January 31, 2010
It always fascinated me how people go from loving you madly to nothing at all. Like absolutely nothing. It hurts so much.
Then, I will try to find out why, sometimes, I get the answer only after months or years (When It's most probably too late to do anything), sometimes, I don't get the answer, and no matter how hard I try to figure it out, I would not get it. Sometimes I get the answer, but I am to afraid to work on it, I let fear in, I allow ego to control me, then I wait..............
And wait..................................... For Idk what, probably a reaction from him, like some miracle and when it don't happen, and I finally decide to work on it, I realise that it's a little too late for it.
Whether we fail or not, it's at least we tried, we overcome our fears and that we've become stronger. yay!
Start the ball rolling (CC!)
-theo, 2009.
ok, today is not a very special date to start, but I'm not going to wait for a nice date or whaever so that it'll be meaningful. because if i wait, I might start stepping back and not do it. And for me to master my courage again, and have this sudden "spark" in my head, it might take another year or maybe a little too late. Anyway, it's already meaningful that I decide to do something good and more productive then just stay and wait.
right?
right?????????????????????
:D
I don't need your answer. I know I'm right.
P/s. And the only reason why I'm like posting so early is because I was being asked to wake up every few hours just to know that I'm ok -.- So i might as well don't sleep.
P/s/s. And I feel that I've grown older, more mature already. HAHAH!
P/s/s/s. I LOVE THIS FEELING. HAHA!
P/s/s/s/s. It's like suddenly got light shining over me like that. HAHAH. Wooots. And this isn't a "planned" post. It just striked me while I was sitting on my bed and so I decided to post.
P/s/s/s/s/s. Eh, but first, can anyone lend me a phone so that I can text?
-.-
Let me end this with a few happy look on my face to scare/motivate you people! HAHAHAHAH!
okkkkkkkkkkk! GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE :D
AND WORK HARD OK!!
IF IT DIDN'T WORK OUT, AT LEAST YOU'VE TRIED. BUT GIVE YOUR BEST!
Stayed up till 5am in the morning, I gonna make my tears worth the fight.
And wait..................................... For Idk what, probably a reaction from him, like some miracle and when it don't happen, and I finally decide to work on it, I realise that it's a little too late for it.
And there's this kind of "what if" in everyone's life. They are afraid to do it beause they're scared of what if, the standard phrase, "What if it doesn't work out?", "what if s/he find me stupid?", "What if s/he dislike me even more" Yea, screw those thoughts of yours and change them to "what if I didn't do it and I miss the chance?", "What if I did it and s/he give me the chance?"
So long as it won't hurt them, Stop analysing and work on it!
(Random: I'm feeling breathless and hungry now. But I will still continue blogging anyway. Can't just stop here, my thoughts, I need to blog them out.)
I would just sit there for literally hours waiting for some sign of him. Some sign that maybe he was thinking of me. I would make the littlest things into the biggest deals and I would just wait.
And sometimes, for some reason you can't let go even when you know that you should.
maybe, rather then just holding on, you should oppose your "what if" thoughts and do something more productive? And if it doesn'twork out, at least you know that you've tried. At least you know that even you if you hold on, you won't be able to get it because you did not get it when you try.
Yes, you may feel sad for not being able to get it. But after awhile, you'll be glad that at least you tried.
At times, I'll ask myself, what if I kept waiting and he never comes? Then I would try to tell myself, forget it and give up. I spend time and hours doing this same thing, I even forgot how I would use to fight for things (which is like, how I used to tell people, "YOU WANT IT, YOU WORK FOR IT AND YOU GET IT")
I even forgot my motto, (i'm not going to share it) but i used to do it.
Somehow, I just lose the confidence I had, idk how. But I know it wasn't an overnight thing. It happend because I have to face so many disappointments all at one go. It's like I haven't gotten over one and another just came. I’m not fragile because I’m a girl, I’m fragile because I’m human and no one was made to handle every single punch that was thrown at them. Especially it didn't come one at a time, it all came.
I stopped fighting for things I want, telling myself that things are impossible, when people asked me why I didn't do it, I would just find excuses like "how do you expect me to do it when lalalala. and I wasn't given the chance to?", fact is, I forgot that I used to tell people that you have to grab the chance on your own and not wait for people to give you the chance because sometimes, people just don't.
BUT WHATEVER, SCREW THOSE DISAPPOINTMENTS. IT'S OVER.
If you're not going to do things because you're afraid of the failure and disappointments then you'll never be able to get anything you want.
who knows, what you want might be waiting at the other end just waiting, like what you wanted to do.
Stop waiting because if both are going to stay there and wait, nothing gonna happen and no one gets anything. And everyone will be tired of waiting.
"That's the way, If both don't talk, all stay stupid then."
-FF, Aiksoon. 2008
Cause in the end, what we regret most are the chances we never took.
If it is important enough to you, you will find a way. If it is not, you will find an excuse. Stop saying you miss something/ you want something but you don't act on it. It's not going to work out if you do the same thing.
I've made a lot of mistakes,
but if I hadn't made them I wouldn't have learnt how to make things right.
And If I didn't lose anything in life, I would not know how to stand up again and tell people I am stronger not because I lose many things in life (-_-) But because I overcome them.
And starting from today, I'm going to overcome another. I'm going to find myself back. Not the bad points but the good ones. Not just find them but also, Improve them.
Make the most of what's going to happen instead of worrying about what you can't change and what will happen if you fail.
Because If you don't start today, then when. And If you don't start now, you might be a few minutes too late.
And if you don't do it at all, you won't even know.
Don't be afraid, Have faith.
Obstacles don’t have to stop you. If you run into a wall, don’t turn around and give up. Figure out how to climb it, go through it, or work it out.“— Michael Jordan
Start the ball rolling (CC!)
-theo, 2009.
ok, today is not a very special date to start, but I'm not going to wait for a nice date or whaever so that it'll be meaningful. because if i wait, I might start stepping back and not do it. And for me to master my courage again, and have this sudden "spark" in my head, it might take another year or maybe a little too late. Anyway, it's already meaningful that I decide to do something good and more productive then just stay and wait.
right?
right?????????????????????
:D
I don't need your answer. I know I'm right.
P/s. And the only reason why I'm like posting so early is because I was being asked to wake up every few hours just to know that I'm ok -.- So i might as well don't sleep.
P/s/s. And I feel that I've grown older, more mature already. HAHAH!
P/s/s/s. I LOVE THIS FEELING. HAHA!
P/s/s/s/s. It's like suddenly got light shining over me like that. HAHAH. Wooots. And this isn't a "planned" post. It just striked me while I was sitting on my bed and so I decided to post.
P/s/s/s/s/s. Eh, but first, can anyone lend me a phone so that I can text?
-.-
Let me end this with a few happy look on my face to scare/motivate you people! HAHAHAHAH!
this is like omg!! and I'm posting it-.-
last one
AND WORK HARD OK!!
IF IT DIDN'T WORK OUT, AT LEAST YOU'VE TRIED. BUT GIVE YOUR BEST!
Stayed up till 5am in the morning, I gonna make my tears worth the fight.
January 30, 2010
Lasting the distance
Had band tday, I slept when Mr chew was taking sectionals! OMG. Like pro only. Then minjiang and all were like disturbing me when I'm asleep. Totally irritating. Woke up after that and found out that they took out my mouth piece and all. "minjianggggggggggggggg!~"
Headed to wm after that for awhile then to Jp, had lunch and chatted. Finally got my hot pink lanyard. Now, left with red one that I want to get.
Home, slept. And then, no one could wake me up.
Bro: it's like you dead like that. scare us.
This has been happening recently for quite a number of time already...............
Anyway, dinner after that and then went to fairprice to buy $29 bucks worth of sweets and a mag.
Then found a place and I finished them all!!!!
"Later you too fat cannot walk."
IDIOT!
and homed.
I WANT TO MEET CCK! HE GOT SOFT TOY FOR ME LEH! HAHAH
ok, I'll blog tomorrow):
Headed to wm after that for awhile then to Jp, had lunch and chatted. Finally got my hot pink lanyard. Now, left with red one that I want to get.
Home, slept. And then, no one could wake me up.
Bro: it's like you dead like that. scare us.
This has been happening recently for quite a number of time already...............
Anyway, dinner after that and then went to fairprice to buy $29 bucks worth of sweets and a mag.
Then found a place and I finished them all!!!!
"Later you too fat cannot walk."
IDIOT!
and homed.
I WANT TO MEET CCK! HE GOT SOFT TOY FOR ME LEH! HAHAH
ok, I'll blog tomorrow):
January 29, 2010
Just speak how you feel
I need to know, as much as you want to run away from it.
"Sometimes you cannot believe what you see, you have to believe what you feel. And if you are ever going to have other people trust you, you must feel that you can trust them, too - even when you’re in the dark. Even when you’re falling."
Thought that I was late for school this morning, then found out that I wasn't. lol. But later than usual, i think?
Anyway, was texting brent then he made me squeeze into the train. tsk. then he kept asking me to walk faster because he wanted to go to school to get a teacher's number. (like also not i ask him to stand there and wait for me to go out of the mrt station one lo :P is he ask me squeeze into train one)
So, was walking when one auntie tried to cut into the pavement on her bike. (bicycle-.-)
Then she lost balance and fell onto th grass patch on th other side. I wanted to help her but I can't, know why?! -I was using both of my hands to cover my mouth so t stop myself from laughing. Didn't work though. ok, i didn't work everytime. But I still do it, idk why.
