You gave me strength to move on.

And the courage to love you

To believe in actions or to believe in words

Heyhoheyho, yoyoyo!
>:D

Firstly, I super sorry for my boring post lately.
hahahah! Can't blame, not my fault anyway.
My brain was dead. Blame it on brain. rofl.

Anyway,
I've got a big big bigbigbigbigbigbig announcement to make! wahahahahha!
Don't be too shock okkkkk!
*sticks out tongue*
I'm feeling crappy as ever again!
*jumps*

Don't ask me why, I don't know either.
But it just came naturally after reading my old conversations. (nice one k!)
(let's try another one!)
I feel weird when I'm upset. But can't help getting upset.
It's ok, I'm alright now, conversations are now my motivation.
(whoaaaaa!)

hahahah!
*runs around in circles*

*pause*
Btw, don't blame me for this no-picture-long-post because,
blogger sucks! I'm seriously getting tired of it.
When I try to post photo, fail!!!!!!!
Time to update, move on and let go

awwwwwwwwww):
don't be sad! I'll try again some other day {:

Alright, tday.
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY EVE!
and happy going to school alone for th very first time ):
lalalalas, nvm.
Learn to get over it!


Anyhows, tday was super duper idk what to say!
Purposely told myself not to bring model or anythingggggggggg related to tday's lesson and in th end, class suddenly became angels and everyone brought their things except for me. Cool huh?!
Don't know what's wrong with people tday.
Me don't like! ):

but it's ok.
Since I'm like th only one who has th earth revolving around me,
IDECIDED/TRYNOTTOGIVEADAMN!
:D

Went hall to find Joshua, Zhengyong, Zhiming and William who were rehearsing during recess.
:D
K lah, Actually mainly to find only Joshua and Zhengyong :X
BUT, only Zhengyong saw me. WL!, Super sad lo! So during assembly, only shouted for zhengyong! >:P

Saw bernardd, and he said hi.
But I just smiled and ran away. Sorry lol.

Ran around school after recess.
Halfway through, zuo lao chi saw/caught me and made me go back to class with her D:
sad.

then like that lo, go th celebration thingy and all.

After that, wet outside staffroom.
tell you what, some people really, seriously, don't know how to take control of situation and organise stuffs. Pathetic.

Went out of school after the celebration to find 3 people who have been waiting for me for god knows how long>:D

Went imm after that then bussed to gombak and changed bus again.
saw Jingyin's brother, i know, nothing special.

den went to gjkdfhgjhdfgjkdfhg and Lrt-ed home. ( Is there such a word? "lrted" hahaha!)
and, saw andy in lrt! :D
talktalk.
ohya! I saw yanye @ imm!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok, back to story.
and story sort of ended there.
Because I slept and when I woked up, I saw a piglet in my arm!
lol!


heyhey, thanks to this super nice person who wanted to give me piglet! :D
and thanks to another someone who carried my book!!

oh dear, ):
I'm getting bored.
Shall end here and crap next time! :D

If you think you haven't got enough, go wordpress! But if you don't have password, don't bother:D

One of th conversation I read,
I saw this.
"so now you know, don't care too much for other people even you want to but put yourself to 1st priority"

Ahye, I'm not gonna listen to it, don't worry!

alright alright, zai jian oh!!!!!!!!!! ^^

P/s. If you find it boring, don't worry, don't blame me. It's always like that, It has never changed. It's just th start of th crappy me. Need warm ups first. lol!

I waited and i waited, each minute, i looked and i looked.
when one came, i got all excited and i hurriedly look if it's from you.
but each time after i look, none was from you, disappointment that i don't know and what to do.

days passed, time gone, wasted, regretted and full of tearful fears.
idon'twannagiveadamnanymore hohoho!
WILL YOU MISS ME?

It's tiring being alone

heyheyheyhooooooooooooo!
I'm not @ home nowwwwwwwwwwwwww!
I'm not going home, i'm not going homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee >:P

Blog more about tday, later >:D
highhighhighhighhhhhhhhh!

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! ^^

letting go, giving up

Anticipation makes one more and more indulged
Anticipation makes one more and more tired

How heavy need the rain be and how dark the sky must be, before I can have your concern

The one being loved needn't apologise

I UNDERSTAND,

and I'm sorry, very very very sorry.

