When feelings come and go and you can’t decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don’t know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther apart. It’s so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they may never be the same. You tell yourself it’s not worth it, but if it really didn’t matter, you wouldn’t spend so much time thinking about it. And you want to run. But you have no where to go. You decide to stay, but things just try to make you go away. And worst, the people you love, starts to dislike you. You don't know the reason, you feel so sad and confused.
November 5, 2010
It’s hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It’s funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time. It’s crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, and when you want to move on but you’re stuck right where you started.
When feelings come and go and you can’t decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don’t know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther apart. It’s so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they may never be the same. You tell yourself it’s not worth it, but if it really didn’t matter, you wouldn’t spend so much time thinking about it. And you want to run. But you have no where to go. You decide to stay, but things just try to make you go away. And worst, the people you love, starts to dislike you. You don't know the reason, you feel so sad and confused.
When feelings come and go and you can’t decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don’t know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther apart. It’s so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they may never be the same. You tell yourself it’s not worth it, but if it really didn’t matter, you wouldn’t spend so much time thinking about it. And you want to run. But you have no where to go. You decide to stay, but things just try to make you go away. And worst, the people you love, starts to dislike you. You don't know the reason, you feel so sad and confused.
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