tday,
charman: (sprayed something on minjiang)
minjiang:"omg. i smell like a girl now"
charman: i wanna smell!
*while*
clarence: (hurriedly took out his perfume tried to spray on minjiang)
*minjiang tried to block himself*
charman: (see that minjiang is going to hit her) "minjiang! minjiang! minjaing! x4"
minjiang: (hits charman) "omg!"
charman: (covers her nose)
clarence and minjiang: (tries to cheat charman) "omg! your nose bleeding!!"
charman: (checks) "eh. where got!"
clarence and minjiang: "hahaha ok lah. we joking only"
*both looks at charman*
both: "omg! your nose bleeding! omg!"
charman:"ok. yaya. don't lie. not dumb!"
both: "reallyyyyyyyyyyy!"
charman: (checks) :O
both: (panic for tissue)

hahahahahhaaa!

helloooo, since i'm so free.

came to help my dummy to post :P

actually i have nothing to post for herrr , heh just came here and make a mess !

woah it's 10 already, so fast ):

bye bye,

ZXC!

Tired

GEEGEEGEEGEEBABYBABY.

i want my snowqueen you henery chau!!!!


clarence saw th teachers' comments on me.
each and every subject from ethan wong's file thingy.
shall talk about it this week
*frowns*

never again,
should i let go?

5(ai)0,L@zy
decode!

5(ai)0L

Tomorrow is Monday, back to school day.

Charman told me never to give my juniors up because Saiful never gave us
up.
and yeah, my point?
i'm giving up.
but thats when Charman pulled
me back, stopped me, and woke me up.
Conclusion: i am not giving up my
juniors; because my seniors never gave me up.
Theo, you made me happy and cheered me up >:D

I feel very restless.
and best part is i don't know what are my homeworks. cool eh.

The sweetness is scattered.

hey, hi aiksoon.
i'm feeling super bored now you uncle.
*screams*

I find this pathetic.
there's many things for me to do but I don't know what is it and I don't even know where to start. There are a few times when I just feel like sleeping and not wake up. This feeling sucks but I just don't know what it is all about. You try to stop it but it still can't be helped.
Scream like hell, shucks, hell no.

This period of lifes sucks.
I rather it hurts than make me numb,
Everyone is so busy.

and i found this photo with my monkey in my old phone.
Happiness can't be bought. Yeah, everyone knows. But when happiness comes, you don't cherish it and let it go.


alright. and clarence tan wants me to let you guys know how free he was just now and i made him so busy.
lol. But I'm not telling it.

Sometimes, i just hope that i'll get into an accident and lose my memory. but there's many things that I still can't let go. If I lose certain memories, I'm afraid I won't be able to get them back again.
Like i've said, once you lose it, you are never going to get it back.

To afraid to say

Not too good

Once you lose it, you're never going to get it back.

was a little upset this afternoon.
but cheered myself up after roaming back to th past.
I, my post can cheer myself up.
HAHA.
Was a little dumb last time.
But it brought me many many happiness that I cannot buy now.

went to guild house yesterday.
was too bored that I went to play with some kids.
played AEIOU with them. lol!
but i enjoyed myself k!
v fun! ^^

anyway, I finally got my middle finger photo!
so now I can "fuck you very much!" hahahahhaah.

no band yesterday >:/
sad.
i've got my phone back!
but blogger is not working well.
no photos tday.

alright.
i wanna go sms and rest..

bye.

few days ago, i was urgently waiting to go back to school. tday, i'm dreading to go back and it's not cool

I changed my mind, i do not want to do my homework, thankyou.

(ILY!)

I don't need drugs to go high

i don't like people snoring.

especially those loud ones.

-

anyway, met theo and minjiang at ljs early in th morning tday.

den slacked and headed to school.

but before that, met dick to take bball and went to school to play.

after that meeting.

after meeting did cards and played bball.

find my life quite boring recently. but not meaningless

went lot later.

some people said we have fate. super lol!

>:P

ok. i'm so effing bored.

shall go find some food to eat.

toodles.

woots! my phone is being fixed!

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doubts? too much of it. Hurt? I felt it.

Everyone is so busy. Everyone is too busy for me.

knn. I'm in a mess.

so shall start packing my things. Starting from desk. den slowly to my life.

