It's this love that keeps us hanging on

I found this ^^

anyway, I want go be good girl and rest + watch tv.
so nice. lol!
can't be arsed to blog.

toodles.

Let it be when you can't handle it.
-Alfred Oh


Suppppppppp.

Find people very NTBD nowadays.
Sian, can't people do something more interesting/ effective/ productive than th usual old tricks?
"OMG! Do you know she jghdrjkgh894573489ghdjkfgsjkh?! OMG! eee, so disgusting, like bitch like that. yucksyucksyucks" ):
Then, there will be a few monkeys, dogs, donkey behind.
While th dogs just stay faithful, keep quiet or (suaysuay) bark, th monkeys will be cheering happily and monkey see monkey do. (You know, monkeys always cheer at things at th wrong time?! mmm.)
And th donkey will be "ya horr ya horr" rather than "heehorr heehorr"
lols, donkeys must also constantly update themselfs in order to upgrade with th world you know!
That's not th worst part. Worse part is that they don't know me personally/ never talk to me before. WTF?!
"please lo. Why need to even try talking to you. Going near you is already disgusting enough for me. yucks"

yaya, just cut your crap.


I walk around school, I see people talking about me, talking about you.
They talk about everything that comes into their mind without finding out th truth.
haiii!
*cough cough*
Shall not comment so much. If not next day, I'll see th commotion,


Tday, I met a pervert!
Then he kept telling me about some soap smell. So he kept smelling.
Like one drug addict like that.

School was boring as usual.
But one thing diffferent was that I didn't sleep and I did a little of my work! wahaah!
Then I went to study after school! For this, I think I shall..
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Give a pat on my shoulder!
*pats*

hahahaah!

SO GUAI!

Went to look for some ass in school tday.
Then that ass daoed me! Got super upset then went back to class and think of what's happening and started to cry.
wtf! Scare to me death can! idiots! Always play this kind of joke on me. Plus this time I was very upset already! Grrrrr!

After school, went mac studied. I'm a good girl!
Kept throwing papers around mac. shocked Ao, tc and bear. lol! they were like "wtf?!"
hahahah! And we laughed like crazy lah. Anyway, aoaoaoaoao, thanksthanksthanks! :D
And half way, AO got super pissed!
Then after that Bear and AO asked me and theo what's with th rawrrawr thing caused I kept saying it.
So I told them and we went crazy shouting rawr all th way until we went seperate ways. hahaahahha!

Listened to my way yesterday.
Suddenly miss someone alotalotalot.
Remembered how he always encouraged me to never give up and carry on.
Missed th times I crap with him till I couldn't stop.
And then, he passed out and everything slowly, gone.

original photo taken by me,

edited version by stanley. hahahha!
funnyzxzxx!

An nyung hasaeyo!

I can't stop smiling right now.
*grins*
Whywhywhy?!
Cause I've sucessfully moved th timestap to th top of my post and I've been trying it for months! I saved it and when I look at my blog, nothing changes! WTF! Then with one magical click, I got it all right.

Next, something/someone has been making me happy lately, I don't know why. Super weird. Whenever I think of it, I can't help but smile then slowly, I start laughing my ass off.
( I LOVE YOU LAH K! HAHAH! YOU MADE MY LIFE BETTER MANZXZ, BECAUSE I CAN'T STOP MYSELF FROM SMILING/LAUGHING WHEN I THINK OF YOU!)
Do not ask me who is this mysterious person please. Because not everyone of you know this person neither do I want to mention about it to make some things worse. Worse still, laugh when I'm talking about it.

I just received a cal and now..
Wl, I wanna go lot leyyyyy >):
I wanna go see someone and crap with wenbin, farah, jy and zy! Rawrrr!
Sian. I think by th time I go to doc then go to lot too late liao. Sad.
And some pig thinks that I want to go there just to see him.


Anyway, I'm gonna flung maths.
hopefully not social studies. I got to work eff hard. I MUST PASS 2 MORE SUBJECTS IF NOT, CAN RETAIN LIAO. I've got a few tution teachers but one is busy jioing people while another is he teach me I think I will get fever. So I'm left with two! One is andy!
While th other is...

I don't want tell you! :P

Photos taken on Saturday.
And this is not just all. Have to minimize so much so that it can be uploaded.
lol!

I want to eat ice cream, yougurt, egg tarts, sushi, udon, maggi mee and th list goes on.
omg!! Someone pei me go eat tomorrow leh! ):

Zhengyong kept sneezing tday and he assumes it was me who miss him! lol!
Alright. I'm forced to go doctor.
Clap for me please. Post later.
bye):

Efff! I just received a call, and I want go lot one! I want I want!
nownownowwwwwwwwwwwww! ):
I miss her like fug! And I feel like crapping with wenbin, farah, jy and z.yuan

UPDATE: Hello, my post is screwed  up thanks to certain people, I wanna change my password again.

