Out to doctor.

went to doc tday.
yesss.
omg.
AGAIN!

and he made me drink a cup of vinegar with aloe vera.
like i thought vinegar was acidic?!
but it was rather nice> (;
although it kind of hurts when it goes down my throat.

he said i was quick tempered just by taking my acupuncture!
haha.
den he kept saying.
"don't smile smile and look at your mum. she didn't tell me anything."
"i no fortune teller also"

den he taught mee how to see if i were quick tempered or not(:
*grins*

he said i need to sleep early.
so..

toodles.

Love between two can hurt a few

Oppseh!
i almost forget that there is twelve days of christmas!
> :O
anyway,
1st day, x'mas eve) went for x'ams service, celebrated Christmas this year at th big big karaoke place.
2nd day) went out at 9pm to townnnnnnn.
3rd day) rot):
4th day) rot): and homework.
5th day) " maybe stadium.
6th day) meet up with Qi etc.
7th day onwards i'll decompose.
> DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:

crap.
anyway, service was great>:D
went to sit with bro's cell.
den amelia pull me over.
JEFF CALLED ME CHARMANDER! >:@
rawrrrrrrr!
*pretends to spit out fire*
ruth is cutee okayyyy.

want a vedio of how candle light service?
yesyes?
D; > i don't have it.
jkjk.
(i just took a quick one because it's during service!)

chc's Candle light service (2) from Chharmannn on Vimeo.

i would like to express my gratitude
to singtel and my com(:
*smiles changes to frown*
freaaaaak!
i uploaded th photos for 3 times alr!
return me my 4hours!! >:@

shall not post much photos thanks to singtel and this com


these wonderful muffins are made my my cuzzy>:D
duper deliciousssssssssssss!




able to tell what this is?
heh.
i ate lots of it on that day.
cause i don't like th fried rice! >:@
but jidan didn't eat egg on that day..
-random-





i was disturbing her because she kept singing and didn't want to play with me!>:(

and it worked(:



and i was looking through my stuffs this year..
something memorable.

noticed certain things that i didn't notice..

bring th past back to th present

tday,
i found a friend.
my new friend, chickendumbstick! xD
ohohoh.
he is dumb.
den he refuse to admit.
so he went dummer.
he live a very sad life..
his vocab is big for a dumbass like him.
it consists of two words
which is "so sad"
and he learnt a new word tday >:DDDD
i'm so happy for him(:
but there is no such word
*gives retard look to chickendumbstick*
and if you know who it is, good for you(:
but if you don't, boohoo.
ZHIYING AND BRENT GOT FOOLED!
*winks*



David Santos: Good Year of 2009.
reply: lols! hopefully..
♥Huiiminn: Ximgannn...
reply: <3
minjeixD: Chio de!!!haha,taqqs=D
reply: bite you retarded junior!
{/ Priscilla ♥: MERRY CHRISTMAS ! ;DD
reply: merry x'mas to you too! but you are? :D
lamer: i think i understand what you mean in the poem and i think you shld forget abt tht jerk:)
reply: huh? which poem?
DpDs: Merry Xmas <3
reply: th miracle will happen(:
shu shia: Stead! have the weird feeling again? dun have that....look forward to next yr my dear...treat it as a new adventure for u to discover...friends will always be here for u girl ily <333
reply: omg! adventure? more like danger..
aiksoon:): yeah i take a bet too, they would be together
reply: (:
Nisaaa: charman, imy.
reply: omg! you tagged me! hahahaaa
passer: you forgot to say tht tags are being replied=.= cheerup(:
reply: haha thanks!

enough time spent on th com.
wanna go eat and watch tv.

what happens if santa lived in singapore?
he would not be able to go by th chimney
but th rubbish chute.
omg!
stinky santa!!

ciaoo.

i wouldn't know if th text is really for me or not.
cause you would not talk.
i have many questions to ask if it was for me.
looking at you now,
i think i can forget all about it.

SCREW IT!

good thing it's not christmas yet.
so i can vent all my anger now.
because of 2 person.

what's your efffffffing problem.
i don't understand.

when i asked you why you blocked me,
you just said
"i'm not blocking. just controlling"
efffffffff!
controlling what.
me form seeing my blog?
what's your prob?!
you and your stupid reply.


next.
i'm yet just another mothafucker to you, (what's new). SCREW IT!
oh. almost everyone is?
nothing new.
something wrong with you?
*shuts up*
i don't want to talk to much about you.
ahye.
you bloody liarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
you and your shit talks.

talk is cheap. and i don't believe it
not anymore..


faithfulf,
take a bet.
next year.
STARTING OF NEXT YEAR.
to be more exact.
both of them would be together(:
th future is tdayyyyyyyyyyyy.


SCREW IT!

- santa and my wish.

th future may be anytime now

i wonder when th sky will turn sunny.
But earth will never stop for anyone.

Merry christmas eve people!

Second post for th day..

What do you want for x'mas?

firstly, i wanna wish you guys
MERRY CHRISTMASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
p.s. i'm not blogging for th one person you seee (:
hahahhaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Santa can you hear me? I've been so good this year..
okk.
maybe not as good?
but still, i was nice(:
it's obvious that i still want what i want:P
he is beck here(:

okk forget it.
i don't have th mood to continue that topic.
lost th mood again.

keep th fire burning pleassssse

anyone wanna join me for tomorrow @orchard?

ohhohhh.
btw, chc's very own Oschool will be performing for th countdown!
make sure you buy th tickets!

can't wait to see my cuzzys.
jidan!
i'm super random.
i know(:

went out with jieqi, aiksoon, dickson, yanting and stanley tday.
(study)
heh.
i'm so good right.
STUDYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
wahahahaha..
but ended up talking and eating-.-
den when i was eating mac spicy aiksoon told me something about someone while he/she was eating Mspicy.
weirddddddddddd.
th reaction was weirddddddddddddddddd!!
super weird...

alright.
den overheard a conversation of theift.
witness alittle?
whatever!


just found out that i was actually blogging for/to one person. -faithfulf
dickson said that he was waiting for a miracle to happen to my blog for a very long time.
*sighs*

i don't know what to do.
but i only knew i was able to blog a good post thanks to you.

