I'm so tired of trying to hold everything together.

Something's aching inside,
I see the people around me hurting/in despair and I don’t know how to help.

And sometimes, it's better not to. Because in one why or another, you'll then find out, they actually don't need you. Y'knw what, I'm going to learn, not to need them either. Actually, I don't have to learn. They have never really been a part of my life at all. With so many of them who came and left, I think and I feel, you're just another one but you don't leave. You're just those who pretends to be there for me. When actually, it's just pretence.
 
When things get too much, sometimes, it’s better to walk away.