Edited.

Had a super terriblehorribleveryresistable nightmare last night. When I woke up, was in cold sweat and I was super confused. Seemed real so didn't dare sent out an sms in th morning. Chinese was crap. An idiot kept kicking my chair and threw things at me. wtf. Went lot with theo after we were dismissed. Shaun came followed by alfred crapped alot and laughed like wtf. Alfred was dumbfounded. Spent 8bucks just on 3 pens. >> home.
Now, i need to study! Rawr. Tomorrow maths paper1 , die liaoz. Seriously i need help for paper 2 liao.
anyone?



Confession tonight

I shall go back to what I used to tell myself last year.
Trust no man, fear no bitch, like no man, fear no bitch, be a bitch and fear no few things.
I bet when theo reads this, she'll be damn worried. "omg?! go be a bitch again? ): nooooo!"
hahahha! I'll be a nice bitch k! hahaah!


Yesterday was a super long day(?!)
hahaahha! Took manymany photos with theo. like 50++ of them?! wtf.
and minjiang and I are going to buy 4D, 1551! (Insider's joke)
too many photos, shall post them next time.

Was panjang's security guard for th whole of last night to 1pm in th morning.
lol. My yewtee's vigilante cat boy and patrol team don't know go where liao. Never go for duty! hmph! hahaha! So I went on duty alone cuz I got pangseh by my brothers.
Saw many interesting stuffs. And got to know panjang better hahah.
Many many thanks to people who entertained me last night until my phone ran out of batt (especially AO!) and
those who cared and got worried for me. rofl.


And now, I'm lectured by andy about yesterday night.
So I need to remember his phone number already because th pathetic me, only can remember My ex(s)', theo's and my boyf's number.
rawrrrr!


Ok, I need to study if not someone is going to scold me liao.

Give peace a chance

tday, some pig(s) made me wait! rawrrr.
then walked to school, kenna bullied/disturbed.
Ethan Wong got angry with th class tday.
After school, rushed to mac, ate lunch, slacked and crapped.
and homeeee, so guai, again.
I did it for love, I'm serious.


Was looking through photos and old converstations.
I miss th past. haha, I bet when you read your old conversations and look at your photos taken long time ago you'll feel it's very difficult to let go.Memories flashes back, you just smile and sometimes it makes you cry. Especailly when your converstations are interesting. I like doing that although it makes me sad but somehow, it just gives me a great strength to ask me eiher to hold on or carry on. Anyway, It makes me smile for awhile. So doesn't matter^^
Maybe some of you should try it. hahah! but do note, those people who have already let go or who are not strong willed, please do not do it. Even if you did then found out that it makes you feel worse, don't blame me cause I have already warned you but you ignored and went ahead to it

Each time I look at photos, I will reflect. What I've done wrong, what should I work on and what should be changed. And I noticed a drastic change in me. hahahah. Want to see it?

yes?

sure or not?

don't shock until kghdfgjhdffgh leh!
..
If you have comfirmed your choice,
please carry on.
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Proceed and scroll down.

but be sure, never to turn back and regret okayyyy..
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this is after one month, after I've adapted into secondary school life.
Taken in 7-11, our sec1 usual hideout. lol.

and a mad women beside me. hahahah!

Asked around, asked people to compare.
They said Charman in sec1 was innocent like an angle? lol.
Look like not! funnyzx.

Remembered a senior telling me this "You trust people too easily. Don't trust people just because they are nice to you, that doesn't mean they are good and they can be trusted."

I'm learning, learning still..
But I'll get it soon, after all that has happened this year.

Then time flies, and we went to sec2

They called it my "ah lian" year.
Skipped classes etc.
People whom I wasn't close with, disliked me like crazy.
Cause whatever it is, I only sided my friends and I was very bad to th rest.
looked like a kid from what they said.
But sec1 and sec2, I was super cheerful and people always see me jumping around in school.
Then, during th holidays, moving to sec3

After getting into so much troubles,
Went back and became guai guai.
hahaha.

This year, they said I've grown and matured alot, in looks.
Mindset? Seniors said I did. So did theo.
hahaahh! I believe in what seniors said.

But what thing that has changed most this year, is th way I think and way I feel about things.
I've become stronger in sense of certain things and now, i choose who to go out with, (If you understand what I mean)


LIFE IS NEVER PREDICTABLE
but sometimes, humans are.
But one thing for sure, th world won't stop for anybody.


