This year sucked! I don't like it. So glad it is ending. But I'm not ready for the new year.
and the only thing I liked about this year is you.

But it's impossible.
who am i trying to kid.
HAHAH. Telling them there's something to be salvage. What a joke i made.

This is sad, life's so bad.

My turn to draw a frown.

The MIA game

HELLO PEOPLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE >:D
HAPPY NOT?! I'M BACK TO BLOG!
HAHAHAHHA.
yea, very happy of course! heh.
I have so many things to blog about but we shall do it one by one, starting from band dinner.
Band dinner'09 was on Tuesday, 15!

EVANGELINE! (One of my best senior and chief librarian!)

ATIQAH! Virgin #no.2

JINGYIN! :D

OUR SM, JEWEL LOO THE PIG!

KALZOM! asst. chief libarain!

haikal was trying to be an extra.

ok, and i took grabbed this photo because

alfred is super cute in this photo!

hahahahah! alright, i don't have much photo of my own because I didn't use my phone to take any.

 General tribute, squat team!

ok, and so, it was time for mr charming and miss beautiful.

LaiZY and I did the demo.

then, the choosen people's turn.

take a look at what alfred and lynette is doing-.-

Zhengyong went to do a solo. (SUCH AN IDIOT! :P)

and the champions...

Got "sarbo-ed" by mr chew.

AND!

Then next day was bandcamp!

Howard was so nice, he ran down and got my inhaler for me. like seriously nice! HAHA.

Anyway I didn't see Y. y koh ):

Booked out.

Then that's when the MIA game happened.

(Not in detail. Ask me personally if you want to know about it then see if I want to tell you or not. Or worthy enough to know :p)

Tooked the last train to whereever it brought me, slacked at void deck till next morning. Met lynn then met some noisy parkers.

Next day, off to vacation.

(Vacation post, will be up next next time)

hahah! i wonder when!

Alright, I'm going "pong pong" now. lol.

can't wait for tomorrow!!!!!

i'm so addicted-.-

Strucked by love

For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much you love the person. Most relationships tend to fail. Not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It’s just that one was being loved too much and the other wasn’t being loved enough.

Band today, I like^^  you know why???
Because my long lost depressed brother, CCK came back! >:D
heh. then he kept messing up my hair (like usual), and this time, he kept taking my shoes away to hide them. Unfortunately, i know all his places already! hahahahahah!
Took his phone. chee, no pic of his 2 year girlf >):
so nice horr both of them, 2 years manxz. OMG!

Then played with his iTOUCH.
so nice, he waited for me you know!!! haah!

ohya, I'm so nice to offer derry my western chicken rice! >:p
btw, he is my no.1 facebook fan manzxz. OMG! he knows so many things that i've been doing! (without me telling him)

Jingyin came back too :D

ok, point is. I hven't got my gingerbreadman):
am i going to get it?? HA HA

Got something very nice to post about. yay! my promise post!
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Something special

Life is stagnant recently. Meaningless for me
*pouts*
I can't start a new year like that. Anyway, went for band today, super high this morning. Was crapping to my section about how life should be more interestiong. Lol. So what they did was just to look at me -.-
derry lion came! miss him so much! He complained about me getting naughtier. Chee. Kenneth and amirul came back as usual, then theory. Time for me to sleep.
HAHAHAHAHA.
Anyway, i received 2 bears! One tiny one and a medium sized one. HAHA. Thank you! And i recieved another super random gift. So dumb, should throw away right! :d
Tsk. I should mia again. Life's so bad, i want to go for performance, bitch. what should i do now. screw it.

I LAUGHED SO MUCH, MY STOMACH HURTS NOW.
OMFG! HAHAH.

I've got a feeling

And I don't want to tell you!

(Random: you know in this photo i stretched my tongue to it's extend and it was hurting! lollol!)

Ok, anyway. I keep giggling or something/smiling to myself from just now till now??!?! WTF is wrong manxz. HAHA!! This is love! Lovelovelove! What love?! "One sided love" SIAO!

