You know what I think hurts the most? The feeling of being replaced.
It’s like no matter what you did, it wasn’t enough, and regardless of what
you do to try and capture his heart again, it doesn’t seem to work.
You’re suddenly left thinking that you’ll never be enough, and a
sudden sadness captures your heart that never really leaves.
“— JoAnne Golden

And tell me if I can be able to change you back to who you were. Because if there's no chance of that happening, then no, there's no point doing shit.

You’re the most important person in my existence and that scares me.

FRIDAYFRIDAYFRIDAY! (27/11/09)
Alright, finally had some time to blog, Friday will most likely be th best day in my holidays.
Had this funny weird feeling in me that keeps me happy. Although it didn't really take my mind off stuffs but really had a great time.
I almost forgot who am I. Opps? HAHAH! But I meant it.

So, I woke up early in th morning and rushed straight to town to parkroyal hotel.
Then went to have lunch.

Had beef kuay teow! Yumyum, although I still prefer my spicy mee hoon kueh!

Then wanted to go bugis but i was raining.
Headed off to east coast, love the rain *sarcastic*
Gave up cycling, told them I want to bowl so trained to gombak.

Then there's this guy in the train, super idiotic, kept standing near us, or to be more accurate, Cherying and Tina.
But CJ and rest wasn't aware. And as I said, I lost my mind(?) In a sense so I made some comments.
*speaking loudly on purpose*
Me: Hey, you ok not two of you?
Cherying trying to "pei he" me.
Cherying: Not really leh, quite uncomfortable.
Me: Yea, can see. *started talking louder* I DON'T KNOW WHY, IT'S STILL LIKE 45MINS TO PEAK HOUR AND PEOPLE HAVE TO PRETEND THEY NEED TO SQUEEZE ALREADY LO!
(said something else funnier but can't remember)

All of us waited for th man reaction -him to move away obviously-.-
but he still didn't move.

(I got fed up, *commented super loudly*)
"If you don't mind, you can stand a little further away from us hor. Not like it's peak hour yet, you are too close for comfort."
(many people looked at th guy)
then the guy stared at me (-_-) my fault?
Me to guy: Don't blame me, blame society. *Shrugs and fake smile*
then we startd laughing. I don't know why we laughed but we just did. lol.

Then reached cdans, and told them I wanted to try laserquest. Didn't have any idea what was it about though. Then they agreed just to make me happy! :D

Bowled first, did many stupid things for first game. Then played properly for th second round.
Got fooled to text something stupid-.-

Went laserquest♥ after that.
My first time playing and I overtake the experienced! >:P
*cheers*
hahaha. I screamed x100, shouted, vulgarities came out but had the happiest time ever.
Played till th shop close, 9pm. I'm one of th top scorer of th day!
LASERQUEST, I LIKE! :D

After that, decided to go farmmart, I don't know why I suggested something stupid like this.
So reached there, need to give explanation and decide what we are going to do cause afterall, i suggested it.
Didn't have time to think of things cause if i did, they would have already killed me.
So just blurted out something stupid.

"HEY! LET'S PLAY DARE!"
super dumb but I didn't regret. lollol.

So we ordered many different kinds of weird food we have never eaten before. and our job is to try it!

FIRST DISH!

I was th first one who tasted it and it's nice! >(:

SECOND DISH!
idk what it is.

First to try but failed. cause we were suppose to suck something out?!?!??!
And I suck at sucking-.-
so Cj won.

YOU FAIL STUPID DISH! xzdbzcz made me lose! >:@

third dish!

this one hard to eat i tell you!

you have to dig th bloody thing out to eat it!

spent 5 minutes plus and vola!
Not really nice to me though.

MY TOTAL EATING.

Cj's total eating.

so winner, cj (the dare devil)
I'm runner up.
lol! the rest didn't dare to eat. but our reaction all very funny.

so laughed alot, emotional breakdown and I fell asleep there??!?!?!!?

Tina brought me to her house and sent me back after that at around 3am.

next day, band!

I’ve stumbled and picked myself up, and stumbled and picked myself up over and over again…
On my own.


P/s. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR CHEW!

Didn't get to sleep. Ended up planning how to get out of house. This year's holiday is pathetic. Oh well, Going timah now. I need my freedom!!!
and I need moneyyyyyy!

Kept yawning in band tday.

Andy called me a "sua gu" cause he said I am amused with little things and little things can make me happy.
=.=
Kept yawning during band practice tday,
wanted to go with ztdh to expo and service but I'm super tired>):

Got home at around 3am last night.
I wanna sleep now, blog later!
YAWNZXZ YAWNXZ.

fai and all are still at my house, lan shop close already. HHAHAHA!

一个人好累

I want my life.
no, acutally, I need it.

CAN SOMEONE GO WITH ME FOR LUNCH NOWNOWNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!?  ):
I'm super hungry..........
and my dearest minj can't go out.
My 24/7 on standby NY is overseas,


ok, I'll most probably starve

Like got th shck of my life when I woke up.
I saw 4 laptops and 3 coms, and many people.
Since when did my house become a little lan shop?! HAHAHA.
Fai and Jhun etc are here >(:
But I'm going out to meet someoneseomone later.
Hopefully it will turn out well. HURRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

BYEEEEEEEEE!
iCHOCOLATES!

Hi,
I finally decided to update and blog about my past few days. Was actually very very lazy because I blogged so man times about it and blogger fail me.
>):
So I decided not to blog about it anymore until tday.
Then, an angel came. He said I should continue blogging for if I don't,
YOUR LIFE WOULD BE IN GREATER SHIT :)
ok, crap.

Party till 2am in th morning on Saturday night.
Then woke up early on Sunday morning, went to Bukit timah to meet Bryan and Brenda to buy stuffs for needy.

(I managed to convience my parents to sponser me money for it and they gave me 100$!!! Woots!)

Random: Zhengyong said I looked like kfjgh in this photo. LOL.

So, got there, bought stuffs

Things bought!

Went to cherying's house @ Garden Vista or something. Can't remember the name.
I fell asleep and
slept on her lap! HAHAHAH!

Received text from bro after that so cabbed over to his school to fetch him from camp. So nice leh! HAH.
(Luckly me, he wasn't caught for his dyed hair. If not, it would be dooms day for me)
Had lunch then went back to bukit timah, bry&bren's place for milkshake! >:D
then we set off to Hougang to pass th things we bought.

After that, seperated while me and bro went to pasir ris, met rest and went to expo.

This monkey is super cute k! And It's like half of my height! I wanted it so badly lah! Grrr.

I didn't buy it.

SPENT $400 plus that day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
mamacowwwwwwwwww.

Thenthen, my long gone gastic was back again. This time, was th worse I ever had. Think got stomach cancer already. HAHAHA!
Ate dinner, back to pasir ris and I slept in nicole's room.