Humans learn only by trial and error,
You've got to live life, not think about it. Step into the midst of things, try and fail and learn and stand up again.
The question is not whether you will or will not make mistakes - you will.
The question is do you want to learn and grow, or do you want to shrink back and be stuck?
Take that step you've been avoiding.
You can succeed, or you can get feedback that it didn't work, but in either case you are sure to feel alive.
-C.Chingkit!

And I've learnt that sometimes, what is there, will not always be there.
Because I've watch people turn their back at me and walk away when I thought that they'll always be there for me when I needed them.
I've seen people smiling at their friends then saw them scolding each other behind them,
I've got my things taken away, without permission because they forgot so much about manners,
I've seen people laughing and making fun of one another, without limits and not knowing that they have hurt th other,
I've talked to people who are cruel, who doesn't give a shit and think about it when they make remarks about people.
I've seen steads of my friends lying to them, whom took advantage of their trust again and again.
I've seen how fragile friendships are, when selfishness and greed comes in and tear friendships apart.
sometimes, I stop and think about it.
asked myself and people around me why is it like this.
Why has th world turn cold and told them it breaks my soul.
But, I can't change th way how people think because I'm not perfect myself neither can I do it because I'm not God almighty nor do I have psychic.

And to keep things going, you'll always need two hands to clap.
 
It's funny how you feel that things will never end because you got strong relationship with people and how things just end and you learnt that actually, relationships are fragile as ever.
 
Sometimes, I look at people who have build up strong relationship with friends or steads then I get super curious about how they did it.
hahah.
I mean like wth manzx! I want it also! But how! rawrrrrrrrrr.
 
 
Anyhowz,
wk was telling me quotes which he thinks it's nice but to me it's not.

wk:If loving you is a crime , I would be a prisoner in your heart
Charman:i rather "if peeing in public is a crime, I would rather pee in th toilet"

wk:this is my version of yours. if peeing in public is a crime, Law is an idiot.
Charman:If peeing in public is a crime, it shows that there's law in singapore
wk:hmmm, If peeing in public is a crime, do we have to extend the jail to dogs section?

Charman: think so.. If peeing in th public is a crime, then don't pee in public lah! So difficult meh!"

I'm so sad lah, from yesterday until tday I've been bullied when I didn't say anything about someone!
I'm so nice and he is kdfghjdfkgdfghdfjk
*frowns*
Then made me wait and wait for on whole day tday then keep calling me names! Grrrr!

I shall go and edit my blog skins etc.
goodnight!
I wanna go out with theo tmr, hopefully alfred will come with zxcxzczx!

I think, I think, I think..
I think too much...


I don't want th past to die

Tag replies at th bottom

One of th hardest thing in life is having words in your heart that you cannot utter"

School tday was boring shitxzxz.
After school, rushed out because I can't take it in there already.
(fishing gang went fishing without me, awwww)

Went mac with theo, accompanied her for awhile, then "pangseh" her, sorry uh!
Then went to meet ying, he act till so guai say want study in th end don't have lo!
lalalalala. Then taught me two question of maths only, then played (-_-) what a kid >:P

ILY-TC&AO!

There is no need for you to give me that evil look in th eye then proceed to act as if i'm not there
ok, I seriously, seriously need to study! TOMORROW, I MUST!


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My boyfriend should love me more


Because I love him more than anything in this world :D

Fire and Ice

"You can never fight fire with fire, fire must be fought with water"
-Professer Alfred oh

So many things I need/want to do.

x study
x laugh like crazy
x Go to someone house and cook for fun. lol!
x play bb in th rain
x eat maggi mee
x play truth or dare
x scream in someone's ear
x eat maggie! (haven't eaten it for like 8475389457 days)
x stay over and play hotel626 with theo/wk or jghdfgjh
x watch tv for th whole day
x sectionals @ th big field near jelapang or senja
x ngee ann! (L)


So many things to do but I wonder if i have th time or not, Now, study more important! right?
and I want to play plants VS zombie!
Zzz, i really need to study!




P/s. I miss you.

I have a life to live

Update: Photos are all being uploaded, at th link, "read more"

Sometimes, people ask why can't people understand them; but actually, they don't understand other's as well.

So,.. learn to just shut your mouth until you know how to understand people then complain about people not understanding yourself.

Have been receiving lots and loads of emails from readers/randompeoplewhohavenothingbettertodo.
And almost all of them, are th same old things.
Asking me when I will post my topic about relationship, hows my life, relationship and friendship and that I should cheer up, why I never reply to emails etc.
And since, almost every emails are th same, I decided to reply here rather than looking through and repling one by one. Thanks uh, my inbox is spammed with 5086+ emails already.