I should seriously stop it! YES!, I should! But I don't know how. I think I need to go mental hospital soon liao! Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee.

WHY AM I FEELING LIKE THIS! OMG! THIS WEIRD WEIRD FEELING.

This is like the time for me to go high but I'm at home. SHINGZ! Alright, I'm most probably going to spam post day with thanks to the way I'm feeling.

Ok, so I found out something just now, so sad for me ahahah but after awhile, I felt happy. Like I accepted the fact manzxz. For that few minutes, I realised and set my piority, now I serously know who is important to me. Yea, you can continue smoking, come back and tell me I should behave myself and you care for me. Y'KNOW WHAT?! Whatever that is, I don't know about you caring. You got the looks, money, fame but love, you don't have any. Uh, your friends helped you wth the fame actually. "I won't be like them!" take that sentence back.

Then, I found out another thing. I'm so gonna cry liao. hahaha. But never mind!, I don't disturb you, you don't disturb me k! HAHAH! Anyway, baby i love you manxzxzzxzxxxzxzxz. HAHAH! SERIOUSLY! WAHAHAHAHHAH!~

I wasn't being random, just sarcatic. ok, sorry. I should not "kacau*" you since we've got nothing against each other already. Actually, I never had aything agaist you. (-_-)

. ILY ASS. schwarzenegger says (7:50 PM):

*i dun play technology kiss .
*i play 3d kiss

HAHAHAHA! Btw, "ILY ASS" was the name I created for him the very start of the year!

I should not feel so happy now right! >):

But I've got my piorities right already! Can't make myself feel sad anymore. IT'S CHRISTMAS!

. ILY ASS. schwarzenegger says (7:57 PM):

*btw , you want see my gf ?
*she's like the most beautiful and sweetest girl i ever 'met'
Charman.xoxo says (7:59 PM):
*okok
. ILY ASS. schwarzenegger says (7:59 PM):
*teh sia
Charman.xoxo says (7:59 PM):
*<<
. ILY ASS. schwarzenegger says (7:59 PM):
*no no .
*that one my scandal
Charman.xoxo says (7:59 PM):
*hahah

Alright, I got bullied last evening.Went to CHC. Then found out service was full. Wasted trip. So went off and some people decided to spray the party thing on me on the way back to JP.

OMG! TONGUE STUDS ARE ULTRA CUTE! ):

But he/her/they will siam me if i get my tongue pierced! *frowns*

And if i do, should I go pay for it or ask his friends to help me get it pierced????

tsk.

Went to meet liting then walked her to my house. She said my eyesight was good! hahah! Played and crapped with cuzzys. Finally, I had time and bonded with them these few days! Very good! ^^

After that, trained to woodlands, had a great time entertaining myself and creating a whole lot of funny stuffs about santa, rubbish chute etc and I fell asleep at the stairs. I felt so peaceful at that point, seriousy. Felt very good. Haven't hadsome peace for a very very very long time. If not for a few sms.

And I went to ask if my phone can be repaired. ok, I mean my wonderful wangwang helped me to ask.

This was how it went.

Friend: Dian hua jing sui ke yi jiu ma?

(Can a phone that has dropped into the water be saved?)

Guy: ke neng ke yi, not guranteed but can try

Friend: hai sui leh?

(what about seawater?)

Guy: wan dan

(finished)

): walauuuu! I was ready to spend even over $400 to get it fixed because it's really very important lah!!!!! LAH LAH LAH!

oh well, blame it on me for being stupid, fo saving the monkey first.

