Kissonyou

Here’s to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe things will change. We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, were told off by teachers and were warned and even snuck around to see him for while. 
We went through the great stage with no fights all over again. 
We started this out thinking we would be just friends, and ended up falling in love with him again. We wanted nothing more in the world than to hear him tell us he loved us too, that even though things were bad in the past, they would be different this time. And when we finally heard it, it was like we were dreaming. 

We believed what he said, sat around all over again waiting for a phone call that might come in a few hours, or a few days. Here’s for the tears cried and dried all over again. We wanted so desperately to believe that he was really busy, he couldn’t possibly call us at that moment, or even that he fell asleep early. We trained ourselves to believe the lies because we wanted to believe we had found the one for us. We wanted him so much but end up having our hearts broken and cried all over again