den i kept saying something to egg " den you ask him to...lah"
*retard look*

shall stop blogging her and reflect on my blog.
*frowns*

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

REPLIES!
♥Huiiminn: HELLOOO:D ILY♥ GO my blog do th lame lame quiz... takecares.
reply: haha. ok. when i have time xD
evangeline.!: hey r girl! LOL, chey! i tot what, ur skin look so much nicer kay! tkcare ly! ! & i saw him! :O
reply: him? who?
Nick: Hi!=)
reply: xp
lixian: hello(: did u read evan's blog? haha, ER... SUPERMAN?
reply: yessssssssssssssssss :D
GUEST: HEY CHEERUP!
reply: thanks:D
weichong: yah lah yah lah tag lah k lols hahas
reply: okk-.-
Xinlin :O: aye! i tagged you ;D hahahahhaa, okok ily. happy? i'm gonna blog about you soon.
reply: yala-.- see you tomorrowwww!
HQ: s(: thank you for your words on tues or ytd arh... i don't think you will remember it but it really touched me a lot. thank you. s. all the best. you're my great junior! haha reply: lols-.- what did i say?
JUDYheng: Are uue still feeling empty? hahas! takecare(: meetup again
reply: you better do! :D
evangeline.!: HEY SWEET LOVELY CHARMAN! where's my picture ah! haha! jk la(: big! see u tmrrr!! and u changed skin yeah?
replied
aiksoon:): find out about wad
reply: nvm
emmeline: Hihihihihihihihihi ! :B
reply: D: i miss youuuuuuuu
tina: lol. jieqi, you thank her then you still call her CHARMAN.C? curse her to die? anyway, CC! which sch your bro going??
reply: lols! I AM ROYYYYYY! ahahaha he cried cause he can't get into chinese high. serve him right for playing and getting sick during PSLE:P hahah. nanhua? but maybe chatholic or dunno how you spell. not my prob lah.
jieqi:]: thanku, CHARMAN.C!! iloveyou too.. thanks again for everything:]
reply: hah!
guest: . hi
reply: hellooooooo! :D
WanPing.: Woah! I saw my name in one of your post eh. Don't worry. I'm alright.
reply: :D
shu shia: Stead! happy 5mth! i recieve ur sms..touched *-* thanks lots girl! i'm always here for u too! u!! reply: heeeeeeeee xD
passer: may i know how much was your phone?
reply: you mean th new one? or old? not sure. tell you asap? :D
leon: tagged u le wor chuang charman
reply: i tagged you too le lah:DD and for th last time, don't call my full nameee
TIMz: And Btw Thanks For Your Message , And To JieQi : Aiyoyo Cheer Up :l ( Cant Find Her Blog )
reply: :D i love bestie!! you shorty!

sorry.
rest of th tags will not be replied.
lazy to open th older entries.
ahahahha.
SMILE!!

ohya. can anyone make it snow?
:P

AND (b)^^ plus! CHANCHINGKIT FIANLLY TALK TO ME!!

oh.
btw, i don't think you have yet to find out a single thing

advice on my blog pleasssssssse?
D:

and sorry for th boring post tday:/

Time changes the habit, Heals the wound and cancels my qualification to think of you

heyyo!

i'm in mixed mood now.

but definitely not a happy mood.

i'm feeling rather ***** again > ):

JUDY AND SHUSHIA help pleasssssssssse.

i don't wanna go back to schooooooooooooooooooooool.

anyway, something shocking happened tday>:O

SOMEONE MESSAGED ME!
OMGOMG!

like so shocking manzxzxz.

it was..

.

.

.

waitt.

...

.

.

loading...

*sticks out tongue*

hahahaaaa.

it was ..

CHAI XINYING!

damn omg okk.

cause we didn't contact each other alr.

so not very close now.

ahahahhhhh.

*screams*

anyway, meet judy and shushia th other day..

goshhhhh.

me and shushia were so "photogenic" that particuler dayyyy!

there's a reason why i didn't smile on that day.

because of that dumb feeling..

woots!

i'm suddely highhhhhhhhh.

and i'm so in th mood to post

BUT!

my bro:/

damn bad alright.

scold someone some other day.

and thankyouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu to someone who kept my blog alive:D

andy + me = nice.

toodles.

which truth doesn't hurt?

it's either you fall in love of fall in hate.

like i have always said,
andy has never ever fail to entertain me.
this time, we were dicussing about
looks, certain people whom i don't wanna mentioned(you are reading my blog. yeah i know)
want a clue?
look in th mirror.
YOU CHANGED YOUR HOUSE COLOUR INTO MINE(:
you were once kind.
some of my friends say i'm blind.
and if you are guessing, yup.
you got th right guy


i feel dumb.
jieqi:" you are always feeling dumb what"
not in th mood to joke.

i am learning from my past and building into th future

maybe some other time.
cuase i'm not in th mood

-i tried ;oh santa, please listen and grant my wish tonight

Bored like anything

hoooooooooo.
i'm so excited for tomorrow.
going to meet up dear judy.

:DD

i didn't sleep will last night.
messages were coming in whole night.
go got to wake up, reply and go back to sleep till morning @ around 12pm++
woke up and check my total text received.
ohhhhhhhh my tiannnnnnnnnn!
36 smses leh!
16 different person.
what in th worldddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.

anyway,
anyone interested to watch x'mas drama by chc?
it's on 23rd and 24th.
that'll be wed and thurs.
candlelight service will only be on th 23rd.
contact me @ chuangcharman@hotmail.com for more info.

i wonder if i will see mr michel and sashi againnnnnnnnnnn
*grins*

DINNER TIME!

(band dinner)



note: i'll post photo, slowly and one by one(:

TAGS REPLIES!

Evangeline,: LOVE CHARMANY!
REPLY: haha! evan is loved toooooo!
Leqi: O; Thanks charman
REPLY: it was nothing(: my second post with your big big name neh! but this time not dedicated to you only:X
shu shia: Stead! change of url take note yea? =] u and miss u lots!! =]
REPLY: yeah. and you didn't even ask em out.
aiksoon:): k hi
REPLY: oh hello(:
minjeixD: =Dtaqqies<3!
REPLY: retard = randomness!
ken Ng: hihi..chio bu, mind intro?
REPLY: after you clarify yourself first. who are you, and which school(:
; Natashaa ♥: hey senior ! tagged ! remain chio and high I LOVE SWISS WINDS !
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JUDYHENG: misses too <33 9
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Evangeline,: CHARMANYYYYYY <3
REPLY: EVANNNNNNNNY! x3
~!Huiiminn: Ximgan... sorry sorry horhh! IMISSANDLOVEYOU<33
REPLY: said nvm le.
minjeixD: YO retard de=pfriday qian=D
REPLY: orh. jian..
passer: wow! i see that your blog is back to the intresting one! haha. why the sudden change?
REPLY: because of a sudden name(: haha. someone talked to me.
chinwei: HELLO!
REPLY: SO LONG NEVER TAG ME DE!!

had performance yesterday.
tiring and super tiring.
but worth.

was sleeping so soundly this morning when..
my phone rang.
this person woke me up from my bloody sleeppppp!
den my eyes lighted up..