HELP ME STOP

Pull me up and help me stand when I'm going to fall. Cause when I start
thinking, you know I'll never stop.

So, how are we suppose to carry on from here or should I just let go?

Swiss Winds is like a Phoenix
Because after everytime it falls, it gets up and recover very quickly again.
Amirul, 2004-2007 (Chief librarian'07)


I guess, this band is blessed to have many good seniors, a nice bandroom, good instruments, manymany, and most of all, a good conductor.
Anyway, this photo is taken @ Garden tech!
Derry and Chingkit! My very first photo with two brothers! :D

Oh goshhhh, I'm super bored of life.
I want to be th crazy girl like last time. lol!

And I prefer my chubby face):
Because, I look nicer with them in photos.

:D seee! So fugly...!
ok, actually, also not very skinny^^ hahahah.

This photo bellow wasn't taken tday, was few weeks ao. including th minjiang one.
Band was great! >:D

Mr chew said we improved alot alot! And said that we, with only 4cornets, and a few from other section are very strong and that when he is recording, it can be picked up clearly and loudly^^

Got to play with sorethroat.

sad case.

after band, went to westm to mumum!

with Joshua, Zhengyong, Gabriel Curren
hahahahha. had fun. Joshua is super funny.

went KFC.

@ counter,

Joshua:" uh, you know got two types of chicken right? one is like breast......"

lol. wtf! hahahah.

Then we decided to prank Jeanette.

Ohya, I admire Joshua when he's on th drums! :X

me and zhengyong, last year's band dinner! omfg, he look super ugly here >:P
he didn't want to send me photos! ):

I want to thank manymany people.

Those who wrote letter and secretly place it in my cornet case,

those who initiated to bring me home after my long day knowing that I don't feel good and secure going home alone,

those who took me out to eat to cheer me up,

those who smsed me alll day long so as to take my attention away from waiting for certain smses that won't come after long, cheered me up, make me cheer them up so that I'll forget about waiting for th sms,

Thanks to those who constantly call me up to check on me,

and thanks to those who always remind me that they are there to support me.

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Guest: cheerup

reply: thanks!
C.Shot! u Dead: btw btw ;D o.O wat i wanna say.. Zzz nvm i forgot liao.
C.Shot! u Dead: lols -.- daniel spam sia.. btw ^^ the bet!! i win liao ;D cause i say so.. -dickson= OI CALL ME ALSO! I WANT GO TOO BB!! ^^

reply: your prob!
Klr0sHI- C.Shot! u Dead: ps charman for having a conversation here. ps, hmmm, is just tht u dunno onli.. i got my prob, is jus tht i nvr express out. n tht wad nervous ting? wad tokin u? dun say halfway jiu dun say le!
Klr0sHI- C.Shot! u Dead: ps charman for having a conversation here. ps, hmmm, is just tht u dunno onli.. i got my prob, is jus tht i nvr express out. n tht wad nervous ting? wad tokin u? dun say halfway jiu dun say le!

reply: o.o
ESTHERRr: CHARMAN ! WO AI NI ! <3 something="x</DIV">

reply: don't want lah! don't want. sickening girl! keep asking from me den give le don't want save! lol! hahahah
SABRINA: tagggs !

reply: heyo! hahah! so nice?
Fiona: Hello! Takecare alright. Sorry fr not being there that day.

reply: lol! why? hahah. also don't have to go up what! ^^
DpDs: lOl nvm, anyway next time sian pls call me down for bb again. i am bored.LOL

reply: cancan! ^^
C.Shot! u Dead: lols! -.- daniel since when u kena those shyt -.- lols. AND paisei lols -.- din want to say the real thing =/ and wat Asses -.- Zzz Nervous System or Nerves system the bet is on
reply: shuttup!

Klr0sHI: ur lesson/tok wif d gals reali made mi reflected back on my probs too.. i guess we r sumhow quite similar=x. haiz wen friens r gd, dey r so gd till u.. haiz. everyting jus had its lifespan. =x

reply: huh? lol!