Woke up awhile(?) after that because it was terribly cold.
Then decided, die die also muct drag my bro out of th house already cause I wanted to go home!

So I did. And after failing for 857658765897697, uh.
So many times, *smiles*
I finally succeeded.

Jhun came with us because he wanted to stayover at our place while fai went home.

two of them were so engross playing taptaprevenge in th cab, they ignored me when I told them I was cold! >:@
And then, bro took out his smelly jacket which he brought to camp for god knows how many days, not for me. For him.
Such a nice brother whether he got lend me or not!

Tuesday, which was yesterday.
band. Minjiang said I must be angry and fierce so that they won't take advantage of me.
ok, after band, went to check on tuba's file @ void deck with laizy.
HE WASN'T THERE TO HELP OR ANYTHIGN K!
He was there just to see zhiying who has just taken over me being his uh, whatever that is.

ok, next band prac, he won't care about me liao. rofl!
Got home late.

I wanna go down buy chocolates already.

Don't expect someone to read your mind, and don't play games with heads or hearts. Don't tell half truths and expect trust when the full truth comes out. Half truths are no better then lies. Don't be cold to someone you care about, indifference hurts more then angry words.

You do it so often, it’s kind of like an inside joke, except it’s not funny at all. It just hurts.

ok, blogger, you're so effed up, I blogged and reblog for friggin' 6 times and you still continue to only post half of my post!
WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?!

P/s. Right now, I want to go chalet with a group of only one. (not you wk-.-)
P/s/s. andand I also want to go out with you! HOWHOWHOW! ):

ok, I should not start it.
but, do you think by any chance I would see you tomorrow? O:

OH Yea, It's always my fault.

It's funny how there are times when we say things we don't mean, and other times, we mean things we don't say.

School open house tday was a total fail. People who came back were mostly seniors or our own people.
Then let's talk about our very own swiss flash mob,

Flash mob is a large group of people who assemble suddenly in a public place, then perform an unsual action all at the same time/breif of time and after that, quickly desperse or go back to normal.
I'm lazy to put videos here. So go to youtube and find out what is it really like.

ok, back to topic. My point is that th flast mob was totally fail, as predicted.

Had complains for th noticeboard from mr tan.
The noticeboard really that bad meh! ):
walau!


First thing I woke up this morning was to answer a few calls asking me to rush down to school to do noticeboard because there were a few problems.
So rushed down and I didn't have my breakfast! Only ate at 2 plus pm. was hungry like crazy. But don't know where i got so much energy from to run around th school without shoes and play games. lol.

Only performed for parade, and junior sub me for concert. Someone would know why >O:
"ya, she was with love. looking for you...."
nice one! hahahah!

& THANK YOU GABRIEL! :D

awww, i see you were disappointed because you didn't get to see what you wanted. -'-

so while they were playing in concert, i want to take photo with those playing one by one to disturb them. lol!
Anyway, did many stupid stuffs like spitting ice at people/teachers etc.
Friggin funny. Was LaiZy's idea but I was th one who did it in th end.

go back to your pasir ris please.
Went to find minj after band.
she told me something,  got me mad pissed.
So was cursing and swearing all th way. Scare her to death! HAHAH! Because she said she never seen me angry before.
minj: charmannn! you damn lau lan leh!

Created trouble after that. they called people down but turn out to be a bunch of losers. LMAO

went to MCafe after that and spammed double chocolate. ordered so many just to cool me down.
drank too much and then got cold and trembled. like so silly.
cabbed home.

IF HIS ROOM  IS LIKE THAT, I TELL YOU I WOULD WANT TO STAY OVER AT HIS HOUSE EVERY NIGHT K! that room of his, i like!

You kept texting me telling me that you'll be there for me even when i ignore you, you never stop.
xoxoyouyouyou,

I kept laughing just now after picking up a phone call.
HAHAHAH! super cute k! omg! So noob. I can scam people leh! *grins*
All their reaction like so funny. hahah!
ke ai you know?!
TDAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!
hahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa


I wanted to flood my whole post with sarcastic comments and very insulting sentences. Then, after seeing something, i totally cannot do it. So this is it, I can't bring myself to do it.
ok, i'm so going out.

1. You can ONLY answer Yes or No.

2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages or comments you and asks.

………………………………………………………………..............................................

Kissed any one of your Facebook friends? Yes
Been arrested? No
Kissed someone you didn’t like? No
Slept in until 5 PM? Yes
Fallen asleep at work/school? Yes
Held a snake? NO!
Ran a red light? Yes
Been suspended from school? Yes
Experienced love at first sight? Yes
Totaled your car in an accident? No
Been fired from a job? No
Fired somebody? Yes
Sang karaoke? Yes
Pointed a gun at someone? No
Done something you told yourself you wouldn’t? Yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? No
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Yes
Kissed in the rain? No
Had a close brush with death (your own)? Yes
Seen someone die? No
Played spin-the-bottle? Yes
Smoked a cigar? No
Sat on a rooftop? Yes
Smuggled something into another country? Yes
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? Yes
Broken a bone? No
Skipped school? Yes
Eaten a bug? Yes
Sleepwalked? No
Walked a moonlit beach? yes
Rode a motorcycle? no
Dumped someone? No. (never once let go of anything)
Forgotten your anniversary? yes
Lied to avoid a ticket? No
Ridden on a helicopter? No
Shaved your head? No
Blacked out from drinking? no?
Played a prank on someone? Yes
Hit a home run? Yes
Felt like killing someone? No
Cross-dressed? No
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? YESSSSSSSS
Eaten snake? No
Marched/Protested? Yes
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? no
Puked on amusement ride? No
Seriously & intentionally boycotted something? Yes
Been in a band? Yes
Knitted? NO
Been on TV? no?
Shot a gun? no
Skinny-dipped? no
Gave someone stitches? No
Eaten a whole habanero pepper? No
Ridden a surfboard? Yes
Drank straight from a liquor bottle? no
Had surgery? yes
Streaked? No
Taken by ambulance to hospital? no
Tripped on mushrooms? No
Passed out when not drinking? No
Peed on a bush? No
Donated Blood? no
Grabbed electric fence? No
Eaten alligator meat? no
Eaten cheesecake? Yes
Killed an animal when not hunting? No
Peed your pants in public? No
Snuck into a movie without paying? no
Written graffiti? yes
Still love someone you shouldn’t? No?
Think about the future? Yes
Been in handcuffs? no
Believe in love? Yes

Just because I try not to talk about it doesn’t mean that I am over it, that I feel better, or that I am ever going to be okay.

I also hate dislike people to ask cheerfully how you are when they
now you’re feeling like hell and expect you to say “fine”.

So if you are still expecting th answer, please go and die.