So in commemoration* of my phone,

Alright, goodbye phone):

ad I feel so stupid doing this! lol! But my phone served it's purpose and served it well. Still remember me dropping it 2mins after I've got it, one day after I've got it, and more. even dropping it into the drain. But it didn't die on me. And it did, when it fell into the sea.

ok, I wanna cry already. All the unread texts!, datas! URGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Charman, stop it! -.-

Charman.xoxo says (7:59 PM):
*oi uncle
Charman.xoxo says (8:00 PM):
*whereeeee?
. ILY ASS. schwarzenegger says (8:00 PM):
*http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TdHskYClFVY
Charman.xoxo says (8:00 PM):
*ok,
. ILY ASS. schwarzenegger says (8:00 PM):
*presss !!
Charman.xoxo says (8:00 PM):
*no thanks--
. ILY ASS. schwarzenegger says (8:00 PM):
*no porn , no naked girls .
Charman.xoxo says (8:01 PM):
*yea
*but i lazy
. ILY ASS. schwarzenegger says (8:02 PM):
*man , you just waste 3.53 mins of your life not looking at my wonderful gf .
Charman.xoxo says (8:02 PM):
*--

ZHENGYONG IS MISSING ME SO MUCH AND CAN'T WAIT TO SEE ME TOMORROW! I CAN'T WAIT TOO! ESPECIALLY THE GETTING OUT OF MY HOUSE THAT PART! HAH!

but..

I've got two choice.

1) Cwp @ 4pm.

- I haven't met them for a very long time and I miss them and I need to be updated about stuffs.

2) Below jk's house @ 7pm.

- I haven't met some of them there for a very long time too and we'll be in seperate class for some of them next year and I want to get my first try on baobei tomorrow! And I know with tem, sure fun!

ohya. I need refill and return zippo lighter liao.

So how):

Which one should I decide on! (COMMENT!) By night! Think anwer is obvious I "need" to choose 1) althought I want 2) but still, I want 1) and I need 2) ok. Just help me out!

Charman is now feeling very vexed but she will go and dfgjhgjkh so she can smile to herself again-.-

P/s. There's Alvin and the chipmunks 2! Must watch ok!

p/s/s. Thanks for the chocolates^^

p/s/s/s. I was very very lazy to censor my phone's wallpaper and etc. It was not really my wall paper anyway.

My heart will start the riot

HELLO WORLD! I SWITCHED ON MY COM, OPEN UP TO BLOGGER (NEW POST) STARED BLANKLY AT THE SCREEN FOR EFFING 30MINS THEN, HEARD MY BROTHER SINGING, TYPED IN THE TITLE OF MY POST, STARED BLANKLY AT THE SCREEN AGAIN, STARTED TYPING OUT THIS SENTENCE, AND I THINK I'M READY TO STARE BLANKLY AT THE SCREEN OF MY DESKTOP AGAIN. MERRY CHRISTMAS!
WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
*continues to stare blankly*

OMG, THIS IS SO YOUR FAULT!  ):

Join the triumph of the skies

MERRY CHRISTMAS! :D

I can't get my "Merry Christmas" and my pressie from CCK if I don't do my holiday homework! ):

so i shall do it! ^^

but, I don't know what I they are and I don't have them.

I KNOW WHAT I WANT (:

William said smelly scent can be tasted too!
ok, I'v got 1001 things to blog about but it won't be tday!

Anyway, wang wang is super good! hahah!
*hugs*
Ducky tooo! ok walau!
My phoneeeeeeeeeeeeeee ):
Anyone got spare phone to lend??????
): I want my phone back saved. seriously,.

ok, I need to shower and get out! wahahahah!

Most christmas trees will be lighted up.

This time,





I (F) DROPPED MY PHONE INTO THE SEA!

my phone, die ):

'trust me one more time'

Left with the current

Band dinner tday.
Went to school to reherse with my current love, squat team!
Ate at lot, met organisers at jp then off to safra.

Changed and got everything ready.
Alfred kind of shocked me by coming>:D


Food coordinator is not easy>):
Very busy!!!!
Nevertheless, band dinner was fun, got "sabotaged" by mr chew, me and zhengyong won the best mr and ms idk what. lol.
so got sabotaged, we have to do an extended catwalk and whatever.
so yea, I struggled and he dropped me.
Not because I'm heavy and he is weak ok!
I struggled that's why! I STRUGGLED!

omg, so please don't come laughing at me if you see any of the video.