Clarence "somehow im starting to pity u =/
ur experiencing the other side of life. it will soon be over ^^"

C' ROY"just let go. he can say many things but how do you know if it's true? see the way he treats you, you know, it's time to give up"

Although it's difficult, I constantly remind myself not to.

It takes no time to fall in love, some fear to trust in love, more tears t lose your love and no hope to win your heart back to love.

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Is it me or is it just you?Ii hope all that I think may not be true. I don't wanna break this relationship of ours. So lets just talk it out and come to a deal. Hopefully, you'll understand me. cause I feel that Ii don't understand you did you change? Or is it me being over sensitive again. (feb's old post)

xoxo,
Charman.

Not your clown, your poker's joker

Sorry for th lack of updates and boring updates!
hahahah! but you can go read some asses's blog:)

nothing much tday.
was having super bad gastric that made me cry.
den was forced down to canteen to eat.
ate three mouthfull den gave it to john and minjiang to finish it up.
drank milk and went back to class.
den someone told me something. Felst super disappointed at th same time, felt disgusted or somthing. fjkshgjkhgtjkh34895y345hgjd.

After school,
went to meet Andy! >:D
den chat chat. checked my phone time and time again.
nothing changed.
andy:Charman, your face slim down alot within this one week. but shou de hen nan kan.
My babyfatsssssssssssssss! O: real fatsssssss! or whatever sai, goneeeeeeeee.

den went for banddddddddd.
Sore throat! ):

lalalalala.
ohyaohya! I found three tution teachers!
Zhenyuan, Jingyin and Weichong! >:D
Helping me with maths and chem! >(:
Excited!

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Evangeline,: you upskirt ppl!?! omg so did u make any SPECIAL discovery? LOL! .____. Evangeline,: LOL! yah! i also think i very lame, fire drills can take pic also! haha ur class so cute! haha!!
reply: hahahahah! so kiah suuuuu!
mj: was here
reply: hello!
C.Shot! u Ego!: faggoet =/ what bastard -.-
C.Shot! u Ego!: lols! fortgaming ^_^ my advertisement works. never thank me =/
reply: pathetic, it's faggot loser :P
Zhen Yuan: wa i din noe my nuer so sexy sia XD LOL, somemore my nuer pic so big sia LOL XD
reply: lol?
DpDs: LOL, I GO HOME MY STOMACH PAIN SIA.EAT TOO MUCH~
reply: hahahah! sorry lah. really don't feel like eating.
Klr0sHI: cheer up=) maybe i dun ask much questions about ur private life.. but i tink i get ur feelin from here bah. . dun torture urself le. haiz. part of fate. giv urself time.
reply: ty!
Estherrr: CHARMAN <3
reply: hahah! you this pervert! don't have your number lah youuuuuuuu! talk only! :P hahahah! love you lah!
AliciaTan!♥: Heyhey! (: Cheer up prettyy! ^^ Okay la, you're powerful xD
reply: of course! more powerful than esther can liao! hahah! takecare!
passer: why ur post lyk sian.
reply; cause i feel sad. hahah.
Estherrr: CHARMAN <3
reply: ya! yayayaya! have your number! old number lo!
Evangeline,: but do cheeeer up k! :) :) ya babe!!
Evangeline,: and i totally agreee : "sometimes it just takes a little misunderstanding to change everything". totallllly agreeed!
Evangeline,: hello my dear!! :) i really hope everything wld be fine for you now! no matter what, really, you have me ok! you have me to confide in! if u need a shoulder, u can borrow mine! ^-^
reply: hahahah! i'm genius! :)
Fortgaming: o.O
reply: o.o
C.Shot! u Dead: lols John and his self praise -.- Zzz go sing la -.- Zzz boasting about urself =.-
reply: it's ok. nvm. don't have to help me. you know and i know that i'm better can le! hahaha!
John Jackson: The body so nice..Looks so familiar lerhh.. xD
John Jackson: Ehh the e first picture hu arh?Standing at the front one..
reply: hahahahha! Sing more songs for me leh. always same old songs plus is sing halfway!
Klr0sHI: knock knock! special delivery! not bad? the choice of sentence use is quite inspirating in sum ways? cooldown=)
reply: hahah! tyty
aiksoon!: left comment @ your comment page, check it out.
reply: checked out and replied my dear!
C.WhySoEgo!: lols SPAM SPAM ^_^ . SPAM SPAM!! eeyeer -.- u see this meimei dunno how to eat one. -.- damn im bored.
reply: eff off. that meimei!
ESTHER: CHARMAN ! <3 Hahaha , you baddie lar you . say me dao liddattttttttt D;
reply: :d
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want a good post? make me happy lo.
hahahah.
I'm tired, Zaijian!