BUT! Brent Gan was worse!
He didn't help then after that when I calmed myself down, I blamed him and asked him why he didn't help, you know what he said?
"I need to rush to school to get teacher's number!" (or something like that) Win already lo.
So Heartless right! Second time already. First time, he left a chickenbird to die. Haiyo brent, why so boxim?!?!? HAHAH.
What you went through, I've been through it thrice, and how I felt each time, I have to get over it -there was a secret behind how I got over it. But I don't know about you. Maybe, you felt, nothing, nothing at all. I NEED TO KNOW.
School was alright, did sucide during pe lesson, I like! ^^
everytime when I reach the end and when I have to do push ups, I start giggling. rofl!!!
Band!!!
Many people kept saying that I look like a sec1.
ok, corrections.
The sec1 look like me! :D
k, anything.
After that, rushed to lot because someone was complaining that he was dying so wanted to accompany him till his "life" returns to him. But then, it was a wasted trip. nvm, :)
Headed home straight after that, dinner, showered and tadahhh!
I'm blogging! :D
I hope tomorrow will be better, at least better than tday.
I'm torn between what I should do and what I shouldn't.
"Sometimes you cannot believe what you see, you have to believe what you feel. And if you are ever going to have other people trust you, you must feel that you can trust them, too - even when you’re in the dark. Even when you’re falling."
Thought that I was late for school this morning, then found out that I wasn't. lol. But later than usual, i think?
Anyway, was texting brent then he made me squeeze into the train. tsk. then he kept asking me to walk faster because he wanted to go to school to get a teacher's number. (like also not i ask him to stand there and wait for me to go out of the mrt station one lo :P is he ask me squeeze into train one)
So, was walking when one auntie tried to cut into the pavement on her bike. (bicycle-.-)
Then she lost balance and fell onto th grass patch on th other side. I wanted to help her but I can't, know why?! -I was using both of my hands to cover my mouth so t stop myself from laughing. Didn't work though. ok, i didn't work everytime. But I still do it, idk why.
BUT! Brent Gan was worse!
He didn't help then after that when I calmed myself down, I blamed him and asked him why he didn't help, you know what he said?
"I need to rush to school to get teacher's number!" (or something like that) Win already lo.
So Heartless right! Second time already. First time, he left a chickenbird to die. Haiyo brent, why so boxim?!?!? HAHAH.
What you went through, I've been through it thrice, and how I felt each time, I have to get over it -there was a secret behind how I got over it. But I don't know about you. Maybe, you felt, nothing, nothing at all. I NEED TO KNOW.
School was alright, did sucide during pe lesson, I like! ^^
everytime when I reach the end and when I have to do push ups, I start giggling. rofl!!!
Band!!!
Many people kept saying that I look like a sec1.
ok, corrections.
The sec1 look like me! :D
k, anything.
After that, rushed to lot because someone was complaining that he was dying so wanted to accompany him till his "life" returns to him. But then, it was a wasted trip. nvm, :)
Headed home straight after that, dinner, showered and tadahhh!
I'm blogging! :D
I hope tomorrow will be better, at least better than tday.
I'm torn between what I should do and what I shouldn't.
January 28, 2010
Until the pain of staying the same is worse than the pain of change, you won't change
I'm not really in the right frame of mind to post or anything now because HALOSCAN IS SHUTTING DOWN AND I'M FORCED TO USE ECHO! AND I DON'T LIKE IT>:@
I prefer haloscan better. (sorry sandra! :X But it's becase I prefer simples stuffs and I don't know how to do the skin!)
And also, I'm tired ttmx. So you know that I'm very kind cause I am taking time out to blog because some of you asked me to. (Although it's just not update a few days compared to some other people's blog -.-)
My eyes are hurting!! And I'm having a bad headache >):
Anyhowzxz, I ate alot today!!! And I was super hyped up. I don't know why. HAHAH!
*double roll eyes to ff*
Went to gombak stadium after school tday, then met parents and lunch. Home after that, wanted to sleep but was being dragged out of the bed by my parents! They teamed up on me! So decided to go tution and physco my teacher to let me off an hour earlier. But I ended up not wanting to go off after 2hours! lol.
Jeremy didn't come): Or I was late? So only had one girl to entertain me. Which was Alvina. HAHA. Her other partner from BPGH didn't come. So she got no one to be crazy with. These two girls together can very siao one ok! like going to the neighbours house to borrow textbook just because their senior is also in BPHS.
so horrible!!!! Then chatted after that. Concluded that the girls in ytps after our batch are very aggressive, If you get what I mean.
I MISS MINJ ALOT! AND I'M GLAD THAT I'LL BE MEETING HER TOMORROW! And can get phone! yay!!
And I no longer want the phone which had the title "the new transparent is black!" no why?!?!? Cause it's LG crystal! Although it's nice. BUT SO WHAT?!?!
SO WHAT?!
SO WHAT!
*triple roll eyes at ff again*
I don't like LG!
ok, sorry.
Aiksoon says (10:21 PM):
*very handsome right me
*talkabout leeaiksoon&lai
Went to Science centre yesterday for Body worlds. I like! ^^
Then copied down one whole chuck of informations about smokers wanting to share about it. But I don't think there's a need to do it already. Or maybe, I'll do it some other day.
ok! I cannot remember the rest of the days already! Shall slowly recall and blog them out during the weekends! :D
Guess who are we talking about! :d
HAHAHAH! I think this person can't sleep after seeing these. Although it's a short one because I don't know you personally and I have never talked to you before.
But, you should sleep! haha! and stop "HAHAHA-ing" to evan! hahahaah!
goodnight people!
Love is looking into his eyes and forgetting about the world around you. It’s feeling his kiss hours after he’s gone. Its remembering how he smells like and loving his scent more than anyone else’s. It’s seeing perfection when he’s standing beside you, and realizing that every moment he’s not with you is just too long.
P/s. WHY AREN'T PEOPLE SLEEPING!
I prefer haloscan better. (sorry sandra! :X But it's becase I prefer simples stuffs and I don't know how to do the skin!)
And also, I'm tired ttmx. So you know that I'm very kind cause I am taking time out to blog because some of you asked me to. (Although it's just not update a few days compared to some other people's blog -.-)
My eyes are hurting!! And I'm having a bad headache >):
Anyhowzxz, I ate alot today!!! And I was super hyped up. I don't know why. HAHAH!
*double roll eyes to ff*
Jeremy didn't come): Or I was late? So only had one girl to entertain me. Which was Alvina. HAHA. Her other partner from BPGH didn't come. So she got no one to be crazy with. These two girls together can very siao one ok! like going to the neighbours house to borrow textbook just because their senior is also in BPHS.
so horrible!!!! Then chatted after that. Concluded that the girls in ytps after our batch are very aggressive, If you get what I mean.
I MISS MINJ ALOT! AND I'M GLAD THAT I'LL BE MEETING HER TOMORROW! And can get phone! yay!!
And I no longer want the phone which had the title "the new transparent is black!" no why?!?!? Cause it's LG crystal! Although it's nice. BUT SO WHAT?!?!
SO WHAT?!
SO WHAT!
*triple roll eyes at ff again*
I don't like LG!
ok, sorry.
*very handsome right me
*talkabout leeaiksoon&lai
Went to Science centre yesterday for Body worlds. I like! ^^
Then copied down one whole chuck of informations about smokers wanting to share about it. But I don't think there's a need to do it already. Or maybe, I'll do it some other day.
ok! I cannot remember the rest of the days already! Shall slowly recall and blog them out during the weekends! :D
ALRIGHT! LOOK!
Guess who are we talking about! :d
HAHAHAH! I think this person can't sleep after seeing these. Although it's a short one because I don't know you personally and I have never talked to you before.
But, you should sleep! haha! and stop "HAHAHA-ing" to evan! hahahaah!
goodnight people!
Love is looking into his eyes and forgetting about the world around you. It’s feeling his kiss hours after he’s gone. Its remembering how he smells like and loving his scent more than anyone else’s. It’s seeing perfection when he’s standing beside you, and realizing that every moment he’s not with you is just too long.
P/s. WHY AREN'T PEOPLE SLEEPING!
January 26, 2010
What is selection pressure?
Selection pressure is an abstract force that shapes organisms as they evolve due to mutation, natural selection, and genetic drift. For instance, a selection pressure on the ancestors of giraffes for longer necks led to modern giraffes. Selection pressures on small mammals living in open plains led to muscular legs and adeptness at running. Selection pressure operates over durations as short as a few generations, and as long as millions of generations. Source: X
Yea, whatever. I only know wht is pressured by the word "selection"
SELECTION, efff youuuuuuu.
Class was alright tday, had some jokes, post them up next time.
Shall be a good girl, eat dinner and sleep.
Think tomorrow will be boring, because i have to stay back for a stupid trip!
Ipod or new phone?
but i feel tied down with a phone lehhhh!
oh, and haloscan, you suck! -.-
Yea, whatever. I only know wht is pressured by the word "selection"
SELECTION, efff youuuuuuu.
Class was alright tday, had some jokes, post them up next time.
Shall be a good girl, eat dinner and sleep.
Think tomorrow will be boring, because i have to stay back for a stupid trip!
Ipod or new phone?
but i feel tied down with a phone lehhhh!
oh, and haloscan, you suck! -.-
January 25, 2010
Insecure
http://chharmanchh.blogspot.com/2010/01/should-have-known-you-cant-take-fame.html
I am eating ice cream nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! ok, that explains why I am making weird noises and jumping around in th middle of the night. And apparently, my mum's not very happy with it and she tries to take tub of ice cream away from me. But too bad, when I'm high like this, no one can stop me. wahahaah!
