January 31, 2008

totally lost without words.

to me,
mr yap's lesson is damn nice and dumb dumb dumb!;)
heeeeee.
guess going crazy alr.
he's deaf:b

lalalas~

nothing nothing nothing
to post about.

yep.
PLEASSSSSSSSSSE keep your comments to yourself
whatever you see in my blog.
dumb asses!
:)

my dears.
NPCC is NO PORK COMMUNITY CLUB!
heeeeeeeeee.
xinying!
do not eat pork!
alert alert.
halal lehs.
heh.

PPCC:D
i love NPCC LAHS!

OMG OMG!
and what have i heard?
lin joined volleyball!
yay!
but shes from queensway
ohh ohh.
with th bitches and except for joanna;D
takecare of my cuz ohhh.
lalalas.

i saw kim @ starbowl.
like WOW WOW WOOOOOOO.

sec1 coming in tomorrow
rawrrrrr.
they are f* rude ohkay.
its ohkay.
one jnr thats coming in to band is gonna get it from me.
for she knows that shes not suppose t be bitching with my dear timz.
_l_ her _l_ her!
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew.
i need people to entertain and jump with me.
DAMNIT. LAST TIME LAST CHANCE GOING TO BAND!
I DO NOT LIKE TO GO THERE ANYMORE.
yucks!~

_l _ _l_ _l_ ♥ !!


BYE!

January 28, 2008


npcc = no pork community club.
and i just got expelled by th CEO of th club for using ppcc's moving rubber.
dumb right?
but i love eden manzxz.

GIMME gimme MORE time to think.
OR I WON'T even be going tomorrow.
C O N F U S E D

byeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

January 27, 2008

alright, i'm breaking down

alright.
i really really have to find something happy to post about.
so i shall like act it out yea?
CONFUSED!

Lemme ask you, who is your dream guy/girl?
haha, mine is ......(dowan tell you)
-giggles.!
nah, its not any celebrity ha ha.


ahhhh.
and again.
th same thing
cause things never change.
and yep.
i totally totally forgot.

HAPPY HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO CHAN CHING KIT <3

yeyea.
i'm faking it.
i guess everyone knows what happened alrd.
nahs.

my heart is dried up.
and like OMG!
my creativity is almost gone.
-falls to th ground.
and i'm almost breaking down.

it just that i dunno when
but slowly slowly..
it's pulling me down.

i HAVE/MUST run tmr.
whether i'm still sick or not.
whether i'll cry or not.
I MUST!
ya.
and it be th last time maybe,.
so i have to make sure i win with pride every round.
i said EVERY.

shower charman with all your love.
she needs it badly now.
i need a hug.
and i meant i want one,.
oh boy.
whats like.

fuck it.
nahs.

talent brings you up but your character protects it.
you will not gain reputation at th expense of your character.

i feel NOTHING
lets just say
my emotions are getting over me.
and its really time to let go..
after th tired run.
my hand is bleeding from those puilling back of it.
i'm letting go everything.

January 26, 2008

UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED! >:'(!!
i really dunno what else to say,.


OMG!
thats mine!

was so bored in band so..




she is like so crazy lah.
btw,
she pose for me willingly.
i din't point a gun at her:)




i'm not sure t go t band on tues, fri and sat or not.
luckily say yeng dunno my blog url.

andy used to be there to make me laugh.
no more.
he did lah.
but lesser and lesser.
BSM alr mah.
kailing-no comments.
say yeng-TOTALLY NOTHING T SAY.
derry-not coming back.
ching kit-
REST- i was totally ignored okay!

i cried like a mad pig in bandroom yesterday.
ONLY ONLY jiaher noticed.
saiful saw.
he asked if i'm okay
den i cried even more.
he din't even look-are your footsteps still there?
you promised me you won't go.
theo used t follow me out of th bandroom when i'm crying.
but this time,
she didn't know.
for last 2h.
NO ONE KNOWS.
LIKE WHOA!

tday.
nicholas did.
nahs,
forget it.

i hope i din't nominate th wrong person.
2 person.
1st one; i'm sure you will keep your promise lah.
2nd person; i really dunno.
th rest i din't regret.

i really dunno.

i smile,
people pretend they din't see anything.
i talk,
they pretend they din't here.
i cry,
they ignore.
i die and still no one cares.

oh wow!
i dunno.

felt so stupid tday.
MRT THING.
stupid stupid ham,.

nvm.
I've lost EVERYTING.
th pices dunch fit.

bye!