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HO JIE QI!
she was @ my void deck.
she wanted to meet me-.-
den i brushed my teeth and ran down.
brought my breakfast down also
*face turns red*

hello girl!
because i was worried abt you okkk!
den she wasn't there alr.
so gobbled my breakfast in th lift.

went stagmont and met her.
talked to her for hours.

den changed and went church.

CHAI XINYING!
i wanna go out with you and stay over lahhh!
W%I^*(#^&%@*%*($^&*@%^@*
don't care you rob bank or what!
i don't care!
before this holiday ends!!!

and HO JIEQI!
WO AI NI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

zaijian people(:
moodless now.
sometimes, th happiness will slowly fade away when it isn't continuous.

i beg you to make me happy once and forever.

It ends tonight.

bear with me people.
this is gonna be a super long post(i think?)
and a little emo one..
it strucked me when i was looking at th sea.

cause -everyone is feeling th hurt.

have you
ever had that moment when you're so happy with something and den you take a closer look and it's not there anymore?
ever had someone tell you that your relationship is gonna last for forever yet it's gone?
ever had a happy moment with someone and next you found out that it was all a lie?
ever seen a beautiful butterfly grow up and die?
(P.s. of course it includes any animal)
lemme tell you people something.
whether it's perfect, beautiful, trustworthy or not,
it'll be gone.
had a brand new computer, phone or a bike which you loved a lot?
ever had it broken down and repaired but it'll still be gone?

i've seen many relationship come and go.
you may patch back but you won't move.
cry for it as hard as you could but it won't return.
tried to die for it from 53447635985 story high and it still won't budge.
wait for him/her for 100 of years but it won't return.
People are selfish you see,
they just say "i've lost th feeling go" and go.

i've seen family members come and go.
my great grandma for example.
she's good(:
she waited for me to come into this world and live till 14 before she go.
but some, they just go on because they didn't want to suffer.
whether it's because of financial issues or because they lost their love.
they just move on to heaven or hell.
leaving their kids behind as they cry.
some just walk out with some other people whom they have affairs with and leave their family to die.
they didn't think much.
they'll just say "i've tried. i'm tired. and i have found this new guy/girl which i like. so goodbye"

dead or alive, selfish or not, peple just come and go.
take my word of advice.
cherish what you have now because nothing last.

flames to dust,
lovers to friends.
living to non-living,
everything ends.

even th longest river on earth has an end.
life and death, it'll end.
why is it so?
blame th earth.
because it's a circle.
draw a circle and it'll end.
somewhere, somehow no matter how big th circle is,.
nothing last.

this is for my dear jieqi, timothy and leqi.
take your time.
step out and see.
th world is full of lies.
but don't see th dark side.
th sun comes up every morning to tell you it's a new day.
take time to love it.
why?
because it's a brand new day.
let nature heal.
you'll be a much stronger, sensitive person.
you be able to lose with pride and a smile on your face, not a grieve of a child.
you stand tall, look up because you know that there'll be a new start.
with every goodbye you learn.
i'll be there(:

recipes for you.
change your focus.
on something else.
not him/her nor yourself.
oppseh.
i meant, do it for yourself and bring joy to others.
work and studies solves everything(:
(i hope?)

i've been receving lots and loads of comment on my previous post in msn, in th phone and by th mouth!
(talking abt my intresting post! duh!) :0
heyyya!
thanks people.
i'm so much a happier person now.
(:
i loveeeeeeee to be happy!
happy memememememeeee.
but it didn't last for long.
like now >D:

anyway, batam seriously sucks! >*()@$^&*%^@*%&()^*#)^&&*$%&@
th standard seriously drop!
like 469072578235724 times okk!
i'm not kidding.
didn't take photos becuz i didn't want to stay there for long.
so went to city more often.
everyone got hurt thanks to th swimming pool.
we were playing happily in th pool when all of a sudden!..
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We found out that th pool was infested with lots of dead mosquitoes!
omgomg!
talking abt that.
there could be a large chance of us being bitten by dengue mosquitoes!!
goodness gracious me! = walau!(corrected by mr yoong)
but luckily, we survived from th mosquitoes sharp nose/mouth,
wherever they used to sting us.
but!
we were being cut all over!
they were cracks in th pool!
*points finger*

i seriously seriously miss clubmed and bintan more than this digusting *(^@#$&*%)_* OLD batam "resort"

need me to give you th defination of resort?!
it's a place to relax not a place to play catching with mosquitoes!

hi-heeeeeeeee-ho-haw!
lemme show you something that i got from my parents last night!
super shock like omg!
i have never ever complained to them abt my current darling because i love it and i didn't think it needs a change nor have i ever told them i wanted a new one but..
they bought it for me!!

*drops jaws*
*opens throats*

SAMSUNG S7330, touch screen!
okk.
i'm being sarcastic.
i'll still be using my darling precious at th same time.

tho th back keeps dropping off and i have to use th tape.
because i seriously hate samsung.
just shocked they they bought it for me.
and my bro!
sudden change of decision, like being possessed.
choosed th damn lousy sony phone w91oi not his dream phone htc diamond.
which was being complained by so many friends of mine.
DUMB choice..
dumb choiceee..
right Zhiying? :P
dumb!

going to dinner soon.
mummum(:

the littlest things that take me there;
i know it sounds lame but its so true;
i know its not right, but it seems unfair;
that the things are reminding me of you;
sometimes i wish we could just pretend;
even if for only one weekend;
so come on, tell me this isn't the end?