I'm not going to look/I don't want to look vulnerable to the world.

I shall join LDDS.

i don't need a time machine and i got my sweetheart back>(:

since i can't go back in time to change it, i change it now.

Time machine

if i have a time machine..

i can rewind th time but it still won't change a thing.

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EDITED @ 11.41

i don't need a time machine(:

How do i tell if it's th truth or if it's a lie now?

and this photo was taken by me near CNY! >:D

hah! i've got th spikes on!>:P what a spastic smile i got there-.-
HAPPY BIRTHDAY THEODOROS CHAN!

hahahah! you fianlly see your name in my blog again? >:D

hey! rarely take photos with you alr leh!

andand! i'm still so proud that i fianlly solve th "puzzle" >(:

i'm smart! hahah! anyway, thanks for th give.

same goes to you, need my help, tell me. i'll help.

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Suppressed by all my childish fears

there's many things i doubt now.

i'm confused and i don't know what to do.

HEYHO!
hohohoooo!

I just took the "What kind of girl are you?" quiz and the result is The Bestfriend.
"You are everyones friend and never turn anyone away. But, you aren't that fake nice, you're the only real one. You tell it like it is without being a bitch and you don't take anything for granted. The one people turn to, because you put people before yourself ..."

i feel super lethargic tday.


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may this be th last time repling to tags like this. i'm sick, lazy and tired of having to do this all th time. just comment me at th bottom of my daily post. thanks
--
sa hello! rmb me? (:
reply: th one that used to tag me alot right? hahah! yes!
Passer cheerup!
reply: for? hahhah!
ROY he wldn't have scolded you for such little things if he loved you.
reply: okok. you tagged me just for this?
Evangeline, HAHAHAHA I AM SUPER LAME! I AM BONJELO. -.- SORRYYYY HAHAHAHA!
reply: LOL! nice post anyway

anyway,
sheena's and evan's blog got nice post! lol!


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dumbfuck! i don't like this feeling i'm feeling right now!

feels like there's so many things to do,
but i don't want to do, lazy to do and don't know what to do.


chingsoon, i miss you alot

Darrennnn!

i bet you are refreshing my post for th most number of time to see something new (post) already!
hahaahahah!

you this slacker! work hard and put in some effort during band!
I believe with evan even th slightest effort put in, there will be results.
(think of evan too much. lol)

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♥J Nopes , just want to know only la (: Dont luanluan xiang (:
hahahah! k! :D
Evangeline, anyway, u very cute ey, flasher!!!!
Evangeline, WOAH! BONJELO TAGGED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :0!!!!!! soo cool! next time i go ask bonjelo to tag me tooo. HAHAHAHA! (i am sooo lame canzxs)
reply: i'm serious about th flasher thing! hahaha! so are you th bonjela/lo?
bonjelo and did u buy my sibling too? cos u wrote 'got another tube of bonjelo to numb my pain'. -.- HAHA, yay!
bonjelo hi. i am bonjelo. is ur ulcer getting better? hope that i am effective!! do apply regularly, see instructions behind me (3hrs once!) dun overuse me!!
reply: yeah. i bought another. cause i scared use finish evan's one. eh. are you evan?
Evangeline, cos everytime u use bonjelo, i see my face there! HAHAHAHAHAA^^
Evangeline, soooo cute! I MEAN YOU! haha, why suddenly got my picture there? funny girl. i think my name shld change to 'bonjelo'
reply: lololol!
Jan & working at boonlay there :x
Jan LOL! Im honoured cans ! i want th letter ! POST TO ME MANSXZX :X HAHAHA ! Im busy these holidays going down pasir ris like everyday
Jan HELLO! Long time no chat already! ((: WHERE'S MY DAMN LETTER :x HAHA . Reply on reply: replied alreadyyy! :D
Evangeline, smile smile(:
Evangeline, I LOVE YOU OK! monkey loves you toooo! whoever took ur monkey is really an arsehole/bit*h! he/she will get retribution for not returning it to u!
Evangeline, hey my dear.. dun be sad.. ): i know that ur feelings for the monkey is super strong, but cheer up ok! at least u have photos of it! cheer up darling!
reply: sheena's PINGPONG!(L)
ESTHER {♥} HEYYO Senior , don't sad about your monkey , CHEERRRR UPPPPP ! Loves
reply: thanks dear(:

ok. i'm going out.
toodles!