You know why?!?!?!? She decided to give me tiramisu rather than chocolate. She's regreting. Ha ha ha.
She thinks I'm getting irritaing>):
rofl! hahaha!
School tday, spent half of my time eating.
bring food back to classs, eat, next period, go down, pack food, back to class, eat again.
Went to lot after that with theo and fiona, had pastamania.
"big improvement, finally you eat. and you finish eating"
then haikal came and they showed haikal that I've finished my food. lol.
They were like so glad? HAHAH!
I kept talking to them about the past, memories.
Theo said something about my childhood memories that only started during sec1. can't remember what was it. Cause I mentioned everything to them except the times when I was in primary school. I don't want to talk about it. Then left early, trained.
Saw brent! "then stupid charman , just when i was about to close my eyes slp she pop out of nowhere hit my head. then she very troublesome. had to pei her wait for mrt."
He lost 1000000000000000000 brain cells I think. He's always sleeping whenever I see him in mrt lah! That day back from orchard also! grrrrrrr, super irritating. Tomorrow he die! haha!
Then my nose was super powerful! Ask brent! hahaha!
You think no one cares, you think.
FFS, JUST STOP, JUST STOP SMOKING.
Mummy: I realised that you've been a rather good girl lately, coming back home early and all...
Yea, like fo course. Better than staying outside and get stalked.
(I found out from 3 people that someone has been talking about me on twitter)
I FEEL SUPER INSECURE, SERIOUSLY.
Like even right now, the person may be watching me.
go away idiotttttt/
Excited for tomorrow, I mean band! and after band! wahahahah!
good night!
I wish you could just come and tell me so I can be there to comfort you.
because you can hide, you can lie. But i know how you feel because i noticed.
But whatever it is, I hope you'll find someone to comfort you soon, may not want it to be me. but whatever, just hope there's comfort for you on rainy days. iloveyou.
I am eating ice cream nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! ok, that explains why I am making weird noises and jumping around in th middle of the night. And apparently, my mum's not very happy with it and she tries to take tub of ice cream away from me. But too bad, when I'm high like this, no one can stop me. wahahaah!
You know why?!?!?!? She decided to give me tiramisu rather than chocolate. She's regreting. Ha ha ha.
She thinks I'm getting irritaing>):
rofl! hahaha!
School tday, spent half of my time eating.
bring food back to classs, eat, next period, go down, pack food, back to class, eat again.
Went to lot after that with theo and fiona, had pastamania.
"big improvement, finally you eat. and you finish eating"
then haikal came and they showed haikal that I've finished my food. lol.
They were like so glad? HAHAH!
I kept talking to them about the past, memories.
Theo said something about my childhood memories that only started during sec1. can't remember what was it. Cause I mentioned everything to them except the times when I was in primary school. I don't want to talk about it. Then left early, trained.
Saw brent! "then stupid charman , just when i was about to close my eyes slp she pop out of nowhere hit my head. then she very troublesome. had to pei her wait for mrt."
He lost 1000000000000000000 brain cells I think. He's always sleeping whenever I see him in mrt lah! That day back from orchard also! grrrrrrr, super irritating. Tomorrow he die! haha!
Then my nose was super powerful! Ask brent! hahaha!
You think no one cares, you think.
FFS, JUST STOP, JUST STOP SMOKING.
Mummy: I realised that you've been a rather good girl lately, coming back home early and all...
Yea, like fo course. Better than staying outside and get stalked.
(I found out from 3 people that someone has been talking about me on twitter)
I FEEL SUPER INSECURE, SERIOUSLY.
Like even right now, the person may be watching me.
go away idiotttttt/
Excited for tomorrow, I mean band! and after band! wahahahah!
good night!
I wish you could just come and tell me so I can be there to comfort you.
because you can hide, you can lie. But i know how you feel because i noticed.
But whatever it is, I hope you'll find someone to comfort you soon, may not want it to be me. but whatever, just hope there's comfort for you on rainy days. iloveyou.
January 24, 2010
Hurt is the consequences of your choice
Everything we do is a choice. Oatmeal or cereal, long skirts or short ones,
kiss her or keep her. We make choices and we live with the consequences.
If someone gets hurt along the way, we ask for forgiveness.
It’s the best anyone can do.
but, what if it's done on purpose and forgiveness is imposible to choose?
So let's just hope, hurt won't be on purpose. Because you know, (actually, everyone knows) it can kill.
Somehow, I just hope that no one will be hurting, when everyone do something, they will be thinking- am I doing the right thing? Will I hurt anyone? I think I should just stop. But fuck!, it's impossible! Cause if everyone thinks before they act, you won't see kids being left on the streets, hearts being broken and then searching for a new flings, people fighting on the streets, people shouting robbery and theives, murderer being catch and put into prison with death sentence.
It's like a circle effect, what goes around comes around.
You do something bad, hurt the other, that person feels bad, she/he'll hurt another. and then, it all comes back to someone hurting you.
but somehow, people don't understand. because they only have eyes for themselves. The one most selfish one letter word, "I"
Well fuck everyone, if you think life's hard, for some people, life is even harder.
You want more money, some people are in poverty.
You are hurt because your girl/boyf cheated on you and ran away with another. Hell, some people even had their parents running away from them, leaving them out there with no shelter.
You’re hungry but you're not going to eat just anything. Hey, a child is starving.
You want to go to the mall, you want branded goods. Label whore, someone is looking for anything that they
can wear just to stay warm.
You just want to die, people who are terminally ill wants to live.
You complain about people, loners out there just want friends.
You think I'm crapping? It's just because you haven't tried that feeling.
SO JUST STFU, cherish what you've got, love them like they'll be gone and stop complaining about your freaky thoughts.
You think that the grass in greener on the other side, hell, it's no better.
Cause you don't know what people go through, you won't know but you start comparing and complaining.
Some people just hope not to be recognised and have unwanted attention while you hope to get fame.
Some people just wish that they have just one friend who understands them and can be there for them when they need them while you think your friends are not enough. Some people tries hard to control themselves not to get into trouble or start a fight while you are over there, just wishing for trouble to find you so you can come out as a winner and show who's the loser.
Some people just hope to get one text from a certain other people while you are out there flirting with so many other. Some people just want life to be simpl while you are thinking it's not interesting enough and you want to go over to the greener part of the grass.
kiss her or keep her. We make choices and we live with the consequences.
If someone gets hurt along the way, we ask for forgiveness.
It’s the best anyone can do.
but, what if it's done on purpose and forgiveness is imposible to choose?
So let's just hope, hurt won't be on purpose. Because you know, (actually, everyone knows) it can kill.
Somehow, I just hope that no one will be hurting, when everyone do something, they will be thinking- am I doing the right thing? Will I hurt anyone? I think I should just stop. But fuck!, it's impossible! Cause if everyone thinks before they act, you won't see kids being left on the streets, hearts being broken and then searching for a new flings, people fighting on the streets, people shouting robbery and theives, murderer being catch and put into prison with death sentence.
It's like a circle effect, what goes around comes around.
You do something bad, hurt the other, that person feels bad, she/he'll hurt another. and then, it all comes back to someone hurting you.
but somehow, people don't understand. because they only have eyes for themselves. The one most selfish one letter word, "I"
Well fuck everyone, if you think life's hard, for some people, life is even harder.
You want more money, some people are in poverty.
You are hurt because your girl/boyf cheated on you and ran away with another. Hell, some people even had their parents running away from them, leaving them out there with no shelter.
You’re hungry but you're not going to eat just anything. Hey, a child is starving.
You want to go to the mall, you want branded goods. Label whore, someone is looking for anything that they
can wear just to stay warm.
You just want to die, people who are terminally ill wants to live.
You complain about people, loners out there just want friends.
You think I'm crapping? It's just because you haven't tried that feeling.
SO JUST STFU, cherish what you've got, love them like they'll be gone and stop complaining about your freaky thoughts.
You think that the grass in greener on the other side, hell, it's no better.
Cause you don't know what people go through, you won't know but you start comparing and complaining.
Some people just hope not to be recognised and have unwanted attention while you hope to get fame.
Some people just wish that they have just one friend who understands them and can be there for them when they need them while you think your friends are not enough. Some people tries hard to control themselves not to get into trouble or start a fight while you are over there, just wishing for trouble to find you so you can come out as a winner and show who's the loser.
Some people just hope to get one text from a certain other people while you are out there flirting with so many other. Some people just want life to be simpl while you are thinking it's not interesting enough and you want to go over to the greener part of the grass.
Three words, say it and I'm yours
:)
I'm lazy to do dnt, I'm lazy to pack my room, I'm lazy to do my theory, I'm lazy to take my breakfast, I'm lazy to go out, and you know what I would do? I will just lie in my bed and start to miss you. And I don't want that to happen too. So tell me what to do, I'm so lazy to do anything and I don't want that very thing to be happening.
I'm lazy to do dnt, I'm lazy to pack my room, I'm lazy to do my theory, I'm lazy to take my breakfast, I'm lazy to go out, and you know what I would do? I will just lie in my bed and start to miss you. And I don't want that to happen too. So tell me what to do, I'm so lazy to do anything and I don't want that very thing to be happening.
and Sometimes, I just hope that I don't know so many things and will stop being curious. It does not feel good to know everything because at some point of time, you're so tempted to tell people who cheated on who, who lied to who etc. And you know, the next moment, life would be screwed by because of you. But you can't stand those lying, you can't say them out, you just don't know what to do.