This was initially our design for the noticeboard.
want to see the final one??
come tomorrow (:

I slacked alot during tday.
And I mean seriously alot. Don't know what has gotten into me.
Especially after i heard something.............
*sighs*

Had bad Headache, this one is the worst i ever had. Think it's because I was drenched from head to toe yeterday and went straight into air conditioned places.

Anyone got ice pack?
I need it tomorrow >):
SHINGZ! My head is spnning like *i cannot say* and I'm down with fever.

LaiZy is big bully you know?!
after band, rushed to lot to do printing. was telling esther how bad i was to zchxhhxch in th past.

then dad called. told him i wanted sakae for dinner!
omg, like so nice he brought me there!

messaged my bro who is currently @ camp. (make him jealous)
like seriously surprising?! he skipped npcc for th whole year then finally decided to go for th camp.
but i went to dye his hair purple red. omg, he panic like crazy. super funny.
so let's hope he won't get into trouble with his officer.

anyway,
tomorrow we're gonna have swiss flashmob!
i'm not going to tell you what is it now. because it's suppose to be a surprise.
a fail one i guess.
hhahaa. but nuffnangers will most probably know what it is.
so shut up and let's see if th flashmob is going to be sucessful or an epic fail @ swiss tomorrow.

I'm going to die from headache.
like can't think properly right now.
need wake up super early tomorrow.
goodnight!

Isn’t this the moment where one of us is supposed to say,

‘This is ridiculous. We love each other, all couples go through this.
Let’s give it another try?’
“— The Story of Us

When my imaginations gets me

I just realised I need to do tag labels!
SHUCKS!

tomorrow is zhengyong's 2012!

Had band tday, half day.
morning drills, sec3 batch super cute k! ahahaahah.
loves.

I was busy with running up and down, in and out of library.

was doing noticeboard and I came upon this!!!

GUESS WHO!

AHAHAHAH!

After band, went in th rain.
Stupid school, no shelter for us to any bus stop.
Went to met Darren with Minjie, then cabbed down to panjang and off to lot.
Wanted to go jurong then boonlay at first. But what to do, super drenched liao.

So went to lot, look for open house stuffs.
Had lunch.
I carried th "i cannot say" hot soup with both of my hands!
She tried but was super hot, almost got burnt.

Didn't go go home immediately to shower so made someone angry.
"Wait, I haven't forgive you leh!"
"no more sua already ok!"
HAHAHAHHA!
sorry lah k!

Haiyo, anyway, noticeboard is almost done, one down.
but one new task added. I die liaoxzxz.

Super much thanks to Howard for noticeboard.
and many thanks to zhengyong for crappy ideas and making a mess for us to clear up.

I was told not to be so vulgar i my blog anymore if not my tagb will be spammed with something that has got to do with zy. rofl.


Don't want talk so much liao.
bye.

P/s. I love my previous two post and I don't know why.

P/s/s. I went to dye my bother's hair brown, purple, red, and he have to report to school tomorrow, his school people all so guai, he comfirm die! haahahah. Love to see him panic.
hahha! HOW TO HELP HIM LEH! ):

P/s/s/s. Should I fall sick? But i want have fun leh!

I FUCKING DROPPED MY PHONE INTO TH DAMN DRAIN!

Don't ask me how i did it, I would like to know it to. I wanted to throw it. But i wasn't aiming for th drain.
now it's super scratched. Wait, it has already been scratched many times due to th numerous uncountable times it dropped on th floor, Ahem, I dropped it th very first day i used it. When venting my fustrations, when I just throw it trying to aim it to just drop on my bed but too with much energy, went right onto th ground.
YOU KNOW WHEN I GOT IT BACK, IT WAS FILLED WITH ALGAE?! Wtf..............................

ok, my face look chui ttmx. Shall go colour my face then upload it again tomorrow.
photo credit: theo

Received a sms from minjiang.
Tim tan wants th banner to be done by 10am tomorrow, blahblahlaaaa ...please do it to save your
ass and to repay my greatness of being a part of retrieving your stupid phone. lol

TAN MIN JIANG AND AMIRUL!!!!!!!!!!!! THANKS ALOT SERIOUSLY K!
ESP AMIRUL! HE WENT DOWN TH DRAIN JUST TO GET IT BACK FOR ME! touched!
*tears*

OMG! NOTICEBOARD FOR OPEN HOUSE, INVITATION CARD FOR BAND DINNER AND FOOD COORDINATOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Random: I chatted on th phone all th way till 1am last night and then was super high after that, cannot sleep and slept @ 3am plusplus! wahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

I now stamina already >):

You are like a human transmission tower. If you want to change anything, change the frequency by changing your thoughts.

UPDATE! : sorry for ending my post like that, be used to it k! Not first time anywayyyy.


TINA CHIA! I went got out bed and went out of house tday already k.
I went for band-.-


Charman: derryyyyyyyyy!
Derry: HELLO CHARM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Charman: you know something? I just realise you can chat like this on facebook when someone came and talk to me like 16seconds ago so I wanted to try it out. lol
Derry: OMG. you NOOB!!! haha i finally called you a NOOBY. nooby nooby!!
Charman: wth! no, is just that i don't bother checking out all these useless stuffs :P


I just realised that Band have taken up th whole my this week!!
and it'll continue like that.
and I have to skip bandcamp because I'm going to clubmed again. ( BUT! I WANT TO GO BANDCAMP THIS YEARRR!)
amazing not?
I don't want to skip band camp, mini concert and all coming upppp!
ok, but point is, there's no backing out of clubmed because it's like thousand over for a person??????
no backout >):
I WANT CHERISH LEHHHHHH!
but got hell from mum when I told her I wanted to stay in Sg for band.
almost killed myself.

-pause-

i must be positive!
I can go snorkelling(!!!!), diving, horse riding(!!), play on th trapeze(!!!!!), Archery,  Downhill skiing(!!!! but this one super tiring leh!) AGAIN! >:D
Wahaaaa, and th 5 stars food from all over th world!!!!

ok, no. This is not working k!
I still want attend band.
Don't ask me why th sudden "fire" for band. I don't know as well.
Most probably because I'm passing out soon? or because i love th songs we are playing now.
Aiya! whatever it is, I'm stucked with only a choice! Which is behave myself, think positive and go have fun at clubmed. Sadly, it's not korea, N.Young won't be there to ski with me.

I've got so many things to do!
noticeboard for open house, invitation cards for band dinner, food coordinator for band dinner.

I TELL YOU I'M CURRENTLY DAMN
"WHAT TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
NOW
K!

lai lai, ideas for noticeboard pleaseplease get into my head!
nownownow!!!!!!!!!

More than anything, you deserve to be happy. I wish I could heal those scars, but I just don't know how.

When you’re dreaming with a broken heart, the waking up is the hardest part.

Band yesterday, I was doing library stuffs when Evan's and Sheena's head "popped out" made me so happy.
lol, and guess what, another head "popped out"
and th last head, belongs to Alfred Oh! HAHAHAH.
He came to band leh! OMG! and thanks for th sweet!