Motivation

something funny happened tday.
hohohooooo.
i was walking to th mrt station to meet minjiang and all for section breakfast when...
i walk..
and walk..
den felt something strange like someone looking at me like that.
so normal reaction is to look what.
so i turn my head...
and...
...
...
...
..
.
.....................
hahahh! if you wanna know, you go to wait!
...
..
.
..
.
.
.
good things takes time..
...
..
..
..
ok lah! whatever.
lemme get on with this.

I SAW A FLASHER!
his wasn't wearing any clothes, his underwear was still there. *relief* but his pants were pulled down.
he was standing in a position ready to go infront of me and flash himself lah. wtf.
hahhaha.
(i know you might be thinking "huh?! flasher den you still sound so happy about it?! are you insane")
obviously i'm not lah.
lmao. i saw his standing at a corner so i walked th other way and an auntie was walking "with" me.
laughed really hard.
ok. jokes aside.
shall be more careful next time.



enjoyed band tday.
although i played and my ulcers hurt, got another tube of bonjela to numb th pain.
if not 20 seconds after you see me play.
ok, wait.
maybe 10 seconds later, you turn and look at me and you can see tears coming down manzxzx.
hahah. quite happy that at least i played.
if not it'll be another boring day.

sectionals was fun.
motivated 3 of my sec1s who weren't motivated previously.
"thanks alot charman! *smiles* you really motivated us alot. it was fun learning"
felt really really happy about it>(:
at least for now.
let's hope that th fire will continue burning in them.
but of course seniors got t do their part too lah.

band tmr, gotta sleep.
goodnight.

ohoh. and..
WELCOME LEEZHIYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (L)




(monkey:/)

I want you back

note: (edited th previous post)
i can't help thinking of my monkey.

we flew monkey to th moon.
andy made it jc (jesus christ) drew some banana for it. although it looks like idk what.

monkey so guai.

(8:06 PM) <33>:
dun sad worhs anything jux daddie
(8:07 PM) (♥)Charman.:
i want my monkey back! ): (8:15 PM)
<33>:
buy new one?
(8:19 PM) (♥)Charman.:
no more le): what if someone step on my monkey! ):
(♥)Charman. has changed his/her personal message to "you don't even know it cause love is now 0% /monkey! ):"
(8:25 PM) <33> :
wun de larhs monkey so big worhs
(8:27 PM) (♥)Charman.:
):





i hope what zhenyuan said will be true tho.

fuck anyone who's gonna step on it or who has already stepped on it.

feel very guilty about letting it go.
went to look for it @ th coffee shops tday.
answer is obvious if i could find it.


aiksoon(: says (7:42 PM):
let me give you another phrase
hmm lets see
ok
this the best
cuz it has me inside
although the thing is gone, and nothing can replace it, you always have me.
cuz i wont be lost.
HAHAHHAHA

leeaiksoon! thanks alotalotalotalot!

monkey>:/

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went to find dickson tday.
played bball. den went jp to get some gingerbreadman.
took super long because some idiot sales girl sucks.

-because i couldn't find th ginger breadman after searching like mad and i saw many monkey excatly same as mine just different size, i decided not to look for it further-

C: excuse me, do you still have th ginger bread man?
sg: no. we don't have leh.. *talks in proud manner*
C: k. thanks.


*walks out of th shop disappointed*
C: *tells dickson* no! i want to go back and look for it again!
*walks back in*
*searched*
*searched again*
*found it*
*smiles*
*walks to counter*

stood there for five minutes plus.
*continues waiting*
wtf! th sales girl was taking her own sweet time at th counter doing her own stuffs lah.
wtf. sorry horrr. forget tell you. she's blind neh. so cannot see me.
or am i that short like what esmund says?!
stupid lousy service.

den went to look for paperbags.
hahah!
not an easy task leh!