Then squat team!
Entertained them and gt praised.
Now, our team is officially, a team? lol.
And we will have to perform that "dance?!" for many events! heh.


Made alfred accompany me to find Judith with minj.
Judith, or idk how t spell her name, very nice! >:D

Got sent home after that >):
Andy and alfred don't trust me. walauuu!

Tday, I found out that many things work with trust.
I'm sorry, jingyin, andy, evangline, alfred, zhenyuan, tina, joshua, leon and many many others whom I've let down. But things can't go back to the past, it's now the present. Unless you bring me back to the past.
And to someone especially, and of course those name mentioned above, I'm sorry if I made it hard for you to trust me.

Band camp tomorrow.

*chants*
17th, 17th, !!

P/s. Received many presents and I got the biggest present of all! Show you next time k!

BAND DINNER,
BAND CAMP,
17th!!

Miss me ok, miss me.
Updates will be on twitter >:D

To see you again

I want a boy who will tell me when I’m being stupid. Who won’t baby me with his words. A boy who will still give time to his friends. A boy who will tell me ‘No’. He will watch stupid movies with me, but makes me watch his favorites also. A boy who’s willing to drop everything to be with me, but knows when to let it be. A boy who will know he’s important to me, but won’t mind when I change my plans to help someone out. I want a boy who’s enjoyable to look at, he doesn’t have to be gorgeous. I just want someone who I can pay attention to. A boy who will randomly bring me food, cause he knows I love to eat. A boy who can make

jokes about me, a boy that I can laugh with. Someone who wont mind when I even embarrass myself. A boy who will buy me something, something I would actually want, none of that jewelry crap. Someone who doesn’t do everything I ask but when it comes to something important I can count on him to be there. Someone who I don’t feel threatened by. A boy who has other friends that are girls, but I can trust him with them. A boy who will know when to leave me alone when I have my stupid fits. A boy who I can just sit with. I don’t need the whole fairytale deal; I just want to feel comfortable

(Note: ask me personally)

Band dinner is tomorrow, band camp and it's the 17th. yay!

I’m not always as confident as I seem. There are many nights and many days when all I want is to be held. I love being held. Always. Sometimes I don’t want to talk about what is bothering me.. sometimes I just want a hug.. Someone who will let me cry. I like when boys cry in front of me — when people aren’t afraid to show what they’re really feeling. I don’t like when people run from their true feelings because it doesn’t do anyone any good. I wear my heart on my sleeve, but I am not naive. I know what it feels like to be completely broken and I am all too familiar with what it means to be hurt. I know what it’s like to see
something funny and not laugh. I’ve been taken advantage of, used, and abused. My feelings have been blatantly disregarded. But I still believe that all people are good at heart. And my trust in people has not diminished. To be completely honest, I hope it never does. Ever.

Letting go of someone special to you is hard, but holding on to someone who doesn't feel the same is much harder.

Today at Ncc Clt cadet officer gradution parade, was walking around then one saf personal came and talk to me. Heh, Hahahah :P high on drugs.

Play rough

Because this is what I get.
It doesn't pay to be nice.

So now, I'm not going to be nice. Hello to my sec2 life. lol!

I've been following a girls blog from like last month till the last week of November.
*pause*
Don't mistaken, the blog is not interesting at all. Just following out of boredom and randomness. But appreantly, I've stopped because it makes me more bored than I was before reading it.
She probably know who she is already. (What? Of course is girl lah! Guy where got so bo liau!)
yea, of course she would know. Girls have six sense you know?!? And girls are always over sensitive when it comes to these.
PLUS! She has now "joined" my loyal readers club!
Except that she is the only oneone of those who doesn't like me in this "club"
Sandra! We seriously need to welcome this girl leh!
Ok, before I continue with anything, I just want to clarify something which I know you will misunderstand..
Which is, *(Red alert!)* I do not dislike her! idon'tdislikeheridon'thateheridon'tdislikeheridon'thateher
*repeats until nose bleed*
Just that I don't want to be nice anymore you know you know?!?!?
Because It doesn't pay to be nice.
Recently, uh. I mean before this week, Which is liek the last week of nov, I went to her blog again. And omg! What have I noticed? She started adding things I usually would add in my post in hers!
Worst still, her post and especailly the way she talks about her life is stupidly funny and of course, BORING!! Then now she adds some things which is what I would do in my post. It makes me want to baff!
and laugh?!
Because her blog is like a joke, seriously.
Oh no, wait. She is a joke.
*roll eyes*
A joke trying to be like me when she is not me.
Really cannot stand it manxzx.