January 24, 2008

sup yo.

heh.
nothing much tday.
mr samuel din't allow me t run):
cause he touched my head and it was coldddddddddddddddddddddd.
HAHHA. scared the shit outta him.
His reaction was super funny but i ran..
two three rounds?
ohkay we nearly lost.
i nearly cried.
but we won..
by two rounds.

everything was fine.
i guess Mr yoong gave up on me alr>:(!
anyway,
ZHENG HUAN!
why are you here?
heh

borednesssssss!
i dunch like remedial!!
i kept changing seats.
den finally with minjiang.
cause he's like andy can entertain me.

was slacking in classsssss and drew.



lalalas.
went t MRT with nicholas tday;D
he waited for me at void.
very crazy lah him.

daddy is soooooooo nice
made honey lemon for me <333 nbsp="" p="">was hoping for it like for so long alr.

ohhhhhhhhhs.
PIGling ended tday.
shld be happy about it.
happy ending.
touching touching.
ahhhhhhhhh
-.-


all i wanted was a happy ending.
i gain something but lost almost everything.
at least i know he did well for his Os.
well i dare not talk ar ask him..

blehs.
bacon!
why are you here?!


tadas!

January 23, 2008

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

i'm friggin sick!
woke up this morning and told daddy that my whole body is aching.
my throat, sore
my head spinning.
den dad din't want me t go t school.
den i like find lots and lotsa excuses so that i can go.
told him i got enrichment.
he said enrichment only nvm.
den told him i got music and maths..
blah blarh..
den fianllllllllllyyyyy.
he said if i take th medicine den can go:D

and dad was weird tday.
he msg me during lesson.
and both of us were like msg-ing a lot.
and he was like
-eh. charman dosen't have her lessons.
siaooooooooooooo!

heh.
everything was fine.
dammmmmmmmmmmmm.
bowling was supaaaaaaaaaaaar stupid!
very lousy tday.
i've got excuses you know;)
den wayne was lalalas.
heh.

den went lot.
-i dunch wanna let go of your hand<33

yesterday's home econ was like suparrrrrr crazy.
was thinking of something den i like took th knife by th blade.
after a while den i found out.

OMGGG!!
what happening t th world manzzzz.

damn it.
my brother just got into school team for batminton
den he requested a thunderbolt from my dad!
__
den i checked with judy.
a damn bloody racket for 100+$
ahhhhhh!
my dad agreed.

eh.
den i got nothing when i got into school team for wushu..
whats wrong with th world?

gonna rest sot hat i can recover.

byeeeeeeeeeeeee.

January 21, 2008

sup yo.

long day tday.
so yep.
firstly dammmmmmmmm proud of myself xD
heh.
i won 2e1 during et.
finally.
i ran at my average normal speed:)
but of course i know they were slacking lah.
one or two tried t compete but lost me:b
and thanks t cadeau, wan hei and katty.
training made them fasssssst.

ohkay.
express BIG fuck ah?
can win in everything ah??
i have just proven t you that you peopleare not good in EVERYTHING.
lalalas.
den lose alr call me shen jing bing
LOSERS.
sportsmanshit!

and i just ended up going home with oneeeeeee.
heh
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

January 19, 2008

heyheys!

finally fianlly updated my blog on my own:D
mr bacon has been helping me.
thanks thanks:D

ohyea.
nicholas sort of disturbed me tday>:@
rawrrrrr.
how i wish i could say something t shoot him back at that moment.