January 23, 2010
Love is something special between two people that doesn't change or alter for anyone
I'm so tired. Seriously.
But I don't want to sleep, because there's no time to. I want to finish what I want to do before the next day arrive. How i wish that time will move slower because this year, it seems like time is moving a little too fast, too fast for me to catch up.
Things are changing, I need to adapt- quick. Cause I know I won't want to be left behind, but neither do I want to be changed like them and screw my own life. I'll just catch up, then go on my own pace, then catch up again.
Section breakfast tday, then the whole cornet section (except me and saiful :) ) THE REST, MOUTH GOT HOLE! Wtf. Effing disgusting. They ate and talk, then spat saliva around. For some, the food they were chewing in their mouth even came out. OMFG. Seriously, the scene was gross! Especially minjiang, the prata in his mouth flew out and landed on theo's hand, then edwin talked, his saliva come shoot me and my food. wtffffffff. then zhihao was complaining, saying that we are disgusting people then, he spat out saliva too. SAIFUL AND ME BEST K! haihaihai, cornet section!!
Went to school, then security came and kp zhihao. I miss the old security guard, the new ones act like fuck ok! damn pissed. lol. then zhihao was damn pissed too. Like gangster (prawn~)
hahahahah!
Band was fine^^ But it snowed so borrowed jacket. Was with red jacket then I put on th hood. zhihao turned around and "ahye! i thought why got little red ridinghood!" Then mr chew gave me the "lol" look when he saw me with th hood. hahahah!
'
But I don't want to sleep, because there's no time to. I want to finish what I want to do before the next day arrive. How i wish that time will move slower because this year, it seems like time is moving a little too fast, too fast for me to catch up.
Things are changing, I need to adapt- quick. Cause I know I won't want to be left behind, but neither do I want to be changed like them and screw my own life. I'll just catch up, then go on my own pace, then catch up again.
Went to school, then security came and kp zhihao. I miss the old security guard, the new ones act like fuck ok! damn pissed. lol. then zhihao was damn pissed too. Like gangster (prawn~)
hahahahah!
Band was fine^^ But it snowed so borrowed jacket. Was with red jacket then I put on th hood. zhihao turned around and "ahye! i thought why got little red ridinghood!" Then mr chew gave me the "lol" look when he saw me with th hood. hahahah!
Francis and me
*breaths in all the way*
*smiles and shakes head!*
HAHAHAH!
Went to lot for lunch after that.
Anyway, I didn't have yami youghurt yesterday. Means I'll be seeing evan on tues! hahahahaah! YAYAY!
'theo and I love to eat in class nowadays. hahahah. I taught her to "da bao" (pack) food!
Shall bring chips or something next week.
God, I'm so bored. I want gg but cannot. Am suppose to meet celia and est @ Jp now but I'm so lazy.
Going out later at 6pm! Need to reach home before 12am! (YES SIRRRR)
My initial plan for tday was actually, lunch, home, invite people over, gg, out!
But I don't know who to ask over. Plus if i asked sherry. I doubt she'll leave when i ask her to. Cause I never ask her over before. ok, I never asked anyone over before except for a few. yea, awesome past.
Plan failed.
Anyway, wanted to go over to daniel's party. But i decided not to. Sorry people! I am very very lazy.
yes..
anyway, look at my junior. look at this mznxzxz.
I'm so bored now, and I miss you so much but I don't want to let you know, Cause I know you don't know and you don't want to know and You don't. ok. yes, fine..
January 22, 2010
Everything we do is a choice.
Threw a little tantrum at stalker today, but he very nice. and we saw a chicken-.-
Evan came, chatted. Lot.
so much about feeling feelings.
I've got some weird instinct and it's always accurate.
bye
January 21, 2010
Checkmate? I don't play chess
Loving someone is accepting every part of them.
But you can’t do that unless they are willing to share every part with you.
Yesterday, received a call from Brandon. (one of the guy which I met at sengkang- the one who stuffs baos in his mouth to prevent himself from smoking. lol) I just found out his name yesterday.
Charman: Hello??
Brandon: *sniffs*
Charman: wth-.- *laughs* who are you??
Brandon: *sniffs harder* Charrrrrrrman.
Charman: WHAT LAH! Wth. Who are you.
*Sherry shouting at him behind*
Charman: uh, okkk? Sherry and friends..
Brandon: I am brandon, and sherry sucks. I don't want to play anymore. *sniffs and hand the phone over to sherry*
HAHAHAHAH. He damn funny rightzxzx!
Rushed to gombak stadium after school, 21-3, 21-2
My bro trashed the other guy. lol
Off to lot, almost cried. Then met zhenyuan, jingyin and weicong.
Ate and stuffs, went to collect skirt then went to MOF.
Got pickedpocket, no more phone again.
Went to gma's house, went out to lot to meet theo again, yiwei too.
upon receiving someone's call thorugh theo's phone, cried again. Nvm about that.
Haikal came.
I met chanchingkit, big nic!, peiwen, agnes or idk, seeling?, jiaher, azura, nisa and many people today. cool or not!
CCK: CHUANG CHARMAN! TODAY PON MATHS LESSON HOR!
fuck, If i wanted to snatch him, I would have already gotten him
Thanks for tday. Though you are always late whn i needed you, but you were there.
SHERRY OFFERED TO PAY MY EXPENSES EVERYDAY AFTER SCHOOL IF I MEET HER! YAY! NO NEED FOR PHONE! HAHAHAH! I EAT AND MAKE HER BROKE!
January 19, 2010
I'm so lazy to even start on anything.
Anyway, Azura, Nisa and Hani, Hayati, Thanks for decorating th class! :D
C: Nah, let you eat (my lunch!)
Jeanette: thanksthanks. *bites*
after that..
C: *looks at waffle* half gone...
hahahahah!
Remember, when someone annoys you, it takes
42 muscles in your face to frown but it only takes
4 muscles to extend your arm and smack the idiot on the head.
God, I'm so lazy................
Anyway, Azura, Nisa and Hani, Hayati, Thanks for decorating th class! :D
C: Nah, let you eat (my lunch!)
Jeanette: thanksthanks. *bites*
after that..
C: *looks at waffle* half gone...
hahahahah!
Remember, when someone annoys you, it takes
42 muscles in your face to frown but it only takes
4 muscles to extend your arm and smack the idiot on the head.
God, I'm so lazy................
January 18, 2010
If one day you notice we haven't talked in a while, it's not because I don't care anymore. It's because you pushed me away.
After school, got asked to go lot. Missed a bus, cabbed there.
Then
Leon: Ahye! How come you reach first? How you come one? (something like that)
C: hahah! I take areoplane!
Leon: yea, cabbed here one right!
Met hester and caifang after that.
bye.
P/s. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAN CHING KIT!!!!!!!!!!! :D
(realise I don't have a single photo with you alone!!! serenade uh! must take!)
I messaged him.
then his reply was, "thank you xD my wish is for you to be a good girl and study, and presents! Thank you xD"
after looking at it, my reaction was nothing but
-.-
Then
Leon: Ahye! How come you reach first? How you come one? (something like that)
C: hahah! I take areoplane!
Leon: yea, cabbed here one right!
Met hester and caifang after that.
bye.
P/s. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAN CHING KIT!!!!!!!!!!! :D
(realise I don't have a single photo with you alone!!! serenade uh! must take!)
I messaged him.
then his reply was, "thank you xD my wish is for you to be a good girl and study, and presents! Thank you xD"
after looking at it, my reaction was nothing but
-.-
January 17, 2010
One of the hardest moment in life is deciding when to give up and when to try even harder.
So which one?
Someone once told me that the power in all relationships lies with whoever cares less, and he was right to a certain extent.
But power isn’t happiness, and I think that maybe happiness comes from caring more about people rather than less.
It's just so hard to wait around for something that you're not even sure is actually going to happen, but you can't seem to give up when you know its everything you've ever wanted.
But power isn’t happiness, and I think that maybe happiness comes from caring more about people rather than less.
I just wish people would say what they feel.
Why give signals? Who cares about signals? (NO ONE LOVES GUESSING) This isn't a four way crossing.
School on Friday, after school, Went opposite to get chocolates again. Then came back, Ms Ho.
Ms Ho: Charman! You lost weight again you know!
Charman: *eats my chocolate with blur look*
Ms Ho: (asks theo and all) Right! she lost weight right! Are you having food disorder or something?
Charman: lol! No? *shows her my chocolates*
Ms Ho: You broke up with your boyf? Problems in school
Charman: huh? *laughs* no?
Ms Ho: then? stress with school work?...
Charman: uh, yes. *nods*
Ms Ho: Haiyo.. *pause* wait, (Yanting and all started complaining. "cher, see her face will do homework one meh"
Ms Ho: ya! ahye, you must eat more you know.
Charman: I got eat!
Ms Ho: theo, must make sure she eats ok?
All: starts complaining to ms ho about my habits-.-
Band, then talked to evan. Always like not enough time to finish talking one leh ):
But whatever, she owes me youghurt. So, it means she'll be coming back and then I can talk to her again! >:D
Lot after that, slacked and chatted with usual till nearly 9pm.
Got home. I've grown up, accept it.
Next day, woke up early to meet sherry who has been disturbing me from 12am till 3am. Feels good have a walk early in the morning (too early-.-) for some fresh air (not so fresh).
but really, very nice. at night too.