Firstly, I was reminded that I said I would finish up posting on th topic abt relationship which I have only done halfway from last year. I apologise for keeping so many eager readers waiting  -_- (if you say so since some can give sarcastic comments or spam me like siao by emails, so I assume you are waiting eagerly for it)
But then I think again, I've got a life to live! I'm not some no life person who sits infront of th computer staring at th screen, and types the keyboard keys like some geeks.
FFS, I've got a school to attend, CCA to go to and "work" on, friends to go out with, exams and tests to study. You can't expect me to say "alright, I'll post then th next day," then type out some amazing stuffs in my blog to enlighten and entertain you.

Secondly, this is MY BLOG!, I do what I want with it, I post whatever shit I want! (As long as it's illegal stuffs^^) You!, Have no rights to interfere or even rush me for my post. And I do not owe you a life, nor am I your entertainment machine. I post because I like it, I want to share what've learnt or what I think and share to people whom appreciates it. Not to please you!
Sometimes, people are just to self centered to understand.


Next, I'm living my life well, Not as happy like previously but I'm alright, whether in friendship or relationship, I can handle them^^
*nods*
So, thank you for concern(s).


Alright, I'm having a feeling as if I owe everyone my life. wtf.


PERFORMANCE ON MONDAY AND UPDATES ON TDAY and more photossss!

I'm currently @ minjiang and bo jiang's house now!
performance @ krianji war memorial - United Nation Internation day of Peace (vidoes uploaded on swisswinds' fan page) >> ate with mr & mrs chew >> chated >> lot >> minjiang's house with theo! >> changed >> facebook swisswinds' fan page >> flush instrument!
And andy is here too! wahahah! :D
theo and minjiang just bullied me lo! ):
and we left minjiang flushing our instruments alone while me and theo come and blog. hahah! their house can open lan shop liao lah!

Mr and Mrs chew said that th graveyard is my home because i know that place very well. hahah.
And mrs chew said my skin/complexion is nice! I'm not jealous k, theo! Cause mr chew said your size is direct opposite of mine! ( he said I'm super skinny and i slimmed down alot because my waist are like dfjkghfdjkhdfjk) hahahah! Don't jealous k! *shakes ass*
alright, I need go flush instrument liao! my baby cornet :D

I'm not staying over @ minjiang's house already ):
rawrrr.
Anyway, I got to report by 0630 @ his house tmr!
So, wan an! ^^

ILY4AO! Ai jiu shi zhe yang^^

I was told that Theo and I will have to stay over @minjiang's and bojiang's house tomorrow night for th function on monday! Goshhhhhhhhh! hahahha.
yay or nay?
Super excited for monday's function @ Kranji memorial. Can't wait for rememberance too.

And I found out that i'm taller than my mummmyyyy! :D
I've grown taller. yeepeeedoodaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

I'm still out :O
Miss my long post k!

我想我还是不够成熟, 还答不到你的要求

I'm sick after playing in th rain on friday):

NOTE TO SELF: NEED TO STUDY AND STOP THINKING SO MUCH!

You need me..

  hai maybe not.

Today, I shall stop complaining and start to study and stop being lazy.

C: I bet with you mr damian will call my name. 5 bucks!, ok, no. If I win, bring him back to me.
Mr damian: Charman! Stop doing that face! You want to do, do to your boyf when you want to kiss him.
C: lame, where got people kiss boyf like that one.. crazy. Dang! Should have betted 50bucks!!
wk: yaya, always win in bets, nxt time can don't work, Just go around betting. When IR open, ask them invite you to work there. Help them earn money.

Sorry, for having to you go detention for trying to cheer me up and not feel angry abt it but apologise and be happy that at least you made me happy for a moment.

After school, went home while th rest went to slack. I'm so guai.
Mon- home early, Tues- Study, Wed- Study, Thurs- home early, Frid- home early.
home early @ 3.
omg, so guai. like bull shit. Reach home, all I do is to sit infront of com and wait for miracle to happen. No life. I want to study, anyone?
Have been scolded by mummy for not eating recently.

Some people can put face bigbig sial! I wantt ): hahah!



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lynn: Dont be like a kid. what i tell you on your bday. be sensible alr. takecare of yourself! Got problems can share. why go give up on yourself and go -i-dont-want-to-say-here
cb, want me scold you is it. one person give up, two person give up does it mean whole world give up
on you already? other ppl haven't right. even if everyone have, win them back la!
yadayada leeleeleee :p
tina: DEAR GIRL! What hpned? :C first time see you so fierce, bt you comfirm nt. Is hurt right? call you.
lynn: omg. first time see you so angry. lmao
yeahyeah, ty
Charman: wl, you people don't spam liao horr!
alright, I replied to tags le. Won't spam. some tags not replied here @cbox.^^
(lol, lame)

Hypocritic ass

Don't understand why people like to comment about almost everything.