-sighs
band prac(feel th music)-fullstop

and and.
pleassssse.
if nothing comes out nice from your mouth,
you dunch have t speak.
or shout at me.
you can confess your feelings but.
pleasssssse pleasssssse
do not take it on me.
thankyou.
:D heh
nvm.
lonnnnnnnnnnng forgotten about it alr.
until bacon asked me just now.
shall say no more abt this.
and hope you kindly stop it.

heh.
next next week:D

luqman, zhi hao, jacob and joycelyn(ex ex exxxxx snr except for jacob)
came back tday:D
kinda fun:)
& andy NEVER fails t make me smile(:
heh

shall end here.
wanna snatch photo of someone alr:b

toodles.
x33 160108

January 17, 2008

January 16, 2008

sup.

i'm back to life agian
heh
kinda mad tday.
was like drunk in th canteen.
saiful told jieqi that i was too high.
everyone looked at me.
thanks to dear yanting-.-


enrichment was great.
aik soon hates one.
not bacon.
me me.. (because I'm no.1! :P)
cause i left 2 pins there for him during bowling.
heh. then I was playing
and there goes a strike xDDDDDDDD
anw,
i changed wayne's name.
wind..
oppsehs :X
He kept telling me "wayne", "wayne" and I kept hearing "wind".

ohya ohya
during history lesson I cut my exercise book while talking to wan hei
then Mr seng saw it so he said
"charman, why are you cutting a whole in your book"
"you are like cutting a whole in my heart too"
-.-

english lesson.
(loads of crap)

ohkay.
gotta go chat:D
byeeeeeeeeeee

- it has got t be an accept:)

January 15, 2008

bacon helping ham to post!
but that lil miss nice isnt nice at all,
she wont tell what bacon wants to know
shes super naughty : /
thats all.

January 14, 2008

(: [u]F[/u]IONA❤2n2 Did I do anything wrong? says (8:59 PM):
Charman , are you alright?
Dont keep things to urself .
Anything I can help de I will help eu .
[:
Cheerup alright , my dear [x

dickson and afiy cheered me up to.
timothy tried to but ..
read on.


before i continue,
please not that if you are not happy with anything,
you can just get lost.
cause this post will definitely offend not one but many of you..
so i'm gonna start with good things first.
esmund gave me chocs:D
and counselling with andy again:)

& ohkay, scolding AND OFFENDING!

everything was fine until i reached school.
saw N** l*u >:@
not sure why but i got feddup.
den was what alr.

jieqi was like soooooo funny.
revathi or however you spell her name was like trying t outrun everyone.
so jieqi was like saying "stupid revathi want to race with charman" very loudly.
just admit th fact that you are slow and proud luhs!
(offended:X)

den was history and whatever.
come t chi den i was like so fuckup alr.
so tim came t my table and like took my penknife.
den i like got scolded?!?!
so was dammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm angry with timothy.
den like shouted a lot alot of time(s).

& i was still not happy.
so i went home and shouted..
cause my mum din't pack th food i want.
i went inside th kitchen den suddenly loads
of vulgarities came out from th kitchen.
den my brother was like damn funny.
he was so addicted to th com that he just turn t look at th direction of th kitchen for like 5sec.
den continue his game-ing.

>:@
and now after veiwing something,
i'm effing fuckup.


hey.
i thought you were very creative neh.
but you fuckingly copied me.
EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!
my blog my everything.
how i whished i can copy EVERYTHING on your blog and show it t th world!
my post esp!
pleasssssssssssse have some sense of creativity.
LOSER!
almost everything that comes out from you is created by me!
fuck you!
MY POST!
my profile!
what i say and my "meooooooowwwwwwwwww"
>:@
and do you even think i get jealous because you have what i dunch.
damn you lahs.
i dunch even fucking give a damn about him.
care so much for fuck?
*dear friend
(offended! :X)

next one.
enough of thinking about yourself!
(offended!)
nahs.
forget it.
FUCK BOTH OF YOU.
no maybe ALL!
__
i love you LOSERS!
(offended!)

OMG!
i almost got angry with jiaher and wanted t tell her that i'm not gonna go for band tomorrow:X
because she din't send me th msg.
den she sent.
luckyyyyy..