Then called people to lend us ball, played, as in, I'm th only one playing (-_-)
Went to gombak, met section then had band. Lot after that, SUBWAY!
Left and went home, showered and everything and met sherry again.
Went into a shop, the salesgirl power. She knocked into both of us then gave us the tsk reaction.
Me to sherry "comfirm! today got period, I go cheer her up"
Charman: you very pretty leh ^^
salesgirl: (feeling happy) :)
Charman to sherry "ok, very good, job done. now revenge"
Charman: this blouse damn nice leh!
Sherry: WHERE GOT! SO UGLY! LIKE AUNTIE!
Charman: YA! SO NICE! I like auntie! :D
Salesgirl: (face turns black)
CC&SHERRY *runs out laughing*
Sherry: eh bitch, watch this.
walks into NTUC. Takes basket,
Sherry: What you feel like eating? ice cream? chocolates? maggi?
*starts taking the food* and it's like many of them till basket is full.
*walks to counter, starts emptying basket*
sherry to cashier: shitxz! I forgot to take something. wait uh.
(me know what she's going to do)
Charman: You uh! *quickly follow*
Both: *runs out of the place*
HAHAHAAH!
WTF MAN.
Anyway, I received 2 good news today. Very good, 2010 is a good year, I got back 2 friends on the very first day and then went back with sherry, this morning, found out something and then, found out another good news,
WHICH IS,
CHC IS FINALLY GETTING OURBIGGER LARGER BUILDING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
12thousand seaters! :D
7 more weeks to know the location, big surprise! wahahahahahha! It's @downtown! (location can't be told now because of certain agreement)
:)
:D
:DD
:DDD
anyhowz, I hope cck is not in NS yet.
bye.
School on Friday, after school, Went opposite to get chocolates again. Then came back, Ms Ho.
Ms Ho: Charman! You lost weight again you know!
Charman: *eats my chocolate with blur look*
Ms Ho: (asks theo and all) Right! she lost weight right! Are you having food disorder or something?
Charman: lol! No? *shows her my chocolates*
Ms Ho: You broke up with your boyf? Problems in school
Charman: huh? *laughs* no?
Ms Ho: then? stress with school work?...
Charman: uh, yes. *nods*
Ms Ho: Haiyo.. *pause* wait, (Yanting and all started complaining. "cher, see her face will do homework one meh"
Ms Ho: ya! ahye, you must eat more you know.
Charman: I got eat!
Ms Ho: theo, must make sure she eats ok?
All: starts complaining to ms ho about my habits-.-
Band, then talked to evan. Always like not enough time to finish talking one leh ):
But whatever, she owes me youghurt. So, it means she'll be coming back and then I can talk to her again! >:D
Lot after that, slacked and chatted with usual till nearly 9pm.
Got home. I've grown up, accept it.
Next day, woke up early to meet sherry who has been disturbing me from 12am till 3am. Feels good have a walk early in the morning (too early-.-) for some fresh air (not so fresh).
but really, very nice. at night too.
Then called people to lend us ball, played, as in, I'm th only one playing (-_-)
Went to gombak, met section then had band. Lot after that, SUBWAY!
Left and went home, showered and everything and met sherry again.
Went into a shop, the salesgirl power. She knocked into both of us then gave us the tsk reaction.
Me to sherry "comfirm! today got period, I go cheer her up"
Charman: you very pretty leh ^^
salesgirl: (feeling happy) :)
Charman to sherry "ok, very good, job done. now revenge"
Charman: this blouse damn nice leh!
Sherry: WHERE GOT! SO UGLY! LIKE AUNTIE!
Charman: YA! SO NICE! I like auntie! :D
Salesgirl: (face turns black)
CC&SHERRY *runs out laughing*
Sherry: eh bitch, watch this.
walks into NTUC. Takes basket,
Sherry: What you feel like eating? ice cream? chocolates? maggi?
*starts taking the food* and it's like many of them till basket is full.
*walks to counter, starts emptying basket*
sherry to cashier: shitxz! I forgot to take something. wait uh.
(me know what she's going to do)
Charman: You uh! *quickly follow*
Both: *runs out of the place*
HAHAHAAH!
WTF MAN.
Anyway, I received 2 good news today. Very good, 2010 is a good year, I got back 2 friends on the very first day and then went back with sherry, this morning, found out something and then, found out another good news,
WHICH IS,
CHC IS FINALLY GETTING OUR
12thousand seaters! :D
7 more weeks to know the location, big surprise! wahahahahahha! It's @downtown! (location can't be told now because of certain agreement)
:)
:D
:DD
:DDD
anyhowz, I hope cck is not in NS yet.
bye.
Today, I decided to visit my long abandoned friendster, for god knows what reason-.-
I was bored, and idk why, I decided to go back and checkout friendster.
then...
I saw a comment,
I paused
HE IS OUT OF BOYS' HOME!!!!!!!!! :D
*jumps*
omgomg, if i hadn't visit friendster, I will never get to know.
I think I gonna cry already. Bastard!
I hope he contacts me fastttttttttttttttttttt!
I was bored, and idk why, I decided to go back and checkout friendster.
then...
I saw a comment,
I paused
HE IS OUT OF BOYS' HOME!!!!!!!!! :D
*jumps*
omgomg, if i hadn't visit friendster, I will never get to know.
I think I gonna cry already. Bastard!
I hope he contacts me fastttttttttttttttttttt!
January 16, 2010
Distance doesn’t ruin people’s relationships. you don’t have to see someone everyday to be in love
(L)ove. Ups and downs, regrets and lost, love and loved. Then beyond, alter, past, it's another few years.
Went to meet Sherry at effing 4am tday!!!!!!!!!
Slacked and played bball @ around 5am, then trained to gombak, met section.
Band >> Lot >> Out with sherry again.
Friday, post tomorrow also.
post tomorrow! byeeeeeeeeeee.
I miss you x100
Went to meet Sherry at effing 4am tday!!!!!!!!!
Slacked and played bball @ around 5am, then trained to gombak, met section.
Band >> Lot >> Out with sherry again.
Friday, post tomorrow also.
post tomorrow! byeeeeeeeeeee.
I miss you x100
January 14, 2010
TELLCCTHATCHARMANISGONE
Cause I was waiting for you to tell me you care, show me that you're still concern and for me to feel loved again but it never came. I was waiting for it even at th very moment I got back into the game.
Don't you find it very fake when people asks you to stop certain things you're doing (cause it's bad), you stopped. Thinking that because there are people who cares but after that, you found out it was just a show. I find it very irritating and disgusting-.-
"Are you alright/ok/fine" is another fake sentence I hear from people. Like they are just doing it for the sake and for a motive. What happens after that? After telling them everything. They act as if they care, oh fuck. I'm sick of plastic people.
HOW TO IDENTIFY IF THEY ARE FAKE OR NOT?
1) The tone of their voice
2) The look in their eyes
3) 6th sense. (For some people)
4) It's just like, random. Then after that, they won't bother you for a long time and suddenly, "appear" again asking the same question. And a few reasons why they would like to do that,
*frowns*
Swiss used to have super nice people lo, especially during chingkit's batch. I don't know what happened after that. Now people make friends with a motive. Sad, SHIT MANXZX! Ok, I should be fair. There are still nice people around th places. Really nice ones. But compared to cck's batch, totally FAIL.
And comparing to other schools, swiss CMI at this area. Because people over @ some other schools are seriously far better. But of course one thing that they will never win, some/most of the guys in swiss won't light up sticks when girls are around so as to not get them into trouble with them and also, they will discourage girls to light up sticks! uh, matchsticks, joss ticks and all sticks. rofl.
ok ya. but whatever.
I AM VERY HAPPY BECAUSE, I COMPLETED MY MATHS HOMEWORK! *screms*
CHARMAN ACHEIVED HER GOAL, BY FINISHING HER FIRST MATHS HOMEWORK IN 2 YEARS!
CCK! CAN YOU SEE THIS?!?!? YOU OWE ME SOMETHIG EH! IF NOT, YOU CAN FORGET ABOUT MONDAY!
Recess, wanted to up to class for awhile. Then some stupid girl turned around when I said excuse me, ignored me and went back talking to her friend! WTF?! So nvm, I tried to squeeze through, and scratched my leg for that. So pushed and said a few things >:X
Then was queuing up then,
yongjun: can cut queue not? heh. (then looks behind, saw me)
yongjun: ok, cannot cause charman is here.
HAHAHAHAH! Funny ass.
After school, bandroom, then went out of school to get chocolates.
brent ate my chocolates-.-
played games with sec1 in th bandroom, (they bullied me-.-) then got out of school, was walking towards gombak then i decided to turn back, and head back to school again. cause I love the/my/our bandroom.
so, chicken nugget, I'm sorry you have to keep repeating your name, now we are fair. done.
A Tan is not Alicia Tan okkkkkkkkk!
hahaha.
Anyway, I did not do ATan's homework today, ok, I don't do her homework, because it's never ending.
and met this super funny guy @sengkang yesterday, one of sherry's friends. he kept stuffing himself with baos so that he won't smoke. hahahah! funny!
And i don't wanna be into you, If i don't matter the same way. Cause you do matter, in everyway, everyday.
bye2
You didn't come, but instead, I saw, heard and found out more disappointing news,
thanks to you.
Don't you find it very fake when people asks you to stop certain things you're doing (cause it's bad), you stopped. Thinking that because there are people who cares but after that, you found out it was just a show. I find it very irritating and disgusting-.-
"Are you alright/ok/fine" is another fake sentence I hear from people. Like they are just doing it for the sake and for a motive. What happens after that? After telling them everything. They act as if they care, oh fuck. I'm sick of plastic people.