"OMG! Hi!!!!!!!! You now at home?"

yes, why?

"OMFG! WOW! So early! WAAAAAAA! WHAT HAPPENED?!?!?!? SO EARLY COME HOME? Siao eh! Ok, let me shout loudly to the whole world that a miracle just happened!"

Eh hello, I go home early or not you also want care?

Huan lo so much for fuck?

Ai mai go home early or not, my prob, not yours.

wait, It's was never yours.

Not like you can't ask, but whats with th big hooha? Cb ley.

So many people ask th same thing. "whoa! why you home so early?"

Just like what happened in school, after school, wanted to go look for AC with minjiang who is my section mate, to study. Theo didn't come along because she got other stuffs on.

So went out of school with him.

Then, called AC so many times and finally, minjiang called him through his home phone and we found out he wasn't out but at home.

So minjiang sent me back to school and I decided to walk him to th back gate since I couldn't find Jingyin at that point and he was a little "poor thing" then, I was thinking, will they kp me when they see this?

Then, Douglas called me while I was talking t Jingyin at first floor. Didn't bother much even when there was a teacher around and I answered th call. Went to look for him and theo. Then after that, talked to him and decided to walk to th front gate and walked back again.

Then, like so predictable, heard loud barkings.

Omg, ccb. I was like what did I do again? I DID NOT DO ANYTHING TO YOU LEH FAGGOTS!

IT FUCKING ANNOYS ME TO THE FUCKING MAXIMUM BECAUSE YOUR ACTIONS HURT PEOPLE AND THEIR PRIDE!

Plus it was some people whom I trusted. Nahbey, cb.

STOP BEING SO TWO-FACED LAH HOR?

NABEY, YOU.

you taught me not to bother too much about other people's affair and you said you can't care or help then what's all this shit. So nice to me all those shit!
Seriously, hypocritic.

Come on lah, If  I did those things that you people did, Your pride would be hurt, just like mine.
fuck off please.

Who will like someone else to prob into your business, talk so loudly wen slamming you infront of others.
No one, no one at all.

People,
FOR FUCK SAKE, MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS


Then stayed near th staircase there and chatted. Told them what's good about - with wall. Make sense right!
Waited for theo and went walkwalk.
After that, got no mood to go out and eat already because of th kpkb thing so went home straight.

"Today, I went on a blind date. We had agreed on meeting in front of a park. Thinking I was there first, I texted her "I'm already there, sitting next to the fat chick." I heard a beep. SHE was the "fat chick." FML

(hahahahah! wtf)

Today, while talking online with my boyfriend, the conversation turns sexual. He stops responding but I continue with the conversation. Then I get a response: "this is his sister. He fell asleep and I need the computer. I'll tell him you said goodnight, but not that other stuff". FML

(LOL)

Anyhowz, I'm changing my number soon. I'm gonna use prepaid! >:D
Don't worry, It will just be temporary.
Don't ask me why. I just don't feel like using line and I wanna use it just for fun. Still gonna use line but will most likely check for smses like when I prepaid no money already. hahha.
ya, I keep losing my phone recently. (losing it as in misplacing and forget where it is) lol.

andandand, my msn account, I also wanna change! :d
changing it to th "--" one! temporary also, just for fun^^

won a bet today again, don't forget to buy me a drink.
and pussy cat face, tomorrow, you don't forget. If not, I will seriously ignore you already. Take it as cheering me up lah hor.

Happy birthday Neo sayyeng and Tay kailing.


hxyzh(?) go where liao.
 
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I srsly can't cope with my life anymore. Fml

I'm hurt more than angry.

Numb

Note: Previous post is being updated and edited!

My current tableeeeeeeeeee! wahahahah.

Notice th tape? yeahyeah, C.-th taper girl is backkkk!

I remember me sticking tapes everywhere I go last year. And when people from my class sees it, they know, it's me! hahahah!

this was sticked outside last year's 3n2's class! They were out to go ite if I didn't remember wrongly while we were in school playing some business game in which we were suppose to sell some stupid hand made rubbish! So my class asked me and girlf(s) to go around sticking my tapes everywhere. lol!

And this was outside our class (2n2).

This was my dnt file. Everyone knows that I didn't like mdm sim because of many things esp th time when she made me go detention because she said I drew pornography. super lame. So always gl her lo!

Sticked this outside my class. Then on th last day of school, a teacher went to ask J- about th tape so she helped me by tearing it away.

This was in a mrt. hahah. After Saf's serenade, was around 11pm? Then camwhored alot in th train with bandmembers because there was practically no one!

Dnt enrichment during th holidays.