>:@
still very angry!!!!

!!!
argh!
i dunch know what to say!
wanna shout out loud.
urghs!
damnit.

I WAS LIKE SMS-ING.
den for people that sms-ed when i din't sms them i scolded them:X
den for people whom i sms-ed did not reply i got angry.
call me if you wanna get scolded and shouted at.

so much t say but thanks to all this i became empty.
jie qi and yanting plus ben was sooo lucky.
i saw them first so they were okay to me.

after school zakir came infront of me and like hold theo's hand.
he thought that i like him and would get jealous.
GET ALIVE YO.


not happy with anything, turn th fuck around!

bye!

January 12, 2008
















HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICHOLAS LIU


and


HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!




HELLOOOOOOOO:]

kindly here helping ham to post.

iDESCRIBE 5 things about her:
cute
creative
sweet
loving
attractive

lalalas~

and she keeps running away from me
canteen,hall,everywhere!
and she cant find the choc she placed under her desk


CHUANGCHARMAN!
it was less than half an hour

January 10, 2008

lalalals..
long time no blog.
quick one.

was almost late this morning..
then nic and jingyi sent me an sms..
jing yi: wake up
nic: you better wake up.

cornet section cried tday..
kailing was like talking to us.
then I started crying first.
followed by theo.
walked around with theo after I cooled down
and she started mentioning abt it again.
then cried again..
after that i cheered her up, kailing talked t us again.
and we started crying again...
After it was okay, saiful and kailing cried..
and the whole cornet section cried..
...
andy came extra in..
"ahye.. what happen? what happen"
but he is nice lahs.
he tried t make me laugh.
den allowed me t go t th canteen,
I LOVE HIM:D

nicholas came extra in also..
"charman, you okay mah?"
"need chocolate?"
hehhs


den after band was waiting for saiful..
so played with derry and ching kit
they messed up my hair>:@
oh well..
den ching kit was like cleaning his sweat on me?!?!?!
until now i still have his stinky smell>:@
urgh!!

lalalallas..
byeeeeeeeeeeeeee:D

CORNET SECTION WILL HOLD ON:D
saiful remember your promise..

-i finally got my chocs from bacon:D
egg gave me too:D

January 6, 2008

eYOre! :)

went t service tday.
stanley was soooooooo good:D
he gave up his sit for me and ended up sitting on th floor for awhile.

CANCER-CRAVES SEX ALOT(6/22-7/22)Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser.One of a kind. Loves being In long-term relationships. Extremelyenergetic. Unpredictable. Will exceedyour expectations. Normally not aFighter, but will if neccessary.Someone loves them right now.


Lets start with your name?
Charman
2. What do you think about smoking?
bad breath
3. Do you open up to people easily?
yes
4. Whats your favourite drink?
saliva, i drink that de most xD
5. What is one thing you question alot?
Why.
6. Do you lead people on?
head not tail.
7. Are you married?
no.
8. Have you ever told someone of theopposite sex/same sex you loved them?
Yup
10. Do you miss someone?
Yes
12. Are you single or unavailable?
Single & Unavailable
13. Are looks important?
VIP:D
14. What are you wearing just now?
my skin and clothes:)
15. Are you mad at someone?
no
16. Are you taking anyone for granted?
WILL NEVER EVER
17. Where do you keep your money?
i just stuff them somewhere at home
18. Would you kiss the last person youkissed again?
no. regreted!>:@
19. Would you rather sleep withsomeone else or alone?
currently sleeping with quite a lot of someone :X
21. When did you wake up this morning?
9.55am
22. Quick, say a line from any song .
he's the reason on the teardrops on myguitar .
23. How was your day?
not sure of lata on yet
24. Do you live near a friend?
Yes
25. Are you scared of spiders?
not really
27. Do you believe in love?
believe??
28. How old do you want to be when youhave kids?
next time then say lah.
29. What do you know about the future?
i'll be a old woman
33. Do you believe everyone deserves asecond chance?
yes esp for me:D
35. Most hated food?
shit.
What is a major pet peeve of yours?
urhs ?
37. Do you wish someone would call you?
NO thanks. got tooooo many calls tday.
38. Do you miss your childhood?
i still currently one xD
39. What's something you wish youcould understand better?
feelings and people.
40. If someone doesn't like you, it'susually because?
im supre uber ulgy & they are mearly JEALOUS xD
41. What are you excited about?
finish this post
43. Kissed someone in the last halfhour?
no..
44. Have you lost friends in the past?
no.
45. What did you do four days ago?
sleep eat sleep eat sleep , zzz