HOW TO IDENTIFY IF THEY ARE FAKE OR NOT?
1) The tone of their voice
2) The look in their eyes
3) 6th sense. (For some people)
4) It's just like, random. Then after that, they won't bother you for a long time and suddenly, "appear" again asking the same question. And a few reasons why they would like to do that,
- They just want more friends, but those whom they don't actually want but they still want it because it'll make them feel as if they have more friends.
- They seriously have nothing better to do.
- With a Motive. Or maybe a lot of motives-.-
- They just want to be mrs/ms/mr information.
- Because they are sick-.-
*frowns*
Swiss used to have super nice people lo, especially during chingkit's batch. I don't know what happened after that. Now people make friends with a motive. Sad, SHIT MANXZX! Ok, I should be fair. There are still nice people around th places. Really nice ones. But compared to cck's batch, totally FAIL.
And comparing to other schools, swiss CMI at this area. Because people over @ some other schools are seriously far better. But of course one thing that they will never win, some/most of the guys in swiss won't light up sticks when girls are around so as to not get them into trouble with them and also, they will discourage girls to light up sticks! uh, matchsticks, joss ticks and all sticks. rofl.
ok ya. but whatever.
I AM VERY HAPPY BECAUSE, I COMPLETED MY MATHS HOMEWORK! *screms*
CHARMAN ACHEIVED HER GOAL, BY FINISHING HER FIRST MATHS HOMEWORK IN 2 YEARS!
CCK! CAN YOU SEE THIS?!?!? YOU OWE ME SOMETHIG EH! IF NOT, YOU CAN FORGET ABOUT MONDAY!
Recess, wanted to up to class for awhile. Then some stupid girl turned around when I said excuse me, ignored me and went back talking to her friend! WTF?! So nvm, I tried to squeeze through, and scratched my leg for that. So pushed and said a few things >:X
Then was queuing up then,
yongjun: can cut queue not? heh. (then looks behind, saw me)
yongjun: ok, cannot cause charman is here.
HAHAHAHAH! Funny ass.
After school, bandroom, then went out of school to get chocolates.
brent ate my chocolates-.-
played games with sec1 in th bandroom, (they bullied me-.-) then got out of school, was walking towards gombak then i decided to turn back, and head back to school again. cause I love the/my/our bandroom.
so, chicken nugget, I'm sorry you have to keep repeating your name, now we are fair. done.
A Tan is not Alicia Tan okkkkkkkkk!
hahaha.
Anyway, I did not do ATan's homework today, ok, I don't do her homework, because it's never ending.
and met this super funny guy @sengkang yesterday, one of sherry's friends. he kept stuffing himself with baos so that he won't smoke. hahahah! funny!
bye2
January 13, 2010
Dang, I wanted to post, then I received a call and I started chatting till my phone's batt went flat.
I was very high in the morning, saw things I don't wish to see again, worse. (-_-) But this time, thanks to some idiot, I enjoyed my "trip" to school. lol. I was screaming, shouting and laughing. Was being crazy.
Whatever, you know what, I was unhappy, I used to be. I may be still a little, but who cares, I'm going to get over it.
Could you just stop being so insensitive FFS?!
On the brighter note, I can really influence and stop people from smoking when they are with me!! :D
yea, I BHB. But I'm like saving the live's of people and the earth's pollution you know! lol.
Got to school, ran to the back of th school to check if a blindman can cross the road properly or not. But appearently, there's no blindman, so it was a wasted trip.
minjiang, thanks for taking my advise and play in the hall. and I proved to you, I may be playful, but i won't be wrong at this kind of decisions! :P
From yesterday, till now. AZURA AZMAN HAS BEEN MAKING ME VERY JEALOUS WITH SOMETHING THAT IS IN HER FILE! >:@
hahahah.
Went down to the piano after school, tried out something again. And then, my fingers bleed. How to make my nails grow bigbig! Wl! If it doesn't grow bigger, means I'll never get to do a certain thing on th piano! which is wth manzxz.
):
Rushed out of school after that. Made a few calls, then walked passed, got "disturbed?" by leon and friends. heh, and I think there's a problem with my eyes. ok, who cares. rushed to meet up with sherry and friends.
Was planning to meet them @ Sembawang then to sengkang. But they very smart. Went to batok. Clamied that they wanted to fetch me from school, fetch till batok there?
waited for them at semb after that and headed down to sengkang. Reached, and decided not to go there for my purpose. but ended up making friends with quite alot of people. lol.
Scary though, was walking then there was a void deck full with people in school uniform, some in casual. like around 20 of them? What will your first reaction be? Stay away lah! of course. why go find trouble.
then sherry dragged me over. lol.
HAHAHAHAH, But i'm blogging here, which means I'm fine! >:D
you know why!
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.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
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.
.
cause they are sherry's friends!
duh! hhahaha.
home after that, sorry I pangseh-ed you, I'm still thinking if I should go Westmall after school tomorrow to "pay-back" I don't wanna go and I'm lazy leh! WL!
Think I want to stay back in school for awhile tomorrow, so, it's a no!
HAAHAHAH!
I'm bruised. Yes, not because of the thing you're thinking of, (referring to tina, shawn and lynn. I told th rest in school already) It was beause my dm was scolding people in th hall on tuesday and I was looking in, I didn't notice th bench and I knocked it.
ok, it knocked me. lol.
And it's still painful, my injured ear while I was kayaking still hurts too. WHAO, so many injuries, winner.
I can't seem to study maths and chem, sucks. You know the feeling where you want to work hard on something, you try and you just can't? (F) And I'm super irritated by it. EVEN NOW.
anyway, should I accept the job offer? ok, no. I rejected it already. But I can't seem to think of reasons to comfort myself except my only reason, because i was lazy and I wanted to see fjghfsdf.
3 hours, effing $70 bucks, stupid. lailai, I know when you don't want to do something, you can always find 1000000 reasons for it. But this time, I cannot find any, so come, help me think of some to comfort me
-.-
ok, I want to go do my homework now, so nice! I don't like A tan *(#&(*%&*(
urgh. bye
P/s. I just remembered brent telling me about him dropping subjects, maybe i can drop chem and maths too! :p
"yeah, drop chinese, ss and everything too lah-.- don't study" (F)
I was very high in the morning, saw things I don't wish to see again, worse. (-_-) But this time, thanks to some idiot, I enjoyed my "trip" to school. lol. I was screaming, shouting and laughing. Was being crazy.
Whatever, you know what, I was unhappy, I used to be. I may be still a little, but who cares, I'm going to get over it.
Could you just stop being so insensitive FFS?!
On the brighter note, I can really influence and stop people from smoking when they are with me!! :D
yea, I BHB. But I'm like saving the live's of people and the earth's pollution you know! lol.
Got to school, ran to the back of th school to check if a blindman can cross the road properly or not. But appearently, there's no blindman, so it was a wasted trip.
minjiang, thanks for taking my advise and play in the hall. and I proved to you, I may be playful, but i won't be wrong at this kind of decisions! :P
From yesterday, till now. AZURA AZMAN HAS BEEN MAKING ME VERY JEALOUS WITH SOMETHING THAT IS IN HER FILE! >:@
hahahah.
Went down to the piano after school, tried out something again. And then, my fingers bleed. How to make my nails grow bigbig! Wl! If it doesn't grow bigger, means I'll never get to do a certain thing on th piano! which is wth manzxz.
):
Rushed out of school after that. Made a few calls, then walked passed, got "disturbed?" by leon and friends. heh, and I think there's a problem with my eyes. ok, who cares. rushed to meet up with sherry and friends.
Was planning to meet them @ Sembawang then to sengkang. But they very smart. Went to batok. Clamied that they wanted to fetch me from school, fetch till batok there?
waited for them at semb after that and headed down to sengkang. Reached, and decided not to go there for my purpose. but ended up making friends with quite alot of people. lol.
Scary though, was walking then there was a void deck full with people in school uniform, some in casual. like around 20 of them? What will your first reaction be? Stay away lah! of course. why go find trouble.
then sherry dragged me over. lol.
HAHAHAHAH, But i'm blogging here, which means I'm fine! >:D
you know why!
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
cause they are sherry's friends!
duh! hhahaha.
home after that, sorry I pangseh-ed you, I'm still thinking if I should go Westmall after school tomorrow to "pay-back" I don't wanna go and I'm lazy leh! WL!
Think I want to stay back in school for awhile tomorrow, so, it's a no!
HAAHAHAH!
I'm bruised. Yes, not because of the thing you're thinking of, (referring to tina, shawn and lynn. I told th rest in school already) It was beause my dm was scolding people in th hall on tuesday and I was looking in, I didn't notice th bench and I knocked it.
ok, it knocked me. lol.
And it's still painful, my injured ear while I was kayaking still hurts too. WHAO, so many injuries, winner.
I can't seem to study maths and chem, sucks. You know the feeling where you want to work hard on something, you try and you just can't? (F) And I'm super irritated by it. EVEN NOW.
anyway, should I accept the job offer? ok, no. I rejected it already. But I can't seem to think of reasons to comfort myself except my only reason, because i was lazy and I wanted to see fjghfsdf.