Bring me back to where it begins, with you.

Fishing Gang is Created 20August,09
members:
JohnLim - (BOTAKSENG/ John Jackson) [Leader]
Daniel - (DANIU!/bigcow) [Doofus]
Frankli - (FRANKLY speaking!) [Expert]
Afiq - (SengKangBoy) [Vice ]
Nicholas - (Afker-Fisher) [Noob ]
MinJiang - (MJ~) [Feeder]
Charman - (MooMoo) [CameraWoman]
Clarence - (C.Shot! u) [Regular]
more on: X

Don't ask me about th names or whatsoever because I got nothing to do with it. I even have a problem with my name lah please. bastard. moo what mooo!
>:P

Anyway, I didn't go fish or be some camera women tday because I was deciding about something. Anyway was raining, only idiots will go. lol!

Many things happened tday.
I lost not just one but all.
was at fault too, but most of all, I lost them once and maybe for all.

ran et.
didn't slack until last two rounds.
Felt like fainting.
Den clar, minjiang etc bought food for me.
sorry for scolding you guys when you cared.

den after project work.
some mr nice guy initiated to send me home like wtf.
hahaha. tried eating but ate a little and gave rest to dickson.


i can't be arsed to blog anymore.
maybe some other time.

ily, yes, you.

I think i'm super powderfulllllllllllll! >:P
I don't feel tired not sleeping last night for a day,
I don't feel hungry not eating from dinner yesterday and I can cry for one whole day. lol!

Anyway, many many many thanks to andy!, douglas yaya, aiksoon, minjiang, theo, nais, azura, nisa, clar, john lim, dickson, jingyin, zhenyuan and chan ching kit!

SHOULD HAVE KNOWN

Two headed freak!

hate th way how it turned out to be .
I know clearly what I want. I just don't know about trust.

Know/Understand how I feel

I compromised and was being sacrificed.

Define trust.

"Trust is like a responsibility, when I give you my trust, you are expected to be responsible for it and not break it" - as, faithfull hard boiled eggs

"Trust is a relationship of reliance." - unknown idiot

"How much you believe in a person" - chickendumbstickbullcatdumbdumbdumb

"Trust Reckons Unique Charman Trust." , "u tells that person everything?
Trusting someone is almost like loving someone la" -You'resuchanlousyass

"believing in somebody. no matter what happens, no matter what it seems like, no matter what you feel like" -ahshit!where'smyfetus!

"having confidence in one? are you doing your compo? so difficult" -rawr!leolionbro!

"o.o" -stupiduselessjnrslackerofmine


Because it all starts with trust, and th way you define it
got scolded by some for asking them to define trust>:(
but got my defination anyway >(:
Sometimes, it just takes a little misunderstanding to change everything