And my phoneeeee! Not current phone but I still use it sometimes because I got nothing better to do.

Lol, Noticed that I'm super talkative. I can say so many things after I started off with showing my current table. Super crap, thankyou.

Anyway, my point is, that's my current table. Lame.

And my student guide.

Ok, by now, you might be wondering why I'm still not posting properly instead crapping about so many shitty stuffs.

lalalalala, you want to know why?

whywhywhywhywhywhywhy?

Cause, I still don't feel like talking about my day.

And I wanna prove something!

which is, no one likes to wait!

(I came to this point where I said this because I can't find a good excuse. rofl)

K lah, I'm going to start talking about what happened tday already.

Like now?

yeah, pretty soon.

Ok, now.

lol.

I'm lame.

Before that, I want to tell you something!

Which is...

I'm super excited for tomorrow!

because, someone made a bet with me and lost it.

So we'll be seeing a cat going to lessons and running et tomorrow! hahahahh!

(Rule No.#1! Never ever ever bet with charman)

Like hello! This is th how-many times I remind you already?!

And each time, you got so over confident thinking you'll win.

From what time will th fire alarm ring to what time will people's lesson be and what people will respond to me etc.

Next time, I shall include money in th bet.

Then, I'll have many to buy many many many food/chocolates to eat alreadyyy!

wahahahahahahahha.

*sticks out tongue*

Met yaya.D early in th morning tday. Then walked to bball court to wait for Dickson.

And went to school together^^

Reached school, Jingyin bought a m)phosis bag like mine too!

WL EH! CCK! Where's mine! ):

Lessons stupid and boring as usual, slept throughout until recess is over and became super hyper.

hhahaha! Played pranks and all.

Received a text from yaya.D yesterday during lesson

"Charm... Sleeping/emoing in class again? Don't sleep le, study hard k?"

hahah! TY!

After school, rushed to meet AC with Minjiang and met him and yanlin.

Yanlin is very nice! >:D

Studied. I cannot concentrate tday, idk why):

Saw wenbin, jess etc! (:

Then rushed home.
I want eat chocolatesssssss! rawrrrrrr.

I wanna sleep, wan an! ^^

ILYTC!&ILY4AO!
P/s. I seriously cannot wait for tomorrow! tomorrow tomorrow!
P/s/s. And I miss you alotalotalot.

If only people can wait and not be tired of waiting

UPDATE AND EDITED!

Haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!
hahahah!
I'm not sighing! I'm saying hi lo!!!!!!! hahah! shittymoron.
(some people taught me that)
*jumps*


Anyway, tday is quite an important day for me cause it's a day for me to re think my decisions!
hahahah, starting of th day till nowwwwwwwww!
ok, stupid.

lalala! I want faster post and go sleep leyyyyyyy!

So morning, went assembly then gl!
hahahahha! after that, pe.
wosssssssssssh, walked one run then chiong-ed th last 3 with minjiang.
after that, ilyas ect. came and disturb me cause was th first few to finish.

then in class, timothy tan came.
he taught me bio personally! :D
better than some people looooo! So wei da rushed to find me after exams then teach me rubbish! Make me so confused! :d

hahahah! rest of th day, did my student guide.
then clar read my student guide and that reminded him to go be "ah long" lol!

Clar: ahye! John Lim! Where's my money. You owe me 3 bucks!
John:... uh, you wait, thursday when people go downstairs burn then you go take three pieces. Three hundred dollars, no need change^^

hahahahaaa.

After that rushed to bandroom, did scores with mr chew.
I made minjiang come along with me.
thanks Minjiang and theo for helping uh! :D
If not I would need to answer mr chew and run in and out already. tyty!

then went to find AC! :D
went to study and theo and minjiang came along.
saw fionne!
and theo, super cool lo,  doodled on my student guide! rawrrrrrrr!


after that sent me to yewtee mrt station and then came home to blog! :D

Leon: ...Satia lo!
Charman: (busy talking on msn) satia shen me dong xi lai de! (what is that thing?!)
Leon: huh? lol (-.-) Satia you dunno meh! so big!
Charman:(stops day dreaming) horrrr! orhhh! lollol! paiseh! hahahah!
rawrrrrrrr, then rushing to off com cause someone told me to! hahahahah.
act cute only  :d
then keep haolian new phone to meeeeeeeee!

goodnight! :D

UPDATE! : I'm not a dummy, a few words only won't get me cheated and make me happy.
P/s. if you did not notice, th previous post below this has a "read more" link. which means, I haven't stop posting and it wasn't th end of my post. so stop asking why my post is only scoldings and where's th other part of my post! tyvm.

Rawrrrrr!

