The big change in you

It's disappointing. Maybe you have been always like that. Maybe I don't know you well. Maybe I don't know you at all.
whatever it is, let it all end, like this. tday.
Calmness was what you taught me, you're not able to do it. Right now, I'm doubting, I'm really wondering, was it just a mask for me to see. Then, I haven't loved you at all, I loved someone who you were not, but trying to be.


I'm, going out soon to meet clarence first then the rest to go to the airport to send douglas off! :D
Pray hard I won't cry!!