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MASAKA.: up your ass turn left.
reply: can't find it):
C.Shot! u Dead: -.- daniel nice spam/cheer up message so long like !#!$!$%
reply: k
Klr0sHI: becoz he/she is worth ur time/ur promise n everyting. nvr giv up. sum true friens r reali hard to find. best frien do quarrel at times, but wen 1 does not giv up, dere hope. jy! dun be sad. tc=)
Klr0sHI: always remember tis, dun get upset or worried on wad u shuld do next wenever u met wif frienship prob.. always tink wether tht frien means alot to u mah, if yes, try to patch tings up s much s u can.
Klr0sHI: heelo! leaving my footstep here again! haha. cheer up luh! CHARMAN CHUANG! U CAN DO IT DE! get better soon! a period of uphill bad fate, dun worry, downhill d road is here to come.. gd fate is comin!
reply: thanks! :D
C.WhySoEgo?: yay! finally update ^_^ leech leech leech lols. tagged -.-
reply: shuttup!
san.driyya: Hello! (: It's been such a long time since I tagged you. Here's a tag then ^^
reply:^^
C.Shot! u Dead: Update pls Update pls
reply: know you love my blog!
Klr0sHI: heello=) update yea. we r lookin forward to d pic.. including john lim too.. dun disappoint us yea.=) tc
reply: hahah! john lim!? :D
AliciaTan!♥: Yeah right. :p Lmao. Grats on getting your stitch & bunny! ^^
reply: ty! eh! teach your friend lah! anyhow touch me:/
C.Shot! u Dead: UPDATE PLS ^_^ I WANT PICTURES XIE XIE
reply: okok
Lolwut?: im here to spam
reply: you calll this spam? lol. and you are?
Gerald: Hey, its been months since i visited tis blog! frankly speaking, this blog changed a lot! All for the better :) good job charman!
reply: how is it better? (:
Klr0sHI: heelo! daniel here! dun be sad lar=) cheer up.. try again next time.. nvr giv up.. tc
reply: alright! :D
AliciaTan!♥: Heylo! I'm the one with Esther today. ^^ Oh & you're not a fool okay! ;D
reply: of course! :p
C.Shot! u Dead: lols -.- u open tagboard kena spam D: so suay... charmon i choose u! ^_^
reply: noob! undate your days pls! i'm 8months away from your timeline.

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Found out many things today. Funny ones and disappointing ones.
Relationships are such a mess.
I'm scared.
once you let go,(do i have to repeat that?)

Ahye! faggot! Stop going around and telling people innocently that i hurt you.

Risked love

When 1 girl and 7 guys go up to th end of a "hill", what can they do????
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watch porn of course!
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lol!, no! wrong.

We went fishing! lol!
Not excatly.
I did not fish, they did.


act only>:P
Their so called "lobster" because it looks like a lobster but it's not and they don't know what else to name it.

FRANKLI! >:D

and our very own, John jackson. lol

omg! see thisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!

hahahahah! act cute only! >:P

like one kid!

Mine is th red pencil box! >:D

thinking of getting th bag now >:X

anyway, a few days ago,

i left a gift for residents staying near westmall.

bascially, it was a very special and a easy gift to give.

Firstly, I have to make sure that th ground is not dried up,

my shoe is on and den,...!

Print my foot print of th cement!

*shakes ass*

Hope you like th gift, especially Lee Aik Soon!

I evan signed off with my name! :d

spent all my money on buying chocolates):

hahahahaahah! anyway, performance yesterday was g-r-e-a-t!

talked about some sticks, rachel dropped her phone into th construction site, super lol scene.

some Joshua was even boasting about his ego stuffs to me and gabriel.

lalalalalalaa.

I'm going out to mummum nowwww! >:D

zaijian! ^^

P/s. I want chocolates!!!!!!!!):

I got my stitch, and bunny! >:DD
Ying(L) went to buy a bunny bag too! >.<

CHEW WANTS AN INTERVIEW

Many of my juniors are reading (L)zhiying's blog, plurk and twitter, facebook and credits goes to me! :d

mr chew: charman has got new boyf huh? heard th sec1s talking about it.
sec1s: ya! from sec 4!
charman: heh
Mr chew: oooOOoooo, i want to interview him uh..

mr chew laughed at my reception counter. hahahahahah! :d
and i saw th plants bloom in bandroom! omgomg.

and my korean name is still charman:/
epic fail.

I'm still saving money! :p not blogging much.
let me go watch tv and eat my chocs! byeeeeeeeeee!

SAVING MONEY

dummy says : ' hey! I'm saving money so i may not be posting soon. Don't ask how is it related cause I just anyhow fixed up this as an excuse.

But I'm really saving money to buy stitch, mickey and bunny pencil box! So I will not be posting cause I will have no energy to think due to having to save money, I'm not eating. Ty, I know I'm very noble.

P/s. Th following things written on top are facts and nothing else. But i just jumbled them out to make into a story. Thankyou. I know other than being noble I'm great too.

don't miss me too much alright! And i'm learning hard to save money! Ok, off to read my pig book^^ you like? I love! Btw, you can follow me on twitter because during this difficult period i'll be updating twitter alot:) alright, dummy's speech over.