HEY yo!
i'm in a super high mood now.
currently waiting for aiksoon help me upload my photos first.
i guess my blogging spirit is back!
wooots!
come come inspirationnnnnnnnnnns!
hohoho!
my dear!
you saved my precious blog's life!
thank you for that>:DDDDD
*super smile!*

lemme see.
shall blog abt tday first.
band as usual.
but tday was a little fun!
everywhere we went for sectionals, we were being asked to go somewhere else.
first cleaner den shashi.
OMGOMG!
but finally, found a new place!
th canteen!
it's super ncie there lah!
i love new places!

den after lunch.
walked back to school with nicholas, zhengyong and their so called "gang"
they were acting like ()^%*(^%&*@^*(
den i look at them.
den nicholas "see what see never see before uh?"
was super funny th way he siad it.
retard is th word:p

den joked around with ZHENGYONG!
he is super funny!
when there's me!
*winks*

walking pass th school carpark den suddenly this weird junior of ours laughed and ran away.
den jieqi pointed towards nicholas shirt.
nicholas!
being a major is not so a good thing!
but i admire you for th courage and your sense of responsibility!

den was happily drinking h2o when..
Jieqi's fillings in her tooth dropped!
D:
TAKECARE MY DEAR.
but i was so bad!
on my way to gombak mrt i kept laughing non stop while she was in pain!
haha.

okayokay.
going overseas to clubmed den batam tomorrow!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
*jumps*
so i gotta sleep early cause i'm leaving super early.

but before that,
i promised someone to reature him long long ago.
but i was too busy to do so!
D;
and now..
he is..
ahye!
don't forget drumrolls lah!
*drumrolls*
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LEE AIK SOON!
jidan!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my dear faithful friend!
*claps*
ohoh!
but sadly, i forgot i wanted to feature him for what.
D;
butbutbut!
HE HELPED ME ALOT ALOT!
and he entertained me alotalot!
my dear eggie!
hoho!
thankyou so muchhhhhhhhhhhhh!
for i dunch know what.
but since you don't like my choc,
i shall let you eat ham okk!
smile because i said so:P
ff: "That's how it is. Both don't start th talk, both stays stupid den.."

wanping!
cheerup pleasssssssse.

;What do you expect? it's life. ZHIYING! COME ONLINE!

and i noticed how you blogged last time.
i read it all, i read it clear.
it used to be intresting until secondofmaytwothousand8

make me happy like tday so that you can save me from frowning and save my blog from dying from those boring days!

i'm going kunkun people!
say byeee.
tataaaaaaaaaaa.
tataaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
tataaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

okk.
shall stop playing.

bye.

wait.
jidan!
my photos!!!

right.
toodles.
miss me!

difficult to move on

thanks for th cheer up peoplexz.
but just t let you know,
i'm not upset.
just tired and restless.

anyway,
busy like always.

schedule starting from monday.
monday- bandcamp (but i was sick)
tuesday- bandcamp
wednesday- performance for change of command, NCC
thursday- which is tday.
friday- band
saturday- overseas, band.
sunday- overseas
monday- overseas.
tuesday- back and to band
wednesday- section bbq with trumbone.
thursday- rest
friday- ncc grad parade (performance)
saturday- band?
sunday- rest day, stadium. (hopefully it's work time)
*frowns*


so do not expect my blog to be updated these days.
cause my holidays are not like holidays.
amelia says: " It's a sad case"

had performance yesterday.
CHANGE OF COMMAND PARADE.
and i saw hafiy!
anyway, all of us were sunburned.

EVANGELINE!!!!
thanks for taking care of me when i'm feeling unwell and upset!

joked with jieqi, joshua, sean and zhengyong during break.
super funny!
talked abt someone putting his head under skirt and all.
:D
they went all horny.

and i found out something!
Zhengyong has got hearing problems!

so zhengyong has a story to tell now,
all thanks to me(:

went to woodwinds bus yesterday.
quite a few reasons why i did that.
tho woodwinds' bus is not as noisy as brasses' but saw a few funny acts>:X

(didn't tke photo for this parade cause all our phones were confiscated by military police)

FIANLLY!
*smiles*
PHOTOS!

(class outing)
dickson th camera man!

(videos of outing will be posted next time)
(band dinner)
THANKYOU MR CHEW, MRS CHEW for giving me a ride to JEC mrt!
ehh, due to some error, photos i set as anigif cannot be posted!
D:
so i have to post one by one buy i'm lazy!
so just post one or two each first.

here to share little and bit's of my secret!
NOTE: some parts of conver are taken out cause you don't have to know any further :)