Don't want to say anything else about her. With this kind of start, my post will most likely be a goner. (Because after this, I'll most likely visit games and other sites while trying to think of a way to continue, you know what I mean?! My cfocus will be gone and it's difficult to get back because idk how to continue already)
*stops to breathe*
so, if you wish to have a good laugh or get annoyed/angry/pissed with something, visit her blog! @
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I'm not giving you her url or name yet.
Cause I damn scared you know. Now she is like, I mean acts like a big retarded slut.
I think I'm so gonna regret for saying that she acts big.
Next thing I know, will be she acting like a pussy to her owner then come find a big gang of people who like most of them are my friends and then all of them will hate me like I killed their dad. (Hopefully a few will thank me lah! :D) Hallelujah!

Aiya! You should visit
http://chharmanchh.blogspot.com  instead!
This blogger is seriously much better than her. I know it! Don't believe, can ask me!

*stops*
I knew it, I can't continue from here anymore.

TAG REPLIES!
SABRINA: haha, i will! next time you see me i'll be taller ^~^ you tc too !

reply: better be!
-: you lost your soul. The talk in school, now drop to nth? wake up girl.
reply: shut the f up boy! or girl, whatever you are. I am super awake now alright.
<3: stay strong
reply: thanks! you are???
marmiie: take cares :D trust miie find some day i will spare time for euu to tok to miie
reply: oh, ok.

marmiie: tinyboi, tink u veri tiny arhx. bhb zzz
reply: act only! :d
Tina: Hey girl! <3 tcare and don't cry! Scare me to death!
reply: Nice to scare people leh. lol!
TinyBoi: Hello nu er, long time no come ur blog see le, yet there is alot things happened ><
reply: -.-
ESTHERESTHER: CC ! (L)
reply: you smart ass!
Passer: you look prettier, baby fats can make you look cute sometimes(: don't worry about it
reply: thanks, lol, but i don't like baby fats! ):
weekiat: don't forget chalet! 17dec!!
reply: Since when did I say I'm going? lol.
Kiroshi: heelo=) visitn here again =D
reply: ^^
san.driyya: Hello!! :D
reply: Your gabba keep making me jealous! ):
joshua: charman you must jiayou in your "mission" ok? hahaha!
reply: no more mission liao lah. Up break already! D: lol!
Evangeline,: yay smile k! luckily got zhengyong to cheer u up & stay with you! dun be sad! :)
reply: that guy only "xiao man, bie sha le" lol?!

Let me just reply to tags, show you a few random stuffs then I'm off already. I am so terrible and vegetable late! Suppose to be out of house by now.

FUNNY GIRL!

he is such a lame ass right! HAHAHA! I kept playing with his lighter. But I can't use it now): Need to meet junkai for my bao bei first! hahah!

Just yesterday, wang wang introduced me to this song, time for miracles.

ok, I'm being very random now and I need to leave already! OMG! I'm so late!

I don’t know if I love you more than you love me, I don’t know if I love you less than you

love me and I don’t know if we love each other just the same. And I guess we’ll never know

because there will never be an objective measure of love. But what I know is that I love

you with all that I have and if that’s not enough then I’m sorry my love and my heart

isn’t enough, then I’m sorry I’m not enough for you.