So did my scores while i chatted with them. I like! ^^
chat for like super long. Nowadays teenage girls very da dan uh! lol.
then alfred keep doing stupid actions and saying no link stuffs. Obvious where he picked it all up from.

And I finally got my long awaited letter! >:D
but! I found it too short): I want to read more! those I can read for like veryyyy long one!
HAHAH. THANKYOUEVANMUCH!!

Went westmall for awhile, was super sarcastic at that point.
but must admit, my sarcasm *thumbs up!*

Shuwen was already @ jeff's place dying her hair.
So went over and meet them @ shuwen's place, and my hair,
FAILFAILFAIL!
Found the mixture all on someone else's hair.
"Charman uh! Help you like helping one kid cut hair leh! please, stop moving so much and talking so much....
and stop! stop! ok, stop everything you're doing! stop!"
"ok, damn it. you really very playful! 14 years old kid!"

(look down!)

saddd ):
HAHAHAH.



Was disappointed but what I could do was nothing, nothing at all. Because afterall, it's my fault. I started it, thought you would be more patient, to change back, is almost impossible. So this is it, I knew it and I went back, lying to myself that this time, it would be fair but then again, I did it wrong, I've broken's someone's heart and it all went wrong
This isslow death, like sucide, nothing else


P/s. You know who, thanks for waking me up.

I need you to trust me and believe me when I tell you that my heart is with you. Part of me feels like ever since we got back together you’ve been waiting — waiting to push me away.
“— One Tree Hill

yesyesyes):

I think the hardest part about waiting is not knowing whether you're waiting for anything at all

Salut D'Amour *inserts heart*
I can't waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaait!

Anyway, I told someone last night that I want a pig as a pet.
Know why?! Cause firstly, they are like dogs! Secondly, they can screammm!
OMG! SO DUMB K! SUPER CUTE! I like!

no...
So stop thinking so much! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.


Last night was total crap.
Took us like 2hours to discuss if i should stayover. Then, people reached home like so late (nearly twelve!) and expected me to go and stay over! >:@
Best part.
Was suppose to meet the rest behind woodlands civic centre there at 3am and I overslept!!! So When I woke up, phone got like 40 over miss calls! NEW RECORD LEH!
Last record was someone spamming calls 32 (or 28???) times! (L)


Band, I went into th office and started playing with th spinning chair.
You know that type of chair can ajust height and spin one?!
The movable kind. So I sat on it and started spinning.
Spin for 50 times!
After that, felt super dizzy for th rest of th day. ):

Then bigbig amirul gave me that -- look!
After that Zhengyong came. So he went to try th spin spin chair thing also. lol, he wanted to win my 50.
But he stopped at 41. booooooooooooooooooooo.
Everyone in th office looked at both of us.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
Ok, I'm still dizzy now >):

\

This was what my brother did to himself. super disgusting can.

And guess what. It was because of th breakup. best part is, he was th one whom initiated it.

so why must break if it's going to make him feel sad! huhhuhuhuhuhuhuh?!

I hope th girl won't feel th same way to. But on second thought, if she don't, she's being a slut!

Life is such a contradicting shit!

*frowns*

WHAT TO DO FOR NOTICEBOARD?!, LAILAI, get into my headheadhead!!!!
Howard keep wanting to to do last minute work, and keep saying we cannot work together! lollol! wl eh!
HAHAHAHAH!



Tday, I realised that I need a security/ bodyguard. Almost got myself into trouble while going home just now.
So, I hired one!
And guess what! Tomorrow, first day of work, cannot report. Then i fired him and he threaten me that if i do, he won't tell me something. So i did not and i found out it was nothing.
tsk tsk!


I've got so many overdue photos.
haihaihaiiii!

At this point, i suddenly forgot what I wanted to say.
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
D:

ok, dizzy me, need to rest liao k!
SORRY DORY BLUEBERRY, STRAWBERRY, MILKSHAKE! :D


P/s.Sometimes i wonder if you still think of me. But it doesn't matter. Cause you and I know that i've already got the answer.

Stanley, theo and the rest of th guys went to town to meet th victim of their scam tday. like blind date like that!( the theme is "my boyf and i)
lol. So before that, stanley went to make his hair center parting and put on specs and th cross necklace.
double lol k!

But i really pity th victim.
First, he scam money in game from th victim, now in real life.
Theo is acting as th girl in th game which is stanley.
haiiiiiiiiiiii!

READ! Briefing for th scam. super funny!

I very guai, went home.
*grins*
so if anything happen, I'm innocent horrrr!

-

You know why I dislike to be close with people?!
It's because everytime I get close to someone, they will leave me and I dislike it alot.
So it's not my fault.
Stop being nice to me and getting close to me if you are going to leave.


Because my problem is not with you.
It's with you, coming close to me then leaving me suddenly and waltzing back and expect forgiveness!
pttfs!
GTFO!



Alright, I'm going out.
Can't stand it @ home.
Shall stay over at someone's house, i don't know who but it's sure to be someone staying at woodlands
*winks winks*

bye.

Tell me I’m not making a mistake. Tell me that you’re worth the wait. And that you’re always going to be here. Make me believe that I am making the right decision by still holding on. Show me that you’re going to be around to catch me when i fall.

TAG REPLIES!

zhiying: beer want hug uh? i give you la (:
jiahao: ya we friendly
zhiying: my friends also want beer, all can hug?

zhiying: eh weekiat charman your gf uh>

zhiying: eh ***** i give you my add liao leh. why never add me msn, want we arrange meet outside la.
zhiying: dont come to tagboard and talk
jiahaokimchi: eh ya la, come out we chit chat nia

zhiying: and agree, you want go talk your motivational speech go be school counsellor or something

jiahao: eh wuji come out talk la you ****ing keyboard warrior

zhiying: eh ****** , whats your prob, you at here talk lot of jiao wei right, come out la.

zhiying: dogs.
zhiying: eh ***** buay song lai la hor, come in here huan lo so much.
zhiying: and wow, i ****ed your mother,


Darren: Damn it -.- You smoked . walao ! D: stop leh , i also stop le Tagg ! (:
reply: I didn't ^^  i'm good girl!

Beer*****: lol selling beer ^^ one jug one hug X:
reply: thanksxzxzxzxzxx, no advertising please

AliciaTan!: Heyhey. ^^
reply: Sup,

AGREE: you gt nthing to say now.just give in to the fact that he dun love you anymore and move on.
reply: I already said yes, whatever. SECOND TIME I'M TELLING YOU THIS, IT'S EITHER YOU PUT DOWN YOUR NAME OR YOU SCRAM! Don't make me doubt you about being one of my friend.

