Kissonyou

And he said, “You’re really good at not letting people love you. But do you realize while doing that, you're hurting them too?”. 

The truth is, I just can't help it. One try, two try, it all failed. And each time I remind myself to open up and trust, I'm exposing myself to disappointments . And I get that, everyone goes through the same thing. But I take a longer time than most people do to get myself back up again and I can't help but shut everyone else out. Why can't people, instead of telling me to open up and trust, give me no reason to doubt?

Like I've said before,
maybe the reason why I push the people I love away is because I don't wanna be the one to be pushed away.