Omfg, I'm currently effing disgusted and friggin irritated!
I can't stand it when people copy what I say/ my quotes/ act to be more like me.
Especially when I don't have a very good impression of them already.
Cheapen what I say lah, totally.
*rolls eye*

ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwww  >D:
Theotheotheo! help me, I can't stop myself from feeling this way eh.
I'm soooooooooo super tempted to post it up but I shall not because I promised not to- although many of you are waiting for another post of mine to insult someone but!, I promised to be nice and not get into trouble anymore, well at least.

Goshhh, I really really feel like doing it leyyyyy.
I don't feel good, seriously, I don't feel good.

RIGHT NOW I AM FUCKING ANNOYED BY YOU BECAUSE FIRSTLY,
WHEN YOU APPEARED, I BECAME SO SUPER LUCKY. YOU, KNOWING THINGS, STILL CAME AND SPOIL IT AND YOU START GIVING ME THIS CRAP OF SHIT WHICH I'LL HAVE TO CLEAR UP. OH WAIT, IT'S NOT EVEN MY FUCKING JOB.  THEN NOW, YOU COME AND IRRITATE ME. I'VE GOT NO GRUDGES AGAINST YOU, DID I DO ANYTHING TO YOU? FUCK, NO. AND YOU MUST COME AND DISTURB ME!

be like me for him to like you? please lah, for fuck sake, go have some creativity and orginality pleassssssssse.
no life, he's yours lah k! stupidddd! I didn't even bother a single shit.

Why so insecure?
Because you know, you can't win me. tyvm.

I'm certain you know i'm talking about you. yes, you.




My post is spoiled already.

I'm blogging tomorrow k!!!

right now,
I NEED TO KNOW WHAT MATHS I'M STUDYING! ):
is it E maths?
urghhhhhhhh!
Andy :" ohmy! you don't even know what you're studying!"


I want NAP NAP NAP!
Send me home tmrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr  ^^

Without the safety of our trust

Rawrrrrrrrrr!
I am very very hungry now lo. But I'm not going to eat because of somebody!!!
hahah, jkjk.

hahha! I must finish blogging no matter what before I eat! Don't care! That's my goal!
*serious face*

( Start time: 6: 36 )

Went out very very early in th morning for band cause we had to rush to SAF Rifle Range for rehearsal.
Smsed quite a number of people in th morning, saying goodmorningwhatevershitz den woke many of  them up because of my one sms! hahahhah! Sorry!

( Rawr! Time check: 7:36 )
whoa! one hour for two sentence eh?

ok, anyway, went to rifle range. then we rehearsed!
and sweated like crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahah. So I was telling Gabriel that "I'm melting like a chocolate."
den he said i wasn't because i wasn't darker den him.
So I told him I'm melting like an ice cream! lol!
But don't worry, someone! I'm still chocolate! ^^

I guided Gabriel telling him went to do th double beat.
But that doondoon (don't ask me why his named that cause I don't know either. It was Izdi's idea because he was super blur and didn't want to listen to me!)
never listen to me lo!
Until th very last part den he started listening to me!
Hazwani T! *rolls eyes* hahah!

Played game with th rain.

I told you heaven loves me! hahahah.
Most of th time when I'm feeling unhappy/sad it will rain!
hahahahah!
Don't believe, next time, go notice!
plus whenever I do th bubble blow mouth (action which babies do when they don't want to eat) if will rain!
So tday was unhappy.
Cause I sweat alot and "twvs"! then it rained! hahaha!

(1)Went into shelter to rest. Rain stopped.
Went out, started drizzling again.
(2)Went in, rain stopped.
Went out, drizzling again.
(3)Went in, rained stopped.
Went out, rehersed half way, heavy rain! rofl!

hahah.
Went in, talked to zhengyong.
that guy always give me negative answers to my one question which is (If-you-want-me-to-tell-you, you-can-pray-damn-hard-and-wait-long-long!)
hahah!
Den ate lunch :D
and received sms from someone. (what a pig lo! sleep till so late!)
den continued chatting with zhengyong and finally, got one positive remark from him.
Made me really happy! hahah!

Slept in bus when i go there and when I go back to school. Super tired. (I didn't do anything at night.)
Went back to school, band!
band practice was great. then was theory lesson, so Zhengyong and I went to library to slack :d
kenneth came in and we chatted. Zhengyong is one super funny/crap/cute guy! hahah! But too bad, we are both shittygd in school.

Derry, weiting, junhao and desmond came after that. OMG LAH! was super surpirsed when derry called.
hahah!