JUNKIAT: her post all like just to reply to tags. LOL! you protect? don't fake. you also she she cute when
JUNKIAT: her face is red
reply: then help me ask people to stop tagging me so much including you. zzz I don't like replying to so many tags if you don't know.

weekiat: no, i'll protect her from you

JUNKIAT: see face and cheeks red?

Lynn: I won't allow her to go, stop dreaming
reply: you are no better -.- tina will also scold her if i tell her jrktbgbgb. AND I ALSO NOT GOING EVEN IF YOU ALLOW ME. IS THEY CRAZY. I told them i not going but they purposely ignore. ): "shut up lah!"

weekiat: WHATS UR MOTIVE JUN?!

JUNKAIT: so to see cc face red, during chalet you know what to let her drink! LOL!
reply: -.- I already tell you and the rest I'M NOT GOING............... don't lie to yourselves.

san.driyya: I'm back! ^^ Wahahas..
reply: :D

wwweiling: Ally: you knw what?! charman has the ability to make people do things that they don't usually
wwweiling: do/like to do. WEEKAIT! you don't tag ppl in our sch then come tag cc horrrrrrrrrrrrr
reply: lol, also not i ask them tag one. zzz. I got special ability and i'm a jinx! later i curse you uh!

*****: your bf fail and you two time still want to talk to much.
reply: I already say i think two time not enough leh?

Jan: Get a life lah spammers, & WOW , you wanna get ****ed, go geylang lah,
Jan: or are you too ugly to get one girl yourself ?
reply: yay! jan! :D

sheesha: when? and where to go?
reply: I don't go sheesha (: you can try one at haji lane, aladin.


charissa: ok.tagged.:] linked
reply: okk

WOW: i wish i can be your bf. the thoughts of you make me want to fucck you
reply: then continue wishing and fuck off

-
Tday, I got to accompany someone because the rest are going to th meet my-boyf-and-i thing! HAHAH.
alright,
I'm late for class again.
bye.

The ultimate test of a relationship is to argue but still hold hands.

I was happily reading and broswing through FML and reading my old posts and chatlogs when reality hit me again. (SUCKS BIG TIME!)
and so..,

For the past three hours I’ve been sitting here. Blogging: Typing, backspacing, rewriting, deleting, editing, revising. And I just want to let you know -pouring your heart out isn’t easy.

Because, first it needs courage to let people know who you feel, may be embarassing and may make them look down on you.
Then, you have to think about the people reading this! You may hurt them, get them pissed, get them irritated.
COURAGE, that's what i really need.
Sometimes I wish you’d pay more attention to my favourite songs, because the lyrics sing the words that I’m too scared to say.


ok, forget it.

---
Was late for class as usual, so was taking my own sweet time walking to school (eating mr bean's pancake, again. like i did that for th pst one week already?!) then i received a call.
So decided to skip classes.
Got home early tday, ate pancake with grand dessert on top of it. (I like! x6)

ok, i know, i'll get fat, i know. But it makes me happy.


ohya, and my brother just showed me in the simplest way, how relationships can end. (by secretly reading his sms >:X)
GIRLS: TOO INSENSITIVE, BREAKS GUYS' HEART. and..
GUYS: DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT THE GIRLS FEELINGS AND BREAK GIRLS' HEART!
so actually, both breaks both's heart.

it's when girls get insensitive and do things that will unknowingly make the guy jealous/break their hearts and it's when guys do things like break up with the girl thinking that it'll be better for them (the guys) and ignore the fact that the girls will be upset etc whatever shit.

so may i know what are both gender thinking when they say s/he hurt s/he?
because in fact, both hurt each other.

And a way to hurt each other is by lying to each other!
Let me ask you a question.
ARE WHITE LIES LIE?
YESSSSS!

ok, so can you give me th defination for white lies?
(I can't find the defination so i'll give you the defination people always give me)
"White lies are lies that won't hurt and do no harm."

if this is what you have been thinking all along,
please go kiss a dog's ass.
(I came to this point because i couldn't think of something better for you to do)

WHY?!
Because,
white lies are still lies and all lies hurt!
(and this is a fact! If you do not agree, you should jump down the building because you are lying to yourself)

What makes it hurt is that you'll make the people you lied to feel that they are not worth the truth!
so, fuck yea for lying to me!
whether it's done purposely or not.

ok, i lie too, who doesn't?
it's just a matter of time when your lies will be exposed.
am i the noob kind of liar or the poorpro kind?

THATS IT! I DON'T WANT TO CONTINUE THIS TOPIC ANYMORE!
I JUST RECEIVED A TEXT ASKING ME TO DO THE NOTICEBOARD FOR OPEN HOUSE!
OMG, I'M SUPER HELPLESS NOW!!!!
EVENEVAN!!

I’m not that little girl anymore. I’ve grown up; I’ve become something everyone thought I would never be. But here I am, look at me. This is me.

My days,

And this me, is late for her class again.
*sighs*

If we really want to be full and generous in spirit, we have no choice but to trust at some level.

I'm up. And I can't go back to sleep.
Anyway, parade till 9pm plus, back to school at 10pm, slacked to 11 ++ pm and home.
in bus, kenny: charman like become more and more retard leh.
!!!!

And I did something super I can't believe it lah!
I reported what i did to someone controlling me (-_-)
Super tired, slept and I am up again.

you know not! ):




TAG REPLIES!

duckie: TAGGED...before going oversea
reply: bon voyage! HAHAH

C.Shift6^: lol -.- i dun know who ur talking about so i can't poke / scold u :3 ^^
reply: awww, no bike):

san.driyya: Woah. I realise I'm here to tag everyday leehh ( :
reply: yay! x5 loyal reader is back!? HAHAHAHA

Lame: Eh, since you dislike her so much den keep coming to probe into her blog for what? Go take care of
Lame: your own business lah.
Lame: And you really shouldn't blabber. Cause people dun understand what you are talking about most of the
Lame: time.
reply: LOL! yea! unwanted attentions go away!

zhiying: lol ***** looks whos computer hero. joke.
reply: me ): rofl.

Nick: i shall be nice and tag u back
reply: i got tag you meh-.-

*****: computer hero, come lah. jibai
reply: come what, seriously, you should think before you type. You have already made yourself a joke 3 times!!! not enough? HAHAHA. pot calling kettle black

C.Shift6^: lend me a bicycle -_- lend me a bicycle -_- lend me a bicycle -_- lend me a bicycle -_- lend me a
reply: o.o

san.driyya: Aiyoh. Stupid commotion again. They seriously no life looohh.
san.driyya: Anw, tag tag tag I shall try and make you laugh with my funny-ness next time d:
reply: HAHAHA,

lame: you people should just shut up and get a life
reply: "shut up!" HAHAHAH.


AliciaTan!: Heyyooo Those passerbys really jokers. Your tagboard popular like siao. LOL. Tccc C:
reply: ^^

guest: two timer.
reply: two time where got enough?!