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san.driyya Hope you get your monkey back (:
reply: thanks!
Daddie Halo nu er, wa hw come lost worhs T_T poor monkey....
reply: i didn't hold it tight enough and i let go
Evangeline, dun worry dun sad!! u will find it again, when u dun find it, it will appear itself!!! dun be upset aitesss. ): me love yaaaaaaa!
reply: 3days. cannot be found alr
Evangeline, ARGH!!!!!!! why is monkey gone?????
reply: because i didn't hold on
JUDYHENG Hihi misses.
reply: loves!
SHEENA HELLO VIRGIN! haha. haven been tagging you for a longlong time. hehs. loves.
reply: omg! your tag is th most outstanding one because i didn't see your name appearing for a long long long time! tag you soon!
Clare nope ur not see-ing things =.=
reply: l
san.driyya Heyheyhey (: I realised my tags are decreasing :/ I'll try to tag more. Haha ^^ Tcs.
reply: takecare
!h.uiminn♥ ximgann!♥ Dun say i dun tag hor! I very long didnt go tag ppl alrd,recently start tagging,thn now i tag you le! il♥veyou.
reply: i love you lah k!
sshuu sshiiiaa STEAD!! so long no tag u le wor..xD are u missing me? i'm sure u do.. LOL xD
reply: yes! miss you lah! i'm sure you miss me more than i do! miss until one die alr right! hahahahah!

538(and still counting) people came to my blog tday.
but bad readers read without commenting.
what to do. ok. at least i've got lesser comments to reply.

same old thing,
i feel like dying.

Monkey is missing

and crying is th only thing i could do.

(edited)

eh! if someone sees it please pick it up leh.
just don't step on it.


missing monkey is suspected to find his 2nd owner, Leon.
if not, his favourite friend, andy.
otherwise his brother, clarence.

but non of them were seen with him.

):
i want my monkey backkk
>):

many thanks to those who cheered me up.
esp zy, dick and roy.
for helping me to look for it and cheering me up.



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band is boring. because i've got ulcers and i can't play.
i want my ulcers to recover fastttt>):

i've got no mood t post alr.
just want my monkey back.

bye

I've got ulcers!...

AGAIN,..
i dislike it whenever i get ulcers manxzx.
especially when it comes in two most of th time!
and th sad thing is...
.......
....
...
..
.
it hurts alot!
(lol! of course lah! it's ulcers leh!! not some bubbles for display...)
k. sorry for that dumb comment.

anyway, i don't like ulcers!!!
(rofl. den i know some of you will be like "lol! who does.. another dumb comment again..")
but you are so wrong manxzxzx.
i thought no one like ulcers but i found someone who does just on saturday.
(which means, it's th day before ytd)
*jumps around in circles*

i was eating and complaining about my ulcers whennnnnnn...
i showed my two ulcers to everyone at th table..
den...
lynn:" -.- ok. that's enough. you can let go of your lips and go back to eating.."
Charman:"it's painfullllllllll! *frowns*"
Jhun:"of course lah! who will say that ulcers are damn nice and not painful. lol! *acts* I HAVE AN ULCER! damn nice! so pain! love it! like that meh! lmao"
Charman: o.O
Shawn: "ok! stop it. you see this cc is giving that dumb look again.."
Roy:"what! i'm that special someone who likes ulcer! tyty!"
Shawn:"shut up lah! stop being sarcastic. see lah! charman's a goner."
Charman: o.O
Shawn:"wtf! that look again! Curse this roy got ulcers"
Roy:"thanks. i love ulcers. *accidently bites his lips* FREAK."
*laughs*

lol! yi rong video-ed down everything!
damn funny lah wtf.
hahahahhaa.

I WANNA EATTTTT!, properly!!

ohoh! and there's this damn caring senior of mine who lend me her bonjelo!!
and she keeps checking on me to see if i'm alright or not or if th ulcers are hurting me like fjdsghfga34
and she is...
EVANGELINE TAN!(L)
hahahah! evan sao! thanks alotalotalot!

(this pic proves that i can't smile with me teeths)
yeah. and there is always a picture with her after every band prac(?)
and comfirm after every performance!
i love you ttmxxxx!!

anyway,
if i had a choice, to choose two ulcers that are not as painful or one big ulcers that will be damn painful, i will choose...
NONE! lol.

watch thisss! (:



alright,
DICKSON PANG! (ZTDH! lovessss)
when are we meeting!!!?!

den i just remembered that i've got something to share.
i've get a rat!
>(:
damn cute! it keeps looking at me with th innocent eyes and tell me that it wants a kiss!
*kisses rat!*
pictures next time>(:

anyway, someone says that my ulcer is getting more and painful because i kiss th rat all th time and th rat is dirty! Jealous eh?