Timothy says:
charman i got something to tell you
Charman says:
?
Charman says:
wait.
Charman says:
good or bad?
Timothy says:
I
Timothy says:
I
Timothy says:
I ..
Timothy says:
I...
Charman says:
or does it even concerns me?
Charman says:
love you
Charman says:
-.-
Timothy says:(
love you
Timothy says:
LOLS
Charman says:
i know what you are going to say xD YAY!
Timothy says:
Can you be my stead (:
Timothy says:
Note : last time you ask me this
i shall see your reply how you reject me xD
Charman says:
no thanks. you'll be playing with my feeling(:
Timothy says:
hmph
I Play with YOUR feelings !?!?
Charman says:
cuz you still love %^&%^
Timothy says:
i think your the one who play with my feelings last time
Timothy says:
! i was soo sad luh
i cried you know !!
LOLS
Charman says:
cried for?
Timothy says:
you lah xD
Timothy says:
LOLS
Timothy says:
play with my feelings
Charman says:
yeah.
right.
Charman says:
i don't play with people's feelings you know.
I AM SUPER DEVOTED!
Timothy says:
okok
Charman says:
that's why i'm in this damn state now.
Timothy says:
i dont like #@$#*$ anymore
i still like you
Timothy says:
from the start i love you already
Charman says:
yeahyeah.
oh rightt!
Timothy says:
excuse me
Timothy says:
Whos the devoted one
i think i like her longer !
Charman says:
ME!
Timothy says:
than you like one
Timothy says:
NO ME
Charman says:
so?
Charman says:
ME!
Timothy says:
ME !
Timothy says:
hello im soo devoted to womans man LOL
Timothy says:
jk
Charman says:
oh shuttup.
Charman says:
i'm more devoted.
Charman says:
actually,
i don't want to be devoted.
i wished i could be like him mannn
Timothy says:
i wish i could be like daniel man ( Basketball sec 2 )
Charman says:
-.-
Timothy says:
can steead with soo many people
LOL
Charman says:
he can go die!
Charman says:
alot of people also wanna stead with you mah.
just that you not flirt.
so never accept.
Timothy says:
WAITWAIT
Charman says:
PROUD TO NOT HAVE A FLIRT AS MY BESTIE.
Timothy says:
You tell me who want to stead with me
Timothy says:
Nobody want to stead with me
Charman says:
eh,
Timothy says:
im such a poor thing guy okay !!
Charman says:
0.0
righhhhht.
Timothy says:
ok prove me wrong
Charman says:
den you shld pity me.
Timothy says:
Who ever want to stead with me before
tell me all
i dont belive
i cant even think of anyone
Charman says:
becuz of him i can't accept another.
becuz i can't let go.
Timothy says:
Who likes me NOW
Timothy says:
i cant think of anyone
Timothy says:
as in like that love like
Charman says:
me! xD
Timothy says:
i knew you would say that
Timothy says:
beside you
Charman says:
still, ME!
Timothy says:
seriously NO ONE
Charman says:
me! not "you" lah. it's me!
Timothy says:
no one wants me
Charman says:
ME!
ME!
ME!
Charman says:
MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
Charman says:
I!
Timothy says:
:( aw
Timothy says:
stead with me lah
Charman says:
okk!
Timothy says:
4 / 12 / 2008 10:28
Charman says:
i got stead alr!
ss!
Charman says:
so can't stead with bestie): anyway, i don't like th date.
Timothy says:
Aiya have a real stead
Charman says:
too bad:P
she's my real lesbo stead!
Timothy says:
seriously
Timothy says:
lets stead ok ?
i wont be like last time
i promise !
LOLS
Timothy says:
does that sound serious ?
Charman says:
no-.-
cuz i knw we are never serious when it comes to this.
Charman says:
we always play this game in school.
Timothy says:
im serious now ok
*
Timothy just sent you a nudge.
*
Charman says:
yeah right
Timothy says:
Really
Deep Deep DEEP inside my heart
soo deep until you cant go any deeper
Timothy says:
I Truely , Most Sincerly Love you
Charman says:
as a bestie.
okk.
got it.
thank you.
love you too(:
Timothy says:
wait
Timothy says:
look at my dp
Timothy says:
hold on
Charman says:
-.-
Charman says:
brb
Timothy says:
see
Timothy says:
dont we look pei together
!!
Charman says:
uh.
i can't see anything
(becuz i went to edit th photo xD)

band tmr.
sorry for another boring post.
go kun le!

Goodbye for now..

It's been long since i blogged?
sorry for th lack of updates.
have been very very busy lately.


have been very upset recently.
and i will cry when i listen to
Pachelbel's canon or cry on my shoulder which is my favourite song.




sometimes you just feel sad and you really reflect alot about life when you are alone.

i've been carrying a box of memories and that's why it's holding me back.

i miss tim, huimin, judy, shushia, clarence, jieqi, yanting, 2n2 alotalot.
i wonder why,
i don't miss him. Not at all.

sometimes you just feel tired and slowly, you let go.

i'm @swissotel th stamfords now(:
gonna stay there for a while.
den going to clubmed again!
it's time for a rest.

photo's of band dinner and trip will be post when i'm back home.

Slow Tears
by Martini

I look up
as a tear rolls slowly
down my cheek
I think about better days
and wonder if I'll feel that way again
you look at me
with those eyes I know so well
always serious, so deep and insightful
as though you're always in control
But not today
not now
Now you look so scared
like for once you don't have the answer
I gaze at you
looking deep into those hazel eyes
Hoping to understand
why you've said those things you did
I wonder for a moment
if this is all a dream
if I shall wake in the morning
and be relieved
you look at me
with a confusion I have never seen
slowly pull me towards you
and wipe the tears from my cheek


i'm not at a loss nor am i stress.
i'm just feeling tired after a long walk with th box on my hand.

i want a new blogskin pleasssssssssse!

i wanna go back to th past

gosh.
finally a day to rest.

shall keep th photos and this i wanna say for th later part.
cause i have something to show you(:

COMMENTS ON OUR BAND FOR OPEN HOUSE!

Swiss Cottage Open HouseWent to Swiss the open house yesterday. Then the Symphonic Band pro sia... nice!^^
http://stay-by-me.blogspot.com/2008/11/swiss-cottage-open-house-went-to-swiss.html

right.
time now is 3.17pm.
this is getting more difficult than i guess.

thought of choosing band as my cca [not confirmed yet] after watchin' the band's performance at swiss. the school looked interesting...
http://night-rose1404.blogspot.com/2008/11/jus-got-home-from-swiss-cottage-n.html

freak.

Friggin ulcers

i'm so wanting to dieeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

(dai!)

these ulcers are killing me!!!
is super pain and when one is healing,
th other pop up again! I have that urge to squeeze it!!
but of course, i won't.
i'm not dumb like siao!

rule #1- never have ulcers!

i've learned something
each time when someone ask me if i were attached, i would ask them why.
(as in why do they think I am attached)
and some just said they think i am.

people like nicholas, roy, fennie, haziq, andy and all..
but i'm not!

and i've learnt something!

noticed SHEENUA's tag?

ATTACHED FACE!

haha.

haziq said that i have an attached face-.-

so yeah.

i guess that's why people usually ask me.

was in th library on friday and raynard was telling me and evan abt his day out with someone.
taking care of some non-living animals!
super funnyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

and evan said it was th first time she saw me laughing like that.

tho it wasn't th first.

and i was so looking forward to one of my favourite performance!
SWISS OPEN HOUSE!
hohoho!

you must be wondering why it's one of my fav.

but lemme tell you something.
i don't know why either.

>:O

i didn't reherse for th performance on friday because of th ulcer.

anyway, was playing around with sheena and i took a sissors to cut almost everything i see!
th map and all.
i even cut and untie th swisswind's banner-.-
nicholas didn't scold me >:D

zhengyong was super duper deeper uber father mother brother sister lather FUNNY!
and i fell on my butt in th hall on friday>:X

you don't change your attitude you never will.

cause you don't bother and you never will.
but lemme tell you something, you have already fail.
you failed in your thinking, character and lost th respect people had for you my dear.
you failed us.

perfomace for tday was okay.

and it was freakinggggggggggg hot!
sweat like mad until my ears could drop!
ok, so random.

My bro made his choices.
saint joseph insitute, catholic high, nan hua, njc.
bye.

THANKYOU EVAN!