3 hours, effing $70 bucks, stupid. lailai, I know when you don't want to do something, you can always find 1000000 reasons for it. But this time, I cannot find any, so come, help me think of some to comfort me
-.-
ok, I want to go do my homework now, so nice! I don't like A tan *(#&(*%&*(
urgh. bye
P/s. I just remembered brent telling me about him dropping subjects, maybe i can drop chem and maths too! :p
"yeah, drop chinese, ss and everything too lah-.- don't study" (F)
January 12, 2010
Bold the truth
You are female
You are in high school
You dropped out of high school
You graduated within the last 5 years
You live on your own
You live within 20 minutes of your best friend
You live within 20 minutes of the last person you kissed
You live within 20 minutes of your ex
You have hugged someone in the last 48 hours
You have been to the movies within the last week
You have had 3 or more boyfriends/girlfriends just this year
You have been a designated driver
You have broken merchandise and not paid for it
You have played strip poker
You are atheist
You recycle regularly
You are a brunette
You have dated a blonde
You are friends with a redhead
You are taller than your mom
You have a checking account
You’ve written a check for less than $5
You have visited the Statue of Liberty
You have visited the Eiffel Tower
You have visited Big Ben
You have visited the Coliseum
You have visited The Great Wall of China
You have never been out of the country
You have been a waiter/waitress
You own a Bible
You own something with a Pentagram on it
You have used a Ouija Board
You have been a witch for Halloween
You have been a zombie for Halloween
You have been a Disney character for Halloween
You don’t celebrate Halloween
You have had your belly button pierced
You have your tongue pierced
You have your eyebrow pierced
You have a Monroe piercing
You have your nose pierced
You have an ankle tattoo
You have a wrist tattoo
You have a back tattoo
You have no tattoos
You have more than 5 tattoos
You straighten your hair
You have worn a dress in the last 3 days
You live somewhere that gets snow
You celebrate Hanukkah
You were at your own house last New Year’s
You were at a bar last New Year’s
You slept through last New Year’s
You have worked on Christmas Eve
You have worked on Christmas
You have been told ‘I love you’ by someone today
You were told by someone who’s not family
You slept in your own bed last night
You regret kissing the last person you kissed
You enjoyed your last kiss
You are wearing a necklace right now
You are wearing something red
You are wearing something blue
You are wearing something purple
Your phone is fully charged
Your phone number ends with an even number
You have kissed the last person you called/texted
You last called/texted a boy (Scheduled post, answer the next time I blog)
You are currently listening to music
You are waiting for something
You don’t like seafood
You have eaten deer sausage
You have given a complete stranger your phone number
You have been hit on at work
You have been hit on by someone more than 20 years older than you
You have been whistled at
You were creeped out by it
You are a good speller
You are very punctual
You were dating someone in December of 2008 'dating'
You are still dating that person
You have cheated on someone
You have been cheated on
You have been on a cruise ship
You have camped out in your own backyard
You are wearing something that doesn’t belong to you
You are a Pisces
You are a Leo
You are a Capricorn
You have Irish heritage
You have Polish heritage
You have Japanese heritage
You have Israeli heritage
You have German heritage
You have Portuguese heritage
You have French heritage
You have Norwegian heritage
You have Korean heritage
You were born in May
You were born in June
You were born in October
You wonder what will happen when you die
You are afraid of the dark
You write in all capital letters.
You have been told you have nice handwriting
You have had a song written for you
You have had a picture drawn of you
You have curly hair
Your phone provider is Sprint
Your phone provider is AT&T
Your phone provider is Verizon
You live within an hour of your birthplace
You are wearing a watch
You are wearing flip flops
You wouldn’t date someone who smoked
You know someone with the same birthday as you
You are a morning person
You are a night owl
You slept in past 10am today
You have big plans for next weekend
You are thinking of someone right now (I predict)
Your job is stressing you out
You don’t have a job
You have never had a job
You were fired from your last job
You know sign language
You made your bed today
You will usually try something at least once
You have been swimming in the last month
You have taken a ballet class
You have taken karate
You have taken gymnastics
You wish on shooting stars
You wish at 11:11
Your birthday has already come this year
You have been in a relationship that lasted longer than a year
You ended your last relationship
Your ex ended your last relationship
You are over your ex
You have gone after someone you knew was bad for you
You have let someone use you
You have been in a physically abusive relationship
You are engaged
You are married
You are divorced
You have a child
You were/are a teenage mom
You were named after someone
You like your name
Your last drink was water
You have visited somewhere said to be ‘haunted’
You have skipped school just because you didn’t feel like going
You have taken medicine when you ‘feel a headache coming on’
You have pet fish
You live on a farm
You live in a trailer
You have a hangover
You have had a Jehovah’s Witness show up at your house
You live in South Carolina
You live in Illinois
You live in Maryland
You live in New Mexico
You have godparents
You have step- or half-siblings
You are the oldest
You are adopted
You have a twin
You don’t want kids
You want more than four kids
You have a bad temper
You have made out with a complete stranger
You usually make the first move in an intimate situation
You have worked with a Kayla
You have gone to the movies with a Jarred
You have hugged a Texi
You have held hands with a Marcus
You have dated a Rachel
You have kissed a David
You have ridden in a car with a Nicole
You have had class with a Patrick
You have gone out to eat with a Chloe
You know a Kyle in the military
You are related to a Julie
You have gotten drunk with a Brent (lol, no girls will want to)
You have broken your arm
You have had to get stitches on your face
You have had an MRI
Your fingernails are painted
Your fingernails are painted black
You like to read
You like to cook
You like to draw
You can play an instrument
You keep a lot of secrets from people
You don’t think (some) people would accept you if they really got to know you
You don’t trust people easily
You borrowed something you really need to give back to someone
You drive a car older than a 2002
You have lost a friend you never thought you would
You know a child who died of cancer
You know a teenager who died in a car wreck
You have done something illegal in the past 24 hours
You have cut your hair in the last week
You wear glasses
You have been pulled over for speeding
You love to drive with the windows down
Your favourite season is Autumn
Your favourite colour is orange
Your favourite animal is a dolphin
You last rode in a car with a relative
You last rode in a car with a girl
You last rode in a car with the person you are dating
You regularly watch soap operas
You love Italian food
You love Mexican food
You love Chinese food
You can see a box of tissues from where you are
You can see your reflection in a mirror
You can see what’s on tv from where you are
Your best friend is older than you
You have to go to school/work tomorrow
You answered every question truthfully
bye
AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NICHOLAS LIU, CHARISSA, AND DADDY! :D
You are in high school
You dropped out of high school
You graduated within the last 5 years
You live on your own
You live within 20 minutes of your best friend
You live within 20 minutes of the last person you kissed
You live within 20 minutes of your ex
You have hugged someone in the last 48 hours
You have been to the movies within the last week
You have had 3 or more boyfriends/girlfriends just this year
You have been a designated driver
You have broken merchandise and not paid for it
You have played strip poker
You are atheist
You recycle regularly
You are a brunette
You have dated a blonde
You are friends with a redhead
You are taller than your mom
You have a checking account
You’ve written a check for less than $5
You have visited the Statue of Liberty
You have visited the Eiffel Tower
You have visited Big Ben
You have visited the Coliseum
You have visited The Great Wall of China
You have never been out of the country
You have been a waiter/waitress
You own a Bible
You own something with a Pentagram on it
You have used a Ouija Board
You have been a witch for Halloween
You have been a zombie for Halloween
You have been a Disney character for Halloween
You don’t celebrate Halloween
You have had your belly button pierced
You have your tongue pierced
You have your eyebrow pierced
You have a Monroe piercing
You have your nose pierced
You have an ankle tattoo
You have a wrist tattoo
You have a back tattoo
You have no tattoos
You have more than 5 tattoos
You straighten your hair
You have worn a dress in the last 3 days
You live somewhere that gets snow
You celebrate Hanukkah
You were at your own house last New Year’s
You were at a bar last New Year’s
You slept through last New Year’s
You have worked on Christmas Eve
You have worked on Christmas
You have been told ‘I love you’ by someone today
You were told by someone who’s not family
You slept in your own bed last night
You regret kissing the last person you kissed
You enjoyed your last kiss
You are wearing a necklace right now
You are wearing something red
You are wearing something blue
You are wearing something purple
Your phone is fully charged
Your phone number ends with an even number
You have kissed the last person you called/texted
You last called/texted a boy (Scheduled post, answer the next time I blog)
You are currently listening to music
You are waiting for something
You don’t like seafood
You have eaten deer sausage
You have given a complete stranger your phone number
You have been hit on at work
You have been hit on by someone more than 20 years older than you
You have been whistled at
You were creeped out by it
You are a good speller
You are very punctual
You were dating someone in December of 2008 'dating'
You are still dating that person
You have cheated on someone
You have been cheated on
You have been on a cruise ship
You have camped out in your own backyard
You are wearing something that doesn’t belong to you
You are a Pisces
You are a Leo
You are a Capricorn
You have Irish heritage
You have Polish heritage
You have Japanese heritage
You have Israeli heritage
You have German heritage
You have Portuguese heritage
You have French heritage
You have Norwegian heritage
You have Korean heritage
You were born in May
You were born in June
You were born in October
You wonder what will happen when you die
You are afraid of the dark
You write in all capital letters.