"I hope you rot in hell"
May you get what you deserve.

yay, I'm getting what I deserve rotting at homeeee.
I'm super bored! Can die already.

Anyhow, went out for brunch with family tday.
had meeting again.
me and my brother's goal, accomplished! hahahahha! < (inside joke) anyway, after eating went to walk around and I came upon something... THIS!

this caught my attention and immediately, I wanted it as my pencil box! Cute right^^
I'm so going back to buy it lor!

den, me and bro went to NTUC, fairprice to find out latest favourite snack!

TADAH! and we found it!

My favourite is this yellow one cause it look retarded-ly stupid! ^^
and went up to second floor of NTUC and came upon this!

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I was super attracted to this thing so beware

cause you may like it after seeing it.

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It was this STITCH that looks like it got cramps! lol!
But I got so attracted/amazed by it because of it's hands! It's like asking me not to go and leave it alone! So I couldn't get over it but unfortunately, bo money cannot buy.

Stitch: CC!!

Charman: uh? huh? me?

Stitch: yes lah retarded! You!

Charman rawrrrr! wth! >:@

Stitch: Don't leave me here! ): *innocent and sad eyes with the hand stretching out*

Charman: awwww! ): I want!
rofl.

den I saw this mickey. (went to put beside it on purpose so that stitch won't be lonely)
ok, I don't like Mickey because th voice in mickey playhouse wasn't as cute as I thought so in sec2, I my feelings fo mickey started to fade after watching mickey clubhouse.

but this mickey was super cute! (compared to others that are found outside) another thing is that this mickey is a super good boy!

(IDK how i ended up with knowing that that mickey is a good boy but it looks like it)

GOSHHHHHHH! I WANT THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Had performance yesterday.

Was great! >:D
Captured people's attention and chingkit, derry, amethyst etc came! >:D

took photos with them.

after first part of performance, we were given a few hours to roam around so ate lunch with section first den went around th place with zhiming, zhengyong and joshua! :D

den went to take ice cream!
ice cream>> carnival games >> play ground >> walked to henderson!
:P

thanks for chocs, clarence and evan! :D

Wanted to blog just once sentence but after I met Jan, decided to change my decision.

Jan, third thing you should be honoured about >:P

Anyway, had band tday.

Practice was nice>:D

Zheng yong finally come back! miss him so much lah!

Our SCs were fast>(: At least they were not wasting time.
managed to end it at three sharp.

They said that I look like a kid in this photo >):Went to meet zy after that. Got a call, mine from Jan and he got a message from alfred.

Go prank us. Good thing we not dumb.

so met them and slacked.

Jan super nice but lian only lo! :d

After that, kenna stalk good thing we escaped and I home.

I would rather have one to be unhappy than three.

Noticed that the world is really small.

Or should I say, I got big connection:p

hahahahh!

Alright, I'm off.

Performance tomorrow. If there's time, I'll hop by to help to flag day.

AIKSOON!,

what's th happening!

P/s. I owe Jan a letter for many months alr.

P/s/s. Jan is bad girl.

P/s/s/s. I'm bored.

P/s/s/s/s. I can't post nicely.

P/s/s/s/s/s. Aiksoon's a bitch

P/s/s/s/s/s/s. I'm off!

P/s/s/s/s//s/s. I love talking to leon! :D

toodles.

Selfishness, greed

You can never fake your concern for someone
The feeling which hurts you when a good friend of yours betrays you.
That's why I said this last year,
Love of two can hurt a few

Sometimes, giving in and bargining is not enough.
You have to give in and give up.

Noticed that cats are attracted to me!
From smallcat to blackcat to bigcat and many other stray cats. lol.



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Yesterday was fun^^ but tiring.
pe, total joke. ask zhiming for more.

After school, solo around:/ (Felt lonely for so many times this year)
skipskipskippppppppppp th sad part!
den went to gombak mac to do project.
Charman most hardworking! She did almost everything lo!
But members did try to help.