It's too difficult to just walk away

How am i able to forget you if i'm gonna see you three times in a row?
first at cw, den at station, now at lot.
this is difficult.

HELLO READERS(:
my bro can't get into his dream school):
but at least he can get into a good one.

TOP 3 student from national level, 284 and...
.
.
.
.
...
..

.

.
it's from YEW TEE PRIMARY, (my bro's class)
JAMIE!

my second bro got kicked out of th competition-.-
he kept falling down!

i'm gonna blog some other time @home.
with pictures(:


when i find my adaptor.
*stick out tongue*

went out with jinyi, hester, fb and guodong on wed!
den went to saf concert at night.
slacked with qi @ mac till 12plus.
den strolled home.

i want a santa's hat!

my gonna use haloscan back alr.
too many tags to reply(:

REPLIES!

♥ Kim: oh yay, you linked me! Good job. HAHA! Now add me up on msn and delete my old account! C: Thanks Deary Charmannny! xD
LOLS! KIMMY! haha. i'll do it when i'm free. xD
20 Nov 08, 03:09
YaTing: hellos Seniourr :] suuuuuuuuper random tag
yah! go do random study lah you!
20 Nov 08, 02:11
Evangeline,: hey dear, i wld rmb to bring the gel tmrrr! hope ur ulcer gets well soon!
thanksthanks. and i hope i won't eat them up tmr:O
19 Nov 08, 04:04
Xinlin :O .: hey charm! linkk ;D
okk! when i'm home(:
18 Nov 08, 21:08
SHEENA: Hey VIRGIN, i dont lie to you too! hahas ATTACHED FACE! O.o hehs. I LOVE YOU!
I LOVE YOU TOOOOOOO!
18 Nov 08, 20:20
x.X: dat SLUT or shud i say BI'TCH locked her blog! She no face liaoz...
huh? haha. don't spoil her reputation yo!
18 Nov 08, 11:17
gohyingsi: sure, no prob. i'm nt offended :)
(:
18 Nov 08, 09:43
Evangeline,: haha, see u tmr! <3
18 Nov 08, 09:43
Evangeline,: HEY DEARRRRRRR! i dun lie to u! i you! (L)
yeah..
18 Nov 08, 07:38
fans: she call herself a nuffnanger when there isnt a single soul in her blog. pathetic.
lols. thanks for tag(:
18 Nov 08, 06:20
aiksoon:): HI ONEONE !!! ;D meowmeow
ONEONEEEEEEEEEEE! meowmeow!
18 Nov 08, 03:59
Passer-By: Nice blog. Good job maintaining it. Keep it up! =)
thanks(:
17 Nov 08, 08:25
jieqi:]: i m also very honoured too^^ thanku too... eeee~ i still think tat hair looks weird!!! don be too high cos SOMEONE just reply you^^ wow i think like gt big big problem on you blog>.< tctc ily!
HAHA! over alr lah!
17 Nov 08, 07:24
blogger: Copy ur work liao than still so thick-skinned.
ohhs?
17 Nov 08, 07:23
blogger: Tat person is such a disgrace.
-.-
17 Nov 08, 07:23
blogger: Eeee.
eee who?
17 Nov 08, 07:12
passer: and she even have the face to reply. Omg! what a disgrace!
what she reply?
17 Nov 08, 04:08
fans: hey! check out this blog. [link] thr is someone trying to copy cc's blog post and the bloody photo-s can't even play. what a joke!
...
17 Nov 08, 01:21
marcus: hahaas yea 3 mre days!!
(: JIAYOU!
16 Nov 08, 23:51
justpassingby: urm. were you @lot ytd? i think i saw you
hmmm huh? den how do you know it's me? i can't remember.. and i can't reply cause my cbox is dated wrongly.


I FRIGGIN HATE ULCERS! ):
especially big ones.

TINA CHIA, XIE ZHINING!!
i saw your note left in my phone(:
but you can't contact me alrrr!

toodles.

i live in a world full of lies.
where nothing seems right.
and den, someone will try to start a fight.
do you like this kind of life?
-i really need you to give me that unconditional love i used to feel

DAMN TH FREAKKING FRIENDSTER!
i guess everyyyyyyyyyone's blog must me commenting abt friendster now.
HAHA!
but good news people!
take note!
Your friends list may be inaccurately displayed. Please be assured your friends list will be accurate soon. - Friendster Team

i
didn't
go
to
stadium
tday!
gahahahhhh!
what?
there's nothing wrong with it-.-


anyway,
i fianlly had time to sit with my cell!
woots!
it's like WOW! FINALLY!
and my blog is almost done(:

alright.
i shall go eat first:p

right!
i'm back!
i am so in need of time to blog>):
feedbacks were given to me recently on my blog.

come on people.
learn to understand.
i rarely have time to update!
so that gives me a lack of creativity!
*wiggle fingers*
inspirations!

alright.
i was being updated my amelia in service yesterday.
something exciting is gonna happen!
no more emerge btw>):
but!
19 - 23 November
Asia Conference 2008
Wednesday : 10.30 a.m. - 10.30 p.m. Singapore Expo Hall 8
Thursday : 9.30 a.m. - 10.30 p.m. Singapore Expo Hall 8
Friday : 9.30 a.m. - 10.30 p.m. Singapore Expo Hall 8
Saturday : 9.30 a.m. - 8.30 p.m. Singapore Expo Hall 8
Sunday : 8.30 a.m. - 8 p.m. Singapore Expo Hall 8

exciting events and competitions, singers to be invited, guest speakers, musicals etc.
and expect to see miracles happening right in front of your eyes(:

for more information,
VISIT http://www.asiaconference.org.sg/

it'll be super duper fun okk!
(tell me if you wanna go)


what's our name?
-CHUANG CHARMAN!
single or attached?
-single.
do you still like you ex?
- don't think so xD unless as a friend.
do you like anyone now?
-you don't have to know.
will you stead with someone in this week?
-NOPE. i live in a world of lies.
are you a easy going person?
-depends. i'll make you feel as if you are in hell if you wanna be th first person i hate.
do you forgive someone who betray you?
-not every they must gain th chance themselves...
are you a fierce person?
-if you think i am
who do you hate most?
-none.
what word do you always use?
-dabian! dumbdumb! sorry:X does laughing counts?

there's lot's of things i wish to do right now
-being piggybacked,
-go out to take a walk with jieqi in th night,
-own mzzd
-go on holiday with ebbie and tina.
-screammmm!


oh.
people!
SHOT TO FAME!
th winner is APPLE!
tho i don't know who is she,
her voice is strong as what amelia has commented.
this is in church.

a moment ago when amelia told me her name, i her voice would be th cute sort-.-
there goes,
-don't judge a book by it's cover

i wanna go on a roller coaster and screammmm!

i am vexed.
i don't know why but i wanna scream.
there's no reason.
i need to breath.


i think i really need to go for asia conference.
and i want to.

sayonaraaaaaaa.

