
den everyone started crying AGAIN
went in th bus and i cried AGAIN
-th very first time i saw my gradma cry there was tears flowing out of her eye

went home,
showered and went to hougang mall.

chingkit bet it with his life.

i don't feel like talking anymore.
i'll keep quiet and it help much more.
i'm speechless.

HEY people.
help me bring joy.
SMILE.