John negotiated with me saying he'll help me do my english while I help him do project. So i said ok^^

After that, kenna bullied.
But I got my revenge! I made them take th chilli sauce and walk from mac to cdans>:D
(I'm in love with another new game)

after that, zecwai(L) sent me home.
so from here, concluded that i attract cats.

Stayed up till twelve plus to do project.


Tday, wanted to go fishing, but kenna kp so didn't go:/
Went andy's class to take rank den after that slacked there and watch nicholas, andy, minjiang and theo play daidi.
love aircon! and i finally find out how chingkit went to roof top! got easier way sommore>:d

After project work, walked home saw dick and chatted.
edwin came, he super nice and cute>:D

HEY! btw, I can foretell th future! :DDDDD
lemme show you uh!!!!
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den went home, blog and go to sleep.
But before that, I will be sending sms to someone.
and will be waking up tmr morning to go to school. YAY!
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See! I told you!

P/s. Sorry for th boring post recently. Life's nothing.

P/s/s. I'm currently addicted to a game i forgot it's name. lol!

freak, i'm busy:/

TWELVE PACKETS OF MAGGIE

Feelings' fade. x

Went out with family yesterday for branch!

went to hong xin or something for dim sum.

Early in th morning to town just for dimsum--

Anyhowz, went to plaza sg after that.

so went to look for Tina and bitches to help out with event since I'm there.

Thought their dress would be shorter than mine but... even so, I wore shorts inside k! ^^

But people were looking at us:/

Went to make a bear factory after that to accompany Nicole to make her birthday bear.

(lazy posts pics)

Jhun's house later at night to celebrate National Day, watch fireworks and ate maggie.

maggie in steamboat format.

nice (:

we ate more than twelve packets! >:D

Dreams will end when they become reality
- Gab Tan
though I edited it totally and answered his question. But still, credited.

Realised that I couldn't take jokes these days.
Used to be able to take jokes like nobodys' business, crap and laugh like nobody is looking and listening and really enjoyed it.
But recently, got fustrated, irritated easily.
idk why.

Sometimes, I really look back, think of my decisions and get really mad at myself for not choosing phy instead of going to bio.
And now, I'll have to follow my decision, face th problems and lie to myself that everything's going to be fine.

Th truth hurts
(Perhaps) This is what fate wants it to be.



National day parade tday.
Super upset when people told me what happened. All th fun stuffs they did but I didn't get to see it.
Parade was alright. won't say it's good.
But whatever it is, I think, Swiss Winds was the one who the one who helped capture people's attention. MUSIC, is important.
*coughs*
Except for the part where theo threw the lyre just to march out to concert formation and pick it up again when we are marching out of carpark.

Sometimes, being a Leader is more than doing everything that should be done and do it because others who were once leader did it th same why too but rather, make a wise decision fast, have a good reason for it and do it rather than hiding behind one another's back, wasting time and hoping one will take th initiative to help you get your job done.
Because if that happens, it'll take forever.
Sometimes being a leader means being someone understanding and not someone who just wants to prevent himself/herself from getting scoldings so, be demanding and ignore other's situation.
It only brings them to dislike you more, make you mean and make it difficult to get thigns done.
Sometimes, being a leader means having to take th responsibility and not blame others or throw your tantrums at other people because you are th one who have to take th responsibility.
There's a reason why you are choosen, not them.
But most of all, A leader, leads with passion.Not because he/she have to but because he/she wants to and love to.


someone told me yesterday,
If he or she still wants to be my friend, he/she won't be ignoring you just over a small matter. Not a big one but a minor one. If he/she doesn't want to be your friend anymore and doesn't even give a damn, there's no point.

but, after going through so many high and low, for more than two years, will you be able to give up so easily? Giving up a friendship which meant so much to you, letting go of someone who once supported you no matter what after giving her advice whether he or she like it or not. Forgetting someone whom once cheers you up, helps you and cry with you.
If it's so easy,..

Sian only.
Feelings' fade.
source: x

haven't eaten my dinner:/
I don't wanna eat alone.

hehe
Joshua and minjie fed me pizza yesterday ^^

Happy birthday Tan Peiwen! :D

class was boring, sian only.
Performance tommorow, fun but everything's tiring.

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Sometimes, you left me wondering if I should go back on my decision or not.