Said nothing

I spent my whole afternoon trying to put how I feel into words. I want to let it out so much but yet I can't express how I feel. I'm confused, I'm upset and depressed all at the same time. I feel used. You don't have a damn clue how much I feel. You don't even give a damn about how I feel. Having words you can't utter even though you really want to but you just can't describe how you feel. I don't know what to do.

This isn't love.