SHEENA: hello chuang charman, i'm here to stalk you. hahahah
reply: VIRGINNNNNNNNNNNN!

Evangeline,: hahaha aisey! got stalker! hahaha and to those who dunno charman, pls dun assume things kay. tyvm.
Evangeline,: cheeeeeeeers! and ur photo sooo inspiring sey! 'Always look on the bright side of life!'
reply: :D

zhiying: n1 another bf

Klr0sHI: back here=) ur blog seems to be a storybk. every day was lyk a brand new page of mystery=)
reply: so have you solved any? :)

Sometimes, my thoughts of you are the only things that keep me going.

This was given to me tday^^

"look, can you see anything?" me: uh? number 3?
"no?!??!"
(after many times of guessing)
me: aiya! I know! a star lo! "no?!"
Me: ok, i got it! my name! lol "yes -.- likes finally.

Anyway, thanks alot lah k!


Went for mother tongue bridging tday.
John Lim taught me a chinese phrase. but i forgot what it is >):
I only remember, in english, it meant "live with no regrets"
And Happy belated birthday! :D


After bridging, left for IMM to with friends for ya2 to get specs done.
then walked walked, was freezing there! saw this melvin(?)
walalalalaaaa O:
Ichigo bliss (L)

Missing someone isn’t about how long it has been since you have seen them or the amount of time since you’ve talked. It’s about that very moment when you’re doing something and you wish that they were right there with you.

Was walking home, got a call from an idiot who was too bored and wanted to slack, but I didn't want to.
And I got forced to wait to get sent home like just 20steps to reach my blk?!
DUMB OR NOT?!?!?!
 
Went out with B, again.
Like after come back from N.Z, it's everyday?!
And I've got my cheeks pinched again and again.
*sighs*
If not for the food........
 
 
Ok, tomorrow "bike outing" rofl, weird name but,
I want to go and I can't! ):
I've got Performance! Woah!,

wo yao shui jiao le oh!
wan an! ^^

P/s. I'm too tired and lazy to reply to stupid tags, will do it tomorrow or the day after.

It's funny how there are times when we say things we don't mean, and other times, we mean things we don't say.

Theodoros Chan Yi Ping!
I know that you are very worried that I'll give in to my tempatations and do things that are bad for me.
And I know that if i do, you'll be disappointed too.
But don't worry, i've woken up.
Even when no one cares or something bad happen again, I won't give in to this temptation because I know you care :)
I know I've been hanging out with them who smoke everyday but I'll behave myself, at least if I have to go with them, I'll not stand around^^
Don't worry and trust me.
I'll think twice, uh ok, a thousand times before i do it.
And the government is gonna ban sheesha soon. HAHAHAH.
OK, I won't do it!
(ohoh! How do i know that you are worried?! Someone told me^^)



going out with B right now, like almost everyday already. (boo! haha! jk!)
post later.

I guess what hurts the most is knowing that you won't come after me even if I walk away.

I spent my whole night till now reading my old conversations with th dumb one.
OMGOMGOMGOMG!
Why he MIA! ):
I miss him alot, why he suddenly disappear!

IMISSYOUIMISSYOUIMISSYOU!

Stupid, so accidently in love.

ok, I'm off to school.

I miss you):

Didn't intend to hurt you

Don't look at things from afar, you'll never be able to really see them.
Instead, take the effort to get nearer, then, you'll be able to see and feel th difference.


TAG REPLIES!

Celiaaaa!: Yays!! I very gan dong:D Hahs. Take cares alrights. Loveeees!!
Celiaaaa!: And your high school der name veryvery special. Hahas:D
reply: HAHAHA. will, same to you too k!

Curious: hey, i saw you smoking with a group of friends at clemnti the other time!
reply: But I don't smoke):

lynn: i think cc will pull out all her hair when she sees this man. she dislike replying to so many tags
reply: very sian leh! Won't pull out hair lah, i now troubled by something else. so this one, nothing much

WEEKIAT: I'm her another bf! WHY? NOT HAPPY? COME FIND ME LAH!
WEEKIAT: SHES MINE! dun bully her ok!

Darren: can you just stfu ? Tagg !
reply: I'm afraid they can't. ):

guest: no. shes just flirting with the guy passer saw the other time. her poor bf is in boys home and yet
guest: shes flirting outside. two timer. poor bf
reply: I'm flirting the guy passer saw me with @ westmall with another girl called esther. Cool. Two time? Where got enough..

Hi: I tell you all already, her boyf is in boys home, that guy which passer saw with her is her boyfs fr
Hi: friend* he asked him to tcare of her.
reply: Since you know so much, you want come help me reply all my tags about me and my boyf?

B: i love you ok!
B: :D
reply: lol, okok. got it.

Evangeline,: OMG YOU SO POPULAR! hahaha aisey so many ppl read ur blog! hahahahaaaaaaaaaaaa. !
reply: ^^ some even stalk me leh! MAI SIAO SIAO k! know my boyf in boys home neh!

san.driyya: Haha. YEA, I
san.driyya: 'm your funny girl *
reply: (:

C.Shift6^: lols total retards LOL -_- somehow i want to go over n knock ur head to wake up.. lols. idiot.. go
reply: *thumbs down* ):

1234: stay strong!

*****: computer hero? i like to comment, is there a problem. you are here to comment too what
*****: act
reply: Shut up, pot calling th kettle black.

-/ E. sther: CHUANG CHARMAN ! hahahah , it's wei eRn , not wei en ! LOLOL .
-/ E. sther: And I feel like spamming you tagboard !
-/ E. sther: ;D
reply: Got it. Aiya, spam spam spam. Sian.

lynn: shut up lah
reply: HAHAH! Charman shouts! "shut up lah!" :d

AGREE: so, is there a time even for once he know the reason why you cried, or do he even know it when you c
AGREE: cry. who is there most of the time for you when you cry.
reply: Y'know what? you are starting to make me doubt if you are just a passer by or a friend whom i know. It's either you put down your name or scram!

SPAMSPAMSPAM. YOU all think very fun is it!



------- Rememberance day tday.
Performed then off to lot to meet the rest.
Got stalked by security guard. WTF?!
Then played water, me love!

Photos next time, I know i owe you loads.

Met B ytd, came back from N.Z like finally leaving someone behind. Well done! lol!
So went mummum, got treated to chocolate strawberry buffet. While I was eating, my cheeks got pinched IDK how many times lah! But nvm, got food to eat^^ then sent me to yishun, so nice, sky can drop!
But of course lah! Come on, I need to wake up super early tday and yet I accompanied you leh! hahaha!


I'm super dead now, need to sleep.
Nights.

P/s. You can dislike me. But please respect me! And tell me things! I may not need to know, but I want to!

100 Truths (Tagged on facebook)

 I was tagged by my dear celia to do this on facebook.
ok, I usually ignore those tags but since she's my no.1 fan, I shall do it!
Be honoured ok CELIA!