You have been told you have nice handwriting
You have had a song written for you
You have had a picture drawn of you
You have curly hair
Your phone provider is Sprint
Your phone provider is AT&T
Your phone provider is Verizon
You live within an hour of your birthplace
You are wearing a watch
You are wearing flip flops
You wouldn’t date someone who smoked
You know someone with the same birthday as you
You are a morning person
You are a night owl
You slept in past 10am today
You have big plans for next weekend
You are thinking of someone right now (I predict)
Your job is stressing you out
You don’t have a job
You have never had a job
You were fired from your last job
You know sign language
You made your bed today
You will usually try something at least once
You have been swimming in the last month
You have taken a ballet class
You have taken karate
You have taken gymnastics
You wish on shooting stars
You wish at 11:11
Your birthday has already come this year
You have been in a relationship that lasted longer than a year
You ended your last relationship
Your ex ended your last relationship
You are over your ex
You have gone after someone you knew was bad for you
You have let someone use you
You have been in a physically abusive relationship
You are engaged
You are married
You are divorced
You have a child
You were/are a teenage mom
You were named after someone
You like your name
Your last drink was water
You have visited somewhere said to be ‘haunted’
You have skipped school just because you didn’t feel like going
You have taken medicine when you ‘feel a headache coming on’
You have pet fish
You live on a farm
You live in a trailer
You have a hangover
You have had a Jehovah’s Witness show up at your house
You live in South Carolina
You live in Illinois
You live in Maryland
You live in New Mexico
You have godparents
You have step- or half-siblings
You are the oldest
You are adopted
You have a twin
You don’t want kids
You want more than four kids
You have a bad temper
You have made out with a complete stranger
You usually make the first move in an intimate situation
You have worked with a Kayla
You have gone to the movies with a Jarred
You have hugged a Texi
You have held hands with a Marcus
You have dated a Rachel
You have kissed a David
You have ridden in a car with a Nicole
You have had class with a Patrick
You have gone out to eat with a Chloe
You know a Kyle in the military
You are related to a Julie
You have gotten drunk with a Brent (lol, no girls will want to)
You have broken your arm
You have had to get stitches on your face
You have had an MRI
Your fingernails are painted
Your fingernails are painted black
You like to read
You like to cook
You like to draw
You can play an instrument
You keep a lot of secrets from people
You don’t think (some) people would accept you if they really got to know you
You don’t trust people easily
You borrowed something you really need to give back to someone
You drive a car older than a 2002
You have lost a friend you never thought you would
You know a child who died of cancer
You know a teenager who died in a car wreck
You have done something illegal in the past 24 hours
You have cut your hair in the last week
You wear glasses
You have been pulled over for speeding
You love to drive with the windows down
Your favourite season is Autumn
Your favourite colour is orange
Your favourite animal is a dolphin
You last rode in a car with a relative
You last rode in a car with a girl
You last rode in a car with the person you are dating
You regularly watch soap operas
You love Italian food
You love Mexican food
You love Chinese food
You can see a box of tissues from where you are
You can see your reflection in a mirror
You can see what’s on tv from where you are
Your best friend is older than you
You have to go to school/work tomorrow
You answered every question truthfully
bye
AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NICHOLAS LIU, CHARISSA, AND DADDY! :D
January 11, 2010
If you want to do, make sure you do it well
Hello people, had school tday.
Tday, I became the stalker.
Anyway, was super high, kept screaming everywhere i went. sorry!
Did chinese compo.
Fell asleep for less than a few minutes then theo woke me up. Thanks girl! ^^
Compo is boring): Then i tried to cary on but I fell asleep again. Less than a few minutes, teacher shouted and I got shocked, woke up again. -.- started ruhing my compo.
then theo "lol. you got your ispirations already is it.."
Maths later, I taught theo maths! >:D
which shows that i listen during lessons! heh.
After school, SELECTION!
I went around asking all the seniors that came back. Then some gave me the "lol" reaction. but anyway, I've got something to start on already, so happy, thanks andy!
Anyway, congratulations to those top scorers!
Especially evan, atiqah, huiqi, edwin, rebecca, ruby
it's weird feeling. you're not the one getting the results but you feel the happiness inside you.
an i'm proud of my seniors. even for virgin. and also, i'm happy that i've got something for evan to be proud of. that is i stayed away from troubles and i talked peace.
HEY VIRGIN! You didn't get your expected results, You were disappointed. But get upset over it, move on. The day will still continue, don't worry, the sky hven't fall! Don't lose faith.
Andy "scolded" me about me wasting last year away. Almost cried listening, everytime he started being serious with me, damn scary.
Went bandroom, fooled around for awhile then off to change and went to find cherying.
I studied! *claps*
improvement k! For 45mins, got distracted then played taptaprevenge3 till her phone died. lol.
then messed up her house and was dinner time. She acts like my elder sister.
Sorry, quick fast post for tday. Because I talked to FF! >:P
And thanks to andy and you, for trying to wake me up >:)
tyvm.
but I've comfirmed myself with something that I've said, once you lose it, you may never get it back.
because prevention is always better than cure. and cure may not always get you back to your previous state.
But whatever, I'm not going to allow my mistakes to repeat itself again. I hope?
and thanks so much minster, for blaming me when i stood up for you. for believing some lies when i thought you would know what's the truth. and for your "since when you care" because, now I won't, not anymore.
You didn't know how much it would hurt with that once sentence you said. All the best to you anyway.
Bye.
P/s. I kinda dislike this post cause it's like summary of everything. ):
Tday, I became the stalker.
Anyway, was super high, kept screaming everywhere i went. sorry!
Did chinese compo.
Fell asleep for less than a few minutes then theo woke me up. Thanks girl! ^^
Compo is boring): Then i tried to cary on but I fell asleep again. Less than a few minutes, teacher shouted and I got shocked, woke up again. -.- started ruhing my compo.
then theo "lol. you got your ispirations already is it.."
Maths later, I taught theo maths! >:D
which shows that i listen during lessons! heh.
After school, SELECTION!
I went around asking all the seniors that came back. Then some gave me the "lol" reaction. but anyway, I've got something to start on already, so happy, thanks andy!
Anyway, congratulations to those top scorers!
Especially evan, atiqah, huiqi, edwin, rebecca, ruby
it's weird feeling. you're not the one getting the results but you feel the happiness inside you.
an i'm proud of my seniors. even for virgin. and also, i'm happy that i've got something for evan to be proud of. that is i stayed away from troubles and i talked peace.
HEY VIRGIN! You didn't get your expected results, You were disappointed. But get upset over it, move on. The day will still continue, don't worry, the sky hven't fall! Don't lose faith.
Andy "scolded" me about me wasting last year away. Almost cried listening, everytime he started being serious with me, damn scary.
Went bandroom, fooled around for awhile then off to change and went to find cherying.
I studied! *claps*
improvement k! For 45mins, got distracted then played taptaprevenge3 till her phone died. lol.
then messed up her house and was dinner time. She acts like my elder sister.
Sorry, quick fast post for tday. Because I talked to FF! >:P
And thanks to andy and you, for trying to wake me up >:)
tyvm.
but I've comfirmed myself with something that I've said, once you lose it, you may never get it back.
because prevention is always better than cure. and cure may not always get you back to your previous state.
But whatever, I'm not going to allow my mistakes to repeat itself again. I hope?
and thanks so much minster, for blaming me when i stood up for you. for believing some lies when i thought you would know what's the truth. and for your "since when you care" because, now I won't, not anymore.
You didn't know how much it would hurt with that once sentence you said. All the best to you anyway.
Bye.
P/s. I kinda dislike this post cause it's like summary of everything. ):
January 10, 2010
Why won't you let me love you?
I'm gonna blog a little today! :)
Received sms from Shawn yesterday: Come over to woodlands, usual place in 15 minutes got something for you! (that explains for my weird short post)
Cabbed over, thought that it was going to be something bad, then later, texted him to ask what is it. He just told me that I can either take it as a surprise, if not, i can cry.
(WHAT A NICE REPLY I GOT-.-)
But whatever, reached, rush over. Then found Shawn alone with a box of sushi!
HAHA! He stood there smiling like some retard.
Here comes the best part.
He gave it to me, told me to eat. Then suddenly, someone screamed in my ear, turned around and I found Tina, Jiaqi, Weijun, Sherry and all standing behind me. OMG!
(They cabbed down to queensway, Cityhall and etc. just to buy my favourite food!)
So watched me eat, of course they ate a little, then they started to entertain me.
Then had some emotional breakdown, walked away. haha. Then they came looking for me, sat at staircase
and they sang for me my favourite song! >:D
Damn cute right! (But it actually made me cry even more)
Shawn, thanks so so much for organising/planning this surprise. Though it was suppose to be only you, but the more the merrier! :D
And the rest, thanks so so so so much, for travelling all the way to different places to get for me my favourite food so that I'll eat, trying to cheer me up, entertaining me and especially, singing (which I know, you guys usually don't do that) haha. My day wouldn't be any better.
URGH! Very difficult to say thank you speech to you this people leh! Like so weird to say all these to you guys. But you guys know it right! (:
NOT FORGETTING-FRIDAY, Azura!!, Nisa, Ilyas, Frankli, Dk, Zakir, Yijie, Dickson, Esmund, Cadeau, Wanping (she texted me immediately in the canteen when she saw me crying in th morning!), FRANCIS!, Zhenming, Joshua (your stupid speech-.-) Gabriel, Jingyin, Wenbin and zhenyuan! I can't remember any othe already. Thanks so much for cheering me up with so many crappy stuffs. heh.
TOMORROW! I FEEL SO WEIRD, IT'S LIKE I'M NOT WORRYING?! BUT I WANT TO. (IF NOT, IT MEANS THAT I WON'T WORK HARD) WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME. HAHA.
BUT!!!!!!!! I'LL GET TO SEE ALL MY SENIORS!!!!!!!!!! :D
And I still remember what jiaher did when she came back last year.
ciao.
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