Class outing ,GARDUATION parade, BAND

edited! with photo's uploaded!!
damn this stupid dumb com.
i wanna use th one in th living roommm >D:

i went to band this morning.
den went back home in th morning again-.-
i wasn't feeling well.
my stonach was friggin painnnnnnnnnnnful and i wanted to vomit.
so i kindof disturbed edwin during sectionals by making some weird noises to go back and inform th majors that i have to go home.

on my way home,
a auntie suddenly grab my hand.
and asked if i was ok.
saying that my face was pale, and i shld sit down and have a rest.
den without my consent, she pulled me to a corner and made me sit-.-
(in a nice way)
den i bo bian.
i sat down.
den another auntie came along and they started to chat and i ran awayyyy >:D :O

graduation parade.

[photo deleted]
class outing.
[photo deleted]

A BIGBIG THANKYOU TO DICKSON!
he's a very good photographer(:
it kept raining!
so we ran in and out of th sea!
went home at 10.

shall post th photos he took next time.
i'm running out of time.
gonna go pom pom.
byeeee.


CHARMAN REPLIES
14 Nov 08, 22:24
Leqi: Hellooooooooos
hihi you dumbo(:
14 Nov 08, 22:09
DpDs: Hey , quickly post those outing pic that i taken during the outing! if not send to me and i post on me own.LOL
i forget where i put adaptor:X
14 Nov 08, 21:39
reader: update pls
undated alr(:
sorry for th lack of updates, BUSY>:X
14 Nov 08, 00:18
JINGYI: hi =D
helloooooooooooooooooooo!
12 Nov 08, 00:37
JESLIN !: helloooooos charman !
HELLO JESLIN!
11 Nov 08, 23:58
lixian: hi librarian!
why is it always th same line? -.-
11 Nov 08, 09:46
gohyingsi: hi. just wan t let u know that i actually always wear a pants under my skirt. bye ! :)
i didn't mean anything offensive. don't be mistaken D:
10 Nov 08, 20:14
SERENE: HEYEHY ! tagged :)
haha! so long den you tag me!
10 Nov 08, 11:27
****: ;D
hello? xD
10 Nov 08, 09:50
Evangeline,: HEY MY DEAR i also wanted to take pictures with that white mouse!!! HAHA LOOK SO CUTE CAN! hehe. but someone reminded me of my uniform. SADDDD!
): we can't
10 Nov 08, 07:58
wei ting: hiie!!
(:
10 Nov 08, 07:35
ZHIYING.: okay i tagged, blur
thanks dumb! :D
10 Nov 08, 01:07
♥ Kim: CC , i wanna see you again
seeing you tday! xD
9 Nov 08, 21:37
~!Huiiminn♥: Orange~! Is not "zxczxc" IS FLOORBALL!!! Siann... If not can go out with my mummy oso de lorhh. Because of tt lurhh... i wan shopping!
haha! i don't wanna say floorball what! later offend people!
9 Nov 08, 20:07
JUDYhenGq: Yo... hehhes.. IMY
why are your tags always so lame?!
9 Nov 08, 19:56
minjei=]: nice blog!taqqs taqqs=]
^^ RETARDED JNR!
9 Nov 08, 08:35
reader: i guess people are just jealous if you and thats why they find faults with you. you credited not like them. anw, update(:
haha! it seems like they have nothing better to do uh? anyway, thanks for informing



I live in a world of lies. Then after a while,
I'll find out that th truth is in front of my eyes.
i'm not blur(:
nor am i blind.
i listen to words and look at words. I learn and understand that not everything is true in this world.
stop making promises when you are gonna break them because they become worthless.

YMCA performace, REMEMBERANCE day, INTERVIEW.

EARTHLINGS!

as i have promised, i shall post(:

i keep my promises okk!

YMCA PERFORMANCE!
i saw Micheal!
from BoysB'(: (he was my ex school mate)

and i cried.

my neatest hair pinned up and gel ed up ever!

you gotta thank some dumb orange for these photos-.-
she got me to take them.
so i'm able to post them.

isn't she good?
*pukes*
jkjk



and i miss band fiesta alot alot.





i wanted to take photo with that little mouse>):
was going back to school and my kor called me.
WRONG TIMING LAH!
i was moody!

REMEMBERANCE DAY!
i was late D:
and andy made me cry in th morn.
received a sms from mr chew: "andy, your team has been highly commended by the vets at labrador park for being the most professional they have ever had in all these years. Congratulations!"

HAHA!
fyi, i was in andy's team(:
we waited for like 1hour plus for th cadets to come!!>:O
den met up with other teams(cornet section)
shared some funny things that happened.
very funny!
den they went to adny's house while i left(again)
for tution and went for badminton.

TDAY!
met jieqi, yanting and ken(he followed jieqi)
for interview!
before that, went to collect something from couples lab.
after 10months!
i finally took it out and fixed it(:
*cheers*
they poke a hole thru th head!!
anyway, continued our journey to Chinatown.
called th (@$&%*(@^%^%(villian) person to ask where was th shop.
looked for it.
& to our horror,!
th shop wasn't a little decent!
so went to call again to make sure.
& we were very sure.
jieqi and yanting insisted to go up and have a look.
so they did.
den they rushed down.
so i inferred that it was something...
i begged them not to go in(:
luckily, they listened to me.
we walked down th streets and stumbled upon something.
th shop beside that (&&*^*%& shop was a gallary.
a gallary of NUDE PHOTOS.
jieqi:"i think is like real de leh. go in lah."
charman:"no lah. use your brains and trust genius. IT's FAKE OKK!"
(look for evidence and showed her)

i shall not continue and type out what happened(:
too long of a story.
but i took them to a starhub shop to prove me right.
charman:"hmm. may i know if you have another starhub branch in chinatown?"
auntie:"no!"
charman:"seeeeeeeee!"
yanting:"ya. but the auntie like buay song you.."

den we went to shop.
i fianlly got my stripped!
(:
and i'm gonna sleep.
toodles.