OMFG.
total wrong decision t give him my number.
ROY logined t my account and,,
quarreled with ben, my snr.
and now he is like disturbing me>:@
seriously he is like desperate for something.
lalalas.

and he is calling again.
be back lata..

okay
back.
finally>:@
damn him

going t airport now.

hey seriously,
tag and COMMENT ME PLEASSSSSSE.
thanks:D
plpay the gamne too:D

BYE-bicycle:D

January 5, 2008



check this out!
its damn cool:)


okays. busy this few days..
nothing much t talk about.
yeshhhhh.
tiomthy got hit by my bag at his :]
cause he touched my hair?
BUT!
it was an accident!

MR SENG IS SOOOOOOOOOO NICEEEEEEEE:)

ohkays.
JIONG HAN!
thanks for your chocs:D

& again, i dunch wanna be snr>:(!!

i totally remembered what kailing told me.
you took me for granted..
nahs.
forget it.

RAY gave me a card:))
like whoas!
hehhs.
thanks t ame.
our postwoman:D

lalalas..

gonna take away some links SOON.

went to lot1 for lunch with jie qi tday.
ljs:]
so there sitting behind us was a group of people some or all from bukit panjang govt high.
den they were like,
(in chi)
:" look at th girl behind you"
:" th one facing th other side.."
:"yes yes. swisscottage de.."
(den i whisper t jieqi)
me:" talking abt me ah?"
(she nod her head)
th other guy
:" damn chio lah"
:"really!"
:"i won't lie de.."
:"later must ask for her number"
(we were going off)
:"see lah! they going off le"
:"faster ask!"

lalalas..
toodles.

让我忘了你是谁。。

January 3, 2008

HEY yo.

had FUNNNNNNNNNNN tday:D
& mr seng is supppppppppppppppppppppar nice lahs:]
he helped timothy.
woots!
timothy and (not sure)
those two lamers were like following mdm tang?!?!?!
den got caught.
timothy was like so sway luhs.
tank saw his phone so confiscate.
den mr seng was like.
"mdm tang pass me the phone."
"timothy, lets go."
WHAOS luhs!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
OMG OMG!!
hehhs.

everything was fine.
I WANNA SIT BY TH WINDOW SIDE! >:@

and finally ET>:)
got t run

January 2, 2008

SUP yo.

FIRST DAY OF SEC2 tday..
OMG OMG!!
i dun wanna be SENIOR>:(!!
eeeeeeeeks!

was fine tday.
and mr timothy chia wanted touch my hair!!!
>:@
; timothy is not allowed t touch my hair!!! or i'll kick him like i did last year on

th first day of school:b
mr seng is nice:D
BUT!
his joke is so diffcult t laugh at lah..
some gave him face so pretended t laugh.
overall was fine.
got punished on th first day.
me, jie qi, yanting and fiona.

my uniform is up to standard!
like omfg can:D
except for my spike.
just heck:b

den everything was fine..
damn it.
i wanna change bag.
like everyone told me they like my bag and they are gonna buy it lah.
dammmmmmmmmmmmmm.

saiful gave me a card:DD
thanks thanks:]
daniel touched my hair):

anyway,
andy you rawks manxxzzz.
corking th teacher and giving comments..
and some people claimed that andy's joke wasn't funny.
nahs.

lalalassssss.
i'm not gonna be a senior!!!!
nononoooooooo!
>:@
damn!
NO!