>):
i'm bored!
but thanks to (L)evan, i've got something t do!


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tina wow. i am not the only one. reply sms plss
reply: thanks for tagging only when i didn't reply. lol!
Evangeline, hey my dear! i tagged ya in a quiz! i think u would love to do if u are super bored! u can do it if u are boredddd
reply: thanks evan! :D
Nisa first tyme in my life, i missed the tyme when you did give me a peck (:
reply: hahah! i don't want kissing you again! lol! takecare alright!
Lynn reply my sms can! NOWNOWNOW!
reply: replied.
ying where are you!?!
reply: in your heart-.-
Evangeline, (L) CHARMAN CHUANG!
Evangeline, ARGH! so sweet of u!!!!! so touched you know! haha i love u to the max as well!! tkcare!!!!!! will go back someday! call me if u guys need help kay!
reply:^^
DpDs LOL , so when wan basketball again ? i bored sia
reply: idk. asap! ^^ and slippers!
Passer i dun understand your post
Passer (:
reply: just some random stuffs(:
Fiona Hello! Thanks for e tag! Band did well last night, the event was a successsssss. Hahaha, happy holidays
reply: we didn't :X takecare!
Evangeline, dun talk too loudly in case the 'wound' tears! take care aites! (:
Evangeline, hey darling!! i left my bonjelo in band room, arnd my section area, if u need, u bring home and apply first ok! ur ulcer is freakingly .. ouch!
reple: EVAN! ILY!
DpDs U mean all the while u dunno my blog ? omg T.T
reply: o.O
SABRINA Viewed and Tagged Yaw :B !
reply: hey you! takecare!
san.driyya Hihihi! ^^ Tagged.
reply: hello! :D
clare lol tagg=/
reply: omg! did i see wrongly?! hahah!
Evangeline, OMG CHARMAN! i love u more than the sea and the mountains.. HAHA! i am really really x1000000 touched when i see 'i love evan'!! I LOVE YOU TOOOO!! (:
reply: *grins*
ying hai hai
baibai!

th monkey wants it's leon owner.

P/s. my ulcer hurts ttmx! irritatingggg! ):

When it all falls apart.

i'm

TIRED!

TIRED

TIRED!

meh shi meh, cao shi cao,

meh chi cao, cao chi meh.

meh chi meh, cao chi cao,

cao you du, meh si diao,

mama ku!

(taught by andy!)

rofl!

goodnight!

nightttt!

Sometimes, you don't always get what you want

hey you over there!
hahahah!
wl. some idiots never post loooooooooo!

anyway, shall do a quick post.
went to meet dick yesterday.
we damn zhi tong dao he one lo!
both of us damn classic.
1 handphone pouch, 1 handphone, 1 ez-link card and 1 ten buck.
LOL!
totally same! so must ji nian, take pic.
but unfortunately, i'm not posting it tday.


den played bball.
after that zy came with brentiesssssssss!
den continued playing.
brent is jkghjkdfgdklsfgh.

hahahahahahahah!


ringringring!
dian hua xiang,
ying da jiang!!!

ok! i go answer my dianhua, take my da jing den go play bball and off to bandddd!
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Going crazy

Just do it right for th first time and you'll be alright

omg lahhh!
th GSS just started and i have already spent my most of my allowence!
not on clothes but on drinks, more drinks and more drinks ytd!
idk why i'm so thirstyyy!

anyway,
due to lack of oxygen, i kept yawning.
(ok! for this, let me pass my bio please!)

it's 20mins and i'm still down at this, typing nothing but crap.
due to no oxygen in brain, my mind keep going blank!
like totally.
can't stand it lah! so got to drink more water.
(k! another one! add marks to my bio!)
rofl.

sometimes, you got to let go since it's already over because you know that no matter what you do, or how hard you try, it still won't change th fact or whatsoeverso, you gotta learn to let go and work hard for th future

ok! i'm thirsty.