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1.Last beverage: Green Tea

2. Last phone call: Dickson Pang!

3. Last text message: Mr chew i think? I don't sms many people already ):

4. Last song you listened to: Last post? lol. Mama do by pixie lott.

5. Last time you cried: Numb already lah! cry what cry. lollol! Few weeks ago. Last Friday.



HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: uh? I rarely date people out one leyyy.

7. Been cheated on: YESSS! ): like forever one lo.

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Nope.

9. Lost someone special: yes.

10. Been depressed: yes.

11. Been drunk and threw up: *nods* this year's new year.



LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. Red! Black, white?

13. lol, any colour that looks pleasing to me lo.

14. This answer, can accept not!?



THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend: yes.

16. Fallen out of love: IDK. yet? lol.

17. Laughed until you cried: many times.

18. Met someone who changed you: THIS ONE, COMFIRM HAVE I TELL YOU!

19. Found out who your true friends were: maybe? definately? aiya... not quite YET.

20. Found out someone was talking about you: like almost everyone is talking/ will talk about me-.-

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: yes. (add on: more than two) (facebook)

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Minority. (facebook)

23. How many kids do you want to have: none. Especially for now.

24. Do you have any pets: once but never again.

25. Do you want to change your name: ya, please change it to kissonyou or bangyourheadhere-.- no.

26. What did you do for your last birthday: Spending money with friends, boyf

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Rushing home?

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: youyouyou lo.

30. Last time you saw your Mother: 1hour ago? -.-

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: To go back to where it began with you.

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: YES

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Boredom! and ksjzdxjkwkcdf

35. Most visited webpage: blogger?

36. Whats your real name : CB. Chuang Charman

37. Nicknames: Will be retardedly stupid if i name it all here, stupidly embarrassing. still not saying any.

38. Relationship Status: Attached.

39. Zodiac sign: Cancer

40. Male or female?: -.- (added on: female)

41. Elementary?: You Tooooooot Primary School

42. Middle School? : See Charman Secondary School.

43. High school/college?: SGCUS - School for Genius Chuang University, Singapore.

44. Hair colour: black.

45. Long or short: don't know.

46. Height: 162.5 I'm super sure I'm taller than that already.

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: YES! HAHAHAHA!

48: What do you like about yourself?: Little things makes me happy.

49. Piercings: have.

50. Tattoos: no have.

51. Righty or lefty: Right.



FIRST-S :

52. First surgery: ):

53. First piercing(s): Pri 3?

54. First best friend: Rachel Ang

55. First boyfriend: has got a new girlf already. (add on: but I managed to win him back as a damn good friend! Add points!)

56. First sport you joined: idk

57. First vacation: idk.

58. First crush: childhood flame. lollol. NJY? omgomgomg! no lo!


RIGHT NOW

59. Eating: chocolates.

60. Drinking: nothing

61. I'm about to: commit sucide): wonder if i should sms fjkd

62. Listening to: nothing.

63. Waiting for: miracles.


YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids?: nope.

65. Get Married?: see with who first.

66. Career?: can pass N levels then say.


WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: Eyes. both

68. Hugs or kisses: both but depending on who.

69. Shorter or taller: both.

70. Older or Younger: Oder.

71. Romantic or sontaneous: Romantic.

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: -.- both.

73. Sensitive or loud: both

74. Hook-up or relationship: both

75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Both



HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger: NO.

77. Drank hard liquor: almost?

78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yes.

79. Sex on first date: no.

80. Broken someone's heart: many, like almost everyone around me :/

82. Been arrested: in school?

83. Turned someone down: many.

84. Cried when someone died: like evertime?

85. Fallen for a friend?: only one.



DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: no.

87. Miracles: :/

88. Love at first sight: yes.

89. Heaven: yes and no.

90. Santa Claus: used to.

91. Kiss on the first date: forgot.

92. Angels: don't know.



ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: NEVER.

95. Did you sing today?: no.

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: nope.

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: Start of this year will do. if not will lose more. but don't mind start of sec2, need change history and say sorry to a few.

98. If you could pick a day from the past and relive it, what would it be?: 0605

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Not really, more afraid of falling out.

100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Yes.
(and seeing this, I decided to go all th way back and redo this quiz. So everything answered here is th truth already.)
Note: Strike off one are my answers initially. So you can see how much I lied huh? lol.
But some answes are still a little crap. because I'm unable to answer/ not convinient to answer!

Not tagging anyone as I'm doing this just to take away boredom.

Move on

don't crawl through life.


TAG REPLIES
zhiying: eh *****, you where not happy. come add my msn talk, don't come my gf tagboard kpkb ok?
zhiying: [email]
zhiying: bunch of nosey parkers, if you got nothing to do go and help your mom to buy some groceries,
zhiying: stop poking your noses into other people's problem.

san.driyya: Wah. This I can laugh even harder! XD
san.driyya: LOL, I think even if those spammers talk face to face with your boyfr, they won't even realise it !
san.driyya: Lame! Haha. Anyway, tagged you (:
reply: HAHAHAHAHA. you funny girl! Don't worry, when that happens, it'll be even too late to think and react to it.

*****: sad life. bf still dosen want reply?
reply: yea, I'm sorry I've got a sad life and that it bothers you alot): anyway, your english is a little bit funny, you should work on it.

Darren: NIceone senior So many people come ur blog de >< , heh ! Tagg
reply: last time got more! HAHHA. I'm popular, can't help! :d

DisAgree: -_- answer ni ma lah shooo..
reply: *thumbs up*

AGREE: answer please
reply: answered. Be patient if you want a reply. cause i'm not like you, can sit infront of the com staring at my blog, i've got things to do

Esther: omg , damn funny ! CHARMAN , see i so nice , after so tired still come tag your blog ! I go sleep le
Esther: HAHAHA . Bye >< Next time come tag you again hahah
reply: free jokes.

C.Shift6^: fcktards -_-
reply: aha!

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Lame: Dun love her then love you meh? LOLOLOL
Lame: Lame
reply: rofl!

Evangeline,: HAHAHA HI CHAR<3 why everybody so concerned over ur love life!? haha so funny.!
Evangeline,: geeeez. nice smile with theo! hehehehe. and ur letter is going to be ok! I PROMISE! haha
reply: :D gimme gimme!

AGREE: I think ***** is right. did he ever comfort you when you cry.
reply: 6 April, I was crying. Although he wasn't physically beside me, he waited alone in lot and kept waiting till 9pm until i stopped crying and brought me home. For that, for waiting for me, etc. it meant alot, alot seriously. so shut up!! "did he ever comfort you when you cry?" awwww.

Someone: im confuse whats happening... -.-
reply: same :)

duck: =-=
reply: omg!
 