Derry: SURPRISE lil girl!!!!! change your HAIR LAH.
DERRY LEO TAGGED ME!!
xDD

events update:
saturday, ymca
performance
sunday, rememberance day ceremony; performance

tomorrow out! And thanks to th zxczxc cca, Huimin can't join us tormorrow because she has to do duty. And Jieqi's sister is going to goto our school for th zxczxc match.

good things are worth waiting for
goodbye.

我被炒鱿鱼了!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
ZENGYUAN!
eh. sorry that i forgot and didn't celebrate it with you.
(: at least i wished you:p
(trying to make myself less guilty)


sup.
jieqi, huimin and i worked and monday,
& wednesday and..
.
.
.
.
WO MEN BEI CHAO YOU YU LE!
>D:
it was suppose to be something sad but as you can see,
some mad woman over at my tagboard.

5 Nov 08, 07:39
jieqi :]
hello ORANGE! wahaha~ or should i say hello DRY??? hehe^^ WE ARE JOBLESS NOW (>(>.<)<) LPC's mother WAHAHA!!!

crazyyyyy!
we were still harping on th matter a few hours ago..
and now, she's like..?
OUT OF HER MIND!
another one
(i think it's from bottom to top)
6 Nov 08, 03:02
!Huiiminn: End up no job seia :X we 3 too geikiang liaoo...
6 Nov 08, 03:01
!Huiiminn: Ximorange... we too hard working liaoo till they dun wan us. Still tot we hardworking will double our pay... PUI! ):
6 Nov 08, 02:57
!Huiiminn: Must taqq me often horhh~ woaii xim dryy dryy!
6 Nov 08, 02:56
!Huiiminn: Ximorange!~ WE MEN TAI YONG GONG LIAOO!!! Scare them off? Singtel call eu thn eu watt LPC daughter... thn became eu are th mother of LPC? Haha... wo aiinii tooXD
6 Nov 08, 00:09
passer: are you going to del this blog?
5 Nov 08, 20:43
!Huiiminn: Hello Orange dryy dryy~ ILOVEYOU! <3

>$()&*@%^*&@$^)@%(*(%^@$@


eh! hello! you don't want your job i still want okk! hahahaaa. jkjk. we were "fired" or maybe i should say we quited or took leave.. we were fast in so yeah.
jasmine says that she's gonna print more stickers before call us back to continue our jobs.
but we really wonder if she'll call us.
cause she didn't have our number.

but it's ok(:
i'll spam her office number if she don't >:X

(if you take my post so seriously, i rather you not read it:)

den after work huimin thought that it may be our last time working there so they wanted to go to th museum.
so went in.
den they treated it like a haunted house when they went into th white room.
like OMFG?!
there was music but their footsteps was like 3times louder than th music.

after lunch was..
jieqi and huimin went to read some fantastic stories on my phone.
*winks*

den received quite a lot of funny sms.
was super high.
so started joking around.
ORANGE AND DRY(:

I HOPE YOUR NOSE DON'T GO BIG AND RED WHEN I SEE YOU IN SCHOOL>:D

well,
i've been using people's code putted up on blogskins recently.
so not everything here is original.
*frowns*
i'm lazy recently to come up with my own skin codes and profile.
that's why you see that i've credited.

so thats my excues to stop blogging now and do my profile, skin
:D

anyway, to that cat,
that still doesn't gives you an excuse to copy my blog WITHOUT CREDITING!>(:
esp th way i post and all(:
stop pretending and start having eyes to see!
i do credit others too if i took something from their skin.
learn th basic skills first ok.
stop being childish.
afterall that you did.

i'm already kind enough to delete that passerby's comment about you.
even passerby can see.
my oh my!
it's like bloody obvious?

you even dare to put th fuck up ad on your blog when there isn't a single soul at all.
at least be like th "shherlinehh" lah.
have some manners.
have some pride.
be like her. don't be such a thick skin.
still continue your blog.

i swear th next time another passer come and comment to me abt you again i'll not take it away.

i'm gonna go do my skin now(:
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

我被炒鱿鱼了!!
fu-cc-klove.bs

Lousy Extra Ominous Noob!

i'm super uber upset nowwww >D:
i've blocked super lots of people in msn and deleted some contacts in my phone.
cause i don't wanna talk to those people anymoreeeeeeeeeeeeee.


mummy bought me to see th doctor tday.
so did some test.
and was negative(:
*relief*
den was given MC and have to go back to th doctor for review this coming thursday.
skipped band>D:
and i woke up so super early for that.

i'm sickkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!
uh, and i would like you to stop giving me craps.


Something happened for the first time deep inside.

it wasn't like me.
I kept running from the truth.
All I ever think about is you.
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized


and i couldn't let you go
but I've just got to know
Are you holding back like the way I do?
i am trying so hard just to walk away.




Am I crazy over falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?


Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time boy, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?


See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever

and this was yesterday at my mum's office.
i got a call in th morning was talk while huimin and jieqi were laughing..
i swear i was blur at that moment.
*shuts eyes*


it was like so super duper quiet in th morning.
we could even here th sound of a plastic bag!
den after lunch was like this!
gahhh!




we drank lot's of plain water on that day! >:X

we've got so much to do..

den after that..

I DID NOT EDIT ANY OF TH PHOTOS!
IT WAS PURE SUNLIGHT!
SO STOP ASKING ME xD

anyway, took lot's of photo but i din't send it to my phone.

See somehow I can’t forget you
After all that we’ve been through

Thinking that I deserved it
Now I realize that I really didn’t know
You didn’t notice, you mean everything
Quickly I’m learning, to love again
All I know is, I’m gonna be ok

It’s gonna hurt when it heals too

i can't live my life
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I’m dreaming
Don’t wanna let, hurt my feelings

But thats the path, i believe in
And I know that, time will heal it

It’s time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I’ll be fine without you


PEOPLE I'M GONNA START A WHOLE NEW BLOG SOON.
SINCE I WANNA LET GO,
SO I SHOULD REALLY LET GO OF EVERYTHING EH?
SOON AFTER MY SKIN IS DONE I SHALL LINK YOU.

i go pompom liao!
shall leave this blog to rot >(: