Why all th faking through?

next time, please learn to tell me th truth.
i don't like you faking it through.
and i'm seriously not learning to trust you.

i've told myself that for many times but i guess i haven't learnt from it.
from th very first time i've been so dumb till now.

so fake yet i'm so dumb to believe your lie.

i can't believe that you've changed me a great deal.
good thing?
NO.

"think hard about it
who are u -someone happy.
what were u when u were young
were u like this?" -seriously, no.

"got so short? -yes. since th first day of sec2
go ownself think
wad u changed
after u stead with him" -many things.

it's like you have high hopes on something and you really think it'll happen but it just didn't?

and it's like when it happens,
i cannot cry.
because if i do,
people will start asking me why.

teary eyes and when people ask me why,
i don't know how to answer.
i need time to speak.

nvm.

i want to be. me... ; i need someone to be there to comfort me when i cry.

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zyzyzy. i'm so good
reply: yes, thankyou
Huiiminn HEllo ximgan ^.^v ILOVEYOU<333
reply: <3
zy. :D
reply: nice tag.
lynn must happy de maaa. o. sorry abt the hanna thing also. me, tina roy loves euuu! and roy's tampoon thing! must blog abt it! haaa.
lynn long time no tag. how come eu suddenly so emo? wrong blog i go izzit? eu urself also compare previous post with ur recent ones. so big diff laaaaaa.
reply: yes. i'll blog about it. sorry about th big difference.

oh no eeeeeeeeeeeeeediot!, you are so super wrong!