Are you sad you can't get into NP? After all, you've been mixing ard there since Sec 2 I am sure you already feel like you are part of it

Finally someone gets how I am feeling. But I'm not sad? I've got no rights to be sad. It's not like I've worked hard for it. I just don't feel excited. I guess I'll work my way into NP? Something I wanna accomplish.

SAY WHATTTTTTT?