We placed this in th library :D

Received an sms, No matter how close we are, I've learnt my lesson. Plus this time, you're his friend and you still said it. "I want you"

den full band, played 10over marches in 20mins! xD
and band ended while seniors have to stay back, except for me :P

(time check: 8:19pm)

grrrrrrrrrrr!
I don't wanna post about yesterday already lah!
Cause someone spoiled my previous post! >:@

But anyway, Yesterday's council meeting.
Don't bother seeing what was written about band/th meeting for any info.
Cause I didn't bother to really write anything on this paper.

den you will be like  "huh?! but there's so many things written on your paper lo! Comfirm got some info abt band that I can 'steal'. "

and you will be so wrong because everything that was written on th paper are nothing but just shittystuffs that was written after th meetiong. Due to me being very bored, waiting for th rain to stop.

Eh, whatever. Don't understand why I bother writing so much when it's just a piece of paper.
*pouts*

( Time check: 9:25pm )

( Time check: 9:44pm )

ok, after that we went to lot. Got lots of cravings for food. Scare zhexi and th rest off because of th amount I ate. hahah! sorry lah, I've been hungry ghost for th past 3weeks or so because no appetite mah! and saw this damn funny scene:

hmmm, a superstar went into lot1's library yesterday?

Or is th library being robbed of books?

Or did they find da vinci's diary inside?

Or was there a murder/crime scene?

Or we they giving out free books?

hahahah! 

Can't believe that Singaporeans are so super hardworking leh!

Btw, this was about 10plus in th morning. Th library wasn't even opened yet! Siao or not?!

*Laughs* 

and den, I laughed till my eyes lighted up and I saw, EVAN! :D

hahahah! den we chatchatchat and I smilesmilesmile.

Band practice was super good ytd! >(:

after band, ZTDH!!!!!!!!!! hahahha!


"I know you quite popular but I didn't know so many people like almost th whole school knows about your relationship. Even for those outside school also know. They say... cannot, big difference..."

Don't understand why people enjoy to poke their asses and comment about other people's love affairs when th couples themself never even ask for their opnion.
Love to bring them down and tear them apart.
Very fun meh?

Tadaaaaaaaaaa! My first "acceptable" photo with DICKSON PANG! hahah!

Why others not acceptable leh? Cause he is not very photogenic lo! hahahha!  

Anyway, I ate 16 bars of bigbig chocolate this week! and It's time to top up, for more!!!!

hahahah! Recently, I can't live without eating it everyday, idk why!

-

❥JQ says (9:37 PM):

are u charman?
Charmaniscurrentlydownwithmentalprob!   says (9:37 PM):
just a cooler version.
cause i rawk.
lol,
❥JQ says (9:37 PM):
abit sot today
Charmaniscurrentlydownwithmentalprob!     says (9:37 PM):
lol!
never see my nick?
hahahahha
❥JQ says (9:38 PM):
HAHAAHHA
lol
aah
nowonder

and this guy, has been irritating me with th calling of my chinese name for fun th whole day! From start of journey in bus, to end of band prac! rawrrr!


' zhengyong says (9:20 PM):
xiao man.
Charmaniscurrentlydownwith   mentalprob!     says (9:20 PM):
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Charmaniscurrentlydownwith   mentalprob!     says (9:21 PM):
stop it
' zhengyong says (9:21 PM):
:D
Charmaniscurrentlydownwith   mentalprob!     says (9:21 PM):
omgomg!
' zhengyong says (9:21 PM):
dont emo alr please.
Charmaniscurrentlydownwith   mentalprob!     says (9:21 PM):
not funny k!

hahahah! Currently waiting for joshua to come back. If not this shitty guy will always give me negative response to one question! ):




( Time check: 10:17pm )

ok, sian. I'm done blogging but I got no appetite to eat already. Except for chocolate.
goodnight in advenceeeeeeeeeeee! ^^

A key in waiting. A key that has once opened th same door.

cause this is love

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN! :D
hahah! I'm damn good right! Evan when you hate me, I still treat you so nicely! lollol! LOVES!


Anyhowz, I just reached home! Walked around till now! lol!

Woke up damn early for council meeting tday.
Edited
[Charman's Computer Got Problem So i post for her :D all the words belong to her non of this was my idea :X]

den after that, rained.
went to lot with zhexi,shihan,Yingda and Kenny! :D
saw evan, eleborate next time :P

ate alot tday.Got craving you know!
hahah. Den while walking back to school, saw duck and friends.

went for band, played with vaccume cleaner, my favourite! Den met alfred to pass him something.

after band, met ZTDH to return him something and he sent me to busstop and waited for the bus with me! HAHA. Thanks alot!

alright, got to go to school early tomorrow, something important! HAHA. Excited?!

baby,Iloveyouiloveyou

P/s. ZhengYong came to band today and that made me super happy :D
P/s/s. I broke some animal's heart cause he thought i slit. Lol!



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