 



----------------HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINYUAN, HUI QI, ZHENYUAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
woah, so many people's birthday yesterday. /month? no):

Alright, I'm not @ home now, so photos next time.
After band, cabbed to CCAB for nco graduation parade.
Jerome and wei en! :D
Went with kenny, esther, minjiang, zhiying, celia and cat ^^
:D
 
Anyway, Many people were there, I know many of you saw me.
I know i know. lol.
 
*feels tap on my shoulder*
C: uh. what? (was a little rude because i thought it was esther)
-(don't know who this person is) uh, you charman right?
C: uh, yea.
- I read your blog leh! hahahaha *giggles all the way and walk away*
C: lol, -.- *carried on talking food with esther*
 
HAHAHHA.
Anyway, I got to touch th mace! and I was so amazed by it, I volunteered to carry it around. lollol.
 
kenny: uh, after you take this, you like become retarded like that.
lol! *pokes*
knock your head then you know!
 
Bussed to plaza sg, slacked there, then rushed home.
before that, went yishun to lalalala.
*grins*
Almost got locked outside house.
 
Ok, I want scold people soon liao. But I'll hold it until i reach home.
Tomorrow, rememberance day(!!!!). Need wake up super early leh!
I should go home now >):

YESTERDAY

IS

OVER

You treat me like another stranger.

so, nice to meet you sir.

This was what happened, last night at 11++pm
(brother called to say he wants my dad to fetch him home because fai has got something on tday and he don't wanna stay pver already)
Mum: If only your brother is a little bit like you and you are a little bit like your brother.
charman: see! so you should let me out often so that i can learn to be more independent!
mum: no. you are too independent ok, you just stay home and study, it's good enough.
Charman: aiya, daddy, i'll go and fetch him.
mum: you thought i don't know. you just want to find chances to sneak out.
lollol!


Went to batok early in the morning, cycled and bball.
then rushed back to school. I tell you, batok got alot of cabs but all hired. zzz.

lessons then after went coffee shop to eat
*claps*
Then someone got angry >O:
and waste foood! badbadbad!


TAG REPLIES!

C.Shift6^: hey Guest why u care so much? are u so despo? or what?
C.Shift6^: sorry hor.. she not buddist she dun go to the temple.
C.Shift6^: i guess u GOT THE WRONG charman.
C.Shift6^: so kindly GTFO n press the red X n get a liife..
reply: lol, thanks.

guest: sry for poking in. bt if he is nt in boys home, overseas whr is he. hiding away cus he dont luv you?
guest: i think you shd go to the temple to pray or smthing. mayb you were born a jinx.
reply: Mmmm, one advice from me- you should go for mental check ups. I think you have some sort of problem with your brains or you're having some dellusion diease? But anyway, thanks for tag and advice. made me laughed a little. :D Don't forget to go see the doctors ok?

VEN: ww! another one again. can handle hor? no need help right?
reply: no need(: Don't forget I've been through one worst than these! :D

san.driyya: Hello hello! (:
san.driyya: Wah, I think those pple who are asking about your boyfr., very dumb -.- Seriously.
reply: hahhahaha! You mean the "why isn't your boyf here" thing? hahah! joke!

Curious: wheres her bf now? LOL
reply: why you ask so much leh? lol.

name.: attention getters. whether her bf is in boys town/overseas or love her or not, is none of ur probs.
reply: thanks!

C.Shift6^: wow retardqweqwrqwr
C.Shift6^: lols
C.Shift6^: alots of crapper / spammer for crap. u want her update SAY LAH U WANT HER FEATURE U ASK LAH no ..
C.Shift6^: no need spam this tagboard de ^^
C.Shift6^: get a life.
reply: hahahha! ^^

Passer: her boyf is zhiying. if im not wrong. go and see her links. if her boyf is in boys home, how can he
Passer: update his blog.
reply: hey, thanks finally someone has got brains!

Lynn: nice one
reply: lol, yea. I'm laughing.

sa: you ppl shd go find smthing btr to do.
reply: hey! :D

Hi: Her boyf cant help cause hes in boyd home. so shes waiting for him.
reply: whoa. seems like you think you know alot ley

*****: who are you.
*****: you also come here talk only.
*****: give comments, same kind.
*****: her bf love her then will be here helping her already.
reply: think again. you're giving me th lol feeling.

zhiying: eh ***** you huan lo so much for what.
zhiying: not your prob , don't come and tag this kind of ****

*****: her bf dosen love her luh
reply: joke. you don't even know who is he


how do i post when there's so much tag to reply-.-

FREAK YOU!

P/s. omg, it's tomorrow!

HEY YOU!
YES! YOU!
YOUUUUUUUU!

LEMME TELL YOU SOMETHING ok?
PROMISE NOT TO SPREAD RUMOURS HORR.

I AM IN LOVE WITH... *whispers*
:D
haahaha!

Anyway, some photos.
(I've got more, post them next time)

Didn't use touch the com recently so lack of updates cause i was busy admiring *whispers name again*
:D
hahah! wl! for th very first time i go gaga over a (insert word yourself) k!
So, I came online after 85347856days and have a look at my blog.
(ok, whatever. Lazy to be sarcastic now)

TAG REPLIES!
UnCurious: lols u went overseas?
UnCurious: Zzz
reply: NO. But I'm going to look for my "boyf" -.-

Curious: I thought her bf went overseas?
reply: Why you think so much? haha

?: You and your boyfriend lasted how long together?
reply: going 6 months?

Bye: O:
reply: bye

Hi: that is not her boyf. its her boyf friend. he asked him to tcare of her i think
reply: lol! you mean that guy i was out with @ westmall?! hahah!

M18: oi! update -_-
reply: whoa! super long since i got this type of tag! MISS IT!

Passer: I just saw her and her boyf a week or two ago - -
reply: ^^

Hi: she must be stress out waiting for her boyf to come out thats why she started smoking.
reply: you very cute horr?

?: Your boyfriend is now in boys home right.
reply: hahah! you also very cute!

Klr0sHI: leavin footsteps=) not bad, inspirational post. ur knowledge not bad ah. i believe u can do well in
Klr0sHI: studies de.. dun giv up. its nvr too late=) jy!
reply: TY! :D

M18: I laugh @ ur failure n success
M18: this is a force tag.
reply: -.-

M18: lolz tagged -.-
reply: laugh lah! LAUGH!

Passer: you haven answer my question. lol
reply: no.


Tina: OI! AND YOU BTR NOT SOMKE! EVEN WHEN YOU FEEL NO ONE CARES, don't give up! and go to the doctor - -
reply: no way!

Junkiat: Girl, just go to sleep and everything will be over tmr.
reply: yayayayaaaaa okokokok

Lynn: prove that you are mature and independent enough to takecare of yrself!
Lynn: Drink more water, eat yr meals hor. And pls, stop playing in the rain for god's sake
reply: lol




4days to reflect! :D
wan an!