san.driyya Heyhey (: Lol, don't get tht 'drawing'.. O.O
reply: lol! it's ok! :D
Evangeline, I LOVE YOU TO THE MAX TOOOOOOOOOOO! [: thank u sooo much for being so enthu over library! (L)(L)
Evangeline, tkcare love!!!! see u tmr darlinggg(:
Evangeline, haha, ok, i dunno if u get what i am saying, but yeah! HAHA?!
Evangeline, HAHA i i think i am disgusting. anyway!!!! i never put ! its supposed to be (: but connected!
Evangeline, [;[;[;[;[;[;[;[;(:(:(: smile dearrrrrrr! dun be sad over definition of love! I LOVE U! thats definition of love! MUACKZXSXZ
Evangeline, soo difficult to write so many times!!!! how did u do that man.!?!?
Evangeline, ilovecharman ilovecharman ilovecharman ilovecharman ilovecharman ilovecharman!!!!!!!!!!!!
Evangeline, LOLLLLL. soo nice!! can go spore flyer to have dinner! HAHA! cool ****zxs man. (L) YOUU
Evangeline, && zon chan!! haha, i think i will see him on tues! i go ask him abt that then..! YOUR IDOL AH!
Evangeline, tmr got band ey.. see u tmrzxs!!!!
Evangeline, charmany charmany! omg, i love you a lot a lot tooooooo! haha, u spammed me so much! my turn to repay! MUAHAHAHA
Evangeline, CHEERUP DEAR I MISS YOU A LOT TOO! see you soon kay! ^^
reply: omg! evan! you spammed me! hahah! i love you ttmx!
Klr0sHI y suddenly ur blogskin became so dull?
reply: cause ms ho said i need counselling. lol!
san.driyya Hihihi! (:
reply: HEY!
Guest cheerup
reply: i'm alright! thanks for concern! (:
mj was here
reply: can see
J im damn sad cans! I want my letter!
reply: oppseh!
DpDs Omg , ur english teacher rox sia. created a blog...
DpDs LOL , dun worry holiday surely got more chances de xD
reply: of course! he rawks!sjkdhsdjkfh
Evangeline, & i am funny? thanks for the compliment! ;D u must smile tooo(:
Evangeline, hey dearZZZZ, cheer up! u sound kinda sad! ): cheers ok!
reply: i'm ok!
hester. (: yayaya. last time cut before a few times before. just that it grew longer only. (:
reply: o.o! i have that photo!
Passer what happened to ur skin?
reply: it happened just like that! haahahah! i thought i wanted to change it cause tired and sick of th old
♥J Hey! Where's my letter?! {:
reply: on my table
Guest fianlly. this tagboard is btr!
reply: better for you! not for me! troublesome:X
san.driyya Wow! Now I don't need to scroll down (:
reply: yessssssss! (: me so nice!
Evangeline, **
Evangeline, smile & tkcareeee:0
Evangeline, OHMAN! UR TAGBOARD IS ALIVE BACK!!!!!!! I MISS TAGGING U YOU KNOWZXS. (:
reply: i knowzxs. hahah!

i still feel thirsty lehhh!

anyway, band is cancelled tmr!
means break! >(:
goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! i'm so tired.
and thirsty.

and i cannot type properly!
omgomg!

k! can't take it anymore!
i'm getting my water and going to sleep!

did i just remind myself that i used to have a sweetheart whom i love and cherishes alot?
den he left me for a dumb reason and now i think he shouldn't even have came and made friends with me at all.

toodles.


P/s. I love evan!
P/s/s. I love evannnn!
P/s/s/s. I love evan ttmx!
P/s/s/s/s. I love andy!
P/s/s/s/s/s. I love zec-y too!
P/s/s/s/s/s/s. I love qi!
P/s/s/s/s/s/s/s. I love min!
P/s/s/s/s/s/s/s/s. I love judy!
P/s/s/s/s/s/s/s/s/s. I love shushia
P/s/s/s/s/s/s/s/s/s/s. I love jessy!
P/s/s/s/s/s/s/s/s/s/s/s. i told you i'm going crazy.

hello peopleeeeeeeeeeeeee!

i'm so going to emerge this sat!

celebrities will be coming!

bleh! i need go do scores and go band now!

ZAIJIAN!!!