BYEBYEBYEBYEBYBYE! ok! BYE~

P/s. I think game over liao lo!

p/s/s. I want get into troube!

p/s/s/s. I need help!

p/s/s/s/s. i feel like dying leyyyy! ):

I know you're trying your hardest and the hardest part is letting go.

Monday, went for BBQ @ East coast.
Managed to sneak out, wanted to find someone but things don't always go the way I/you want it to be.

Headed over to batok, wang wang's dad drove us to east coast. 2nd time I rode in th car! ^^ dad so nice! :D
walau! But this time, the sister was behind! Scarly leh! Never once like th sister because the first time I went over for project in sec2, the sister kept wanting to play with me and she scares me, especially with her siliva dripping all over.
omg, yucks.

 

My supplier for "baobei" hahahah!

and he bought me sweets! ^^ so nice leh! haha!

neh~ you see in th middle, that is th stupid zippo lighter which only has got sparks-.-

My bodyguards! HAHAH! they were super nice! Because I needed to leave early, they sent me all the way to th underpass which was like so far away and walked back to th pit. one even ran to catch up so can give me bao bei. hahhaah!

Went kallang after that, met up to settle some stuffs then trained home.

Band yesterday, skip that part and then went lot and went down to fajar.
Some people damn smart ok! Use my phone to chat then went up th lrt with my phone! grrr.

And I don't usually read my emails but this time, I received an email from omg,
EVANGELINE TAN!

"There's a saying "Jiang Shan yi gai, Ben Xing nan yi". Your playful character cannot be changed easily. It's not bad you know. But its BECAUSE of this, people would tend to take you for granted. It's BECAUSE that it's so easy to get a score when they just lose one, they don't even care if the score is lost.

Please perservere and remain strong. Do remember you still have Zhengyong & Joshua! They are nice people and will be there for you. Although they may not help you much in solving the problems (i assume), at least they give you moral encouragment ah! :) And don't forget ME ME ME ME ME ME ME ME ME ME!

The same thing appliess!! Don't be too stressed up by everything that is happening around you. Remember those who love you. Remember those who trust you. Then give yourself some encouraging pet phrases to keep yourself going! HAHAHA. I KNOW YOU CAN DE CHUANG CHARMANNN!! YOU CAN YOU CAN YOU CAN!?"

That was just a little little part. So you can imagine how much she typed.
evan when she is busy, she did all these!
*tear*

HAHAH!
evangeline can see not! my tears! lol, of course not-.-
what th heck am i talking about.

Went back to school for meeting tday (kenneth very funny!!), then lot.
one day, kenny will be badly beaten up by me! lollol!

So, I decided to be a good girl and went for tution tday. You think I can last how long in this tution leh??? hhaha. my 13th tutor already leh. or more?
Didn't regret going though roy is not in tution with me already(he uh, flew away. HAHAH!),  but there was this guy, super funny. kept making me laugh. then he kept drawing a pig and made me look at it-.-
me like! Got people entertain leh!
Will be super busy from this Friday onwards!
Will have performance till 1am plusplusplusplus again (anyone got non camera phone to lend? hahah! or should I take kenny's one again :d), then monday band dinner, tuesday band camp all the way to idk when, don't have to know anyway because i'll be off, yay!
I am now looking forward to 17th because I really really want to relax already! Life hasn't been going well for me this year.
SO I WANT TO GO ASAP!

hahahah!
I feel so hungry now.
Need to eat.
bye2

I SET RULES FOR CC!
1) Stop faking a smile and smile with your heart.
- you very good at faking happy right girl. bitch.

2) Walk the talk.
- stop saying things and doing it for awhile then stop! Find your motivation. You talked abt yr direction for the longest time. Be brave, do it!

3) Don't EVER EVER GIVE UP
- You told everyone that. So make sure you do it too! And don't be afraid. Someone wants to let you knw this : And never tell yourself you'll never be good enough because to someone out there, you're everything.
:)

4) Be brave!
- Don't be afraid to fight/move on. You know you can!

5) Have faith!

Received a call from cc today at around 9pm.
This girl likes to make ppl worry and she is still behaving like a human >fill in correct word on yr own.
Scold also cannot, don't scold also cannot.
you ah!

SMILE OFTEN AND STOP CRYING! quoted:"like a baby"

Something you once said to me before :"demand for the better and stop taking shit bitch! If you give up, it'll be harder to start all over again!"

Life may be hard for you now. I knw how it feels like, getting so high to the top and everything just falls down. Bt believe, it'll all be over.

love ya!
tina,.


she just called me.
-below are what she wants me to add.

: "tina! tell them updates will be on twitter okay! I no time to blog and lazy and no mood. Plus I can't say much either."

If I let out my feelings, it'll be easier for hurt to come in

: "add already???"
"bigbig okay! UPDATES ON TWITTER! andand, nvm. talk so much also no point. bye!"

Went running just now.
Almost died. *sarcastic*
finally decided to call for help, bro was so good, he lost his phone in malaysia on Thursday when he palyed at th acarde, yea, it's obvious, no one will return.
so called someone else for help.

wanted to call you but then, I'll not just be worrying about getting home safely but if you'll find me troublesome and all.

got helped and slept on th way home.
seee! that's what happens when you wake me up from my rest!!!!!!!!!!!!! >:@

Sometimes I think this is what life is all about - hanging on when your heart's had enough, and giving more

Hello, Good afternoon.

I am having this unhappiness in me but I don't know how to voice it out.
Tsk.

Anyway, I have been very lazy lately, seriously no mood for blogging that explains my recent "MIA" in blogosphere. Yea, and people tend to catch up, by learning blogging styles from me.
But nope, it's not getting better so stop it will you.
SHINGZ.

Was busy recently so I didn't sleep well, and long. Kept waking up in th middle of the night.
Not only because of band but other things as well. Managed to get some proper sleep last night without waking up halfway through -after sleeping like at 1am plus?! And so, I slept till near 1pm today. Could be later than that but I did not because I kept receiving messages and stupid phone calls and my parents kept coming into my room to wake me up.

First was a few message, nevermind about texts.
Then came some phone calls.

One from Shawn's friend or something. Don't know how he got my number.
*rolls eyes*

(Answered the phone with my sleepy voice)
Me: Hello?
Friend: Good morning, you just woke up?
Me: Who are you? Nope, I'm still sleeping.
Friend: oh, I'm shawn's friend. eh piggy, wake up le!!!
(At that point th volume of my phone was like the highest already and he talked so loudly, I took th phone away from my ear. PLUS THE FACT THAT I WAS STILL SLEEPY! The screeching sound because of the connection made me very irritated.)
But nevermind, I tried to be nice.
Me: oh, I slept late yesterday and didn't really sleep for th week. So, you call me for?
Friend: *laughs* nothing lah, want chat cannot uh.
Me: (Faggot, of course cannot, I still want to sleep idiot!) Oh, can. But i want sleep leh and I still don't know you -.-
Friend: that time you went out with Tina, Roy and Shawn they all I was also there, rememeber? Wake up liao lah!
Me: (Like so long never go out with Roy-- and Nope, I don't remember and hell would I want to. I just want my sleep.) No don't remember, I want sleep k. Goodnight.
Friend: you like one pig leh... blahblahblah
(Didn't really listen to what he was talking about and NOT ONLY PIGS SLEEP OK! IF I AM PIG, THEN SO MANY PEOPLE I KNOW WOULD BE A LAZIER PIG!)
Me: okok, bye.
Friend: Sms me when you wake up ok?
*I hunged up*
Crazy, Why would I even want to text you. You woke me up from my sleep, I don't know who you are and why do you act as if I am close to you-.-

And another call just right after his, wth.

Bryan: Hey girl.
Me: What's up? eh, anything important? I still sleeping leh!
Bryan: HUH! WTH! WHAT TIME ALREADY!!!! Wake up leh girl.
Me: I didn't really sleep for the past one week! Call me back alter can? (About to hang up)
Bryan: EH! NO! NOW WHAT TIME ALREADY! QI LAI LE!
*looks at the time*
It's bloody 9am! WHAT WHAT TIME?!
Me:  ok, you go wake another 20 people up then you come call me. bye.
(I said this for him to realise that there are other people still sleeping too. And he won't do it, so it means he won't call me back until he is sure that I'm already awake)
I hunged up straight away.

So went back to sleep and received another call.

Tina: CHARMAN! You managed to meet him yesterday?
Me: nope, I waited for one hour then left.... you called to ask this?
Tina: ya, and to ask you out. But you are still sleeping right?
Me: yea,
Tina: ok, tell me if you're free later k. Sleep bah.
Me: got it. thanks babe, for knowing that I need to rest-.-
Like luckily she understands, TINA! LOVE YOU TTMX!

Then slept for nearly an hour more I think

Another call, which is th call i dislike most! I call it the I-called-for-nothing-call.
I always get this kind of calls especially from (I don't wanna mention) and Benny. Yes, Especially guys.
Can understand but I don't like, it really gets me irritated.
(Don't want mention names)

-: Good morning.
Me: Morning.
-: you still sleeping uh?
Me: yes, you called me for?
-: oh, nothing, Nevermind. I'll call you back later.
Me: Nevermind, just tell me what is it about first.
-: nothing. go sleep bah.
*hangs up*

IDIOT, YOU WOKE ME UP FOR NOTHING?! And how do you expect me to go to sleep like that! Knowing that there is something for me to know but I don't know what is it about!
I already said nevermind, Just tell me right. So what you have to do is just to say! Open your mouth and talk dude. You left me wondering what's going on how you expect me to sleep?! Seriously.

Dislike It when someone makes that kind of call. And I always get it from some usual people. So please understand why sometimes I refuse to answer your call, because if you asked me if I am busy, i would say yes and it'll end up with th I-called-for-nothing kind of situation and I really really dislike it!

It's like finally I can get a proper sleep then people stop me from sleeping. Not like I always wake up late! I usually wake up latest by 11am. And during the holidays 7am! But this week I've not sleep when it's past 12 midnight and I have to wake up early like at 5am! I NEED TO SLEEP YOU KNOW! I'M NOT YOUR EFFING ENTERTAINMENT MACHINE THAT WORKS NON STOP!
horr wang wang!?

ok, updates.

Had Dining in, On Tuesday I think.
Can't recall many things on different days because life is stagnant for me recently.

oh ok, no. Dining in was on Wednesday.
Nothing much happened, except for some weird guys that randomly came to talk to me. HA HA HA, very funny. lol.
and that he was there, so "I MISS YOU!" but got no (CC!) >:@
It's ok, there's another chance this coming Friday!

After dining in was super hungry, wanted to faint already but didn't go and eat because I promised sweetheart to be home by 12am except for band dinner. So, I need to keep my promise! ^^

Received a message from weiling on my way home.
I walked another way to escape so in the end no one send me home. Should have asked them to carry my stuffs and the other one to piggyback me horr? ):
Hahahah, nonono.
I think they will kill me lah! If they found out cause they waited from 9pm?!?! HAHAHA!
Walked home, was super tired and hungry!!!!! Reached home near 1am, ate and slept.

Photos for that day!

baby fats, yucks! )):

Thursday, went to have Don sushi! >:D

My favourite part!

Fiday, band.

Saturday, band. Left early, waited till 2pm, late for appointment as it was 2.30pm, went to service.

I decided to go to th library to borrow books! So sweetheart said I'm going to turn into a nerd! rofl.

I MUST GO OUT TOMORROW! MUST!

Will be so busy for the next few weeks.

Wednesday, meeting and tution (I decided to agree to go tution, very interested to know how long I can last for this tution too.)

Friday, band, performance.

Saturday, band.

then band camp.

I need to go clubmed.

I need! XYXYXY!

So tired nownownow! ):

ok, I shall go run then shower and sleep!